[+] I don't wanna die tonight so ill stay awake
* featuring @emofruits + @lilskeleskrrt * produced by @prodby2k6 + @rxhff *

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stay awake

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stay awake (feat. emo fruits + skele) [prod. 2k6]

it’s not my fault it’s all because of ur stupid little elements, 
one day you mad at me the next day wanna  settle this, 
and I been counting hunnids ever since I was a little kid, 
I got money on my mind all the time, you want me back, 
I been spending most my time laying back smoking pack, 
baby I been on the grind I ain’t got time for that, 
baby you been on my mind always think of coming back,  

yea it’s love or drugs, gotta pick one cuz I can’t get enough, 
I choose the drugs cuz they pick me up I’m stuck, 
I love this shit I wanna live, it’s my life I give, 

you wanna let me go but you know that you would get so sick of this, 
and now ur feeling lonely fiending for that one last little kiss, 
and this the way it had to go someone had to go get rid of it,  
and now I’m chasing for that dream, no bitches here keep listening

elements. [noevdv]

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ｍｙ ａｐｏｌｏｇｉｅｓ ｗｏｎ＇ｔ ｂｅ ａｃｃｅｐｔｅｄ．

Away

Prod: https://soundcloud.com/tothegood

Gif Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r23pQ9NojZY&feature=youtu.be

Lil Lotus x GrxyIce - Just Me (prod. tothegood)

Emo bullshit


idc if you don't like this song I made this one for myself

Lyrics:

Today I can't wait to die nothing for me in this life
No matter how hard I try I can't do anything right
I'm all out of time, It's too late to try
So baby kill me slowly however you like
However you like

Is this a dream? Got my hand on the handle 
Perks in my bloodstream I just took a handful
Don't remember how I got here
It doesn't matter how I got here
All I can see is the gun on the table 
Fall on my face call your phone while I'm able
Don't remember how I got here
Doesn't matter how I got here
Flashbacks to days that I thought were repressed
I fucked up again yeah it's what I do best
Just trying to fill up this hole in my chest but she don't understand what I mean by depressed and
I'd tell you I hated you if it were true
I'd tell you i loved you if you loved me too but
I'm on the edge now I know it's too late
I already know I was just a mistake

I can't wait to die nothing for me in this life
No matter how hard I try I can't do anything right
I'm all out of time, It's too late to try
So baby kill me slowly however you like
However you like

I don't know who to put this in words, the way this burns
Silver lining is that I'm blessed with a curse
With this anger that I know I deserve, or am I swerving on the people that I love cause I'm 17 and already missed my turn?
And I didn't learn a thing from this
Except what it's like to be buzzing with a trigger finger dying to scratch an itch
And I feel like such a bitch, now my girl is pissed because I'm back on the pharms
Singing love from her lips, and writing hate on her arms
So I say fuck it I'm done, And I try to get away
But I don't get very far, And there's nowhere to stay
Now I'm writing these bars, Cause I've got so much to say
So my worlds will live on, Even When I fade away

 I can't wait to die nothing for me in this life
No matter how hard I try I can't do anything right
It's all in my head, I think I'm better off dead
So can you please tell me why?

Oct. 17th 2014

Guitar/Prod; https://soundcloud.com/93feetofsmoke <3

Lyrics:

GrxyIce:
Is it too much 
to want this to fade 
can't i, jus relieve the pain 

distanced myself
fucked up my health
nothing really helps
nothing really helps

GrxyIce & 93:
wear myself thin
bones are snapping again 
an is it too much 

93:
nothing i take 
helps the ache 
numbs my pain 
nothing i do 
lifts the hate 
from my face

giving up on sleep 
i don't wanna breathe 
hide that i'm a fiend
just give up on me 
i'm a waste you'll see 
save your energy

GrxyIce & 93:
wear myself thin 
bones are snapping again
and is it too much 
and is it too much

Is It Too Much w/ 93FEETOFSMOKE (Prod. 93)

mixed & mastered by @lilsadeyes
produced by @avion666

icy lyrics:
all white dope
make your throat go numb
bitch its cold outside
you could never be the one
who could take my life
imma do that myself
i can feed off the weakness 
of you and your wealth
i got chain laced ones
gucci noose round my neck
i cant fuck with my demons
theyll bleed for a check
man i hate myself 
why the fuck should i breathe
all your words contradict
you mean nothing to me.

sadeyes lyrics:
see me out in the pouring rain
watch me end my life
watch me end my pain
i don't care if you hate me
no ones bullshit can phase me
lil shawdy i'm crazy
ain't no way you gon date me
fuck me up i'm dumb
i'm psycho, rip my heart apart
with your eyes closed
where my love go
where my trust go
she a fuck hoe
where my drugs go

Snow - (ft. sadeyes) prod. Avion

instagram.com/worryaboutwhy
twitter.com/yungworry

Lyrics:

(Verse 1) 

I still miss the way you hold me
To feel your hands on top of mine 
I still long for you to take me back 
Hoping you might change your mind

(Hook)

Still in love with you 
Still in love with you 
All I asked for was the truth 
And I don’t know what I’m supposed to do

(Verse 2)

All I’ve got left are these memories
All I’ve got left is this void 
Falling further into darkness 
Falling further from this life

ALL I ASKED FOR

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all i asked for

ya i pull up in that jet 
you know what’s next 
i’m comin up wit my boys 
thas my set ya
couple souls in the room 
when i wreck ya
if you thinking ima act to impress
you bet ya 
told you i’m the one
thought you had the right aim
for the sun
no one had to write the time
for the end of mine
ima tell you why 

(don’t let time go by so easy, i’m barely hangin on)

we can go on for hours
the power lines 
the quiet times i had left behind
severed arms won’t take my hands
bleeding in a bathroom stall
blood all on my fingertips
i guess it’s so
won’t let go
of the promise you gave me
needing you lately

ya i pull up in that jet 
you know what’s next 
i’m comin up wit my boys 
thas my set ya
couple souls in the room 
when i wreck ya
if you thinking ima act to impress
you bet ya 
told you i’m the one
thought you had the right aim
for the sun
no one had to write the time
for the end of mine
ima tell you why 

i just got a rover skrt 
pull up all my haters hurt
say no words 
don’t call me a jerk
if you tell me to be there
you know that ima be there first 
it’s obvious that you’re tired of us
i don’t wanna fight 
i just wanted us to be alright
you said things would be the same
i been here trying
you were lying

(you can’t rewrite the things you said, they’re not unspoken)

ya i pull up in that jet 
you know what’s next 
i’m comin up wit my boys 
thas my set ya
couple souls in the room 
when i wreck ya
if you thinking ima act to impress
you bet ya 
told you i’m the one
thought you had the right aim
for the sun
no one had to write the time
for the end of mine
ima tell you why

end of mine (prod. pretty boy ron x nick cassidy)

[Prod. Wellfed] @lilduckk

Lyrics:
Im the only one girl fuck yo mans
Let me show you my world, rubber bands
Ive been going through shit, i swear it wasn't in the plan
All year round its cold bitch, no one understands

I might die in the end
Baby come close lets pretend
Suck my blood baby gimme neck
Gimme a break from the stress 

Think i died when you left
Every night i layed there and bled
Suffocate my breath
Its all trapped in my head


I dont know what makes me laugh, or makes me smile and i cant cry
Honestly i dont know why
Everyday parts of me die

Lost myself inside the past, so someone tell me who am i
Cant maintain my confidence
I feel like this most of the time


Money, dreams, and suicide 
Honestly i dont know why
All those nights and all those lies
Honestly i dont know why

Im the only one girl fuck yo mans
Let me show you my world, rubber bands
Ive been going through shit, i swear it wasn't in the plan
All year round its cold bitch, no one understands

I might die in the end
Baby come close lets pretend
Suck my blood baby gimme neck
Gimme a break from the stress 

Think i died when you left
Every night i layed there and bled
Suffocate my breath
Its all trapped in my head

all i asked for

Joseph Weightman