hope you're doing well jordan. whenever i have emotionless thoughts, i think about this song. ily man

song: https://soundcloud.com/middle-east-beats/altura
follow: https://soundcloud.com/middle-east-beats
Coverart: made by me, tried to recreate my phone

Deciding if I should drop the rest of the songs I have. Still unsure.
edit 1/2/17 
i did drop them lmaoo 
https://soundcloud.com/llamawav/sets/letters-never-sent

[lyrics]
She aint steal no heart but she steal them souls 
She got me runnin off the hills and i cant no mo 
I wanna go to a place where it aint so cold
Where the colors shine bright and the mold dont grow 
Im getting back in the function 
I use to want all your loving but now i want it even more 
But it aint never meant be
So i staay sleeping hoping that i catch this dream
I wanna lay in a meadow will it stay green?
I wanna breathe air, without that carbon emission 
Not a man on a mission but a man with vision 
Who wants to see all his children but i be stuck in this fiction 
Imprisoned maybe if i took the time to believe in religion
I wouldn't be so stressed but i got shit on my mind
what happens after i die does time keep going and going
Like Idk where im going 
I see the water it flowing 
So im taking dip but this current dont shift and its a long way down 
I just wanna find myself in this thing called sound
Sometimes i hear this ring 
Like when an angel sings
I don't feel displeased
But then the storms come in 
And when it rains it pours  
I be hiding my tears inside this phone
I wanna keep it movin’ but i cant no mo
I wanna go to a place where it aint so cold 
Where the uh colors shine bright
Where the mold dont grow uh uh uh 
Im getting back in the function 
I use to want all your lovin 
But that ship has sunken and now im searching for something
So i, wonder what wanderer would do in his finals moments
Probably be sippin on something potent 
And when he dies they finally notice
Hes a poet, they bring me back and relive all my greatest moments
In yo hands forever hold em
You kept me gold for the price of my soul 
 im at an all time low 
But i remember the flow 
Where i be dancing and grooving
Life lesson, i am her student 
So im just keeping it moving it
And i dont care what you doing as long as We Keep it movin
The rhythm imma pursue it until i cant  no mo 
I wanna go to a place where it aint so cold
Where the colors shine bright
Where the mold dont grow uh uh
i wanna go, i wanna go..

for someone who won't feel the same [prod. MiddleEast]

prod. by @kastrosplace 
mixed/mastered by @geo_1022
Lyrics/Art/Recording by me

this didn't age well

Put some socks on with a coat over a hoodie
Pull hair back just to put the snail on top of head the noogie
Imma pull on kicks if black n white then imma take the campus
otherwise i'll stick with tony's all black out of canvas
Maybe? i'm not really sure
it still fits with blocks of colored squares
and i don't give a fuck what others think of what i wear
cuz now i got a cosby coogie sweater lookalike
and even with me drinkin water it's still tasting alright, so nice
i jus wanna vibe and buy that 40 dollar shit for one
and always check the board for deals on prices green tag yellow none

cuz a five for five is better than a one for two 
unless it's jammin out in parking lots to one cd with you
i don't care if music's trash or tender's cold
aux can bump till day grows old, convo stretching on till eyelids fold
and grandpa sweaters need to bust out in the sunset air
i don't care if giant shirts with tied up hair or cactii everywhere
just. it don't make a difference cut the bs that it's more work
if i can't see your face today i know i'll go berserk

by the paper i mean the new york time 
to go see you and find out why your eyes just make me smile
maybe it's that there's a mystery
so lemme know you better
maybe if it's getting cold we can go n share a sweater
in the weather like forever just together
just us two and i don't wanna leave no you without a lovely lady palindrome 
wait
tacocat because you love em so
but doggo puppers ease your soul
and i know that you do not wanna choose a favorite
but i do and i choose you like a pokemon but better
You electrify me burn me up until i’m ashes never
Paper on paper on paper on paper
I been writing songs about you
I been feelin down without you
I don’t wanna walk without you
I don’t wanna go do this shit
Ohh
Girl you make me feel more whole than if I filled a glass with tea
And I know that you hate it that I’m stubborn but I see
That you might be the one with looks and charm and all the inbetween
And I jus wanted to ask when you can come and see me

Chrosky | Paperlove (prod. KA$TRO)

Lyric video out now!: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5b_HOtUKcak

feat. @ibr
prod. @kastrosplace
mix. @ibr
art. me

Lyrics:
It's been about thirty two minutes or so/
and I'm clutching foolish optimism like she'll slip through the door/
and sit down with a story, telling of traffic -
"Would you care for a refill?"/
yeah, thank you, sorry I tend to overshare with people/
it's just I've had quite the crush on her for - "I'll be right back with your drink"/
oh well, it's only been sixty-one minutes I think/
clink ice cubes with a straw, the table's candles forming puddles/
rest my fist below my jaw, her car could be the source of trouble/
but she hasn't read the multitude of texts I sent, and I won't reprehend/
like it could be an emergency, or she went to bed, maybe she just -/
"Sorry to interrupt, but are you ready to order?
we're closing soon, I recommend the lobster on arugula, the dish is new and-"/
No, I'll get the fettuccine, please, with chicken/
text her one last time, it's urgent, damn, she knows the evening's ticking/ 
like I'm a decent guy, well, at least from what I've heard/
I don't think I'll find the courage to stand up and say goodbye/

and I'm still waiting, wait here oh so patient/
wait here all long night, resolve never waning/
and still I'm waiting, wait here oh so patient/
wait here all long night, I'm waiting and waiting/

I'm waiting for her to reply to my text/
I know it says "seen" but maybe she didn't see it just yet/
"I guess, but you've been here for three days, that doesn't seem strange to you?"  
So what? She's late, and this table's purely made for two/
my plate of food, has grown a bit cold in the past month/ 
but it's not too far fetched for someone to run late and catch up/
any second now, she'll- 
"Do you want this to go, or should I just throw it out, it's been a year-"/
No thanks, no point in acting like it's over now/
I know my beard's an overgrowth and I'm becoming one with this chair/
but a decade's nothing, I won't be the one who's under-prepared/
for the future, cause she'll arrive and we'll survive the ruins/
until time folds in upon itself, so what's your two cents?/
...hm, I guess he left or he closing up the business/
I can hear metallic thumping and explosions in the distance/
a stray dog is chewing on a human bone right by the entrance/
there's barbaric men outside and all they're toting make-shift weapons/
I just think it's odd she's hasn't tried to phone or send a message/
but I'll wait right here 'til time as we know it is non-existent/
I'll just wait here and drink until the last one's dry/
I mean c'mon really, I'm a stand up guy/

Spotify!

Stand Up Guy (ft. ibrahim)

Legend Of Chigga: Glow Like The Wild (ft. Rich Brian)

Rituals (feat Sora D)(prod. EZEKEY)

Fire

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/2T9M6roeu970YldwpQEVQx?si=dOVD2JPhR86jqRR-JTHS-Q

@love-sadkid
@landosmusic
@lilpolearm [did the mix, up next]

art: @sheffdan

spotify

coexist w/ lando! & love-sadkid

Atlas - The Locket (prod Nohidea.)

prod. enluv (@enluv)

check his spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/5g8EUiiIZDqp2xd9eUUHin?si=FJr8Cws3S36sW-cHq1p7Rg

this goes for 'ms. what’s her name'
i know that there’s no differences between love and chains 
we said we wouldn’t grow apart but something’s changed 
this torture isn’t physical, it’s a bloodless pain 

try not to rupture things, and then the suffer came 
you can see it in my face, i cannot cover shame 
you got me looking like a fool, hoping you texting back 
i get frustrated, no stepping back, i’m on a reckless path 

fuck now i’m regretting that, wonder where your head is at 
all while knowing, that that fucking bed’s a trap
i’m upset, you sent a text, now that’s a dangerous road 
soon as those legs spread, your back bends, now my anger folds

feel like i’m betting against cards that a stranger holds 
adam can’t avoid the curve of sins that the nature chose 
and eve’s a sexy broad, i guess that’s all that matters
i claim i’m better off alone, but from a distance, wish i had her 

i wish i mattered, i wish your matter took a different shape 
demons try to body jump, they target those with pretty face 
young love quite peculiar, starts with white petunias
ends in in bloody broken hearts on my computer, my abuser 

starts with "forever," "i would sacrifice an artery"
then i win the lottery, and now "departing is a part of me" 
that’s the irony of love, you cannot believe it 
quicker that you love her is the quicker that’s she’s leaving 

that’s just how i perceive it, i’m alone and what’s the reason 
i don’t know, you don’t know, i’m barely breathing, fucking season 
every season
that biddie wasn’t lying when she said i was a demon 
i’ll just pretend that i’m not bleeding 

i ain’t seeing blood stains bleeding through my shirt 
so i’ll keep vibing even though it hurts 
i ain’t seeing blood stains bleeding through my shirt 
so i’ll keep vibing even though it hurts

spotify :)

emotionless thoughts

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SAFETY (on spotify/applem)

im just a moment in time
// call me jordan

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