Jose Macabra Flow Ritual Part #1 (inspired by Transcendence a/v show)
This piece was presented at:

THE COMPUTER ARTS SOCIETY
ESTABLISHED 1968, CELEBRATING 50 YEARS. #CAS50

EVENT TWO

THE SOUNDPOD
SATURDAY 13TH, MONDAY 15TH, TUESDAY 16TH AND WEDNESDAY 17TH JULY 2019
ROYAL COLLEGE OF ART, KENSINGTON CAMPUS, LONDON
The SoundPod has been custom-made for EventTwo. It contains a collection of contemporary and historic sound artworks that can be selected and listened to using professional-quality headphones. The 15 works being presented have been curated by Jon Weinel. The SoundPod itself was designed and built by Sean Clark.

We hope to make the contemporary tracks available online following the Event Two exhibition.

Jose Macabra Flow Ritual Part #1

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Lyrics:
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You’ll never understand until you’ve been there.
Been down so much, that all you can manage to do now is sit there.
Thinking back at all the choices that you made to get there.
Pumping a fist to the sky telling god “it ain’t fair.”
But yo, we ain’t there.
How could it be with all this devastation and desperation surrounding me.
So put me in the ground ‘cause this life has just been pounded out of me,
The only reason I ain’t sleeping now ‘cause I got mouths to feed.
Why can’t I catch a break?
Why can’t I step away and wake up one morning and think that things wont be a mess today.
I gotta break the cycle somehow,
Sick of this pain, I'm sick of living this way.
Okay, I’m done now.
Not having fun now, there’s just so many reasons.
Feel as if my soul’s a broken puzzle and I’m missing pieces.
It’s real easy for you to judge them when you see them,
But you’ll never truly understand unless you’ve ever been there.
A place where hope was thin in the air.
If things are gonna get better tell me a ‘when’ and a ‘where’.
Sitting and staring in the mirror, nobody’s there,
That I know, feeling so alone and I’m scared that nobody cares.
My nights consist of so many prayers.
I once had so many dreams, I once was going somewhere.
Try and following steps before you start to compare,
Me to you and you don’t know me, now you think that that’s fair?
I never thought my path would lead me to the point I’m at now.
But before they get up, some people gotta fall down.
Some fall harder than others, they thought they had it all down.
Me, I take these experience and jot them all down.
But how do you cope when you think that hope is nowhere around?
How do you know where to go if you haven’t been found?
Yo, I’m saying it’s draining living this pain that I’m in.
You’re quick to judge me but you haven’t been the places I’ve been, c’mon.
You’ll never understand until you’ve been there.
Been down so much, that all you can manage to do now is sit there.
Thinking back at all the choices that you made to get there.
Pumping a fist to the sky telling god “it ain’t fair.”
But yo, we ain’t there.
How could it be with all this devastation and desperation surrounding me.
So put me in the ground ‘cause this life has just been pounded out of me,
The only reason I ain’t sleeping now ‘cause I got mouths to feed.
Why can’t I catch a break?
Why can’t I step away and wake up one morning and think that things wont be a mess today.
I gotta break the cycle somehow,
Sick of this pain, I'm sick of living this way.
Okay, I’m done now.
Not having fun now, there’s just so many reasons.
Feel as if my soul’s a broken puzzle and I’m missing pieces.
It’s real easy for you to judge them when you see them,
But you’ll never truly understand unless you’ve ever been there.

Jose Macabra, is an artist, sound designer, producer, video director, radio DJ/podcast maker and curator. 

Jose teaches Sound Arts and Music Production at the London College of Communications, UAL and other educational establishments. His work nourishes many influences, from the industrial and noise panoramas, together with a legion of related genres such as ritual and the darker flavours of techno, blended with sound art, soundscape, art brut and experimental music.
 
Jose has worked with and for Kimatica Studio, Persona Collective, Ernesto Tomasini, Ron Athey, HR. Giger, Sally Mann, J. Milo Taylor, Nicola Serra, Christian Duka, Martin Delaney, Eraldo Bernocchi, FFIN DANCE Company, Rum Luck Theatre Company, Persona Collective, UCL, UAL, SAE Institute, HMPPS Belmarsh and Unite the Union, to name a few.
 
Jose Macabra has performed in art establishment venues, including Barbican, Tate Modern, National Gallery X, Oxford University, Tate Liverpool, BFI, The Photographer's Gallery, Waterman's Centre, The Museum of Consciousness, Camberwell College of Arts, London College of Communication and Kent University. Works involving Jose's music and sound design have toured significant festivals in London, Madrid, Barcelona, Berlin, Hamburg, Athens, Brussels, Milan, Barcelona, Lisbon, Manchester, Liverpool and other cultural centres.
 
Jose's research interests include Electronic Music, Field Recording, Noise Music, Industrial Music, Improvisation, Sound Art, Performance Art, Queer Studies, Ritual Art Practice, Collaborative Practice, Altered States of Consciousness through Sound, Horror, Darkness, Film, Surrealism, Automatic Writing and  Spatial Audio.

​Nuno Veiga is a multidisciplinary artist based in Lisbon whose practice includes sound art, acting, Theatre direction, video art, installations, teaching and arts facilitation.

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Graduated in Theater Studies from the University of Évora in Portugal in 2006, and have been working in professional arts contexts since 2001.

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In Portugal worked as an actor, sound designer and teacher with various institutions including the National Theaters, Karnart, Balleteatro Professional School,Antena 2 (National Radio Broadcast) and several educational institutions.  

 

In 2011, moved to London where and continued to work as an actor, audio visual designer and arts facilitator, collaborating with various companies and institutions, including: Resonance Radio, London College of Fashion, Young Vic, Royal Academy of Dramatic Art, Soho Theater, Knot Theory, Hide Tide, Spare Tire, Absolute Theater, Battersea Arts Center, Rare Salt and The Playground Rambert. Also collaborated with the Edinburgh International Festival as a sound designer and sound consultant.

 

As an arts facilitator worked with a variety of community groups including at-risk youth, elderly, learning difficulties, and more. As an Associate Artist at Spare Tire developed several projects with voiceless communities.

 

Sound improviser, developing his own solo projects and collaborating on other improvisation-based projects such as NoiD, Cojones Spirituales, SKRONK, Ar|ra and Fuck Popopx 2.

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Nuno Veiga´s work has been released in Portugal, Italy, USA and UK.

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