Remastered this song i made a while ago. think it deserves more credit thank u for listening

senses

You’ll Miss Me (feat. pure)

(Fall, Fall)
Pay the
Debt , to the seraph
It spoke to me, with a bent tongue

Come home, you said
Don’t follow, the stench
It’s not at all what you expect
You go that way u‘ll pay the debt
Come home, I ain’t mad
Promise, don’t cave in 
It’s not at all what you expect
You go that way u‘ll pay the debt

To the seraph
It spoke to me, with a bent tongue
The profundity, would cut me off (clean)
If I bend my knees, I’m on square one, square one, square one, square one

It pesters, it’s too late
The tree still grows - infinite
Just take it in, keep scrolling
Let the knowledge temper with ur faith 

taste of lies (lies) and cyanide (ahaha)
Ur waist divine, I can’t help but to keep u out of sight, out of sight
don’t LOOK
(At at at at me)
DON‘T LOOK AT ME
(At at at at me)
I’M NOT THE SAME
(At at at at me)
MY WINGS, DONT LOOK
(At at at at me)
I DON‘T BELONG
(At at at at me)
MY WINGS CUT OFF

#shoegaze #heavyshoegaze #alternativerock #deftones #nugaze #gaze #wisp #janeremover #quannnic #numetal

cyanide

Otuka-break

bloodstain

[LYRICS]
Sometimes I wish you never came
I was fine before I heard your name
But then you came around and changed me
Now I'll never be the same
Oh will I trust again
Troubled minds am I insane?
No you're the one to blame
No you're the one to blame
Girl you're the one to-
These nights I've cried my tears go fast
I've got nothing left for me to last
I can't take no more, of the lies oh can
I lean on you before I collapse
Still stuck in the past
Oh I might collapse
Sometimes I wish you never came
I was fine before I heard your name
But then you came around and changed me
Now I'll never be the same
Oh will I trust again
Troubled minds am I insane?
No you're the one to blame
No you're the one to blame
Girl you're the one to blame

(adlibs for 2nd drop)
Am I insane? please tell me now
I might collapse, my legs feel hollow
You let me fall you let me down
I can't get up myself please  tell me how

prod. Rick Hardy

collapse

fly away

skin pulled taught somethings enough 
can i still bluff after the healing from a goddess
i feel numb take me home
heal me 
oh would u just heal me again
for some reason i really thought you and your healings enough
nobody else really though what you done what you done
was enough was not enough
somebody's pulling me taught
i really ran out of talk for you again

somethings not right in this mind of mine
someone come give me hope i wish for the day that i see you again
come and put me out my misery
im feeling gross and weak i wish for the day that i see you again

i guess its game over i tried from the start 
im a weak and worthless endless turf-less
stupid peice of fuck
wandering gaze with long black hair 
stupid me im such a recipe for disaster

heather

Prod. Taymxru

LYRICS

And to the nights i cried

You lied while i cried

Fell for your word that didn’t mean anything

It sucks i can’t have you

And to the nights i cried

You lied while i cried

Fell for your word that didn’t mean anything

It sucks i can’t have you

And to the nights i cried

HomeAlone

Prod. Xmanprod

LYRICS

Oh your darker than me i guess i’ll let that be cause for you ill ignore all your red flags 

Whoa your more cold hearted than i thought thought you was a lover girl for me guess not 

Trying and fighting for you though my heart tells me to stop  i know that i shouldn’t be into girls like you but i can’t help it with you my love

I’ll spend it all on you cause i want you to know that you mean so much to me though you are so imperfect but i see you as perfect don’t know why

Trying and fighting for you though my heart tells me to stop  i know that i shouldn’t be into girls like you but i can’t help it with you my love

I’ll spend it all on you cause i want you to know that you mean so much to me though you are so imperfect but i see you as perfect don’t know why

your more cold hearted than i thought

misery love has me writing these songs that make no sense to anyone except me🫡







The Stackzzz background on his music titled 
“bluey”

Hey i’m josestackzzz or josestackzzz. My name is Jose Mejia and as i’m writing this i’m 15 years old Guatemalan but born in the USA. I’m writing this little backstory about me to explain why and how i started making my music! Let’s go watch back to 2022… During 2022 there was this day where i went to go visit my cousin @edu.choo. On that day we hung out and talked like we usually do. We eventually got bored so i thought of the bright idea to make a song a hip hop rap song to be exact… We find a yeat x carti beat since they were popping off like crazy that year and then we hop on sound trap then started thinking of lyrics. We had no good lyrics in mind so we decided to just rap straight bull shit and slurs. (lol)
We ended of the night finishing a song called Backatit! it’s still up on my sound cloud to this day! 2023 comes and we make another song called backatitagain! and yet again it was bad but somehow we made a music video good luck trying to find that video! After all this, this sums up my introduction to music. Fast forward 2023 i drop no music other than a Junior H  cover to no cap. During this time i was in a relationship with someone and i had the bright idea to make a new song with a little help from my “friend” at that time.
Little did i know that making this song would bring a little bit of backlash. The song begins in the works two days before i got into my first devastating heartbreak with my partner. Lyrics were already written down by the help of my “friend” and i started singing what came out to be “CRIMINAL.” This song dropped at the worst time possible because people were starting rumors saying it was about my ex and stuff like that when that was never the case… This song “CRIMINAL.” Was inspired by my favorite artist blackbear (Matthew Tyler Musto) and that’s it nothing to do with my ex… A month passed by (we’re in february 2024) since that song dropped and then i officially opened up my spotify apple music and so on accounts! With these accounts verified and open i went ahead to drop “CRIMINAL.” On those platforms! Plus a new song called (Lambo Swerve with christian harris) a little rap song that’s under the name of josestackzzz. fast forward to june of 2024. I’ve made an album with a bunch of songs i can’t speak on to be honest let’s say i only had 3 or 5 original songs on the album out of 20 songs… That album was titled “Enjoy Summer” as it dropped on the day me and the school went out on summer break. During this time i was in a whole new relationship with the person who wrote “CRIMINAL.” With me… (That relationship was perfect to me till it wasn’t) We broke up and i was full of memories of me and her and this led me to writing 13 song and releasing a whole new album titled “Nobody lovers girl” I had this album dropping on November 13 but a month later unreleased cause it did not doing good to me and released a revamped ep with fives songs reworked on and i let the original album be a soundcloud exclusive. As of this time all of these songs were recorded on a cheap mic and chrome book. After this Album/Ep were here now in January 2025 i’m finally finishing an EP that has 5 tracks called Lover Boy and would be dropping on February 14. This Ep i went all out on Still on my Cheapy mic but a new laptop and sang my lyrics on how i felt about these two hurtful relationships.

To sum this up i am a guatemalan boy who didn’t take music seriously at first but after two failed relationships that i believe real hard in i took music more seriously and the rest is my history being made under my independent record label stackzzzrecords.

Written by Jose Mejia
Barely edited by Jose Mejia
Published by StackzzzRecords
Released 2025

And to the nights i cried

Josestckzzz