safety

lil remix of https://soundcloud.com/dobimusic/peacetreaty as a thank you for 600 followers on here <3
original by @dobimusic & @oyeme-thomas

peace treaty [paxen imzi remix]

Iniquity

11/09/24 - 28/03/25
2/11

Want2 is sorta about being queer and wanting to be straight, or normal, but just knowing that you can't. Maybe it relates to Wind with the theme of not really liking who you are but still accepting it. It's from the perspective of wanting to be with a woman, but knowing that no matter how hard you try it just wouldn't work out, and that kind of awkward aprehensive sort of tone comes from that.

I always wanted to make a garage pop song, and this was like my hundredth attempt haha. Anyway I was just sending some drafts in a groupchat to get some thoughts and Eva seemed to really take to the idea and asked to jump on it. I adore Eva and their work so it was a no brainer and she transformed the track overnight pretty much, completely rearranging it and pretty much laying out a whole song, it was wild. We went from there and eventually got it done!

you can find Eva and her work here!:
https://soundcloud.com/eva-nge-line
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5u2g7SyRhKga7Cf8MUvKsM?si=9yhIDqs3SPaNixKBb3NSbQ
https://twitter.com/evangelinestuff
https://instagram.com/evangelinestuff
https://evangeline.info/

[LYRICS]
(to want)

I want to want you, but I don't.
And I need to tell you, but I won't

And if I tell you what I want
would you take it down to heart?
If I tell you what I want?

'cuz I want
I want

'cuz I want to want you
And I know, you just wanna be alone sometimes, you just wanna be alone
but I don't wanna be alone (sometimes)
(sometimes)

But I don't wanna be alone
If I'm forward, backward, reverse it down alone
lah lah bah bah dah dah dah

I wish I never met you in the first place
I know, you wish you never met me in the first place
I don't know what I want, what I want

Want2 (w/Evangeline)

contains samples by: 
lorenzobergamin.bandcamp.com
@tristeverit

sorrow

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kaynn/someone-like-u

eudaimonia

____________

i've been searching for someone like you

i hope you're not playing with my mind
'cause i believed we weren't wasting time
but now i'm seeing how it is
i've been searching for someone that i thought you would be

okay
wrong shit in front of my eyes
should've known cuz i've been through this twice
burned once and now i'm paying the price
tried to forget but you’re stuck in my mind  
i was fantasizing every touch you gave me 
all because i was...

searching for someone like you
'cause i've been searching for someone that i thought you would be
'cause i've been searching like you
'cause i've been searching for someone that i thought you would be
searching for someone like you
searching for someone like you
searching for someone like you

wasted talks and empty nights
lost myself in your eyes
i tried to focus on my path
i tried to care less when you passed 
in my life
need to grow
time alone
in my life
need to heal
make it known
in my life 
something real
no disguise
in my life

someone like u

(づ ᴗ _ ᴗ) づ ♡ for kt
𝓐𝓵𝓵 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓽𝓲𝓶𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓵𝓪𝓲𝓭 𝓸𝓷 𝓶𝔂 𝓼𝓱𝓸𝓾𝓵𝓭𝓮𝓻
𝓘𝓽 𝓳𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝔀𝓸𝓷’𝓽 𝓯𝓪𝓭𝓮 𝓸𝓾𝓽 𝓸𝓯 𝓼𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽
𝓘 𝓼𝓽𝓪𝔂 𝓾𝓹 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓴𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓪𝓵𝓵 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓘 𝓽𝓸𝓵𝓭 𝔂𝓸𝓾
𝓒𝓾𝔃 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓶𝓪𝓭𝓮 𝓶𝓮 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵 𝓼𝓸 𝓻𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽

𝓢𝓱𝓸𝓾𝓵𝓭'𝓿𝓮 𝓶𝓮𝓽 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓹𝓪𝓬𝓮 𝓵𝓪𝓽𝓮 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓲 𝓼𝓮𝓮
𝓐𝓵𝓵 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓼 𝓘 𝓭𝓲𝓭𝓷’𝓽 𝓼𝓱𝓸𝔀 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓘'𝓭 𝓴𝓮𝓮𝓹 𝓽𝓱𝓮
𝓟𝓻𝓸𝓶𝓲𝓼𝓮𝓼 𝓽𝓸 𝓹𝓮𝓻𝓯𝓮𝓬𝓽, 𝓲'𝓵𝓵 𝓵𝓮𝓪𝓭
𝓑𝓮𝓽𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓼𝓮𝓬𝓸𝓷𝓭 𝓽𝓲𝓶𝓮 𝓪𝓻𝓸𝓾𝓷𝓭 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓲 𝓫𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓮𝓿𝓮

𝓘’𝓿𝓮 𝓫𝓮𝓮𝓷 𝓭𝓸𝓷𝓮 𝓼𝓲𝓷𝓷𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓼𝓲𝓷𝓬𝓮 𝔀𝓱𝓮𝓷 𝔂𝓸𝓾’𝓿𝓮 𝓰𝓸𝓷𝓮
𝓘’𝓶 𝓼𝓾𝓻𝓮 𝓬𝓪𝓽𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓾𝓹, 𝓽𝓱𝓻𝓸𝓾𝓰𝓱 𝔀𝓮 𝓴𝓷𝓸𝔀 𝓘𝓽 𝔀𝓪𝓼 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮
𝓑𝓾𝓽 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓴 𝓲𝓽 𝓫𝓮𝓽𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓽𝓸 𝓼𝓮𝓽𝓽𝓵𝓮 𝓱𝓲𝓼𝓽𝓸𝓻𝔂
𝓘 𝓴𝓷𝓸𝔀, 𝓴𝓷𝓸𝔀

𝓒𝓸𝓾𝓵𝓭 𝓫𝓻𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓽𝓾𝓻𝓷𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓽𝓸 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓼𝓲𝓭𝓮, 𝓲𝓼 𝓲𝓽 𝓾𝓹
𝓒𝓵𝓾𝓽𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓾𝓹 𝓹𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓮𝓼 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓘𝓶 𝓽𝓻𝔂𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓾𝓼
𝓚𝓮𝓹𝓽 𝓲𝓽 𝓽𝓸 𝓶𝓮, 𝓻𝓾𝓷 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓫𝓵𝓮𝓮𝓭, 𝓯𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓻𝓾𝓼𝓱
𝓐𝓰𝓪𝓲𝓷 𝓘 𝓼𝓪𝔂 𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻𝔂𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓲𝓼 𝓮𝓷𝓸𝓾𝓰𝓱

𝓐𝓷𝓭 𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻𝔂𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓲𝓼 𝓮𝓷𝓸𝓾𝓰𝓱
𝓘'𝓭 𝓭𝓸 𝓪𝓷𝔂𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓳𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓽𝓸𝓾𝓬𝓱
𝓙𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮
𝓙𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮

𝓐𝓷𝓭 𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻𝔂𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓲𝓼 𝓮𝓷𝓸𝓾𝓰𝓱
𝓘'𝓭 𝓭𝓸 𝓪𝓷𝔂𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓳𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓽𝓸𝓾𝓬𝓱
𝓙𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮
𝓙𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮

Iniquity

joon.