PROD BY ME (DAWSIN)

lyrics <3:

@dawsin

take that metal blade and place it into my heart
watch as my blood freezes and the blade ends up with scars
you think that you know me well but why are you so far?
you meant so much to me but i'm not even in your arms

I'll be your knight
and ill fight just for you 
for those cold eyes 
ill die just for you
will you be mine?
will you die for me too?
i wanna know why
would you cry for me too?

JUST LET ME TALK TO MYSELF
IF I THINK ABOUT IT I DONT WANT YOUR PITY HELP
IT NEVER MATTERED ABOUT HOW I FELT
YOU ONLY CARED ABOUT YOU AND YOURSELF
SO DONT TALK TO ME ABOUT MENTAL HEALTH
THE GUN IS SITTING RIGHT THERE ON THE SHELF
SO WHY DONT YOU JUST PICK IT UP AND JUST END IT ALL?
AND SEND IT RIGHT BACK TO HELL...

so cold like a snowflake 
i watch you fall and you watch my heart break
you can see the eyes shake and dilate
as the blood begins to spray from the neck down
I think i prefer it when im alone and not around
you seem like a nice girl but you bring trouble around
pretty silver hair Emelia please stop now
YOU'VE GOT ME KILLED LIKE A THOUSAND TIMES NOW

s-o c-a-n y-o-u?

take that metal blade and place it into my heart
watch as my blood freezes and the blade ends up with scars
you think that you know me well but why are you so far?
you meant so much to me but i'm not even in your arms

cold

i got too many pics on my line
i got too many thoughts on my mind baby
we dont see the same now i feel blind
i been making songs just to pass time baby
she dont want me singing like that
she dont want me feeling like that
baby i got scars on my back
i got weed in my lap
i got ur head in my lap
the whole room claps when i snap
but im gonna cry when i get back
i will cry when i get back
baby i cant call u if its night time
please dont let me hold u back if its not the right time
we only live once so i want u to have a nice life
every time we argue feel like im the one to break ice
i dont live the same life
bae i dont expect u to save mine
if tonights my last night u kno imma pray right
baby ill be okay u dont gotta stay like
im a grownup these things shouldnt waste time
i spend hundreds on programs to perfect the voice lines
but u say i sound best when i sing on car rides
i think its ironic how the only way that i can say my thoughts to u
are all in my files
i got lyrics for miles
void in personality
i fill it with style
angel numbers showing up
im waiting for the angels arrival
n i been crying so much lately feel like a child
havent seen u in a while

withdrawal broke my conscious
slowing up
pouring up
five missed calls im fucking up
all these texts ive been stalling
im sorry
its not u baby
its me
sometimes i feel like i can see the future
every day that i dont record i feel like a loser
i dont like people so i make money off my computer
catch me in the back of the party sipping shooters
i been trying to make some shit that sound newer
but every single thing i make just sounds the same it never ends
i kno life is beautiful but all i see is streets from my window
feel alone in a room full of people

blind  (p. Elvix)

part of the problem

i haven't slept since that day

produced by branwen

lyrics:

(hold a blade up my chest
now i am bleeding from it
babe are u blind?
do u see it?
ur not what i want and
i am not what u need
our flowers start to foul
while u walking right past me
i'm feeling dizzy got a nose bleed
i think ur heart is far away from me
i walking by ur garden but
ur flowers died out,
they're vague, u don't like me anymore)

i- i- i think ur bad for me, thinking this is it
i think ur hollow bitch suck my dick
i know i say a lot of crazy shit
b- b- but ur none special, no ur far from it
a- a- and ur tude yeah it really got me pissed
a -ama move cause ur getting on my nervs
now ur acting all nice, ur concerend
so don't make me mad or i'll go for kills

(don't make me mad -a - ad
or i'll go for kills
don't make me mad -a - ad
or i'll go for kills)

walking by ur garden but ur flowers died out

love yall 

lyrics:
ill paint my walls, your favourite colours
ill dye my hair, and let it smother
the parts of me, that make you wonder
if im really worth it

ill paint my teeth, and make them whiter
ill plant my roots, and grow you flowers
give my life, to make them taller
ill die to make them taller

ill break myself
for you

the colours you remind me of

finding out w/ akiradoves [prod. sence x lmg]

Paint a picture on this canvas, all this wasted time on campus
Is it really worth the stress since all I do is stretch my worth ethic
Don't call the paramedics, i'm always doing fine at least in my own sense
Independence is something that I lack to this day
Cus there's always something that draws me back

It's complicated whether or not to continue strolling thru this valley
I just confuse myself with a brainstorm cycling fast like a rally
This math don't fucking add up please excuse my dear aunt sally
It's hard to live life knowing next second could be the finale

Paint a picture on this canvas, all this wasted time on campus
Is it really worth the stress since all I do is stretch my worth ethic
Don't call the paramedics, i'm always doing fine at least in my own sense
Independence is something that I lack to this day
Cus there's always something that draws me back


In my room and there's too many empty cups
Wondering when I will fill them up
All these memories fading, and hope to awaken and try to remember whatever's up
There's never true love in between a bitch with high standards or wanting to fuck
i feel like an alien inside of this world, and it's ran by people with infinite bluffs
There's too many problems continue ignoring hell i'm tempted for once i will roll up this blunt
But nah i'd rather sleep away, lights off and door shut hope the demons won't haunt
They saying that money don't bring happiness well how do you feel with a couple of bucks?
I'm tired of people online acting like there's only one way, with their narrative shoved

And just when you think things are fine and dandy
Your plan b turns to plan z
Cus it ends in such a random pull of possibility
Life itself is like playing your own game of the lottery
You ever feel the voice inside your head is just a form of mockery?

Paint a picture on this canvas, all this wasted time on campus
Is it really worth the stress since all I do is stretch my worth ethic
Don't call the paramedics, i'm always doing fine at least in my own sense
Independence is something that I lack to this day
Cus there's always something that draws me back

Paint a picture on this canvas, all this wasted time on campus
Is it really worth the stress since all I do is stretch my worth ethic
Don't call the paramedics, i'm always doing fine at least in my own sense
Independence is something that I lack to this day
Cus there's always something that draws me back

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