for once (prod. jouska)

it’s not my fault it’s all because of ur stupid little elements, 
one day you mad at me the next day wanna  settle this, 
and I been counting hunnids ever since I was a little kid, 
I got money on my mind all the time, you want me back, 
I been spending most my time laying back smoking pack, 
baby I been on the grind I ain’t got time for that, 
baby you been on my mind always think of coming back,  

yea it’s love or drugs, gotta pick one cuz I can’t get enough, 
I choose the drugs cuz they pick me up I’m stuck, 
I love this shit I wanna live, it’s my life I give, 

you wanna let me go but you know that you would get so sick of this, 
and now ur feeling lonely fiending for that one last little kiss, 
and this the way it had to go someone had to go get rid of it,  
and now I’m chasing for that dream, no bitches here keep listening

elements. [noevdv]

im stuck up in a tidal wave,
she hit my phone and she said there's no time to waste
i dont hit back but i promise that im okay 
i know the love is here just please stay, dont lose focus

yea yea

i wonder when they'll notice, all those little things
shine so bright like a lotus, like maybe take my hand,
lets walk across the field, but baby dont look back
cuz none of this is real, the stars shine so bright,
so imma take the wheel, and imma drive to some place so far,
to a haunted hill, i know all of this is fake,
its never felt so real, i really dont know whats up
like did i make a deal,  (x2)


its hard to feel like this, why everyday i wake up and i feel like shit
i know its hit or miss, i really hope this works so our future is bright as shit	


i dont know why i try, all i do is write stories and sing these songs

i know they wanna love but i forget the person who i really was

if you gon light the fire, constantly tired, decaying to the bones

just know that i was there for this all, now im just one broken soul

haunted hill [michael harrison]

so much pain in my heart
idk where to start 
i keep rollin up blunts
and smokin em all in the dark 
closed in the stu makin art 
about everything thatS a part
of my life and marked me 
to the point where i can't even talk

to anybody i know
bout anything that i go
thru everyday is a struggle
wakin up  wishin i don't
shit got me feeling so low 
going thru this all alone
i got nobody to relate to 
but a pillbox n a bong

everyday is the same/ but just a little bit different
today i was the guilty one again, cuz i didn't listen
yesterday it was still my fault, but surely 4 anotha reason
i think/ shit never changes, despite us changing the szn
i suddenly went cold, like we're in a blizzard
sick of bastards who fold, n runaway like they lizzards
acting like u r dr connors, imma beat u like peter
ain't no way u betraying me, im sick of being beaten

not my choice to be born
not my decision
if it really was up to me
i'd be in a grave not breathing
all the bones that u broke 
r the reason 
why ur so bad for me 
but keep me from kneeling

so much pain in my heart
idk where to start 
i keep rollin up blunts
and smokin em all in the dark 
closed in the stu makin art 
about everything thatS a part
of my life and marked me 
to the point where i can't even talk

to anybody i know
bout anything that i go
thru everyday is a struggle
wakin up  wishin i don't
shit got me feeling so low 
going thru this all alone
i got nobody to relate to 
but a pillbox n a bong

sm pain in mh (tiedforsilver)

St. Peters Cross

(Red) on ice

occam's razor

decaying at 18 w/ supachefm

miss u haven't met u tho

thanks so much to everyone for the love and support through making this. more coming soon. shout out to Brody for the beats, Andy for the heat, and Arlaina for the cover art.

180 degrees (prod. brody)

love you guys <3
prod Anxiety Attacks! x Bruce Leen
IG: www.instagram.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS/
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LYRICS:

93:
Got spiders in my brain now
Ya
Lil earnheardt on the gas now 
see myself 
Inside the burn out 
I’ll see you in the ashes 
When I cash out 

Realize I’m quick to oppress 
My own expressions 
Get laid down to rest 
My ego’s a mess
If it even exists 
Been stuck in my head
Didn’t hear what you said 

AA!:
you've been feeling all the love I'm faking
but it's nothing like the drugs I'm taking
you're the promise that I keep on breaking
been seeing red like the blade I'm staining
a lot of times I be afraid to feel alone now,
somethings wrong with me I'm hittin on ur phone now
don't know why but I've been feeling like a ghost now,
don't got nobody I guess that's the way it goes now
now I'm driving all alone through a new town
never had too many friends here anyway
I'm gettin sick I'm gonna learn to tie a noose now
feels like it's coming to an end here anyway
every pill that I take is a crutch 
every word that I say I've been talking too much 
you've been calling my name I don't hear it at all
what else I'm supposed to do with my back against the wall

93:
Got spiders in my brain now
Ya
Lil earnheardt on the gas now 
see myself 
Inside the burn out 
I’ll see you in the ashes 
When I cash out 

Realize I’m quick to oppress 
My own expressions 
Get laid down to rest 
My ego’s a mess
If it even exists 
Been stuck in my head
Didn’t hear what you said 

I been like this since a jit
Clenching fists
Finding god in the stars 
Around my head
Still having dreams 
Of getting filled with lead
Ya I’m anxious from the topic
Plus your full of shit

I jus woke up and 
Poured champagne
Pains getting harder 
To maintain 
Clouds looking heavy
With blood rain
I pray to the sky
That my soul takes 

My soul takes
I fucked up my brain 
you're insane idolizing me
soul takes, I fucked up my brain
you're insane
I'm insane

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LITTLE EARNHARDT - Anxiety Attacks! x 93feetofsmoke

castle oblivion <//3
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baby where did the peace go
u been gone for too long
its too long 
baby whats with the ego
i know i was wrong 
but pls dont go
taking drugs till i feel numb
u can tell in my face i cant feel nun
but the pain neva last long
i know i was wrong
but pls dont go

dont wanna think about it
get fucked up everynight 
u tell me that i aint shit
but i guess sometimes u right
tryna speed thru this city
but i keep hitting every red light
and i reach for ur hand
but u not there on my right
u cant love me 
but u can fuck me 
u cant trust me
im unlucky 
who u gunna love now
is u done now
theres no love now
watch me break down 
dont wanna think about it
get fucked up everynight 
u tell me that i aint shit
but i guess sometimes u right
tryna speed thru this city
but i keep hitting every red light
and i reach for ur hand
but u not there on my right
.
.
<3

-emo fruits aka i ruined everything and im such a dumb boy :,(

elements. [noevdv]

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