One of my most personal tracks ever.

It's easier to put my feelings down in music and lyrics...

As I reflected on nearly four years of sobriety and six years of recovery, I had a song I needed to write to say how I felt.  I put my family through hell and back. I continue to make amends, but it will never be enough to take back how scared and alone I made them (and all those that I love) feel.

If you are struggling, I urge you to seek help. Pick up the phone and speak to someone...anyone.

Written by: John Schwab
Bass: Jack Schwab (WestWing)
Lead Guitar: Brad Wilmot (WestWing)
All other instruments: John Schwab

* the picture that accompanies this track is inside my room at rehab. I sat in this chair for many hours

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i am an actor, director, voice over artist, father and husband.  And I also love to create music.

Two guys from London writing and performing what we love most - MUSIC!

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johnschwab