swear on my life

[+] so close, so far, this just isn't fair
*produced by @thersx *

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LYRICS:

you were right there
so close, so far this just isn't fair
heart cold, I know
I don't even care
I just wanna be with you but im too scared
you were right there 3x
I just wanna love you but im too aware

you were right there

you were right there (feat. skele)

hey, thx 4 listening, seriously.
this is the first song i've mixed completely from scratch,
so i hope it doesn't sound too foul 
prod. @prodskellington <3
cover art sketch by @bleulmao

~~~lyrics~~~
a minute away
i’m gonna fade
back into the nothing
shit what do you say
fear to be fake
look at my face
fucking disgusting
throughout the day

i can’t talk if i can’t even breathe out
she seems off there’s gotta be a reason
raindrops fall everywhere i don’t need it
think this calls for the death of a weakness

check, check, check,
troubled mind, covered ears
less, less, less, chitter-chat full of tears
let’s, let’s, let’s, get the fuck outta here
can’t afford being gone
but i’ve lost will to care again

the cycle ends
what’s the point in this
low love, slow thumbs, so numb

winter crept upon my hands
and all i am’s ideas through a screen
is it true that you were never meant to be?

troubled mind, covered ears [prod. skellington]

produced by tsurreal x jkei 

i rock my at2020 like all night
i got bags on my eyes but I'm alright
and my wrist baby you know its all ice
yeah i could make 100 songs
but would they sound good?
no they wouldn't
my recordings aint consistent like my woods is
roll it back
make a new friend everyday, what love is that?
you say you aint got friends, baby thats a-
go to an event with 200 people
and you always go places
man you're really fuckin gifted
yeah you're gifted, your parents gives you gifts, and-
yet you always sit around and complain about the small things
woah woah woah
just hit that shit one more time
you're addicted anyway
your health is going down the
going, going
down the drain
theres not much left to say
i guess you got your way
are you ever gonna realize
the weight
of your actions?
are you happy now..?
are you happy now..
are you happy now..?
tell me
tell me.

u got ur way

<3
prod me

lyrics:

I try to pick the pieces up like I used to be able to.
I needa stop givin a fuck and honestly u do too
bc its pointless
this never ending fucking conflict its like poison to us
its killin us both and I cant fuckin wait to change
and face it on my own 
but u gon stay the same?
okay.. i guess I'm back alone

when my world turn grey 
I look for some answers 
and all that they say is 
come home

babe are u serious 
we cant hold a convo thats serious…
so distant 

what if I wake up and everyone hates well maybe they already do
cant help but tread past feelings I detached I feel a ghost sometimes 

“do u wanna talk about it?”
they treat me like bitch so I kinda highly doubt it.
I hope that all my brothers and girl dont flake cus im rly kinda fucked up and I cant find my place in this 

ghosttown 
I wish woulda knew what I know now
goin down
the spiral that im used to I know now

u told me u want me to stay away 
well maybe I will u 
cut my lips

cut my lips

spotify

cut my lips.

runnin outta time, so i cannot run away
everybody said that i need to get away
im feelin fuckin better than i did in darker dayys
you were fuckin with my head, now we together what is this

but is all so irrational i cannot feel the same
bendin over backwards just so i cant see yo face
to make you fuckin happy almost every single day
is all id ever want to do, can you give me okay

no you dont needa cry, baby we will be okay
hopin over obsticles, im grindin everyday
i promised everyone that i would make it out some day
do somethin with my life, i dont wanna throw away

ur the only thing i got, and its fuckin with my brain
my noggin full of passion and emotion, every day
its fixed on to a notion, so im coasting far away
im fallin for your love, dont you ever run away

runnin outta time, so i cannot run away
everybody said that i need to get away
im feelin fuckin better than i did in darker dayys
you were fuckin with my head, now we together what is this

but is all so irrational i cannot feel the same
bendin over backwards just so i cant see yo face
to make you fuckin happy almost every single day
is all id ever want to do, can you give me okay

no, i dont know what to say
when you causin problems, feel so bad and im ashamed
to tell you that i love you when you seem to always hate
but ill just keep on pushing, hoping you dont leave some day

whys it seem so hard for you to say
that you wanna fuckin call me at least every other day
and i dont wanna say it cause im so afriad youll say
that you had it with my shit, ill find another, please dont babe

runnin outta time, so i cannot run away
everybody said that i need to get away
im feelin fuckin better than i did in darker dayys
you were fuckin with my head, now we together what is this

but is all so irrational i cannot feel the same
bendin over backwards just so i cant see yo face
to make you fuckin happy almost every single day
is all id ever want to do, can you give me okay

Darker Days (prod. YungLukas)

[+] I don't wanna die tonight so ill stay awake
* featuring @emofruits + @lilskeleskrrt * produced by @prodby2k6 + @rxhff *

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stay awake

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stay awake (feat. emo fruits + skele) [prod. 2k6]

@sorrow_bringer 🖤
mixed & mastered by me 💛
[Audio Sample from King's Game]
~~lyrics~~
it'd be hella nice
if i knew what i want
sugar in the spice
fuck i'm outta luck

it'd be hella nice
if i knew what i want
everybody want a chance 
but they stay fucking up
ion wanna talk
think i've had enough
i'm staring at the knife 
like it wants in my gut

sugar in the spice
fuck i'm outta luck
but i never went in 
cause it wouldn't be enough
colder than the night
wonder if your touch
feels a saint from above throwing up
from above throwing up

hoping i heal, but i'm proof of the damage
everyone i kill's either hungry or manic
refuse any pills that i'm offered, then panic
if i'm really real, would you feel if i vanish?
let's trace back to the start
i ain't got no time here to waste on my heart
if i wanted peace, i believe i would be "anybody"
can't feel defeat when i'm coated in honey

permanently flawed; let me get my head straight
living at the cost; on the brink of being dead weight
no headspace, just silence.
what do you expect when the sky's blaring sirens?
but i knew the consequences all along
i used too much strength tryna grow stronger
the rapture, and endless disaster

take me by the head 
(okay)
leave no evidence 
(nor trace)

the moon is turning red
the air is so condensed 
simple lives and foolish lies
i raise a knife up to my eye
if one should seek, then one shall find
but what if i've already died?

it'd be hella nice
if i knew what i want
everybody want a chance 
but they stay fucking up
ion wanna talk
think i've had enough
i'm staring at the knife
like it wants in my gut

sugar in the spice
fuck i'm outta luck
but i never went in 
cause it wouldn't be enough
colder than the night
wonder if your touch
feels a saint from above throwing up
from above throwing up

𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘥𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬...
𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘪𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦?
𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘣𝘦... 𝘢 𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘦,
𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵?

it'd be hella nice
if i knew what i want
everybody want a chance 
but they stay fucking up
ion wanna talk
think i've had enough
i'm staring at the knife 
like it wants in my gut
like it wants in my gut...

sugar in the spice (sorrow bringer)

prod. me x @hiraethsry

And I will love you 'til I'm broken by the weight
Of everything I've ever wanted and how it all has your name
I am trying, I am shaking, I am crying, I am breaking
Every second, every minute, I'm so tired, why's it raining
Baby, kiss me just to kiss me, not to take me home tomorrow
I am drunk and I am bleeding in your apartment, in the shadow
Of what we were when we were young
And you don't remember my name
And I'm so sorry, and I'm so sorry

And when I'm leaving, I'll pretend like I don't give a damn
But it's been four years, I just wanna hold your hand
It's been four years, don't know who I fucking am
Oh, oh
And when you're begging me to stay, I'll never listen
I guess it takes four years to know the difference
You knew me better than anyone and you hated me
So how the fuck am I supposed to love myself

And I will love you 'til I'm broken by the weight
Of everything I've ever wanted and how it all has your name
I am trying, I am shaking, I am crying, I am breaking
Every second, every minute, I'm so tired, why's it raining

I am drunk and I am bleeding in your apartment, in the shadow
Of what we were when we were young
And you don't remember my name
And I'm so sorry, and I'm so sorry

YOUDONTREMEMBERMYNAME

go support the boys:
@skrxwd
@unz3n 

thank u for listening <3

so, i guess this is goodbye. w/ skrwd & unz3n (nothempts)

Written & recorded by @Alainite and @Sewerperson
Produced by iaiaoa @user-662349409
Mixed and mastered by @hellosloani
Artwork by @ScottySplash

Yeah I've been speaking softly all my life
Yeah you can go ahead and tell me that's not right
Yeah you can find another guy I get it 
I don't wanna end up reading
All the sorry texts you sent last night

And I think it's time we let go
We'll leave this all behind us
Yeah I think it's time we let go
No looking back to find love
And we'll keep searching for someone to share our sadness
But til then I think it's time to let go
Cos we're both better off alone

Yeah maybe one day I'll put up a better fight
Maybe I'll find someone who sets my soul alight
The one who holds me up when I get tired
One who sets my soul on fire
But til then I think we both should know

That I think it's time we let go
We'll leave this all behind us
Yeah I think it's time we let go
No looking back to find love
And we'll keep searching for someone to share our sadness
But til then I think it's time to let go
Cos we're both better off alone

I think I better off alone
I couldn't take this feeling anymore
Thinking of you and I'm missing home
If we know its fate then what we waiting for

Kiss me gently
It's hard to breath
Kill me softly
And subtlety
Watching me fall apart
I'm glad you're ok
Loving you in the start
Turned oh so lonely
I shouldn't have waited for you
I stayed up later then usual
Cry to me and swear you'll change but girl it's your funeral
And I cannot save another life
I would
When I'm still tryna salvage mine
I'm good

Let go
We'll leave this all behind us
Yeah I think it's time we let go
No looking back to find love
And we'll keep searching for someone to share our sadness
But til then I think it's time to let go
Cos we're both better off alone

Yeah I think we both should let go

Darker Days (prod. YungLukas)

NAVYXOWER

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