prod @recyclexbin

@ihatebixby
i know i talk a lot
i'll give u the time
just know im not enough
ur so out of line
look at the stars tonight
i'm falling apart
i know it's all a lie

@1endie 
i know by the way you move
and understood how could i be such a fool
she's not over him like she said she was
you dont have a clue
love is hard to find would you open your eyes
i know that i might
fall all over again
one more step me and roan hit the dance floor
all of my exs they tryina say hello
fuck it say goodbye to all my ops
im leavin in 40 i leave on the dot on the clock
so what are you waiting for
i dip out the function they say that its boring
fuck it too many text i ignore it
i take your girl then skrt off in a foreign

@whoisroan
i know we talked last night and we argued a lot 
and girl i hate to fight but sometimes it can’t be helped 
and girl you know i try to fix what we have 
cause i don’t wanna go back to the way it was
girl i keep trying but it’s hard, what u said made me feel apart
and ive been in my bed all day and i’m just hoping that u stay
and if u need to take a break i’ll try and give u all the space that u need because ur everything to me girl

throw ur life away w/ endie & roan (recycleBin)

produced by @prodbyjoshwa

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www.instagram.com/starfallxo/
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www.instagram.com/prodbyjoshwa/

lyrics;

lately
been missing you like crazy baby
wonder where we'd be if you ain't hate me right now
i can tell that you still seem to crave me somehow

let's be honest
baby you never wanted me
baby it's never honesty
it always seems to haunt just me
like damn, open your eyes
lately you been so blind
we'll try this one more time
but if you go i'll leave you behind
x2

missing u (joshwa)

@prodbyjoshwa

said ur coming back but i won't lie
u dont wna act try to fool me twice
heart trapped in the moment
i see it untapped looking in ur eyes

cuz u dont wna fall
on and off baby
slow
breaking my own heart lately
it's hard for me to breathe im
comparing endlessly

fucked up the memory
know what u said to me
wasting all my time
cant afford to let u see
take all thts mine </3

endlessly (joshwa)

@starfall 
prod. @prodbyjoshwa & me
<3

lyrics:
I tried to run
But I still can’t catch my breathe now
I told em fuck it
I guess I'm at the end now 
Should of done better
I should write her a letter 
Too late, I guess I’ll never again
Got me tied up
I’m struggling to tell ya
That’s it’s too much 
Like the drinks that we do 
Gotta adjust to the way that I’m living
Cus there’s no way I’ll be missing you
Cus

All we do is talk on the daily 
Talk on the daily 
She gon make me talk while we’re waiting
Falling I’m chasing 
Couldn't be enough 
So I gotta put my pieces back together for you
Baby yeah you cause me to panic
I’m going manic 
Tryna fall in love ain’t romantic
Still got bad habits
Think I showed much for a taste here
So ima tell you the truth
I thought I did it for you

You crossed boundaries 
A new surrounding 
It felt surreal
Glad you're not around me
I tried to tell you that it's over now 
But you never listen, no you don't
(don't don't don't)
It's a shame that I'm trying to change you
Girl I tried to replace you
I can't deny that I hate you
It's a shame that I'm trying to blame you
I don't know why I would date you
I'm still trying to-
(fuck)
I don't know if I can tell you it's okay (starfall)
Making trouble it will never feel the same (joon)
I'm steady trying to fix myself for you (starfall)
Already went through the darkest hell for you (joon)
But it don't ever seem to change the fact (starfall)
That you lied (joon)
And it will never seem to change the fact
That I tried (starfall)

All we do is talk on the daily 
Talk on the daily 
She gon make me talk while we’re waiting
Falling I’m chasing 
Couldn't be enough 
So I gotta put my pieces back together for you
Baby yeah you cause me to panic
I’m going manic 
Tryna fall in love ain’t romantic
Still got bad habits
Think I showed much for a taste here
So ima tell you the truth
I thought I did it for you

talk! w/ starfall (joshwa)

prod. ST4ND4RD

cuz i know you burned the bridges that we had its getting old
i used to we used to 
its all up to you
lately i dont know how to feel anymore

can we just talk it out
cuz im falling but i dont know how
you treat me like i dont exist 
cuz im the one to keep 
a million promises
honestly 

I know you wanna spend your time with me again
dont have to worry about the things i say to you
oh i dont feel like i can keep this up anymore x2

i know its hard to tell you i dont feel the same
sometime i wish that i could fall in love again
dont wanna pretend
can we put an end
i never wanna fall back to you

too many times that i just told you that its all of my fault
we had the something that you chose to never realize at all 
cuz this is something i thought of 
you ignored it all too many things to resolve

Anymore

@starfall
prod. @prodbyjoshwa 
yall both so amazing

We were never on the same page
I liked you but it's too late
One day you'll be into me
and the next you'll be so twofaced
Where could we take this I don't know
There's too much inside my mind I think I'd rather be a ghost right now

Your lips
Your touch
No I can't give it up
Because I miss your love
No I can't get enough
Oh you're stuck inside my mind
Even after all your lies
But tonight

You can call me stupid
Maybe I'm just clueless
Maybe I don't know how I've been using my time
But I just can't help it
I've been too damn selfish
So I'm coming back so we can give it a try

I don't know how I'm keeping on a leash cause
I'm too occupied with me but
You've been on my eye all week again
You know
That I'm so tired of just being friends
You know that
Maybe you should know
I'm getting tired of the way that you've been treating me so wrong
Keep on trying just to get out my head
Woah
I've been dying just to know how you've been keeping me along
But I'm smiling with the way you move my breath

Your lips
Your touch
No I can't give it up
Because I miss your love
No I can't get enough
Oh you're stuck inside my mind
Even after all your lies
But tonight

You can call me stupid
Maybe I'm just clueless
Maybe I don't know how I've been using my time
But I just can't help it
I've been too damn selfish
So I'm coming back so we can give it a try

You can call me stupid
Maybe I'm just clueless
Maybe I don't know how I've been using my time
But I just can't help it
I've been too damn selfish
So I'm coming back so we can give it a try

hypocritical with starfall (joshwa!)

With @ihatebixby
Prod Joon, @aidanhan, and @prodbyjoshwa
Mastered by @yoshi (Christian Blair <3) 

Socials:
https://www.instagram.com/ihatebixby/
https://www.instagram.com/aidanhanbeats/
https://www.instagram.com/prodbyjoshwa/
https://www.instagram.com/christianblair/

I think I died again
So we could stay as friends, yeah
I think it all depends
On the truth
I know your friends just hate me 
They acting kind of crazy 
They always laugh and gate-keep
But it’s cool 

People, they always quick to judge
We know, I’m never leaving ya
Bedroom is a haven
We put on our favorite song
Details, the ones I'll never know
She sells the things I’m letting go
But, way to push my luck 
I've been alive when you talk like you do

I could cry
Every time I’m asking why 
You’ve been always by my side
Again, again
Too in love to be just friends 'cause
I won’t lie
You’ve been always on my mind
You’ve been always by my side
Again, again
Too in love to be just friends 'cause 

Your hearts grown weak
Enough to keep me your dirty little secret
When you last saw me, baby I couldn't speak
Oh, you'd never really mean that
(1, 2, 3, 4)
Oh, when you're far from me
It becomes so easy to figure it out
So, fine
I know your waiting for-
I don't wanna fall
Oh baby you're the one for me

I could cry
Every time I’m asking why 
You’ve been always by my side
Again, again
Too in love to be just friends 'cause
I won’t lie
You’ve been always on my mind
You’ve been always by my side
Again, again
Too in love to be just friends 'cause 

(Yeah my hearts got weak I know)
(Saying I should let things go)
(But my time)
(Got me crying)

I could cry
Every time I’m asking why 
You’ve been always by my side
Again, again
Too in love to be just friends 'cause
I won’t lie
You’ve been always on my mind
You’ve been always by my side
Again, again
Too in love to be just friends 'cause

Thank you to everyone involved this song wouldn't have been possible without you all!

by my side (feat. bixby)

tell me why you've been up all night
wasting all my time again
u know that this aint right
so why you going back to him
yeah
im not the one to blame
so tell me 
what could he do that I couldnt
I gave my all to you

so I way I not enough, not enough for you
holdin on 
to something new
controlling all my mind
can't hide

there was nothing I could do
don't run away
look into my eyes baby
the way you, the way you
walk past like im new
no im
giving up on ur love

oh you're so far away,
and shit don't ever change
searchin' for something new
you put it all on me
i'll teach you honesty
i hate the way that you lie

tell me what you want, you want
oh baby
all of this a facade
oh, wait

(x2)

woah, cuz there's-

there was nothing I could do
don't run away
look into my eyes baby
the way you, the way you
walk past like im new
no im
giving up on ur love

facade(with yuni)

prod me

Verse 1:
I’ve been a mess
I’ve been distressed
Can’t say I’d do with somebody else
Kiss on the neck
Fake to impress
I’ve been just trying to let it go

Too much commotion
Fighting and floating
Maybe I’m too far gone
But you
Stuck with emotion
I hope you know what I’ve been saying

Pre:
Cause there’s way too much to us
But maybe I got it all so wrong
And did I do too much I want to know

Chorus:
Would I still regret it
Picking up my phone
Talking's just so difficult
I’m cynical but
You wouldn’t ever get it
I’ve been on my own
This love ain’t so typical
It’s criminal baby

Verse 2:
All this love language gonna tick me off
Maybe I’d get it when you piss me off baby
Why tell me all the time we’ve spent is dead
I guess it’s just petty when you talk about our problems
Never getting really frustrated you surprise me
I just wanna talk about our conscious
But I guess you just won't let it go

Pre:
I said there’s way too much to us
But maybe I got it all so wrong
And did I do too much I want to know

Chorus:
Would I still regret it
Picking up my phone
Talking's just so difficult
I’m cynical but
You wouldn’t ever get it
I’ve been on my own
This love ain’t so typical
It’s criminal baby

cynical

whyy (joshwa)

Lyrics:

[VERSE 1]
Won't lie to you bae
Hard words that I'm trying to say
Lets try this again
Find reason to say you in my grace
Love when she right in my face
Feel lost gotta find my way (way)
Lately tryna find our place
Lets run it up, but my heart my break (no, no)

Want it bad but you don't know
Look back at all these photos
Wishing that time would change
Find out at the end of the day
My minds runnin round for you bae
We can't argue all day
Times running out, too late
Can we do this shit my way

[CHORUS]
Tell me you ain't fall too fast
All these secrets I want you confiding
Say you love me and that's a fact
Thinkin bout it when I'm inside it
That's no lie, I was out my head
So high but these clouds feel red
You try love me left when I bled
Had to hold my breath

[VERSE 2]
You're moving too fast
Open up when I'm faded
I don't want you that bad, no
She want love, she unstable
But she do the things that I say
Can we do this shit my way
Held it down on my own, I did
I did

Had to, hold my breath cause you won't step back
Hunnids on me, imma break that bank
She tryna lie about it, taint that fact
All these snakes I gotta watch my back

[PRE-CHORUS]
(Back)
Oh I gotta watch my back
Oh I gotta watch my back
Oh I gotta watch my (back)

[CHORUS]
Tell me you ain't fall too fast
All these secrets I want you confiding
Say you love me and that's a fact
Thinkin bout it when I'm inside it
That's no lie, I was out my head
So high but these clouds feel red
You try love me left when I bled
Had to hold my breath