Feat: https://soundcloud.com/hazenova

Prod: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCxaOkiKd0n_Ufvbq6gEnSow

hey i miss you w/hazenova (prod. AKAMII)

ill try drop my remaining dust collectors over the next few weeks
thnk u to @heyzbee for carrying
lyrics

mæsk
getting tired of this shit, always awake and a mess
all of these problems i think need be adressed
bae if u do it just speak wit ur chest out
ion wan an us if its just us depressed



darkness and me by myself all i fear
well i fear for the rest 
picking up the pieces
but they’re all dripping red
restin in peace is ok if im restn wit u
inside of this death bed

i called her but no answer
only talking to myself 
i question pain but there’s no answer
i just help my fucking self

u can hide u can run but
bae your turn will come 
we all suffocate

double chorus

(main)
oh ur eyes are fully wet
and u won’t wanna forget till u die no
yeh my heart been fading slow
but its alright
now its dark
and i been taking everything to make me high
u just wanna stare, and watch me die in this bleak filled night

(backup)
u won’t take my hand, this not meant to be
leaves still fall from our favourite tree
i might lose but at least ill be free
memories so trapped in this bleak filled night

zbee
welcome to the funeral
everything is better when you don’t know what going on
start to think about life 
right before it flash by 
everything it hurts now right before I die

yeah everything hurts oh my
and look what i’ve done with my life
yeah i know i’m supposed to be at peace
but right now life is the only thing I seek

burn
everything it burns
i see myself in these mirrors
but i’m not the person the i used to be
I'm horrible

fighting back spirits that i’m not supposed to be with
i’m down here but it kinda look like venus 
every time talk now it’s seen as treason 
what i’m i supposed to do when i don’t have a reason 

yeah stuck in the deep end
despite all the fire lowkey it be kinda freezing
everybody hates me just because i’m human 
what i am supposed to do when i don’t have an option

yeah minerals they surround me
yeah in the hell fire county
yeah what am i supposed to do when i’m stuck here 
and everything wants to harm me

rest ft zbee (branwen)

My Mind

I'm the last face you're ever gonna see before you die
And I know we both got secrets
Let me tell you some of mine
I got problems
I've been drinking
I've been sneaking out night
Say that I can make it better but I know it's all lie

Say that I can make it better but I know it's all lie
I can switch up like the weather baby
I've been taking flight
No one does it better
No, I do this all the time
I'm the Plague Doctor
Wouldn't wanna stay longer

Put the flowers to your face and I can make you feel alive
I could fix all of your problems
You just gotta give it time
Raise your doubts
I lay you down
And then I hang you out to dry
I'm the Bloodletter
No one else could do better

I'm the last face you ever got to see before you died
Guess I wasn't who you thought I was and everyone was right
Close your eyes, love
Hope it doesn't last long
You thought I was better
Baby I just put the mask on

Plague Doctor

single off of new idealism ep

lyrics

indicate
indicate to me girl that u r right hereee
i’ve been off guide me bae i need u to steer
lights are dim, there’s no ones home, i’ve forgotten all my fears
coz when i see ur face i tend to dry away the tears

nothing else, you is all that’s been on what’s my mind 
i just want u to see that u are what is mine 
i’m sorry i’m who i am and that’s like most the time
i just want u baby can u believe me this time

i just want u baby can u believe me this time
i hope u know that what i show is not what’s inside 
a lot for me to ask but can u ignore all the signs 
i don’t think like they do and i guess with this i’m ripe

and i know
times not moving slow
but with this speed i’m okaaaaaay
reverting back to old ways
but this time i have u 
purple change to blue
nightmares turned to dark days
and hiding out in cold space
until i found u 

still tryna find a way to move 
but i found a source of light and well u might get me thru
u keep forcing me to 
and that’s the honest truth
i’m gonna leave this room my
whole life i was consumed by
something, i never knew why
but now i think there’s 2 sides
and now i’ll live a new life
it’s really do or die

sorry for who i am

sorry for who i am (idealism)

a lil hyper pop ep for you guys ;p

Lyrics:
FRVR:
Falling far into a darker place
No girl I don’t want space 
Your touch is in my brain
It’s going

Need that dopamine
That serotonin
You dont gotta act so cold girl
I'm already frozen

150LATED:
Girl you got me numb 
Addicted to your love 
Stomping out my heart 
Like a game of double dutch 
It’s a rush 
I’d break you down 
And snort you 
And it wouldn’t be enough 
Your laughter is my dopamine 
This the strongest form of lust 

Pull up in all black wraith 
Girl I love to call your name 
We can party every day 
Watch the world just fade away 
Tattoo on each others names 
Make it thunder 
Make it rain
I’m the ember to your 
Flame

FRVR:
Falling far into a darker place
No girl I don’t want space 
Your touch is in my brain
It’s going

Need that dopamine
That serotonin
You dont gotta act so cold girl
I'm already frozen

Frozen

Frozen ft. 150lated (prod. Aki)

ILUVWEAPONS (crescnta)

Same Love (ft. Caal Vo)

Lil Randy love sick but he winning still

Thank you to each of you who listen. I'm in love with you.

All produced by @DeliverTheCrush
Engineered by Heartbreak Jake
Written and performed by Macho Randy
Special Thanks to @fantasycamp and @smrtdeath for their help and for  being the best. I love you guys!

Don't Know How ft. Fantasy Camp

Mix & Master by @mnnx_xo

~2300~

Lyrics:

Chorus: 
We did something wrong tonight, that’s what they keep telling me, consequence of true love, know they feelin jealousy. My pockets stay blued up, tell em keep their energy. I left you some bruises, nothing like you did to me. (x2)

Verse:
Get my fuckin heart break over the dashboard, it’s always in my head but it’s not what I asked for, you sure know how to break baby that’s what I’m best at, is there no fuckin way you could ever accept that?

Always looking over my shoulder, time is running just to find my closure, know you get around but I keep my composure, it’s what I’m expecting that you should get over.

Don’t say you wanna die, cause it could come around, hope isn’t on my side not what I know about, go baby do it right or you can deal without, don’t say you wanna die I still got many lives. Woah. (x2)

*Chorus Loop*

My Mind

Joseph Weightman