Can’t Let Go - RnB Instrumental Beats

Pumpkin Spice Dreams

Found this song on bandcamp im in love with it. Want to add it to my playlists. https://shindigs.bandcamp.com/album/sen-says
I DONT OWN THIS THIS IS SHINDIGS

Shindigs - Letters

You (Art: Satchel Brown)

poorly played guitar by myself 
and below average vocals by myself
lyrics:

Verse 1:

9 times out of 10 I’m caring too much
What the fuck

The happiest days just don’t seem to last enough
So I’m stuck 

Please dont call me anymore
Introverted lightless orb 

I’m praying I see past my hopeless thoughts
I can’t lie
It’s so hard to see the light

Hook: 

Maybe I smoked too much for my brain
Maybe I think way too much I’m insane
Maybe she’ll call me
Maybe she’ll stay 
Baby I’m breaking down

Verse 2:

Lately I can’t feel myself 
Running fast no turning back
Why in the hell am I here
I’m tripping myself can’t help my peers
Where’s the direction
My heart seems infected
You told me youd be here
But I just can’t see clear
I guess I’m just sick and tired of living each day stuck
with nothing my fears

a sad song before the EP

Song about getting heartbroken at a party. Thanks @urbanation for singing this song with me !

Will u be there for tonight?
Will u be getting drunk?
Or getting high?
We don’t have to stay if u
Don’t want to stay it’s cool 
We’ll share our night 

Did u really cry my name 
Did u even feel the same 
Before u came 
I’m too numb to feel the pain 
Who else am I to blame 
U left me drained

Will u be there for tonight?
Will u be getting drunk?
Or getting high?
We don’t have to stay if u
Don’t want to stay it’s cool 
We’ll share our night

After Party

creds to Lauren and Rachel for shooting pics.

Lyrics:

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do, about you now
Backbeat, the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now
And all the roads we have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I
Would like to say to you but I don't know how
Because maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all, you're my wonderwall
Today was gonna be the day
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do, about you now
And all the roads that lead you there are winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I
Would like to say to you but I don't know how
I said maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all, you're my wonderwall
I said maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all, you're my wonderwall
I said maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me
you're gonna be the one that saves me
you're gonna be the one that saves me

stream/download

You Make Me Melt

Pictures on my wall

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Watching the sky
Passing by
Watching your eyes
They’re so awfully nice
Hi,
I softly sigh
You say goodbye
Then I stand there for a minute

Would you be 
my everything?
I would be yours too

Would you be 
my everything?
I would be yours too

Untitled

Spotify

from me 2 u

thanks @prettyill for putting together the cover art

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[lyrics]

i felt
some type of way i’m alone in my head
the room
it spins with everything that you said

a fool always
but not this time
a fool always
but not this time

i left
myself with anyone who feigned care
now i
don’t trust a single soul i’m just scared

a fool always
but not this time
a fool always
but not this time

i feel like a fool
something’s wrong with me
i would like to think
everything’s a dream

fool

thank you to @prettyill for the cover art (https://instagram.com/licknee)

[spotify]
https://open.spotify.com/track/7xRDOYBTNTdK3IV3m3Ompo

[mv]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xenN4iXpzJc

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[lyrics]
a few world’s apart
who cares?
what’d i miss this time
who cares?

pacing all the time 
hard to think alright

when i’m falling behind
you can only try
once in awhile

sorry you were drunk and high
but i left it
never really know a thing
till it passes

promise me it ends someday
all this thinking
and everything ever felt
and everything ever felt

who cares?

i have no idea what i'm doing

thanks for visiting and listening!

fool

🌸 choo 🌸