this could b a song in nights into dreams

:(((
https://open.spotify.com/track/6Wduv5auHRILXlCcyCbBMS?si=0cbce93bb94041dc
prod https://soundcloud.com/shishyshishy <3

guess you were the mean girl
type to leave me on seen girl
i don’t care what you say
we were only sixteen girl
i don’t know why i feel hurt
never liked me anyway
you just take me for a bad kid
such a bore, such a sad kid
rot away in your acid
you would always test me
still i wonder why you left me
im here melting away, hey
guess you are the mean girl

still you’re living in a dream world

guess you are the mean girl
all the damage you deal girl
now my heart’s needing crutches and i’m turning seethrough
as a ghost i wont leave you
you’re awful i love you, awful i love you
and i don’t believe you
when you say that you feel too
cause you don’t need to
i bathe in your evil
im melting away, hey
guess you are the mean girl

still you’re living in your mean world

guess you are the mean girl

still you’re living in a dream world

mean girl (shishy)

cant compete w/ mental (taylor morgan x 6houl)

"way too often"
--performers--
@victxrw
@keyblayde808
--producers--
@veezuh
@internetjoe

victxrw + keyblayde808 - way too often (prod. veezuh + internet joe)

thats all bcuz my faith!:)
@1anesthesia
@x1fern
produced by @auguryy

faith2! +anesthesia & fernn (augury)

prod @yashio20k x @zixdown
mix & master @chriad

LYRICS : 
ik ur js like them i swear ur my hell
think ill be there soon cuz u kill me so well
guess im waitin… all by myself
i wont fight it. i wont cry for help

i js popped a pill now i wait for it 2 kick off
tell me is this real love… 
or shld i go n kick rocks
n ik i got u pissed off
u stole my hrt pick lock
dropped a pill inside this henny cup its filled up

i make one mistake n then its all my fault
all this weight on me sometimes it takes a toll
i start to think that u wna see me fall
cuz u wont pick me up when i gotta stand tall

i stay up grind my teeth
i got a blood all on my t
she say tht she lov me n im a star omg!!
took anothr im a Feennnnn
i found a pill in my jeans
ion ever get no sleep, 2 busy thinkng bout u n me
i cry 4 u id die 4u
y u leav idgi man im so confused
i js poppd a xn n i popd me 3 blues
got u on my mind want u in my rooom

MV OUT NOW

stand tall (yashio x zixdown)

@wolfyysfine @northeastlights @prod_death

[@tzunahmie]
should i stay should i go
heart turned cold watch it snow
taking drugs moving slow
leaving now where to go
x2

passing time by staring at the stars
needa run away needa get far
body shutting down yea i need a restart
knew u were fake from the start
the scars on my heart
taking drugs to escape from reality
never heard anyone say they proud of me
drowning in my thoughts no one can see
sorry im not the person you wanted me to be

[@wolfyysfine]
should i stay
should i go?
youll never know
if u never been told
lmk how u fell
head over heels for me
in a blank space
u threw me away
what would u even do
if he wasnt new
in my head its me and u
livin out our days just us two

[@tzunahmie]
should i stay should i go
heart turned cold watch it snow
taking drugs moving slow
leaving now where to go
x2

should i stay ft. wolfyy [northeast lights + death]

wit anes:)) @1anesthesia
beat by @waystalkerr n @fum1ko

cr3dence! +anesthesia (waystalker x fumiko)

prod. @ria_chuelo
art by @ddbkm shoutout bro

[lyrics]
oh i fell
somewhere deep but i'm still
just pick me up and i will
can't pretend like i did
YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT I FEEL

i feel it cross my mind
i can't pretend here anymore 
i feel it override
collapsing falling in my core
and i just wanna tell em 
but it's okay i'll let it pour x)
and then it crossed my mind
like when you talk yeah i get bored 

i just think i think too muchhh
it's like i don't know what's happening
i peel my skin off then i BLUSHHH
just look so fucking dumb when i do shit but you do NONEEE
yeah and i just wanna scream until my lungs collapse i'm done 
(yeah it's over till i'm done)

and as things got harder
(as i was crying everyday)
all of these thots make them louder
everytime i got up i just fell so much harder
yeah, i can barely stand up
can't get any taller, eughh

eighteen but i'm still crying
sprawled out on the floor
common sense, life is less fun
so what is all this for? 
i say bring your friends let's have the best time :)
this party is so annoying
and yeah i promise this the last time
we’ll ever be alone

cause i know you care for me
just know i'm aware
why does everyone stare at me
i'm not your friend
why would anyone be content?
why would anyone be my friend?

(why would anyone be my friend?)
(why would anyone be my friend)

YEAHHHH
BUTTERFLIES
WHEN I'M WITH YOU I FEEL LIKE FLYING
WHEN WE'RE APART I FEEL LIKE DYING
SO DONE
FEEL ALIVE
fuck this

butterflies (ria)

@k4rson
@prod_dxvi
@012207

[arid]
i dont wanna love u
yea its way too hard
i dont want us to go right back to the start
im too far
u know it breaks my heart
figured out my life now dont know how to change
yea thats my life now stuck inside my brain
yea i dont know how it works
everyday feels way much worse
i wont stay

[karson]
and I won’t stay
Think we need some time away 
I know that I made mistakes 
It just seems like nothing ever goes my way 
It just seems like you don’t care if I’m okay 
In the mean time I’m just trying to find my place 
And it seems like all you do is push me away 
I say I’m fine even if I’m not okay

my heart w/ karson [dxvi + baz]

w/ my bros @ddayso + @myriexoxo
on all plats

thnksfor600 appreciate thelove as always <3

@zixdown

push me away feel like an exit
when u ghost me, i dnt exist,, </3
i’m burning memories, my exes,
i can go now off the checklistttt ahhh

go for the escape im tryna reach it ugh
i can’t go you tell me a secret
i’ll tell you mine,
lately i’ve been talking to my demons
say they need me, i’m not leaving..

uh uh let me go uh uh yea i know
uh uh frozen cold, so cold, i’m gold
uh huh let ‘em kno uhuh we want smoke
uhuhh we on go, my bro fs

i smoke good i dnt feel shit
ride around the town like a field trip xp
& u wanna talk.. i dnt feel it
i can’t feel nun
ur in ur feelings

uh uh let me go uh uh yea i know
uh uh frozen cold, so cold, i’m gold
uh huh let ‘em kno uhuh we want smoke
uhuhh we on go, my bro fs

@ddayso

decayed lead the race
bitch u in last
pullin off in that v8 
got my neck feelin whiplash
paper plane w the high grade
got my throat feelin smokestack
u lost me once i walk away 
i wont ever look back 
i was grinding teeth down off the x
u were on my lips
now i dont wanna deal w this 
i might lose my shit 
me n zix jus locked it in 
like we on a mission
6 inch blade up on my hip 
dont make it come to dis

@myriexoxo

ugh we ongo like bro les do dis
laughin thru tha snow 
i can see thru it 
u can try u cnt hide all ur movements
seein thru both sides 
i see thru it 
i swer im not alright when u wimme
angel wings take flight im so tricky
ugh im so tricky
ugh when u not wimme 
ugh im a demon ya im sinnin 
ya im stuck to ur biddin

spotify

exit w/ ddayso & myrie

@1kidsora
@kyoakyo

price to pay
all my angels at aid
what do u want me to say
cant even protect me
youve been gone too long
i didnt wanna be wrong
but u knew all along

for u
ill keep it all w me
its true
even if u resent me
with u
i never felt love even from ur touch
and u still cant forget me?

u said youd be fine without me
what were u thinking
n ever since u idk how to feel
so i just keep on running

yeah
i keep on working
just so you can't read my heart cause it's been hurting- ahhhh
up late night, i'm toss & turning- ahhhhh
just so i get rid of these versions of you-
that plague my head
i need to get you out my life and get some bread- ah-hahhh
so i'm just chillin w/ the gang instead
she got a good view of my back cause i'm just too ahead
ugh, & i'm sorry
for the things that i did to you
& i'm sorry
for the things that i did to you; it doesn't mean shit to you.

mean girl (shishy)

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