track 1 of 2 on the Darsena Holter EP

written and performed by jon swan
guitar performed by jon swan
mixed by @marlboroughpark
mastered by @nevikmusic

glasses (prod. swan + sidd)

video - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N1G79KEdaEc

prod. https://soundcloud.com/yeah0k !

JUS WIT MEEE

-things said-

i feel lik a decade went by ina day
i ont even feel like me no way
not these days
not these days
idk if we can really chill lik that
burn some shit down that dont really grow back
i spent my whole life in the trees know that
i saw everything jus leave
saw the whole world jus leave
n ever since i been gettin higher then i need
n ever since i been chillin jus wit me
jus wit me
racs
i jus made som mo
cop a acid tab i go to the moon
you know how it go
you know how it go
atleast i hope so
lotta these people dont get me i know
i cant even blame em i dont fit the mold
i cant even blame em cause i aint read the rules
tryna write my wrongs
but i aint got no paper
i jus pop a percocet i got different flavors
i aint write the verse down it came off the head
shawd e so bad dawg i only want the head
railed 30mg went straight to the head
most of these days feel dead
i jus saw the stars fall down in my mind
miss my dawgs hope that they alright
most these days i jus dont feel right
most these days i jus dont feel right
i feel lik a decade went by ina day
i ont even feel like me no way
not these days
not these days

good luck

VIDEO

not these days prod. yeah0k!

prod scum
loop <3 - https://www.looperman.com/loops/detail/282151/dreamy-epno-1-free-132bpm-hip-hop-synth-loop

lyrics 

I just got another text I have anxiety 
She said im pretty says she's never gonna lie to me 
I was silly I was buzzing that's the bug in me 
I was fucked up but ik she put the trust in me 

I remember days when I would wanna die 
I remember days were I would even try 
Haven't grown but i have something on my mind 
Haven't grown but i have something on my mind 

I can promise truth but I can't promise abstinence 
And that shit that happened only processed half of it 
Ur the only one the rest I tell them half of it 
Ur the only one that gets to know what's happening 

Sent a text to mom I said I miss her 
Said im doing well I sent a picture
I could never tell her what was happening 
I could never tell her what was happening 

Did I go that low 
Only time could know 
All my feelings will flow 
All my feelings will fl 

I just got another text I have anxiety 
She said im pretty says she's never gonna lie to me 
I was silly I was buzzing that's the bug in me 
I was fucked up but ik she put the trust in me 

I remember days when I would wanna die 
I remember days were I would even try 
Haven't grown but i have something on my mind 
Haven't grown but i have something on my mind 

I can promise truth but I can't promise abstinence 
And that shit that happened only processed half of it 
Ur the only one the rest I tell them half of it 
Ur the only one that gets to know what's happening 

Sent a text to mom I said I miss her 
Said im doing well I sent a picture
I could never tell her what was happening 
I could never tell her what was happening 


bug  𓆣

pbj
produced by homecomingqueen
vox/mix/master by lil wet wet
sculpture by @skrimpdadi
original photography by lil wet wet
recorded @ the gloss temple

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we can do these little different things and make each other jealous
i been sippin on this lemonade and prayin that i don't forget
abt every argument
everything i should've said
everything u took to heart
everything i put ahead
now we're just so far apart
i been layin in my bed
i been goin super start
i been starin at the ledge
sitting on the fire escape and trying not to pretend
that i don't even miss u

cuz i'm not as famous as u
and ur not as slutty as me
all the things that i don't remember
all the things that u just can't see

me & crazy bitches go together
Peanut Butter & Jealousy
it's harder not to remember
when she's workin on forgetting me
but ur not even selling me
we're like carrots and celery
all these texts that ur sending me
all the ways that ur deading me
ur put together so perfectly
this burn it hurts like a first degree
but ur not even curving me
scrutiny ur discerning me
this shit is fake like it's perjury
remove my heart like a surgery
all the ways that ur learning me

pbj + homecomingqueen *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

Allliwant3dwasyu (prod. alyxrain)

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Lyrics: 
Yeah she talk too much got on my nerves 

I swear to god it blew my high

Lost some baggage in reverse I got it back and multiplied

Popped a xan and booked a flight I hope that you'll be here tonight

If I told what they were plotting then I know that I'd be crucified

Yeah you live and you die want to stand by your side til the end of the night

Only dream about you you're on my mind

Yeah that's what I love about you you're only mine!

Get that bag and run it up fill it til it's overflowed

I just fell in love with it pray that I don't overdose

He just caught a case with it he know he ain't coming home

I'll ignore a basic bitch baby girl I'm coming home

I've been really dancing with life it's only right of me

I've been trying to pay for my sins yeah I'm stuck in the end

So let's run around like we're playing pretend

Yeah she talk too much got on my nerves

I swear to god it blew my high

Lost some baggage in reverse I got it back and multiplied

Popped a xan and booked a flight I hope that you'll be here tonight

If I told what they were plotting then I know that I'd be crucified

Yeah she talk too much got on my nerves

I swear to god it blew my high

Lost some baggage in reverse I got it back and multiplied

Popped a xan and booked a flight I hope that you'll be here tonight

If I told what they were plotting then I know that I'd be crucified

glasses (prod. swan + sidd)

Jon Swan

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