This is my first song since my cancer diagnosis back in December of last year, my hiatus is OVER.

Producer: HeyLee Manzeron
Mastering: HeyLee Manzeron
Cover Artwork: Annalyceart

Lyrics: 
Well, I think I finally found myself this time
And I don’t know, it’s just a surprise
How I deal with life has changed the way I see the world

‘Cause you don’t see the way I see things
I don’t want you to
I don’t feel like you’re part of my mind
Escaping from my fingertips

Change the way I see the sun
I know it’s good for everyone
Escaping from my patient lips
You’re out of time
And out of sight
And out of mind
The nuisance of identity
Is this the life that’s meant for me?
Will I ever come to accept the way I feel inside?

I think I knew what it was
I didn’t feel it in myself
If I take all my fears,
Put em in a box and on the shelf
I don’t want to be yours
But I don’t want to have no help
I don’t wanna feel alone

‘Cause you don’t see the way I see things
I don’t want you to
I don’t feel like you’re part of my mind
Escaping from my patient lips

Change the way I see the sun
I know it’s good for everyone
Escaping from my patient lips
You’re out of time
And out of sight
And out of mind
The nuisance of identity
Is this the life that’s meant for me?
Will I ever come to accept the way I feel inside?

Binary Place Pt. 2

Featuring @horoshavibes & @ihateshinigami
Produced by Jacob Lizotte
Mixed by @horoshavibes
Mastered by @anxietyxattacks

LYRICS
Somewhere along the way
I fell deep into a darker place
It's a hole from which I cannot escape
But it takes great strength to admit my mistakes

Just leave the light on for me
We're all deserving of second chances
I hear a voice in the distance call my name
Could this be it
Am I finally saved

Though I was lead astray
I'll surely find my way
Following grace
No matter what it takes

(shinigami)
When it's all said and done
Will you be there for me
Need to find my way back home
'Cause I took a wrong turn again

(Horosha)
So many branching paths
How could you know which one to take
Every choice makes all the difference
They collide and change your fate

But you can't go back in time
No you can't go back in time

So I sit and search through the memories
Sifting through everything,
Trying to find a bit of hope to keep with me
Still not the person I want to be
But it's not too late
As long as I'm alive

Listen on Spotify!

Wrong Turn w/ Horosha (Feat. shinigami) [Prod. Jacob Lizotte]

One of my favorite songs I've ever made. I am reuploading because I want more people to hear it.

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7dgZiryA3hDp3jcuGkZw3X?si=7c795805d7e5458a

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P2Gs743NoGI

I Will Be Your Man

[Chorus]
Getting so bored, it's the same every day
I just cant watch while it falls into place
trapped in my mind while my body decays
Said, "I switched up", why the fuck would I change?
Getting so bored, it's the same every day
I just cant watch while it falls into place
trapped in my mind while my body decays
Said, "I switched up", why the fuck would I change?

[Verse]
I know I'm not perfect
I didn't deserve this
the purpose you gave me has all been forgot

You act in reaction
surprised when it happened
The passion that was. it was all just a front

You're not the same person
who took all my burdens
turning and twisting them all into dust

Yours holding the matches that led to these ashes
the gas in your actions, a knife to the gut

[Chorus]
Getting so bored, it's the same every day
I just cant watch while it falls into place
trapped in my mind while my body decays
Said, "I switched up", why the fuck would I change?
Getting so bored, it's the same every day
i just can't watch while it falls into place
trapped in my mind while my body decays
Said, "I switched up", why the fuck would I change?

Decay (prod. Cobalt)

Lyrics:

You love me 
So hold me
Im feeling so lonely
My heart pitter patters
That gold that your after
You feel like a stranger
They say it's a danger
I dont think its major 
That i'm trapped in containers

Maybe im delusional
(fools gold, fools gold)
Fools gold
(fools gold, fools gold)
Maybe i'm the one that's so rare
(fools gold, fools gold)
the weirdos can't bare
(fools gold)
They hide me away
(fools gold)
So the others cant stare

You love me 
But stuff me
With poison so roughly
Its hurting my tummy
But i can't let you judge me

Heart pitter patters
That gold that your after
I dont think its major 
That i'm trapped in containers

Maybe im delusional
(fools gold, fools gold)
Fools gold
(fools gold, fools gold)
Maybe i'm the one that's so rare
(fools gold, fools gold)
the weirdos can't bare
(fools gold)
They hide me away
(fools gold)
So the others cant stare

<3

Fools Gold (p. Basil Jet)

lyrics:
in the middle of the night
nothing never ever feels right
i swear i think i’m loosing my mind
a girl like you is really hard to find

and stick and stones might break my bones
and when i’m sad, you’re the only one i feel at home
and tears fall, like they say, when it rains it pours
so i stay inside to avoid the cold

love me
hate me
tell i’m dumb
fuck me
break me
after ur done
hold me
show me
what i am worth
or leave me
tell me
what i deserve (x2)

will u ever come back?
will u ever come back?
ohhh
ohhh

and stick and stones might break my bones
and when i’m sad, you’re the only one i feel at home
and tears fall, like they say, when it rains it pours
so i stay inside to avoid the cold

vivid (taymxru)

Lyrics:

This shit is something i can't fix
Its something i regret to a really big extent
Its something i don't like
But i don't wanna fight
I'll hold my mouth closed tight
At Least just for the night

I've dealt my cards, too late to fold
Did I deserve it? I don't know
It's just a mountain in the road
I don't need help, i'll do it on my own

I've dealt my cards, too late to fold
Anger in my chest, its uncontrolled
I need to climb, don't know where to go
I don't need help, i'll do it on my own

I think ill do it on my own now
ive been trynna find my own route
lost in circles
ive been, ive been
betting on the wrong move
thought i had it all till i found you
couldnt get enough of the energy
that surrounds you
full house dealt my cards
still raining
days pass but to you my hearts
still pertaining

I've dealt my cards, too late to fold
Did I deserve it? I don't know
It's just a mountain in the road
I don't need help, i'll do it on my own

I've dealt my cards, too late to fold
Anger in my chest, its uncontrolled
I need to climb, don't know where to go
I don't need help, i'll do it on my own

<3

Dealt My Cards ft. Blospar (p. onidtnom)

https://www.eventbrite.com/e/gravehouse-live-in-la-tickets-880030052577

Spotify

the way she stares (dsquarebeats x maestrowons)

DEAD BY DAWN - WELCOME TO MY NIGHTMARE
LYRICS:

Welcome to my nightmare

Back In my mind I feel them lurking 
Open ur eyes you’ll see me hurting 
Don’t u realise my heart is bleeding 
Be a friend of mine, let’s keep on dreaming
Oh 

Bury the hatchet, put down the weapon 
I know ur trying to cast out vengeance
u won’t get what u wanted to feel
only death comes after the first kill 

WELOME TO MY NIGHTMARES 

Welcome to my daily routine
Where I just think about you
Drowning with me in the ocean whilst we fade into blue 
cus u could never seen the pain with your blind eyes it seems
U didn’t understand the hurt that I endured every week

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WELCOME TO MY NIGHTMARE

Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/4EQQyQ7atkYvguKXe0btNi?si=19bb32bc290941eb
prod by - @prodcxrter
LYRICS:
all the ghosts and demons that haunt my past
all the doubts and people i thought would last
renounce my meaning from something sad 
turn it into energy and keep myself on track

turn your head girl
you know you were special 
but you let your own self go
falling into that black hole

the silence was the worst thing
a wall that's built from suffering 
you couldn't see the best things 
hidden in your death wings


build yourself up then see it come crashing down 
take a pill to drain out all of the sound 
tell me is this real
fighting thoughts are screaming out
life's so different without you around 

Ey
wanna know how fucked up this shit is?
she told me was none of my buinienss
i let her have all her wishes 
taking trips to his id witness 
make me feel like i'm that guy in the back of the fucking picture 
call your phone when i'm alone when i know he's fucking wid cha 

made me feel like i'm the crazy one 
you ain't checkin on your phone 
yeah i knew there's something wrong 
but you told me i was wrong 

now my mind doing spirals  
stomach goes to tight ropes 
we fallin into black holes

Black Hole (prod. Cxrter)

ft @fountainhead777
prod @jolst
mixed by joshiguess and fountainhead

Crusade w/ f0untainh3d (Jolst)

https://www.eventbrite.com/e/gravehouse-live-in-la-tickets-880030052577

JoshIGuess the Singer, Songwriter, & Engineer

JoshIGuess was brought upon the earth in Lodi, California. Growing up, he had been raised and educated in Stockton, California. His earliest releases revolved around mostly Youtube & Soundcloud, most notably starting with childhood best friend Athryn. 

His music journey continued evolving by making connections at local shows in California, befriending people such as whatafuckingbitch & many others.  

During 2020's Epidemic, Josh met close collaborators known as AkiraDoves, Reapers Shadow, & many more. Together they took time to improve their musical journey and push themselves further than what they were.

Josh also started to engineer for multiple artists including Kurama SD, D34D @imactuallyd34d, Lil Kush, & more artists upon request.

As of recent times, JoshIGuess has continued his journey of pursuing his music career. This includes live events, videos, collaborations and help from listeners like you.

Crusade w/ f0untainh3d (Jolst)

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