use me ft. sace6 + noahmadethiss

prod @freveltrothy
with @akiradoves & https://soundcloud.com/mrtruereligion
Lyrics:
i'ma-i'ma decay 
i'ma die inside this grave
told me you would stay
now you left without retrace
was it something that i did
something that i said
i'ma open up your heart 
i'ma fucking die inside
pave me too weak for me
i don't need you no more
you told me that you care
and that's a simple lie
despite of your demise
you're coming from afar

okay i've been high on my mind since sunday
shit's gas but i'm still on the runway
skip class so i learn things the long way
get the fuck off my back i'm just doing my own thing
took some time but i get it now
i was trying to run things the wrong way
see if i can shut it down
why the fuck did i do things the long way

i'ma-i'ma decay 
i'ma die inside this grave
told me you would stay
now you left without retrace
was it something that i did
something that i said
i'ma open up your heart 
i'ma fucking die inside
pave me too weak for me
i don't need you no more
you told me that you care
and that's a simple lie
despite of your demise
you're coming from afar

@joshiguess
and you don't even care about me
you just sit there and stare you on trees
tryna move asap like rocky
why you tryna start drama we not even talking
i'm tryna change like out of pocket it's the wrong side
i'm always on the pro and you're always on the con side
but it would be hard for me to ever want to cut ties
i can't ever trust you when you coming with these dumb lies

spotify

a simple lie (frevel + 5head)

i guess its okay... [+heydium]

prod/mix. @strocksu

lyrics:
Everyone's so cold here
Just blame it on the weather
A year spent in a circle
Just trying to hold together
Some picture in our heads of how it's all supposed to be
The only reason we're not dead yet: we're not ready to be free
I need help

I need help getting up out of bed in the morning
And I could tell you every reason, but I think they're all boring
I wake up in a panic, I need to stare at my screen
I can't breathe, it's all poison, and it's all inside of me

No more pain
Take me somewhere it rains
Where no one acts like you're family
Until you're ripped off the stage
Then you're no one
And you're no one
And you're no one
Oh god, I wish I was no one

I NEED HELP

crystal clear [kuromee + junoes]

scrap from learning to lose
+ alternate art i did not end up using
prod. @wisssery
much love, enjoy <3

i wrote the lyrics in a notebook so i will not be putting them here my bad guys hope u can understand

middle ground [wisssery]

From here to infinity
Running & running I’m looking I’m searching for something 
I’m Neo she’s trinity
Drunk and in love she got me falling to destruction 
But will she remember me 
Really don’t think so and that’s the end of discussion
I don’t know what she did to me 
Whatever it was I’m losing the ability to function
From here to infinity
Running & running I’m looking I’m searching for something 
I’m Neo she’s trinity
Drunk and in love she got me falling to destruction 
But will she remember me 
Really don’t think so and that’s the end of discussion
I don’t know what she did to me 
Whatever it was I’m losing the ability to function


She said read between the lines
But i couldn’t hear a thing
Staring at her lips      
She’s the blacksmith to these lies
She only likes the chrome 
Cufflinks on the wrist 
Falling faster baby 
What i’m afters crazy
Won’t blame you if you hate me 
Truths like train tracks derailing 
Words like weapons impaling 
Love like Shakespeare in the making 	
She had me wishful thinking 
Pouring up we’re drinking 
Getting high we’re sinking 
Baby sneaky linking 
Spitting so damn sexy 
Her words got to be empty 
Feelings getting heavy 
Life is getting messy


From here to infinity
Running & running I’m looking I’m searching for something 
I’m Neo she’s trinity
Drunk and in love she got me falling to destruction 
But will she remember me 
Really don’t think so and that’s the end of discussion
I don’t know what she did to me 
Whatever it was I’m losing the ability to function
From here to infinity
Running & running I’m looking I’m searching for something 
I’m Neo she’s trinity
Drunk and in love she got me falling to destruction 
But will she remember me 
Really don’t think so and that’s the end of discussion
I don’t know what she did to me 
Whatever it was I’m losing the ability to function

a love like shakespeare *remghost + jolst*

hey
old track from 2021/22
the goat @cherryrizla featuring
prod. @nevrfall
enjoy <3

lyrics:
i just cant wait until
i can come down 
and finally stop melting
i
i drive away from my
home in the hopes
that you’ll see me as something 

feeling a pain in my shoulder
stopping the car to pull over 
losing myself as im older
finding myself now its over

i sit alone in a sea of the blood of my past lives
all nine died
dont wanna find out if i cried
do it again by the sunrise
torture, im living this torture
and nothing will come of it
i just get high for the fun of it
i cannot feel i am numb again
nothin ever does it like you do

i
i just cant wait until
i can come down 
and finally stop melting
i
i drive away from my
home in the hopes
that you’ll see me as something 

feeling a pain in my shoulder
stopping the car to pull over 
losing my breath as i feel it
nothing is sweeter than closure

melting w/ cherryrizla (2022) [nevrfall]

Puddles of tears are laid across my web
All eight legs take very careful steps
Feel like i'm trapped in my own knots
I know its self sabotage but i can't stop

Ladybugs and butterflies they get it easy
But when i'm around people get uneasy
Even though me and ladybugs are alike
I don't understand what people dislike

world so big i wish i could make it
People try to tell me that i should fake it
But even when i try i still look the same
An eight legged creep with sharp fangs

And if i was red and had spots
Would they still leave me until i rot
I guess ill stay in my spider-utopia
I wish you didn't have Arachnophobia

I'm stuck in my home with nothing to do
wish i could go outside and play with you
But all eight legs are hard to carry
And all the other insects find me really scary

Im soft and delicate and scared of heights
I don't like getting in physical fights
I might seem frightening but i am not
I know its your views it is not my fault

world so big i wish i could make it
People try to tell me that i should fake it
But even when i try i still look the same
An eight legged creep with sharp fangs

And if i was red and had spots
Would they still leave me until i rot
I guess ill stay in my spider-utopia
I wish you didn't have Arachnophobia

a simple lie (frevel + 5head)

JoshIGuess