Crystal Mindz Set 3/10/23

produced by https://soundcloud.com/domesticscars

I met her in a fever dream
Inside a place I never seen
I guess that nothing's what it seems 
It's always taken to extremes

I felt too lost in the moment
I'm sorry my expression never shows it
Love I gave you in the past yeah you own it
My love is buried in the ground my condolence 
I swear I thought you were perfect
But it's just another instance occurring
Another memory I made that is blurry
I still remorse and from the fact that you hurt me

And here we go our separate ways
I guess it wasn't just a waste
But I've been trapped inside this cage
I may need some help from you mage

I met her in a fever dream
Inside a place I never seen
I guess that nothing's what it seems 
It's always taken to extremes

Guess I had to take a life lesson
Didn't know it would make my life lessen
It's not always worth the connections
And it's not always worth second guessing 
I just got to go with my instincts
Gotta figure out whatever else is missing
But if you come back that's way too risky
You might go ahead attempt again to trick me

fever dream

music video

fever dream (domesticsoul)

featuring & engineered by @mjmadeit
produced by @fantom-instrumentals aka @fantommuzik

(Intro)
Tell me what's on your mind?
I know what's on mine
You and me tonight

I just wanna hold you tight
Make you mine
All the time

(Chorus)
I don't wanna fuck around too much and leave you down and out again
I know your heart is set somewhere and i'm just fighting to get in
I know I treated you better without no one else
You know I love you so much even by myself

(JoshIGuess Verse)
And I said why'd you do me like that?
Arguments the only time you hit me right back
I'm sorry I'm not around I've been getting sidetracked
I've gotten comfortable with life while you still feeling attached

I want a simple life not no complications
Wonder if I'll ever last forever dating
I've been tryna work out I've been staying patient
But it's tough knowing things you did were blatant

(Chorus 2)
I don't wanna fuck around too much and leave you down and out again
I know your heart is set somewhere and i'm just fighting to get in
I know I treated you better without no one else
You know I love you so much even by myself

lyric video

Myself w/ NightDreams (Fantom)

Mix & Master: JoshIGuess
Produced by @wetgropes
Directed by @kurama_sd

And I'll be honest
I'm beyond stressed
When our bond ends 
I'm on production
Although I turned up 
At the function
I've been tired of
Dealing with this fuck shit

Oh man does it suck
Friends always switch up
I swear I had this all cuffed
But I never was enough 

But I guess she broke the lock
And she shattered through my heart 
And I hate to rid of people
I don't wanna cut off
If it's getting this hectic 
Guess it's best we won't talk
Like I'm looking at a flower 
And the petals fell off


And I'm beyond stressed
After accomplished
People saying that I ain't ever done shit
Look at me now I'm starting moshpits
But I couldn't even handle an apartment

Oh man does it suck (does it suck does it suck)
Friends always switch up (switch up switch up)
I swear I had this all cuffed (had it cuffed had it cuffed)
But I never was enough (ohhh)

Would you be better off if I had vanished
I can't stand this place and I never planned it
If I don't got control you don't got demand then
If you don't got me you don't got a man then

Oh man does it suck (yeah it does yeah it does)
Friends always switch up (can you tell me who to trust?)
I swear I had this all cuffed (yeah i'm never in love)
But I never was enough (woah)

And friends are catching on they realize I'm not worth it
There's no reason to call when they don't got a purpose
They just sit and wait til I hit them up for service
Can you tell me if I'm just being a burden

Oh man does it suck
Friends always switch up
I swear I had this all cuffed
But I never was enough 

I wish that I could give my full love and attention
Past trauma and everything wants to prevent it
And even if you like me you know that I'm always venting
It's always to myself cus my listeners left me

Oh man does it suck
Friends always switch up
I swear I had this all cuffed
But I never was enough
Yeah

beyond stressed (wetgropes)

featuring https://soundcloud.com/diegointhedark
produced by https://soundcloud.com/nickp3tro
mix + master by both joshiguess & diegointhedark
lyrics below
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doing shit with no hesitation
like a step by step animation
my life is a book full of pages
and i'm tired of going thru these phases

shawty always hit my phone when i'm sleeping
bringing my clique up with a beacon
cliffhanger i'm the end of a season
catch your bitch with me in san francisco next weekend
you on the highway and you bumping all my songs
and we gonna blow up like a bomb
joshiguess and diegointhedark
we in sac and you know we going hard

money on my mind go run my bands up 
got a xan under my tongue bitch i can’t stand up 
all y’all just some clones y’all just my fandom
talk shit bitch this 30 throw a tantrum

last year they would treat me like a reject 
everybody bouncing back like a reflex
stone island when i walk imma big flex 
your bodyguard gon die shoot a big tech

she wanna fuck i don’t even gotta ask her 
i pulled up turned the show to a disaster
you want smoke put your liver on a platter 
upgraded diamonds bitch my chain is dark matter

and i swear i had to do this on my own 
you ain’t never had to struggle all alone
my girl looking pale like a ghost 
stepping out i put that rick owens my toes

shawty always hit my phone when i'm sleeping
bringing my clique up with a beacon
cliffhanger i'm the end of a season
catch your bitch with me in san francisco next weekend
you on the highway and you bumping all my songs
and we gonna blow up like a bomb
joshiguess and diegointhedark
we in sac and you know we going hard

playing cities like i'm playing on nintendo
said she wanna hang out took her back home
she wanna smash so i put in some smash bros
if she meant the other way she a bad hoe (battle)

Cliffhanger

spotify

cliffhanger! w/ diegointhedark (p3tro)

feature : @wtchmesuffer
www.instagram.com/molliwhopin__/

Got all these thoughts in my mind but I'm just gonna fantasize
I'm never satisfied enough to try (yeah)
So I let things fly (yeah yeah yeah yeah)
I gave her the world but she gave back the universe
Now it's destroyed just like it's all a repeated curse (yeah)
You're the fucking worst (yeah yeah yeah yeah)

Inside these boggles
I got on these goggles
To shield from these models
And all of what's in my eyes (yeah)
You only shield to ride
Like you did last night
Yeah yeah yeah

But it wasn't with me
That bitch did me dirty
Should've been known that she always was one for the fucking streets
But I just can't believe that she felt complete
She opposing teams (yeah yeah yeah)
I cope with the pain she be grinding that thing on me
But it's hard to feel when I can't take it literally
I'm left bittersweet
But I guess she makes up for it with inner sweet

Was that tmi to put it all in there?
Just like I used to shit I just spilled the beans
Now she'll make a scene
And she only hits me back up once I'm 18
How fucking ironic get me out your dream
I will never commit to your bitch ass again
And I'm sorry but I can't ever be your friend
You said on your life you won't leave but you left
Now you left me upset

Didn't wanna be apart
But I should've known from the start
Fucked it up for me one time
And came back to apologize
But I can see right through your stupid lies
I been waiting for u all night
Walkin in like u got sum to hide

And I've been down this road before
I would kick u out the door cus I gotta stay composed

What I tried to know
Is what I've been told
But I know it's wrong
I'm not where you belong

Got all these thoughts in my mind but I'm just gonna fantasize
I'm never satisfied enough to try (yeah)
So I let things fly (yeah yeah yeah yeah)
I gave her the world but she gave back the universe
Now it's destroyed just like it's all a repeated curse (yeah)
You're the fucking worst (yeah yeah yeah yeah)

You're the fucking worst
Yeah you're the worst
You're the woooooorrrsstt

pre-save

you're the worst w/ suffer (savage squad)

prod @bloodcryy
feat/mix/cover/sfx @s0lemn

enticing suicide w/ s0lemn [bloodcryY]

🦋let me down [ghowz]

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor

baby, i don’t wanna die here all alone
my heart’s so cold
my wrist stay frozen

i need a heart to hold the love we’ve cast aside
a part of me had died, the day you said goodbye 

baby, i know i’ma die here all alone
i’ve lost your love, i can’t go home
drink this liquor, you know my eyes stay closed
give up control & lose my soul

i lost my soul..

i can’t relax, i’m relapsin’
throw out all my passion
i understand that it’s tragic
i can’t kick these bad habits

i hide my scars from you
put up my guard ‘round you
baby, i’m turnin’ blue
what the fuck do you expect me to do?

now that we’re through, i feel so used 
my world quit turnin’ ‘cause of you

ion understand at all
this wasn’t part of the plan at all
& now i feel like i can’t stand at all

just break me down
i know you love to watch me fall
now my back’s against the wall..

i can’t relax, i’m relapsin’
throw out all my passion
i understand that it’s tragic
i can’t kick these bad habits

i know i’m gonna be the one to let you go
but while we’re still both layin’ here
i’ll let you know
that i loved you so
yeah, i love you so

i wish you’d stay here close to me
yeah, please don’t go..

i need a heart to hold the love we’ve cast aside
a part of me had died, the day you said goodbye

baby, i know i’ma die here all alone
i’ve lost your love, i can’t go home
drink this liquor, you know my eyes stay closed
give up control & lose my soul

i lost my soul..

die here all alone

tattered pages [neohn]

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor
featuring https://soundcloud.com/fantasycamp
lyrics:
[nvr nvmbr]
(ohhh)
now i’m graspin’ at thin air 
& writin’ on paper
in hopes that you’ll come back
or call me up later

i know there’s not much hope for us..

saw you sent me a message
& said not to call back
& honestly i can’t do much to resolve that
but i don’t wanna lose you again..

now i’m graspin’ at thin air
& writin’ on paper
in hopes that you’ll come back
or call me back later

i know everything’s gotta end..
i just wish we never did

you sung me to sleep
simple, soft & so sweet
but i died in that dream
slipped away in these sheets

i really never ever thought you would do this shit to me
it’s funny how wrong we could be

yeah, i’m graspin’ at thin air
just longin’ for something
ironic, it seems that i’ve clung onto nothin’

nothin’, nothin’, nothin’,
it doesn’t matter at all..

[fantasy camp]
i know that i fucked up
& i shouldn’t call you
but i got too fucked up 
& now i’m withdrawing

i’m fallin’ apart
try to pick up the pieces
it was done from the start
i can see why you’re leavin’

but i just need something
that i can believe
so i pick up the phone & i’m beggin’
i’m pleadin’…

please come back home
just this night
all i know, i’ll make this right

come back home
just this night
all i know, i’ll make this right..

grasping at thin air

iTunes

visuals - https://youtu.be/jlJIFKoOcII?si=GrP4Ng2EwTkazK74
coprod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor
feat. & prod. by https://soundcloud.com/etaiso

[nvr nvmbr]
the snows white
my bitch cries
& i’ll die..

hard times inside
i won’t survive

her light, it shines down
it burns now
oh god, i’m fucked
leave this world now

[etai s0]
i'm crashing & burning
i left shawty in the past
now i'm actually hurting
didn't know i could do that

now i been through that
now i been through that
how could you do that?
you knew you would rue that

cryin’ all night
‘cause i hate this place
pure codeine in the sprite
cause i don't like the taste

hope you're feeling alright
‘cause i'm in disarray
just popped 3 bars to the face
& i'll fly away

[nvr nvmbr]
i don’t wanna be alive
if i can’t live here by your side
now she’s cryin’ in my sprite
sip that elixir for the night

mixin’ up my suicide
she told me it was ride or die
so i guess that i’m gonna die

so now i’m goin’ towards the light
it’s alright
baby, look me in my eyes

you put a hex on my life
now i’m tellin’ it goodbye
it’s alright if i die
yeah, i’ll do it with some pride

end my life in the night
yeah, i’ll do it outta spite..

the snow’s white
my bitch cries
& i’ll die

inside, i’m out
never go outside
her lies, they hurt

hate her voice now
oh god, i’m fucked
leave this world now..

cryin' in my sprite

cryin’ in my sprite [mv in desc.]

makimg song w my friends!!:D lyrics soon

prod n mixed by soda boi
we love u thx 4 everything album soon

until im dead w/ lil soda boi + unpolarize

pray for my opps ft. lil nvmbr newports

K!loAff3ct - Mr.Crayola (Prod Flavour x baylord x yoquiet)

Prod @808AD
Mix Master @5lshsdd6mp5u

I love to really, if I elon musk
I gonna put miku on my spaceship, must
racks on racks on racks on, worldedit
miku world, I do wanna fame *2
I got no have it, yeah

I got no have it, I got no have it, miku
why can't not have u, why can't not
have u miku, cuz I'm broke why can't u
answer me, why only me, yeah I'm sorry
why only me, yeah I'm sorry, cuz
I'm broke why can't u, answer me
why only me, yeah I'm sorry

I love to really, if I elon musk
I gonna put miku on my spaceship, must
racks on racks on racks on, worldedit
miku world, I do wanna fame *2
I got no have it, yeah

Miku <3

new album out now
tour tickets: https://ffm.bio/joshiguess

cliffhanger! w/ diegointhedark (p3tro)

JoshIGuess

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