heaven sent (+:; rxms)

prod https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCxFiJWixhdVMDn2TtN0L8rQ and https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCDJbJhZuEFF8X-npl1tPUrQ

feature https://soundcloud.com/hazenova <3

suffer in silence w/hazenova (prod. smokerose & iof)

And baby
Please come back
And I beg you
I know I been replaced with someone else
With someone else x2
And I know I'm the one who to you to let go
And all the memories that we had
I sware to God if I could take you back
And I know that we drifted away
And I will try again 
We your friends
Tell me that I wasn't enough
I can pretend 
That I'm will be ok
I was so caught up
And wanna be alone
That I made excuses
Why I left
And I know i was wrong
But im am sorry
And I know it will never be the same again
I'm sorry I wasted all your time
And what can I do to make things right 
I dont think yoy know me well
I don't think I know myself
I smile when the cameras out
But honestly that's someone else
I
Don't know
That I'm
Falling behind
And I miss everyone now
Just to see
You moved on
I promise I'll be fine

Butterflies to Spiders

INTRO
(epitome)
cryin in the backseat 
i don’t know what’s happening
face down on the concrete 
not feelin very complete
it’s hard to know where the story will go
i just hope i don’t end up alone
it’s getting hard to breath
with this anxiety
feelings trapped in my chest beneath
i think that i should go
for a person like me i don’t have a home

(paperthinwalls)
all alone yeah i’m all alone
run back to you it’s all over 
and i think that i’m growing father
pick me up i’m falling over
another song i cannot sing
two weeks i guess we’ll see
why is it so hard to breath
NOW IM FALLING BACK TO SLEEP

CHORUS
(epitome)
don’t let me go
i don’t wanna be alone
just hold on
you’re the only one i’ve ever known
please just say something 
it’s getting hard to breathe

(paperthinwalls)
and it’s hard to
feel the same way as you
you know it kills me the way i hurt you
i take it back you know i didn’t mean to

VERSE
(paperthinwalls)
i didn’t mean to call you that night
i always meant to say goodbye
now i’m going i’m always going 
what is wrong with my head 
and i feel like i can’t think
and my mind is always empty 
what is goin on with me 
it’s always something that i can’t see 
(my head falls apart i know that i have fallen arms i know that i can’t see you now fall apart i’m on the ground)

(epitome)
your eyes seem lost
you’re fading away from me
what’s the cause (what’s the cause)
i’m holding to your memory for what seems to be an eternity (you’re not with me now)
every moment i spent with you 
was like a dream to me that came true
now i don’t know what i’m gonna do
when you say to me find someone new

CHORUS 
(epitome)
don’t let me go
i don’t wanna be alone
just hold on
you’re the only one i’ve ever known
please just say something 
it’s getting hard to breathe

(paperthinwalls)
and it’s hard to
feel the same way as you
you know it kills me the way i hurt you
i take it back you know i didn’t mean to

dont let me go w/ paperthinwalls (2001)

Movin' Slower But Still Livin' Fast

Thanks to Skele & Cxld Blxxd for helping me out, Links Below!

Skele:
https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt
https://twitter.com/lilskele
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCJJSOhs3_5gxJVtdwmjwPIg
https://www.instagram.com/ripskele/?hl=en
https://open.spotify.com/artist/423Khduf8laJb7K4Otg6M2?si=o6Ug-jCoQgKnV21R9dWH7w

Cxld Blxxd:
https://soundcloud.com/cxldblxxd
https://traktrain.com/cxld_blxxd#501028
https://twitter.com/CXLD_BLXXD
https://www.instagram.com/prod.cxldblxxd/

Lyrics:
Shooting stars in the sky,
Time to take flight,
Feels like yesterday,
That i saw you in the moonlight,
Glad that i'm happy now,
Cause without you id be dead by now,

Rotting in the grave,
Don't know what to say,
I wouldn't be here if i wasn't saved,

Sometimes we lose connection,
That's fine,
We just reset our problems,
Like our WiFi,

Everything's turned around,
Cause you helped me out,
How do i thank you,
For putting me on the right route,

Need to hold you tight,
Need you in my life,
Need you by my side,
Need you to say everything's alright,

Shooting stars in the sky,
Time to take flight,
Feels like yesterday,
That i saw you in the moonlight,
Glad that i'm happy now,
Cause without you id be dead by now, (X2)

Skele:
I'm glad that i'm happy now,
Cause without you id be dead by now,
Voices in my head screaming words so loud,
Trapped in my mind i cannot get out,
When I saw you in the moonlight,
I swear to god I fell in love that night,

I never meant to make you cry,
I just wanted you forever to be mine,

I swear to god I fell in love that night,
I never meant to make you cry,
I just wanted you forever to be mine,

Moonlight (Feat. Skele) (Prod. Cxld Blxxd)

take care of yourselves

You leave marks on your porcelain skin 
Down a few bottles numbing the state you’re in
You say is this how its always been? 
Replying back “you cannot let your mind win” 

I gotta say 
Its emotionally exhausting 
day in day out
I’m canvasing the green 
Show me the blue dream 
 cant get it out my head
I’d be better off dead 

Show me what you mean
Get me out this dream 
I'm constantly crying
Over your faults stop lying

I won’t say I miss you
Cause we're always fighting
My heart beats out my chest 
It skips fast like lightning 

And I 
Wouldn’t have it any other way

Since we lost meaning
I’ve been oversleeping
Lost track of my dreams since they turned to nightmares 

You were the best the world has known
The lights of are on but no one's home 
I feel it in my skin and bones
In my skin and bones

Just know I meant it 
the moment I said it
Tormenting my head
I should be in your bed 

I thought I would love this life
Different city every night
I miss you by my side 
cause love like this is hard to find

spotify

porcelain [prod. irby & brody]

Spotify: https://ampl.ink/j48Br
Visuals:

Artists / Producer:
@iamsadgods

Lyrics:
can you breathe in
and out
can you take this moment
make it last

breathe in
and out
can you take this moment
make it last

I've been staring at the sky, tonight
wondering why we fight, all the time
let me just pause time
close my eyes
rest my mind
feel alright

can you breathe in
and out
can you take this moment
make it last

breathe in
and out
can you take this moment
make it last

i'm not the type to
run away
but i've been caving in
i'm not feeling okay
oh my, alright
tell me what I can say
cus when  i hide
i confide
in, all of my pain

can you breathe in
and out
can you take this moment
make it last

breathe in
and out
can you take this moment
make it last

sadgods - make it last

they always act like it's nothing, they always treat u like u did something.
i hate being the one that everyone despises, my feelings are pure but she only cares bout devices.
atleast I'm nice. pedals falling like dying wishes we held dear.

x2

gun (w/ Lil Skele) (prod. dead spyro)

josh jolly