Sadness

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♠️♣️🖤Øctober 2nd, 2Ø23🖤♣️♠️

Daily Drops #74

Punetang

thank you to @silvarounds for letting me sample the melody from devilish drift
-

dawning

secret (ft. skele, sendflowrs, shinju)

My shadow on your floor
I don't want to do this anymore
Think I'd rather have a conversation
Cuz we're never gonna be this young again

We take another pull
Wanna hear my thoughts
Don't you know I'm awful
You gotta give me more cuz you know I'm cautious
But we can pull the pin, make it toxic

Light it up, seal the bag
Pills you kept in cellophane
Send me off to Neverland
Got these party drugs in my hand
You and I could blow the dust
Tinkerbell and Peter Pan

Hop in the car, route to all of our dreams
We escape for a weekend
You're falling asleep
As the sun starts to rise from the mountains I see
Say I'm scared that this won't feel as good as the peak

No way, fuck that
I won't ever let go
Won't wait, packed bags
Fly you to the east coast
No fake laugh tracks
Everyone that we know
Watching you and I live in a fairytale

Light it up, seal the bag
Pills you kept in cellophane
Send me off to Neverland
Got these party drugs in my hand
You and I could blow the dust
Tinkerbell and Peter Pan

Tinkerbell

untitled

ghost town w/sendflowrs (prod. wetmall)

This Is Fine

Instagram - @dempseyrollboy 🚬

in a world of my own... 🖤💭

Sunrise

𝙞 𝙜𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙢𝙮 𝙩𝙚𝙚𝙩𝙝 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙞 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙤𝙛 𝙞𝙩 𝙣𝙤𝙬
prod. kais
shoutout to https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt & https://soundcloud.com/heylog for getting on this with me <3

lyrics:
(kais)
don't look back at that house
I grind my teeth when I think of it now.
took all I had to make you proud
now all I see is your face as I'm bound.

(skele)
ooooo
there’s nobody here 
anymore 
look around
oh i wanted 
to feel 
you breaking down 
grab my throat 
need to feel something 
blood soaked house 
it won’t let me leave
scars won’t show 
but i feel them bleed 
n if i don’t choke 
would you be proud of 
me 
of me

(heylog)
don't look back at me
forget everything
hearing high-pitched rings
hanging by a string
I look up
what have I become?
oh god, you tell me to run
rooftops hidden by the snow
every limb appears white
and your body sits and glows
it glows

(kais, skele, & heylog)
don't look back at that house
I grind my teeth when I think of it now.
took all I had to make you proud
now all I see is your face as I'm bound.

bound

spotify

bound w/skele & heylog

produced by i'm geist
engineered + guitar @tnvr555

tell me how it feels
to be right by your side
cause i’d trade it all
if i could turn back time
it’s fine
i took the knife and died
i’ll take your pity and cry
if you see my ghost tonight
promise you’ll wave goodbye

left a note by the door
she said,
“i love you i’m sure
but now that i’ve thought it through
and i can’t go on with you”
severed heart i feel torn
like pain i’ve never endured
and every time it hurts worse
i sit here crying a verse

i’m not gonna fight this feeling now
let it slice through, let it bleed me out
and i really miss your voice
how i need you love
but we’ll just fight more
never hear me out

but u let me down
and i let you down…
yeah you were first
and you ditched this town…
can you see me now?
with my broken crown
do you hear this sound?
bet you don’t listen now..

the promises that we couldn’t keep
the memories it’s all agony
and now i’m left here with what i’ve reaped
i’ll plead and beg you for your pity

pity

love, ghost

The Witching Hour

Life in the USA

guitar/bass/prod/mix - fats'e youngburial

peace of mind

lyrics: 


The vacuum will suck me in
And spit me out a different man
My atoms lay rearranged to project a soul that’s been born again

Life inside this vessel gets so lonely looking back at earth
5 years to a term out in outer space aboard the challenger
Every time I stare into the stars I feel my stomach hurt
Just tell me u miss me as I float across the universe
Slops thru these tubes feeds into my bodies stomach purse
A shame the life we live trained 20 years to reach this calibre
Comet belt blues leave me a raw emotion scavenger
Ground control will navigate our course im just a passenger

Nights get cold
In this worm hole fold
20 minutes go by and she’s 20 years older
Old Voice notes
Feed my heart pure gold
Im a century away but I feel so much closer
With Airlock engaged 
I see the world as my stage
Sure its crazy fucking work
With even how much im paid
One wrong move
And im nailed in my grave
Ive been weighing out the peace of it with heavy blind faith

Life inside this vessel gets so lonely looking back at earth
5 years to a term out in outer space aboard the challenger
Every time I stare into the stars I feel my stomach hurt
Just tell me u miss me as I float across the universe

captains log 248 (nico north x eric godlow)

oh ye-ye-ye-ye-ye-ye-yeah, I moved oooon! :)

Moved On

TAKE THE PLUNGE (prod. David Arcade Beats)

@nickryt - PERFECT (prod. nick ryt x nickmira)

fuck love yea
after everything i did
you ain't even fucking care
don't even know what to say to you
cause i really tried for you
i fucking cried for you
i would have died for you
oh oh oh oh oh

i thought it was perfect, ugh
baby i'm tired of being alone
my heart is hurting cause
you were the only one i ever wanted
guess i deserve it all
i wanna fall in love
you got me so fucked up
oh no no no nooo
i'm feeling empty
ever since you fucking left me
cause i'm really going through it all again
and there's nothing you could do to save me
don't save me cause i can't live
like this no i can't take it
it's perfect at first
then the feelings gone fade yea
yea they all go away oh oh oh

tired of running
oh, remember what it was?
i saw us drift apart
now i'm so fucking done
we're falling out of love
no way to pick me up
stuck inside my ways
i know that i won't ever change

so day by day i
i throw away all of my time i waste it
trying to love you
everytime i chase it
i'm going through phases
never gone recover everything we had oooh woah

so i hope you
you could look me in the eyes
baby tell me it's alright yea
i hope you
find someone to treat you right
i got nothing else to say now

fuck love yea
after everything i did
you ain't even fucking care
don't even know what to say to you
cause i really tried for you
i fucking cried for you
i would have died for you
oh oh oh oh oh

i thought it was perfect, ugh
baby i'm tired of being alone
my heart is hurting cause
you were the only one i ever wanted
guess i deserve it all
i wanna fall in love
you got me so fucked up
oh no no no nooo
i'm feeling empty
ever since you fucking left me
cause i'm really going through it all again
and there's nothing you could do to save me
don't save me cause i can't live
like this no i can't take it
it's perfect at first
then the feelings gone fade yea
yea they all go away oh oh oh

perfect

Lyrics:

ℒund:
Might just feel my brain with lead
Torture from the words you said 
Running through my head
Late while I lie in bed 
You know from these wrists I’ve bled
(x2)

Blood on my t shirt 
Blood on my carpet
So sick and tired 
Of all of this fighting 
Where are we going 
Why are we lying
What do we do now
We are all dying
 
This world that were all living in is fucking hell 
I swear to god sometimes it makes me want to kill myself
This is a maze, where's the exit 
Fuck it i can’t tell
Asking god why i cant check out 
Triple 6 hotel.

I forgot to die 
I guess ill wake up
Girl I told you 
You look better with no make up
I don't wanna go no where 
Let's just stay home
It just seems like lives better when were alone

(But still theres)
Blood on my T-shirt 
Blood on my carpet
(ohhh)
So sick and tired 
Of all of this fighting
(Fuck all the fighting)
Where are we going 
Why are we lying
(Why are we lying)
What do we do now
We are all dying
(we are all dying)
(x2)

Foreign Forest:
You were on my good side then
Now I'm getting high with my friends
Ima focus on my ends
If you wanted just to play pretend
Then you should have said you love me then
(x2)

Off the drugs
'Cause you ran off with your love
You were just here for the buzz
That's what this life always does
No fair now
Smell you when my hairs down
Picture perfect
Now I'm feeling worthless
I'll get over your spell
Only home for you is hell
Hope your frozen cold
When you see my gold

Tears on my T-shirt
Tears on my carpet
I'm all alone now
Feeling nostalgic
Where did my time go
I gave it to you
If I paid attention
I would've seen through you
(x)

forgot 2 die ft. ℒund (prod. late june)

fix me (feat. lil thuey)[prod. dirtcobain]

produced by @anobodyreally

art found at sad-space-kitten.tumblr.com

lyrics:

its 30 below
i see the blue in my toes
i feel the ice in my throat
and ive never been this cold
baby dont go
just when we start to see the light
clouds come block it out
the timing never fucking right
plaid green sweater
couple loose threads around the wrist
hole in the back
thats what i get when everythings thrift
ripped black jeans
and some bruises on my fists
my eye turned black
thats what i get when everythings shit

dont face the door
focus on staying warm
weve all been here before
but that doesnt make it easier

broken but wanting more
they had to silence u and
i couldnt take the pain of
having to know i cant help u

i cant help u
i cant save u baby
dont know how to

but dont worry maybe
we could find someone
that might know how to

flashing lights
streetlights when we in the benz
what was that
could u run that by again
going fast
not paying any attention
saw my page
now im always in their mentions

not my type
dont know why she wanna go out
i stay inside
and no u cant over to my house
got shit to do
u know im working all the time now
all these words
work their way into the songs now

woah
change my mind
all the time
i feel shit
now im fine
got so much of this free time
and i dont even count the nights

no
i wont text
i wont phone
think too much
when im on my own
i think its best
if you said u would go 
i think its best
if u leave me alone

im still walking home
think im freezing through my coat
where have u been
where should i go

dont face the door
focus on staying warm
weve all been here before
but that doesnt make it easier

broken but wanting more
they had to silence u and
i couldnt take the pain of
having to know i cant help u

warm (prod. ʎpoqou)

Special thanks to Gangster Chef for one of the samples I used! https://twitter.com/ChefmusicCool Without it this song wouldn't exist.
Photo Credit: https://vsco.co/littlejg
Thanks to Seka for her acapella version of I'm Just Your Problem that I used for the intro and outro
https://www.youtube.com/user/sekainoyuukai
Additional Sample Credit: Staypuft - Chip Dip Triple Flips Are Hip

Lyrics:
I sit in my bed late in my room
Think about my fate in the tomb
You know I really hate to assume
The reason why you leave me so soon

It's fine to take my heart and bleed me dry
You make me fall in love don't even try
You're like a drug I've never been so high
I come back for more but I don't know why

You take my heart my soul, you pulled me down below
You took me for a stroll, you left me by the road
You killed my only hope, you watch as I erode
You stealer of my soul, you a vampire you know

Marceline, you vampire queen
Drink my blood take my red sheen
Watch it drip from your sharp teeth
Take my life have all of me
Marceline, you vampire queen
I've been dead why can't you see
You've taken all you could from me
Now I'm part of your killstreak

Now I'm part of your killstreak

I'm just part of your killstreak

I don't wanna talk this out
I don't wanna figure out
Everything you on about
Anything you really doubt
Kill me like I'm gonna shout
Kill me with your pretty pout
Shut me up and kick me down
I could really do without
All the ways you fuck me up
I can feel it in my gut
Feeling sick of this whole love
I could never be above
Leaving it in the dust
I don't wanna feel your lust
Now it's only my mistrust
You don't wanna show me love

Marceline, you vampire queen
Drink my blood take my red sheen
Watch it drip from your sharp teeth
Take my life have all of me
Marceline, you vampire queen
I've been dead why can't you see
You've taken all you could from me
Now I'm part of your killstreak

Seka:
La da da da da
I'm gonna bury you in the ground
La da da da da
I'm gonna bury you in my sound
I'm gonna drink the red from your pretty pink face

Marceline

OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO
---------------------------------

www.youtube.com/watch?v=HJpmpm9I-Zc

produced by https://soundcloud.com/domynoofficial

lyrics
————————
i just wanna feel good
i just wanna get better
i know said i’d quit
but that was last september
if i keep this up
ill be dead by december

i can’t even live w/o that rush
yea i can’t even live w/o that cup
with u im dead
without u im empty
i took too much
but i swear its not enough 

yea i want u so bad
oh u make me so mad
i should leave u the past 
but i know that i cant
i been starin at the mirror
i don’t really like what i see
see my vision getting clearer
now i gotta make it burry

how u sayin
let it go?
when u all know
i just wanna coast
fall back
right in to the door
always do the most
needa smoke
roll me up some dope
then i swear ill go
u wont see me
ever again
i hope u know

dead by december 
will u remember me?

produced by domyno

dead by December [OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

"Love Note"
Instagram @whynotcordell

Prod by. @Taylorrwilz @Ohhpatches 
Credit. @real1nate

whynotcordell - Love Note

Lyrics:
heard you around, i wont call back
im my own self, not your fall back
i been living fine but yourself i know you got some problems all that

better tell me now what you wanna do
ima listen now then ill run it through
let it all come out while im in the booth
choking it all down what i mean to you

hitting my line like i been lost
where you been living with the cost
staying up late when panic calls
heard you been fine man not at all

now you know me with the fame, and the name, in the place, where im hiding an ace, cuz your fate, is the same, when im dead in the grave, youre displaced, a discrace, while im lost in the haze

marceline whyd you have to go and get me all fucked up
know youre seeing what im posting im just tryna push my luck
got me drowning in gin got a bottle drink it up
cuz you sick in the brain watch me dying from your lust
Marceline, you vampire queen
Drink my blood take my red sheen
Watch it drip from your sharp teeth
Take my life have all of me

you said toughen up why dont you be a man
got bruised on my body so i took a stand
been fighting these demons before it began
it piled up so high i could see all the lands

you know me im not one who lives up in their body
im always floating round i loiter in the lobby
of all the thoughts i run from cuz im getting sloppy
my mind is out of order and im really sorry

marceline pt 2

prod. pink

lyrics:
Let's pretend that I'm alright
I'm anxious little psychopathic fuck
can't sleep at night
all alone the thoughts they've grown
and I ain't putting up no fight
can't conduce the fucking truth up out your mouth but that's alright
~
can't control but my mind grip
gotta let it go the thoughts they flow
ain't gotta fucking trip
lifes a puzzle, mind is muddled
clear it up, I kiss your lips
grip your hips
biting on your neck until you fucking drip

like a puddle, we cuddle until the sundown
ride my shuttle rebuttal, we smoke and comedown
I'm so faded, I'm crossed
intoxicated I'm lost
inebriated what cost?
I'm feeling run down

been stuck in head sometimes
don't leave me for dead, i'm blind
in due time i will find
that, it don't matter what you wanna do
just put you're all into
focus you're mind and I swear you will get it
don't stress the small, stand up tall pay attention
sure you fall, but will you get up? redemption

Let's pretend that I'm alright
I'm anxious little psychopathic fuck
can't sleep at night
all alone the thoughts they've grown
and I ain't putting up no fight
can't conduce the fucking truth up out your mouth but that's alright
~
can't control but my mind grip
gotta let it go the thoughts they flow
ain't gotta fucking trip
lifes a puzzle, mind is muddled
clear it up, I kiss your lips
grip your hips
biting on your neck until you fucking drip

like a puddle, we cuddle until the sundown
ride my shuttle rebuttal, we smoke and comedown
I'm so faded, I'm crossed
intoxicated I'm lost
inebriated what cost?
I'm feeling run down

PanicAttack! [prod. pink]

lyrics:
you can catch me wit the 40
backwoods cause i travel like im Morty
in the woods gettin boring, gotta keep that fuckin thang on me wake up in the morning

i been too cold, watch me pull up in the snow
with my crossbow keep it silent hit you through the bone
i know, you hit me on the phone
babygirl im sorry i been gettin to da dough

im too ill you could catch a fuckin cold
i got big talk shawty it jus how i gotta roll
im big stuntin like im depeche mode
got that goth pop bumpin babe i got the antidote

you dont
really know how i feel
i be jugging everyday i keep that secret for real
you been lost but you know i could feel
i been in this shit forever so you know im right here

Depechemode

depechemode

updated file to the bass'd version because i didnt like having 2 of one song on my profile, if you wanna listen to the original heres a private link for it
https://soundcloud.com/sophonborrowedtime/attm-bassed/s-5rnpkVDU7C3

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0aXQvrwW9NELRtluRSRvEX?si=djWVqWYlT8KvSG8Sdns9lg

featuring glxsgxw
produced by me
cover art by glxsgxw
mixed by me and glxsgxw
lyrics:

verse 1: (soph)
i feel so out of place
wanna fly to outer space
to get out this place
im such a fucking waste of space
im such a fucking waste of space
im pessimistic thats true
i wont get up unless theres something to do
i just wanna be with you
but you dont even talk to me
what the fuck am i supposed to do
i just wanna fucking be with you

prechorus: (soph)
im sick of everything
i wont do anything
to make myself feel better
guess I'll fucking sing
out all my problems
till the end of time
and by the end of time
i just mean when my time is up

chorus: (soph)
im still fucking up
at 5am
havent slept and im wide awake
im too fucked to ask for help
so i grab my blade
you know the story you've heard it a thousand times
a thousand times more
itll happen again
and again until im fucking dead
inside and out
will you just shut your fucking mouth
this shit makes me sick to death
i dont wanna take another fucking breath
of this shitty air

verse 2: (glxsgxw)
And I am scared of my shadow
Cause staring at it makes me think
How bright I used to be
And I
stare at the hole in the gallow
and finally I think I'm gonna jump
cause
I been alone all my life
I have no friends cause I can't socialise
yeah I barely scrape by
the dread of existence
the love that im missing
the feelings quite distant
wish that I had listened
to everything she had to say
all her words just went right past my brain
now im feeling consequence the pain
unbearable I watch my mind decay

bridge : (glxsgxw)
watch me thru the cracks I can't take it
watch me go insane I can't take it
watch me thru the cracks I can't take it
but I never wanted this
I never wanted this

chorus: (soph and glxsgxw)
im still fucking up
at 5am
havent slept and im wide awake
im too fucked to ask for help
so i grab my blade
you know the story you've heard it a thousand times
a thousand times more
itll happen again
and again until im fucking dead
inside and out
will you just shut your fucking mouth
this shit makes me sick to death
i dont wanna take another fucking breath
of this shitty air

Spotify!

a thousand times more (ft GLXSGXW)

@shikixo
produced by me
mixed by me x shiki
cover art by shiki

ALL EXPOSED (ft Shiki XO)

Heres my cover of MGK ft. Halsey Forget Me Too 
Hope you enjoy it!
Cover video will be up on youtube tomorrow at 12 pm noon

Music video link
https://youtu.be/Q6CUKH3hC5Y

Lil Used - Forget Me Too (Cover)

i think that i’ll be okay

produced by eeryskies

thanks for listening <3

ghost town w/sendflowrs (prod. wetmall)

josh jolly