but in a way i doo :p

lyrics:
Never been the one to just mess up
But in a way I do
Maybe I could die in a wreck
Your memories the ones I lose

Talking shit you hold onto your tongue
Throw a fit yah
Hurting in your lungs
You a misfit
Actin like you dumb
But your making music by self

I want you to mess
Me up
Make me not myself
You been actin strange
Too much
Maybe you can tell

I don’t wanna talk to much
Living in a hell
Just fucking tell
me why
I’m the one who fell

No shit ima talk to you
I got you on my mind
Just like all of yesterday
I don’t know
Why I’m walking through
All of this self made hell
Yeah it’s got the best of me

Dust in my head
Gotta clean it
Thoughts in my texts
I don’t mean it

Homesick
Scared of losing you
But I know it’s ok
I don’t need to know too much

by yourself

<3
prod joshwa and me

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I've been up to nothing but waiting
It's been hard to sleep with the truth
I turn up but I can't ever face it
Gotta maybe start with you
Gotta choose
How to talk the way I did but I don't
Love the way I miss that stupid taste
Woah

I tried to warn myself to never never go alone
But late night sunrise keep me out the home tonight
Yeah they keep me out the home tonight again
1, 2, 3, 4

Last night turned into a movie
She got me lost what to think about
Now I'm stuck in pretend again
Till summer ends
I just can't shake it off
But you still wanna talk
Let's run away at night before you're wasted
Wont try to keep you missing once again

She's so fine but I can't ever tell her
Ima scroll through one more time
She could be mine but I just never let her
But she knows that I've been dying to let her know it
But I'll be fine act like I never knew or cared at all
Loving's so hard when you can't ever talk about it

I tried to warn myself to never never go alone
But late night sunrise keep me out the home tonight
Yeah they keep me out the home tonight again
1, 2, 3, 4

Last night turned into a movie
She got me lost what to think about
Now I'm stuck in pretend again
Till summer ends
I just can't shake it off
But you still wanna talk
Let's run away at night before you're wasted
Wont try to keep you missing once again

Your tongue can't lie I've been falling
Don't even cry cause
I'm not gonna walk away or talk away the moment
Love it when you always get the notion
Your tongue can't lie I've been falling
Don't even cry cause
I don't wanna walk away or talk away the moment
Love it when you talk the way you do

Last night turned into a movie
She got me lost what to think about
Now I'm stuck in pretend again
Till summer ends
I just can't shake it off
But you still wanna talk
Let's run away at night before you're wasted
Wont try to keep you missing once again

Shoutout Allison for the photo creds :D

last night

Prod. St4nd4rd
cuz I don't mind at all
the more I try it just push you away
not at all
can't shake it off my life
don't know if I could try 
cuz my chest's on fire can you put it out
all the lonely nights and the fallen hour
and you took me in just to kick me out 
oh I don't know how to figure you out

Oh i'm afraid that I can't take the pressure that you made
cuz you're leaving now no matter what I say

cuz there is only one of you
I can't afford to lose
cuz I can't face things we had
oh tell me what to do
show me your point of view
cuz I can't face things we had

but I don't mind
cuz we done fall apart
right when we were just about to start
not all 
can't shake it off my life
don't know if I could try

One Of You

@starfall
prod. @prodbyjoshwa 
yall both so amazing

We were never on the same page
I liked you but it's too late
One day you'll be into me
and the next you'll be so twofaced
Where could we take this I don't know
There's too much inside my mind I think I'd rather be a ghost right now

Your lips
Your touch
No I can't give it up
Because I miss your love
No I can't get enough
Oh you're stuck inside my mind
Even after all your lies
But tonight

You can call me stupid
Maybe I'm just clueless
Maybe I don't know how I've been using my time
But I just can't help it
I've been too damn selfish
So I'm coming back so we can give it a try

I don't know how I'm keeping on a leash cause
I'm too occupied with me but
You've been on my eye all week again
You know
That I'm so tired of just being friends
You know that
Maybe you should know
I'm getting tired of the way that you've been treating me so wrong
Keep on trying just to get out my head
Woah
I've been dying just to know how you've been keeping me along
But I'm smiling with the way you move my breath

Your lips
Your touch
No I can't give it up
Because I miss your love
No I can't get enough
Oh you're stuck inside my mind
Even after all your lies
But tonight

You can call me stupid
Maybe I'm just clueless
Maybe I don't know how I've been using my time
But I just can't help it
I've been too damn selfish
So I'm coming back so we can give it a try

You can call me stupid
Maybe I'm just clueless
Maybe I don't know how I've been using my time
But I just can't help it
I've been too damn selfish
So I'm coming back so we can give it a try

hypocritical with starfall (joshwa!)

Lyrics:

Baby can we have a last dance?
‘Cause I know you’re not stayin’ along,
Whole commitment fell off
Oh, darling can we take it all back?
‘Cause I don't wanna see you dancing alone

Oh, I can't recall a time before you,
I’m drinking before the morning,
Got me thinking ‘bout if you’re okay
You’re just talking shit behind me 
Treat me like I’m nobody

But, take your time ‘cause
I don’t mind at all

All the things you did got me feeling drunk
Oh I look so stupid, the way you made me fall
If I was dying now, I know you'd miss that call
I know you'd miss it, I know you dont care at all

No you don't listen I, can't get you out of my head
A simple question love, why'd you fall for him instead?
Darling I can't no more, bipolar up in my head
I mind as well just be dead,

You know I can't recall a time before you,
I’m drinking before the morning,
Got me thinking ‘bout if you’re okay
You’re just talking shit behind me 
Treat me like I’m nobody

But, take your time ‘cause
I don’t mind at all

All the things you did got me feeling drunk
Oh I look so stupid, the way you made me fall
If I was dying now, I know you'd miss that call
I know you'd miss it, I know you dont care at all

nothing i wouldn't do (demo)

don't care

(1, 2, 3)

Give me space
Cause' no, I can't ignore the way you play
I wish I could just change the things you say
I didn't wanna chase you away
So stay, I need a break

You the type to talk a lot
(Oh way too much)
And I just need to say
You just want the finer things
Talkin' big about a diamond ring
Need closure for all the pain
Feels solo, novocaine
Talk strange like who's to blame?
Cause' you've been M.I.A

Give me you
Give me space
Cause' I can't lie I need you bad
You're M.I.A., in L.A
Tryna party it away
You drink it in, uninvited
Til' you can't feel just one damn thing
And I can't lie, goodbye

Give me you
Give me space
Cause' I can't lie I need you bad
You're M.I.A., in L.A
Tryna party it away
You drink it in, uninvited
Til' you can't feel just one damn thing
And I can't lie, goodbye

Babe are you free?
Talkin' to the mirror tell you what I see
Need company
Got one eye open following blindly
So lost in the city of angels
Slow dancing til' I see all the angles
I can't see you no more
Too many times now I'm out the door

Give me you
Give me space
Cause' I can't lie I need you bad
You're M.I.A., in L.A
Tryna party it away
You drink it in, uninvited
Til' you can't feel just one damn thing
And I can't lie, goodbye

m.i.a.?

prod. nickwuh
mix/master by me

lyrics: 
All these feelings start in my head
Please just take it off
Feel it risin’ up in my chest
Girl I told you so
You left me alone
Oh, I called you my home

Don’t lie,
I put you on top in every single way
Heard you said you meant it a lot,
But I don’t feel the same

Come and tell me that it’s all my fault, I’m wrong
Guess I’ll take the blame
Many times but still you never stopped 
Oh why, you’re not here to stay
I missed too many weekends as of late
Were you waiting to tell me you wouldn’t stay?
I was waiting to tell you to keep away, 
So I’m not okay

더 이상 견딜 수가 없어서 그래
너의 말들에 
떠나 간 거야
믿었던 내가 바보였어
you set me free to leave
why, why, why
하지만 다 끝났단 걸
why, why
내 맘이 찢어질 듯이

Come and tell me that it’s all my fault,
I’m wrong
Guess I’ll take the blame
Many times but still you never stopped
Oh, why
You’re not here to stay
I missed too many weekends as of late
Were you waiting to tell me you wouldn’t stay?
I was waiting to tell you to keep away
So I’m not okay

stay w/ Lydia Ganada (p. nickwuh)

prod. joon & Noah Koslen

Verse 1:
I've been waiting for a lover that could tell me
What I'm really thinking of drinking of,
'till my feelings spill
(you don't waste time)
I've been contemplating everything she sells me
But sometimes it's too good to be true
But you know sometimes I just can't help it

Pre:
Some days I need someone for the patience
Called you up and felt the vibrations
So just tell me why, tell me why
I need some love in these situations
Back and forth I don't wanna take it
Please just tell me why,
Tell me why

Chorus:
I'm just tryna warn you
I've been waiting for a little company
Boredom right in front of me
You've been sitting patient
I've been just embracing how you're loving me
Taking it so suddenly, I

(One, two, three, four)

Verse 2:
Having but I'd still rather see you (see you)
But, got people in my rearview (rearview)
Yeah I don't care what they're thinking
Hope you want to walk by me
We won't care who sees
You're just all I need 
You're just all I'm needing baby 'cause I

Pre:
Some days I need someone for the patience
Called you up and felt the vibrations
So just tell me why, tell me why (yeah)
I need some love in these situations
Back and forth I don't wanna take it
Please just tell me why,
Tell me why

Chorus:
I'm just tryna warn you
I've been waiting for a little company
Boredom right in front of me
You've been sitting patient
I've been just embracing how you're loving me
Taking it so suddenly

I'm just tryna warn you
I've been waiting for a little company
Boredom right in front of me
You've been sitting patient
I've been just embracing how you're loving me
Taking it so suddenly, I

company

Play in the sand

sad song i made hope u like it

fucked it up, lost someone i trusted
after all maybe im just nothing
oh, don't go
laugh it off, guess it's always something
lost it all, watch it turn to dust and
fall, don't go

lost inside my mind i won't come back
i'll sit idly by cuz u like that
waste my time i'll wait till the morning
i can't lie, wish i could control it

reach

tell me everything i tell u that i wanna hear.


i wish i tld myself im fine but no i never cld
everyone else is telling me i nvr understood 
i swear theres no one else to go to
i dont rlly kno :/
i swear its never getting better
it dont rlly sho
all the ones that i luv nvr call me back
talk for once in a while then i mess up bad
taking that taking this over things i lack
put the mic to my lips n i dont look back

but can u say that u mean it?
dnt go to sleep yet
gun on my tongue
cuz im fiending for feeling
im always gone 4 the weekend
u h8 to see it
whine abt love cuz i act like i need it

ur so far away from me again
i lost everything go back to bed

hypocritical with starfall (joshwa!)

Joon