Cries.

Azentrix

boogies 3

Featuring @lilskeleskrrt
Produced by @metlast
Engineering, additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
Still the same scared kid that I was way back then
Know I'd give anything to change how it happened
Still bleeding from the wounds of my past and
Pursuing happiness
But I can't have that

Take another hit to my pride and my passion
Loss after loss like a chain reaction
When everything goes wrong
I need a way out
I can not be trusted to be kind to myself

The drugs don't make it better
They just keep me distracted
From the life I'm supposed to live
And out the one that I'm trapped in
When everything goes wrong
I tend to break down
I can not be trusted to be kind to myself

(skele)
And love I promise that I mean well
All those things I did were fucking my health 
I've never been good at helping out myself
It's getting bad
I prolly need help
I never meant for you to run away 
I just wanted you to feel a bit of my pain 
And when everything goes wrong I hope you'll be here 
Need someone to fix all my fears

Listen on Spotify!

When Everything Goes Wrong w/ skele (Prod. metlast)

produced by: @everythingmackk


and my heart rate 
it slows down
used to talk alot
guess i’m on my own now
and i beg you 
to come round
she don’t talk to me
she’d much rather go out
and you’re a liar
cold, no fire
all the rubies in the world couldn’t buy her
i can’t find her
so i retire 
and im bound by these ropes
but couldn’t tie her 

and i broke loose
for you <3 
all the shit i did, 
i swear i had to do
split me in two
and i’ll play the fool
as long as u pick up 
when im calling you 

and i swear i would do about anything u asked 
what u want
we can hit the town and try to make it back
i’m so drunk ! 
she pulls me closer says there’s something i gotta ask
i said go, 
you can tell me girl i promise i wont laugh
she said 
“boy i think i’m falling for you,
don’t think i can mask
things i feel any longer
so please ask what u gotta ask”
i was shocked,
now my heart was pulsing, felt it in my hands
was this real?
or am i dreaming 
either way, i’m gonna stay right here 

and my heart rate 
it slows down
used to talk alot
guess i’m on my own now
and i beg you 
to come round
she don’t talk to me
she’d much rather go out
and you’re a liar
cold, no fire
all the rubies in the world couldn’t buy her
i can’t find her
so i retire 
and im bound by these ropes
but couldn’t tie her

to those before, and to those after (mackk)

Lyrics
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yeah i wake up everyday
think about the things I did yesterday
try to find a reason to go meditate
BUT I AM SO MATERIALISTIC, DONT GIVE MYSELF A BREAK

or maybe too many
I don't spend my time, do anything
serve myself a drink, now I'm tipping
NOW IM SINGING!
TRYNA FIND SOME HOPE THAT I MIGHT MAKE IT!
*yet their all sick of it*

and sick of me too
i ran out of time, now i look like a fool
all my friends, made it look so easy
working on my job, and making music, is so sickening

think i got a little too much in my
system
i keep this bottle going down
till i forget him
look into my eyes
it’s like a picture
chains up to my heart
like im a victim
it’s going down
layed up in my bed
like i’m a patient
cut me round
let’s do it one more time
i’ve been waiting
walk round the house
way too numb
for a month
let’s get this over with
let’s say that we’re done

tell me that i look so pretty
in roses
there’s no way out
of this path
that we’ve chosen
cutting me down
love it’s fine
id do it for you anytime

and if i’m allowed
i’ll see you out
i’ll be your knight
walking out of the house

greenwater ft. skele

How It All Unfolds w/ Ezra *silver + methboiswag*

I just never understand
the way that life goes in my hands
breaking myself every time that I stand
I waited out back for a while now
they come and they go they all say
I aint been to parties in time now
wasting my life right away
I miss you cant show it I'm past it now
I think that I made a mistake

pushed you back, last call and I go
rip at myself after every show
I am not happy with how my life goes
there's people who love me the ones at the shows
but never the ones who I want there the most
its you
I think ima call on ur phone
see if you know me like you used to do
I really miss you the most

months of struggling
months of agony
I miss everything
ambience throughout the car ill kiss you again

think to myself every night
I wanna die
I don't wanna die
ima just sit here and cry
its cause my life is a lie

I just never understand
the way that life goes in my hands
breaking myself every time that I stand
I waited out back for a while now
they come and they go they all say
I aint been to parties in time now
wasting my life right away
I miss you cant show it I'm past it now
I think that I made a mistake

I think I'm at fault now
for us falling out
don't want to be around
cant find the one, its you no doubt

why do I do this to myself
every time that you go I just try and replace you

Life In Your Hands (prod. sk8miles x jeid_8)

fishing in los angeles (p. michael harrison)

me n u <3

Intro: Bones & Dylan Ross - LikeITaughtYou

https://soundcloud.com/teamsesh/sets/bones-dylan-ross

ThatsTheFaceYouMakeWhenYouReallyLoseSomething [edit]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ohFrpnMWjTk

the end of the world seems a little less lonely with you

@yungscuffonline - We'll Be The Darkness (Prod. Alerion & Eddie T)

https://soundcloud.com/613ninja


and it hurts still when you cut slowly
and my heart still beating when it's broken
getting harder now to breathe when i'm choking
i don't wanna feel the heat nah i'm frozen

and i'm fucked up reason why i'm lonely
i'm a lost cause ain't no point in knowing me
i'm a ghost now ain't nobody saw me
and i'm gone now i don't know where i'm going

[District]
i know you don’t understand, I
don’t see you reaching your hand out, no
don’t try to call me again
ayy
fuck all these feels, it’s just chemicals
now where have you been?
wondering when,
will she ever get the fuck out my head?
still don’t understand, how could u....
shit, I saw the hurt from the cuts on her skin

[Ja¥en]
i can’t feel anything inside my body
numbing everything, need escape from pain.
dead, now I’m a ghost
wonder if you even saw me
my heart falling apart
i’m the one to blame 

[Ja¥en x District]

i’m a ghost u can’t see me, yeah I’m gone now
floating off into space, where the stars are
in the Phantom windows tinted, music so loud
i don’t know where I’m going, but it’s so far
x2

Hurt w/ Ja¥en x District (prod. Sleye)

a collection of music from the last 4 months w/ Zack

thank you for all your love & continued support.

special thanks to Reaper, Nadiak, Ten50, & Bonta for the production.
thank you to T. Aubrey for direction and keeping us on track.

I'm Wrong w/ SpaceMan Zack (prod. Reaper)

https://petuniaondabeat.com/

93-https://soundcloud.com/93feetofsmoke
https://exit.sc/?url=https%3A%2F%2Fplay.spotify.com%2Fartist%2F0plNgbIlOc13T8ot3vyK79
https://traktrain.com/93feetofsmoke#29379

me n u <3

Jolst