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hello // hi

2025.01.13

04/11/24 - 09/03/25
10/11

Blind isn't really about anything, but it went through a back-and-forth period of being named "Music For Windows" before I settled with Blind. I guess it sort of puts a ribbon on the project as a whole and sort of projects that things haven't really improved all that much in my life personally. I still feel the same way as I did at the beginning. But that's alright! I'm trying to move onward and on to better things. Maybe even try and take this music thing more seriously?

This is probably a lie actually, I'm writing this part after finishing everything and I'm currently uploading some visualisers to youtube and idk I think it dawned on me that this track is a recontextualisation of "It's A Beautiful Day", it's the bad part of the worst day of your life, where IABD is the indifferent, good part. I think this can be the intro or the outro, just like IABD is. and I think it puts the "story" of the project in a different light. I am not happy with my life, or the things I have done, or the things that I do, but that's honestly fine, I'll live regardless, and maybe one day those things will change. Until then, I might be blind to it, but it's still a beautiful day.

[LYRICS]
Feel like an ossuary, so where do I pour my heart out?

This part of your life is being topped off the stack
and de-allocated to memory.
And you know what? there's a sense of freedom in that, enjoy it while it lasts, let's go to the coin dozers.

Blind

hope you like this one! something different from the rest....

and i guess its not that time
thru a lens we look so alike
and i let it go before you
but your skin is wrapped in my view
and i guess
maybe something is still in our way

samples 
lotje - folle avec max
awvfts - beethoven 250
stars of the lid - even (out) +

pitch the 2nd drop +2 for an easter egg

#party

before

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kaynn/someone-like-u

eudaimonia

____________

i've been searching for someone like you

i hope you're not playing with my mind
'cause i believed we weren't wasting time
but now i'm seeing how it is
i've been searching for someone that i thought you would be

okay
wrong shit in front of my eyes
should've known cuz i've been through this twice
burned once and now i'm paying the price
tried to forget but you’re stuck in my mind  
i was fantasizing every touch you gave me 
all because i was...

searching for someone like you
'cause i've been searching for someone that i thought you would be
'cause i've been searching like you
'cause i've been searching for someone that i thought you would be
searching for someone like you
searching for someone like you
searching for someone like you

wasted talks and empty nights
lost myself in your eyes
i tried to focus on my path
i tried to care less when you passed 
in my life
need to grow
time alone
in my life
need to heal
make it known
in my life 
something real
no disguise
in my life

someone like u

(づ ᴗ _ ᴗ) づ ♡ for kt
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𝓐𝓷𝓭 𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻𝔂𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓲𝓼 𝓮𝓷𝓸𝓾𝓰𝓱
𝓘'𝓭 𝓭𝓸 𝓪𝓷𝔂𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓳𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓽𝓸𝓾𝓬𝓱
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hello // hi

joon.