this is a reupload bc last one got no views n this one is mixed differently but im doing covers rn  cuz im having some problems irl but i hope someone sees this n enjoys this.

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Aomori

comfort zone [DEMO]

turning over

prod. nobody shoutout @jordanisdead

lyrics:
verse 1 (allblue):

Trying so hard to be happy
Making up what my memories lack
Remember crying in the back seat
Counting the blessings we had
Counting
Uh
Counting the blessings we had
I used to think I won’t last
Tryna be better at last
Alas
Not sure it’s possible 
Man
Didn’t shed a tear when my granny never came out of that hospital
Jotting my cons til it’s comical
Desensitized and I tell not a soul
Uh
No cap but it’s bottled though
Tryna learn that I am not alone
At this point I don’t know

verse 2 (Jordanisdead):

so alone, so alone that it’s ripping to my bone 
so hypnotized that they disregard my tone 
looking at the world we’re shown, how can we not feel alone?

silent travels, evolve to these violent battles
serving serpents, disguised with these vibrant rattles 
refugees escape the fleet, amongst the infantry’s defeat, im just a sailor lost at sea

swear to god i recognizing my reflection 
please dear god, you gave me a chance, i’m begging for a second 
i know that i been living reckless 
i left it as a ghost when I walked up out of that wreckage 

now me and my uncle are adjacent i guess 
and i’m pacing with no rest, and i’m anxious for death 
armageddon, please don’t save me with the rest 
uncle lee, i’m getting closer as i chase your every step 
like 

verse 3 (allblue):

So much self doubt it could go around
Insecurities that I don’t even know about
They say embrace your impurities 
They’ll take ya down
So desensitized from never having made a sound
We cower still
I’ll be shocked if I get to know how power feel
Uh
So I count blessings
Account for every bit of hope before my evanescence 
It’s a depressing presence
I’m 16 really worried bout death
Wanna make history
I mean, when 12 done
Nobody’ll be left to miss me
Dark hoodie just to match my psyche
Still catch me bawling in my bed
And balling up so tightly
Show no emotion
I was socially distancing way before the COVID 
Push myself to being lonely I’m just that devoted
Really nothin’s as it seem I just sugar coat it
I just sugar coat it

anxious (pt. 2) [futility]

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