I’m running out, out of patience for this 

I’ll try better but better won’t work 

i can’t forget your name, again, again, again

i can’t forget your name, again, again, again

i kept telling myself you would wait

i knew you wouldn’t 

knew you wouldn’t

knew you wouldn’t 

i can’t forget your name, again, again, again

i can’t forget your name, again, again, again

Forget

prod. rick hardy x nixx ♡

> lyrics <

i let u clip my wings
and u just left me to bleed
would u stay with me
if he never tried something?

would u think its ur fault if i
took my last breath tonight?
with angels by my side
i think i'm ready to die
do u feel me in ur skin again?
cus all i know how to do is pretend
and i would give up everything
just to be with who u were again

cuts on my body
cus she's dismissing everything
u were made for me
but all u gave me was deceit
(why couldn't u see?)

u wouldn't call me if u wanted to
now i don't even care if u do
i tried to make it work out with u
but ur love for me was gone so soon
was it even true?

would u think its ur fault if i
took my last breath tonight?
with angels by my side
i think i'm ready to die
and i would give up everything
just to be with who u were again

linktree.com/nixxiu

angel

bloodstain

night pool

“Perceive that which cannot be seen with the eye.”

Velvet Violence

angel bite

skin pulled taught somethings enough 
can i still bluff after the healing from a goddess
i feel numb take me home
heal me 
oh would u just heal me again
for some reason i really thought you and your healings enough
nobody else really though what you done what you done
was enough was not enough
somebody's pulling me taught
i really ran out of talk for you again

somethings not right in this mind of mine
someone come give me hope i wish for the day that i see you again
come and put me out my misery
im feeling gross and weak i wish for the day that i see you again

i guess its game over i tried from the start 
im a weak and worthless endless turf-less
stupid peice of fuck
wandering gaze with long black hair 
stupid me im such a recipe for disaster

heather

Prod. Taymxru

LYRICS

And to the nights i cried

You lied while i cried

Fell for your word that didn’t mean anything

It sucks i can’t have you

And to the nights i cried

You lied while i cried

Fell for your word that didn’t mean anything

It sucks i can’t have you

And to the nights i cried

prod. cristalbeach

> lyrics <

u are there so far
bite into me
craving ur touch on my face
ur hand on my cheek

take my hand and tell me that ur mine
while i bite ur skin
ur eyes, ur touch, and how our lips collide
girl, come take my hand
need u here, i'm done wasting my time
ur mine until the end
cut u deep, i'm holding u tight
there's only u and i

come show me how much u miss me
girl, i feel empty without u here
ur eyes are so deadly
sitting on ur knees
looking up and smiling at me
i'm sitting on wasted time
without u in my life
hold u close and mark u below ur chin
tearing me apart while u kiss the scars on my skin

take my hand and tell me that ur mine
while i bite ur skin
ur eyes, ur touch, and how our lips collide
girl, come take my hand
need u here, i'm done wasting my time
ur mine until the end
cut u deep, i'm holding u tight
there's only u and i

while i bite ur skin
girl, ur mine all mine

https://linktr.ee/nixxiu

bite ur skin

The In-Between

prod. cashgirlsmoney

thats tha way it go <33

*sc only [KillJack] - doubleback // *STARBUCKZ*

misery love has me writing these songs that make no sense to anyone except me🫡







The Stackzzz background on his music titled 
“bluey”

Hey i’m josestackzzz or josestackzzz. My name is Jose Mejia and as i’m writing this i’m 15 years old Guatemalan but born in the USA. I’m writing this little backstory about me to explain why and how i started making my music! Let’s go watch back to 2022… During 2022 there was this day where i went to go visit my cousin @edu.choo. On that day we hung out and talked like we usually do. We eventually got bored so i thought of the bright idea to make a song a hip hop rap song to be exact… We find a yeat x carti beat since they were popping off like crazy that year and then we hop on sound trap then started thinking of lyrics. We had no good lyrics in mind so we decided to just rap straight bull shit and slurs. (lol)
We ended of the night finishing a song called Backatit! it’s still up on my sound cloud to this day! 2023 comes and we make another song called backatitagain! and yet again it was bad but somehow we made a music video good luck trying to find that video! After all this, this sums up my introduction to music. Fast forward 2023 i drop no music other than a Junior H  cover to no cap. During this time i was in a relationship with someone and i had the bright idea to make a new song with a little help from my “friend” at that time.
Little did i know that making this song would bring a little bit of backlash. The song begins in the works two days before i got into my first devastating heartbreak with my partner. Lyrics were already written down by the help of my “friend” and i started singing what came out to be “CRIMINAL.” This song dropped at the worst time possible because people were starting rumors saying it was about my ex and stuff like that when that was never the case… This song “CRIMINAL.” Was inspired by my favorite artist blackbear (Matthew Tyler Musto) and that’s it nothing to do with my ex… A month passed by (we’re in february 2024) since that song dropped and then i officially opened up my spotify apple music and so on accounts! With these accounts verified and open i went ahead to drop “CRIMINAL.” On those platforms! Plus a new song called (Lambo Swerve with christian harris) a little rap song that’s under the name of josestackzzz. fast forward to june of 2024. I’ve made an album with a bunch of songs i can’t speak on to be honest let’s say i only had 3 or 5 original songs on the album out of 20 songs… That album was titled “Enjoy Summer” as it dropped on the day me and the school went out on summer break. During this time i was in a whole new relationship with the person who wrote “CRIMINAL.” With me… (That relationship was perfect to me till it wasn’t) We broke up and i was full of memories of me and her and this led me to writing 13 song and releasing a whole new album titled “Nobody lovers girl” I had this album dropping on November 13 but a month later unreleased cause it did not doing good to me and released a revamped ep with fives songs reworked on and i let the original album be a soundcloud exclusive. As of this time all of these songs were recorded on a cheap mic and chrome book. After this Album/Ep were here now in January 2025 i’m finally finishing an EP that has 5 tracks called Lover Boy and would be dropping on February 14. This Ep i went all out on Still on my Cheapy mic but a new laptop and sang my lyrics on how i felt about these two hurtful relationships.

To sum this up i am a guatemalan boy who didn’t take music seriously at first but after two failed relationships that i believe real hard in i took music more seriously and the rest is my history being made under my independent record label stackzzzrecords.

Written by Jose Mejia
Barely edited by Jose Mejia
Published by StackzzzRecords
Released 2025

And to the nights i cried

Josestckzzz