asking man why she dont need me
asking now why did she leave me
one day i know she be see me either gettin guap or get chop by the glizzy

baby i been grindin but you didnt know
when you hit my line i wont pick up the phone
guess you had enough cause you wasnt home
ima catch this hollow through my fuckin dome

beggin you stay but you mad at me
you was always thinking baby that you had to leave
you aint got no trust in me you think im boutta cheat
i aint got no energy for all that fuckery

when all im doin is just tryna survive
swear that im not tryna take my own life
i only think about it just sometimes
only said that so that you wouldnt cry

SHEDONTNEEDME

Stepping Stone w/ Idkconundrum (prod. King Theta)

sk8miles

lyrics ♡

let's swim
in an ocean, full of sharks
full of sharks
let's swim
in an ocean, full of sharks
we got hella shards, breaking hella shards
let's swim
let's swim

chorus
tell me again
tell me again
ha, still not over me
still not over me
so ill tell you again
ill tell you again
you'll never find anybody
better than me
better than me
better than me
ain't no such thing as better than me
ain't nobody get you wetter than me
i see you for what you're pretending to be
it's okay, i know you fantasize
about me in your room

post chorus
in your room

verse
ha, i hope that
when you're w him, you're screaming my name
ha, i hope that he knows
that you liked when i fucked on your face
ha, those were the better days
those were the better days
take me back to those better days (no they weren't lolll)
when i was w you, damn i made it a wetter day
and now im chilling watching anime
fucked a new bitch, it's like any day
but anyway, ive been gaining
like hella weight
cuz of raising canes, so
working it off
balling so hard, like im in the nba 
im the one like an ace of spades
but fuck it imma leave you anyway

chorus
tell me again
tell me again
ha, still not over me
still not over me
so ill tell you again
ill tell you again
you'll never find anybody
better than me
better than me
better than me
ain't no such thing as better than me
ain't nobody get you wetter than me
i see you for what you're pretending to be
it's okay, i know you fantasize
about me in your room

outro
it's okay, i know you fantasize
about me in your room

let's swim in an ocean full of sharks

[+ loverboybeats]

@navyxower
@dylaanlotus
@noxious-nights
@souldfadexo
@emptychest
@northshoremusic

(navy)
gotta black tee
some would say its green
baby i gotta lay down
baby im feeling weak

wandering through the streets
heartbreak on the seames
ima travel cross the sea, i wonder what it means

party you party, lets party you talk in ur sleep, i need to get outta here again
why do you wanna get down with him, i heard you talking im sick

when we met by the water
would you think of me differently, if i had a daugher
i watch all these aniamls go to slaughter
its cause ur all selfish, what did they do wrong

(dylan lotus)
i’m burning up, i been hellbound
i’m leaving this earth cuz you hate me
so fuckin lost, i been spellbound 
i’m under the curse that you gave me
fuckin it up til you break me
all of these drugs that i’m taking
lace a few pills and i’m soarin off
lovin a thrill yeah i’m pouring up
fucked up; i’m worthless 
constant soul searching 
am i really worthy of love? i’m not perfect

(noxiousnights)
why am i so hard on myself ?
my goals are too big it's ruining my health
i could really make it easier
but all the summer i make it feel like winter

I distort my mind to help me cope
the world is spinning i'm out of control
sometimes it feels like there's no hope
i'm lost in my thoughts i can't let go

(soulfade)
Surely hate the way you talk to me
When things around fallen downward
In sense I never wanted this
Things would never happen way too soon

Always talking to myself at the noon
Always staring blankly at the moon

(emptychest)
different day different rolls
u know how the story goes
u know how to keep me close
i know how to keep u warm
its my responsibility
to keep u warm..
i never thought id live, endeavor!
never thought id see forever!
i didnt think id find my home
I really thought id die alone 
die alone.
nobody knows whats in my head.
ive been counting down my days
so i can finally get some bread
ay, see my, be my, mind
you'd die in a second!
its crazy to think im the same as you

(TNS)
Take the path that’s in front of me 
Feel the rhythm inside of me 
Tired of just playing hide n seek 

Where you really at girl, I don’t wanna leave 
Self esteem aside, girl I need you with me 
I just did a full 180

Hide & Seek w/ NAVYXOWER, dylan lotus, noxiousnights, soulfade, emptychest & The North Shore

with FøRD (soundcloud.com/breckenford)

Greenwood:
Getting dark, its getting cold
And you’ve done more than you could know
But I’d still let you in to say again
It’s better now

So what would you say in the dark light of your kitchen floor
Cause lately its no one that I’m living for
And there’s no peace fucking anymore
You were so close, only 24
And I still got a fucked up memory now
But thoughts of you could still break through
I limp unsteady through every town
Man I really thought I could save you

And I’m only here til you’re gone
The night on the pier, I still go there a lot
And I held the feeling I know that it’s wrong
But lately its not even safe in my thoughts

Greenwood & FøRD:
If that’s what you wanna do
It goes away
I know its been haunting you
We hardly talk
Just know that I thought it through

Its getting cold
And you’ve done more than you could know
I saw your hints, I saw your notes
But couldn’t say why

FøRD:
What I wanna say
Instead ima whisper it up in my head
Worried that you’ll break my bones, break my vertebrae
Just like the rest you make me wanna run away
Can we touch base another day?

It’s so hard I can’t begin to tell you the truth
Lights out and I don’t know what the fuck to do
Ask how but I don’t know if I could explain
Bad crowd and now, now I know that they were lame

I used to dream of every night laying next to you
And now I drink cause suicidal thoughts are overdue

So I guess I’ll just leave the room
I’ve had a mess up
But don’t wanna tie a noose

Greenwood & FøRD:
If that’s what you wanna do
It goes away
I know its been haunting you
We hardly talk
Just know that I thought it through

Rosewater (w/ Brecken )

ghost town w/sendflowrs (prod. wetmall)

A part of me she took
I must remind myself
I write another hook
And then I down the shelf

Live inside the woods, I can free my mind there
Roll another wood, I hate it when the pines stare
Back at me so hatefully
In my chest is vacancy
But as far as they can see, I'm doing fine by myself now
Had another meltdown, so tired of being let down
Tongue tied up with the fired up blood
Love dried up, fix the feeling get buzzed
Blunt fired up, head is pounding like drums
Too high up, take a look I've become
Clueless as to what I should be fucking doing
I'm viewing everything in the wrong light
Got a lot of time so use it right
Pursing everything I want
Mental gonna haunt if you ain't gon put the work in

A part of me she took
I must remind myself
I write another hook
And then I down the shelf

Residence (Interlude) [prod. yunny goldz]

bitin my swag

alone ft. Slime6ut (prod. yungeest)

Instagram: @mezsiahglowup

Lyrics:
It was unexpected
What you did to me
How could I pretend to see what you believe
Now I need protection
Cause you're killin' me
You wrote a hundred pages I can't read
And I don't get it
I thought you felt the same
But all your evil games 
Had me guessing at your name again 
And I felt from the first day you said you want me back
That this was just a taste of the memories we could've had


Your blue eyes turn red
Cause your heart has earned it's feelins made to give me dread
I'm open for less
So why'd you wanna go and make a mess ln my head
I'm tryna sleep, but you just keep enterin' my mind
How can I feel fine when I just feel I have to try and make it better 
Cause I'm not feelin' well
And my confidence was absoluty dealt with, cause

It was unexpected
What you did to me
How could I pretend to see what you believe
Now I need protection
Cause you're killin' me
You wrote a hundred pages I can't read
And I don't get it
I thought you felt the same
But all your evil games 
Had me guessing at your name again 
And I felt from the first day you said you want me back
That this was just a taste of the memories we could've had

How hard can it be to decide
Do you have to tell a lie
You're afraid I wanna die
You owe me the truth
Why can't you just do
What's right for you
Oh, yeah
Oh, yeah
Take me to paradise
Oh, yeah
Betrayal was all you gave me in the end
So fuck you and your friends

ghost town w/sendflowrs (prod. wetmall)

josh jolly