Shoagaze

Josestckzzz

Sober from you (REISSUE)

Lyrics:

I thought i told you what i need

Forever yours what's wrong with me

Losing myself why can't you see

I’m begging for you to hear me

I’m begging for you to hear me

I'm giving up on you and me

Just like a bird with broken wings

Im good as dead i'll never be

The one for you why can't i see

Im begging for you to love me

Im begging for you to love me


prod. grayskies

unknown feelings

animals - alex g [slowed]

my personal favorite off the EP

produced by waves

lyrics:

It’s been running through my head
All the things I could’ve said
If I did, you wouldn’t listen 
So I’ll save it til I’m dead

(til I’m dead- dead-)

Does it even matter anymore?
Stuck with this feeling in my core
Something that I never felt before
won’t let me go

I don’t wanna talk about it
I feel it wrap it’s arms around
Put its hands over my mouth
Feel the need to scream and shout
But when I try it won’t come out

Would anybody hear me?
Would anybody hear me if i tried?
If I’m screaming for my life
When I’m needing for a sign
Can you show me it’s alright?

Can you show me?
(Can you show?)
Can you show me?
(Can you show?)
Can you show me?
(Can you show?)
Can you show me?
(Can you show?)

It’s been running through my head
All the things I could’ve said
If I did, you wouldn’t listen 
So I’ll save it til I’m dead

(til I’m dead- dead-)

Does it even matter anymore?
Stuck with this feeling in my core
Something that I never felt before
Won’t let me go
(x2)

let me go

this song ain’t about no relationship it’s about a friendship.

this song i use a beat from novulent unknown feeling.

this song is pretty much “something” except the lyrics and beat are different.

u “switched up” (novulent unknown feelings)

Amotti - shoegaze

really like this song despite its intentional obnoxiousness

lyrics --

howd it go?
slipping by the waysides all i know.
dancing till i get so cold and call 
home again and leave my brain in place.
howd it go?
slipping by the waysides all i know.
dancing till i get so cold and call 
home again and leave my brain in place.

howd it go- go again?
tell me when it starts,
tell me when its going end?
leave me in the dark,
left me with a couple friends.
talking with their arms,
i can talk it never ends.
running to the bar,
have a couple drinks to pass
time, say thats its my last line
tell me that you arent mine. 
tell me that you hate me, 
love it when you shake me down,
just a minute babe
im kissing on the ceiling blade.
does it make you proud,
to know im so lost now?
all they want to hear is-

howd it go?
slipping by the waysides all i know.
dancing till i get so cold and call 
home again and leave my brain in place.
howd it go?
slipping by the waysides all i know.
dancing till i get so cold and call 
home again and leave my brain in place.

leave my brain in place
leave my brain in place
leave my brain in place
leave my brain in place

if all you want is all you get 
then sign my cheque and let me rest.
got too many thoughts in my head 
to turn the lights off in my bedroom,
i guess another night'll do the trick.
so quickly yesterday was over with 
another day of hearing howd-

howd it go?
slipping by the waysides all i know.
dancing till i get so cold and call 
home again and leave my brain in place.
howd it go?
slipping by the waysides all i know.
dancing till i get so cold and call 
home again and leave my brain in place.
howd it go?
slipping by the waysides all i know.
dancing till i get so cold and call 
home again and leave my brain in place.
howd it go?
slipping by the waysides all i know.
dancing till i get so cold and call 
home again and leave my brain in place.


wayside (prod. peril)

[LYRICS]
Sometimes I wish you never came
I was fine before I heard your name
But then you came around and changed me
Now I'll never be the same
Oh will I trust again
Troubled minds am I insane?
No you're the one to blame
No you're the one to blame
Girl you're the one to-
These nights I've cried my tears go fast
I've got nothing left for me to last
I can't take no more, of the lies oh can
I lean on you before I collapse
Still stuck in the past
Oh I might collapse
Sometimes I wish you never came
I was fine before I heard your name
But then you came around and changed me
Now I'll never be the same
Oh will I trust again
Troubled minds am I insane?
No you're the one to blame
No you're the one to blame
Girl you're the one to blame

(adlibs for 2nd drop)
Am I insane? please tell me now
I might collapse, my legs feel hollow
You let me fall you let me down
I can't get up myself please  tell me how

prod. Rick Hardy

collapse

(Prod. injury)

Lyrics

(chorus) 

Whoa no longer crying over you

I think i'm finally sober from you

Time has passed by and i'm no longer high cause of you

(Bridge)

I remember falling for you

And i remember i was so low

I remember that time when you left me

You was the love of my life that time

(chorus)

Whoa no longer crying over you

I think i'm finally sober from you

Time has passed by and i'm no longer high cause of you

Sober from you (SOLO VERSION)

Pg.13

(Prod. injury)

Lyrics

Whoa no longer crying over you

I think i'm finally sober from you

Time has passed by and i'm no longer high cause of you

I remember falling for you

And i remember i was so low

I remember that time when you left me

You was the love of my life that time 

You would be there if you tried

Never again fall in love

I wish i could be

She told me that she never cared

Walk out the door it's so unfair

Sober from you W/AKIRADOVES

everybody's gone

Till i’m dead-Amotti (unreleased)

Prod. Injury

Ask me why i do this to myself 

id probably come up with something and lie

i don’t know why i self sabotage myself

I just want to be left alone 

though i don’t want to be completely alone 

i feel confused and don’t know why

This self sabotage kills me every time

I’m conflicted about my life 

i feel like this is all just a lie im in a high

(Im sober from you tho?)

Self sbotage

Prod. Injury

Lyrics

(chorus)

Whoa no longer crying over you

I think i'm finally sober from you

Time has passed by and i'm no longer high cause of you

(Bridge)

I remember falling for you

And i remember i was so low

I remember that time when you left me

You was the love of my life that time

(Verse 1)

Whoa my eyes

No longer high

My final goodbye

I know i said i'll wait forever

But nothing will last forever

Sober from you (SOLO VERSION) (ALTERNATIVE ENDING)

Prod. foreless

LYRICS

I walk through broken glass

Forget the face I had

I want the rain to fall

To wash me down to bone

Forget who i was before

And start again alone

Start again alone

misery love has me writing these songs that make no sense to anyone except me🫡







The Stackzzz background on his music titled 
“bluey”

Hey i’m josestackzzz or josestackzzz. My name is Jose Mejia and as i’m writing this i’m 15 years old Guatemalan but born in the USA. I’m writing this little backstory about me to explain why and how i started making my music! Let’s go watch back to 2022… During 2022 there was this day where i went to go visit my cousin @edu.choo. On that day we hung out and talked like we usually do. We eventually got bored so i thought of the bright idea to make a song a hip hop rap song to be exact… We find a yeat x carti beat since they were popping off like crazy that year and then we hop on sound trap then started thinking of lyrics. We had no good lyrics in mind so we decided to just rap straight bull shit and slurs. (lol)
We ended of the night finishing a song called Backatit! it’s still up on my sound cloud to this day! 2023 comes and we make another song called backatitagain! and yet again it was bad but somehow we made a music video good luck trying to find that video! After all this, this sums up my introduction to music. Fast forward 2023 i drop no music other than a Junior H  cover to no cap. During this time i was in a relationship with someone and i had the bright idea to make a new song with a little help from my “friend” at that time.
Little did i know that making this song would bring a little bit of backlash. The song begins in the works two days before i got into my first devastating heartbreak with my partner. Lyrics were already written down by the help of my “friend” and i started singing what came out to be “CRIMINAL.” This song dropped at the worst time possible because people were starting rumors saying it was about my ex and stuff like that when that was never the case… This song “CRIMINAL.” Was inspired by my favorite artist blackbear (Matthew Tyler Musto) and that’s it nothing to do with my ex… A month passed by (we’re in february 2024) since that song dropped and then i officially opened up my spotify apple music and so on accounts! With these accounts verified and open i went ahead to drop “CRIMINAL.” On those platforms! Plus a new song called (Lambo Swerve with christian harris) a little rap song that’s under the name of josestackzzz. fast forward to june of 2024. I’ve made an album with a bunch of songs i can’t speak on to be honest let’s say i only had 3 or 5 original songs on the album out of 20 songs… That album was titled “Enjoy Summer” as it dropped on the day me and the school went out on summer break. During this time i was in a whole new relationship with the person who wrote “CRIMINAL.” With me… (That relationship was perfect to me till it wasn’t) We broke up and i was full of memories of me and her and this led me to writing 13 song and releasing a whole new album titled “Nobody lovers girl” I had this album dropping on November 13 but a month later unreleased cause it did not doing good to me and released a revamped ep with fives songs reworked on and i let the original album be a soundcloud exclusive. As of this time all of these songs were recorded on a cheap mic and chrome book. After this Album/Ep were here now in January 2025 i’m finally finishing an EP that has 5 tracks called Lover Boy and would be dropping on February 14. This Ep i went all out on Still on my Cheapy mic but a new laptop and sang my lyrics on how i felt about these two hurtful relationships.

To sum this up i am a guatemalan boy who didn’t take music seriously at first but after two failed relationships that i believe real hard in i took music more seriously and the rest is my history being made under my independent record label stackzzzrecords.

Written by Jose Mejia
Barely edited by Jose Mejia
Published by StackzzzRecords
Released 2025