The Hair Of The Dog - New & hot: Alternative Rock

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sacanime set 9/2

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Down, Down, Down!

Italics

featuring & engineered by @mjmadeit
produced by @fantom-instrumentals aka @fantommuzik

(Intro)
Tell me what's on your mind?
I know what's on mine
You and me tonight

I just wanna hold you tight
Make you mine
All the time

(Chorus)
I don't wanna fuck around too much and leave you down and out again
I know your heart is set somewhere and i'm just fighting to get in
I know I treated you better without no one else
You know I love you so much even by myself

(JoshIGuess Verse)
And I said why'd you do me like that?
Arguments the only time you hit me right back
I'm sorry I'm not around I've been getting sidetracked
I've gotten comfortable with life while you still feeling attached

I want a simple life not no complications
Wonder if I'll ever last forever dating
I've been tryna work out I've been staying patient
But it's tough knowing things you did were blatant

(Chorus 2)
I don't wanna fuck around too much and leave you down and out again
I know your heart is set somewhere and i'm just fighting to get in
I know I treated you better without no one else
You know I love you so much even by myself

lyric video

Myself w/ NightDreams (Fantom)

Mix & Master: JoshIGuess
Produced by @wetgropes
Directed by @kurama_sd

And I'll be honest
I'm beyond stressed
When our bond ends 
I'm on production
Although I turned up 
At the function
I've been tired of
Dealing with this fuck shit

Oh man does it suck
Friends always switch up
I swear I had this all cuffed
But I never was enough 

But I guess she broke the lock
And she shattered through my heart 
And I hate to rid of people
I don't wanna cut off
If it's getting this hectic 
Guess it's best we won't talk
Like I'm looking at a flower 
And the petals fell off


And I'm beyond stressed
After accomplished
People saying that I ain't ever done shit
Look at me now I'm starting moshpits
But I couldn't even handle an apartment

Oh man does it suck (does it suck does it suck)
Friends always switch up (switch up switch up)
I swear I had this all cuffed (had it cuffed had it cuffed)
But I never was enough (ohhh)

Would you be better off if I had vanished
I can't stand this place and I never planned it
If I don't got control you don't got demand then
If you don't got me you don't got a man then

Oh man does it suck (yeah it does yeah it does)
Friends always switch up (can you tell me who to trust?)
I swear I had this all cuffed (yeah i'm never in love)
But I never was enough (woah)

And friends are catching on they realize I'm not worth it
There's no reason to call when they don't got a purpose
They just sit and wait til I hit them up for service
Can you tell me if I'm just being a burden

Oh man does it suck
Friends always switch up
I swear I had this all cuffed
But I never was enough 

I wish that I could give my full love and attention
Past trauma and everything wants to prevent it
And even if you like me you know that I'm always venting
It's always to myself cus my listeners left me

Oh man does it suck
Friends always switch up
I swear I had this all cuffed
But I never was enough
Yeah

beyond stressed (wetgropes)

Unlived

ART BY SUICIDALGALLERY
https://www.instagram.com/suicidalgallery/

LYRICS:

are we sick, just rotten to the core with this
anxiety hollowed out
what's left of this empty shell
I try to I try to I try to understand

when you came to me with an illness
I didnt want to believe it was true so I just stared
tears filled  your eyes as I couldn't respond
I didnt want to lose you again, no not like this

I promised I’d be right back, yeah but I wasn’t cus I was running down the alleyways chased by
the shadows on the walls with the resemblance of my best friend but I knew it wasn't him cus he was trying to drag, 
me back into this place where I hated myself but you know it's a joke cus you know I still do
shoulder hits the plaster, breaks through the walls, reality seems to just stall

fractal of lights burst through the window as my vision starts to blur
no longer have a fucking place here so I drown in mental hurt
I put a knife to my stomach and I just try to push it through
The fucking blade snaps in half and im just like what the fuck is true

watch the bruise marks, start to shine through
watch me collapse, the love I pursue 
I see your blank stare, it's like they broke you
the medication didnt work, this person isn't you

the devil smiles back, im easily subdued
he was my best friend and to the side he threw
best intentions, we watch as you withdrew
it's hard to admit, that I couldn't save you

I watch your hair start to fall
fake a smile it will be fine
your ribcage starts to show through as you walk
but you are so perfect to me

you’re haunted by this,
so scared to admit that you might not survive
yeah cus hope is your enemy
you don't want to let down the ones you love

watch impure injections enter your veins, see your face just wither away
I try to explain that your gaunted cheeks are so pretty but you cave
threw fists at my face from the burst of the anger try to explain that it wasn't you
its this doubt that's embedded in your veins as the doctor says you might not make it through

stage two to the cancer, no I couldn't answer all these questions that plague your thoughts
torn between a decision of do I kill my insides just to hope I live a bit more
but you know ill hold your hand, know that ill be there till the end
yeah no cus im never gonna give up on you, I will be the hope that you'll be alright

Calcify

inside a gate that no one can trespass
and I don't think anyone could get that
i just want some true love yeah I miss that
but everyone just wants to play tricks man

and i don't feel any gain or satisfaction
cus nothing anymore worth the reaction
i tell myself I've moved on from past actions
but I wish I could bring myself back then

i'm spending life like an NPC
it's not a joke I feel it's literally
and all these thoughts feel like it's bittersweet
and you know what I'm bout to turn 19

and i'm still thinking bout who I might be
i feel prevented from society
and that darkness is always biting me
even tho they act so kind to me

you gotta wonder why they're so blind to see
at least another drop, do they lie to me?
and I really just want my own privacy
it's not like anyone tells me "how's your day?"

try to cleanse my mind going on a walk
so I decide to go another few blocks
but when your only hope tells you to stop
You gotta wonder what is right or not :(

and every day I just want to be free roam
pack myself in styrofoam
i want to explore the world and wonder where it goes
staring at a globe
wanna feel comfortable
in my own home but I'm always alone

and no!
i don't wanna tell you where the fuck I go because it's been too long
i've been trapped in songs cus it's my only form of communication
celebration goes on near my friends
and I can't be with them cus the fucking distance
it's on the wishlist to never feel like
everything's just all forbidden

but I guess i'm protected from the bullshit
people don't relate but they clueless
i just wish my life had a blueprint
But it's my fucking life i can't choose it

isolated. (vbe)

music vid https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cdMxIrKfnmo
prod tykun

And i'm searching for the one inside a flower field 
Looking into her eyes would make a coward yield
And I don't know if this life will ever make me feel
I feel confused every day don't feel like it's real

and I just wanna leave it all in the past tense
No one used to hit my phone now it's all mass texts
They try to tell me Josh you can hook up with a bad bitch
and I'm like no she can just stick to using her lovense, fuck sex

And I got nothing to lose and I got nothing to gain
And all this boredom & cluelessness driving me insane
Feel like absolutely nothing when I'm not using my brain 
And I wanna go outside but no one hanging out today

Tired of being lonely no matter where I go
And I wanna move out then I'm like hell no
One little thing will turn me off and it's no longer a goal
I just hope that I will keep on getting stronger I suppose

And i'm searching for the one inside a flower field 
Looking into her eyes would make a coward yield
And I don't know if this life will ever make me feel
I feel confused every day don't feel like it's real

Don't feel like it's real get me out this illusion
How could I find love in my life if i never had a cupid?
And i'm falling to cement so I intentionally get bruises
Nah I'm playing showing pain will make me look too fucking stupid

And i'm searching for the one inside a flower field 
Looking into her eyes would make a coward yield
And I don't know if this life will ever make me feel
I feel confused every day don't feel like it's real

And all these artists around me they tryna make an image
Sorry I'm not with y'all I don't do this all for business
I respect my boundaries and push myself to the limits
After performance I celebrate with a shake, like I'm grimace

And i'm searching for the one inside a flower field 
Looking into her eyes would make a coward yield
And I don't know if this life will ever make me feel
I feel confused every day don't feel like it's real
Don't feel like it's real get me out this illusion
How could I find love in my life if i never had a cupid?
And i'm falling to cement so I intentionally get bruises
Nah I'm playing showing pain will make me look too fucking stupid

flower field (tykun)

Yeah I wanna go and travel
But every plan's just buried in the gravel
Wish I could tell everyone where I'm at tho
But if I did everyone would just go and tattle

And you know I'm not one to start drama
Don't want either memory to go and cause some trauma
Your girl feeling kinda freaky she gon pull up in pajamas
And every time I speak I freak out with too many commas

And I can't even reach a sentence
Cus nothing I can say to anyone is comprehensive
They just ghost me and act like that I never message
Been awake too long and you know I'm feeling restless

Everything I want to do is so verboten
And my head won't shut up it's causing all the commotion
And all the memories are pain maybe get some ibuprofen
Wish I could feel love again maybe boost some oxytocin

But I know that I'll feel better if you just
Leave me alone
And all these dreams that I see with my eyes but it'd be best to
Take me home
It's all I know

Start great
Then it's heartbreak
Then I partake
In being prostrate
But I behave
And I know I'll be okay
I'm on an infinity train
But I'm waiting for fall break
So I can hear the wind and the rain
I can't sleep today

But I know that I'll feel better if you just
Leave me alone
And all these dreams that I see with my eyes but it'd be best to
Take me home
It's all I know

Yeah It's all I know
Doing what I can only hope
Least my life has pericopes
Looking way too far with a periscope

And we barely spoke
Yet she wants to go call it an elope
Leave me alone (it's all I know)

verboten (tykun)

STREAM ON SPOTIFY - https://ffm.to/scarecrow

[+production, vocals, mix + master by Maxine Faith Noelle]

+notes 
faith takes a trip back to her hometown, but leaves feeling alienated and alone due to conflicting opinions

I've been out here for what feels like years
I've been exchanging energy and matter
sorry I missed your call again
don't mean to ghost you, but I feel so alienated
I've been in this field for far too long
I feel like fucking giving up

I feel like a scarecrow!
Cause I'm out in the field again
I feel like I should lay low!
never seeing her face again
(ill never see her face again)

and I know I have to give a little bit
I'm breaking fast so done I'm over it
don't leave me down that's the old me
just for what I can see
I'm not returning to the city

(I feel like a scarecrow!
Cause I'm out in the field again
I feel like I should lay low!
never seeing her face again)


change your clothes and change your name
they still know you all the same
never knowing who to blame
its all your fault its in the game
I cut the shackles now I broke free
now I know you could've told me

BROKE FREE
now I know you could've told me
(how the fuck I'm feeling?)
cut the shackles now I broke free
now I know you could've told me

"where are you"
they all left me last year
I knew it wasn't what they wanted
I knew I had to get up
don't leave me down again
I knew it was what he wanted but
for me to be dead?
Is that what you wanted?
I'm so sick of doing everything for you and nothing for me
I'm fucking sick of it
I'm fucking tired
wake the fuck up
when are you gonna get a fucking grip
WAKE THE FUCK UP

I feel like a scarecrow!
Cause I'm out in the field again
I feel like I should lay low!
never seeing her face again
(ill never see her face again)
scarecrow
Cause I'm out in the field again
I feel like I should lay low!
never seeing her face again
(I feel like a-)

and I know I have to give a little bit
I'm breaking fast so done I'm over it
don't leave me down that's the old me
just for what I can see
I'm not returning to the city

scarecrow

Stream on Spotify

prod by stezzyxl
enjoy^\^

lyrics:
lately i’ve been feeling like i’m fucking dead
a walking corpse hanging by a single thread
about to cut loose; the hand that i was once feed
oh no i beg

for mercy
i’ve done my best for you, but you just hurt me
i question myself if she really knows me
1 year down
i’m on my knees
and i still beg to this day

for closure
whenever u sad, u had my shoulder
whenever i was down, i just got lower
i screamed away
oh i’m in pain
and i still beg to this day 

for you
never once a day i didn’t love you
i treated u the same after i’ve been through
all the lies
and all the fights
and u won’t do the same

ur a piece of shit
ur a liar
our memories
are now on fire
ur like a cigarette 
with a bitter taste
left inside my mouth
i can’t erase 
ur pathetic
ur delusional 
u find it so cool
like an aesthetic 
u think ur always right
u wanna start a fight
u want the war? i’ll bring it to u
u won’t win this time 
oh i am different now
u can’t control me now
i won’t allow ur words to hit me if i hear a sound
and i will block u out
and i will turn u down
i’ll turn away from your mistakes, u cannot fix this now

prod. https://soundcloud.com/poisonseed
I tried to reach out but you left me alone in the dust
I try to leave now i'd rather be on my own than distrust 
They try to get advice but i can't when i'm never in love
And i try to be what i can but be honest i dont wanna bluff

I just want someone that can't easily replace me
For someone else it's mental hell
But yet when i get what i want
It's too hard to tell what i fell into
I don't want no issues

I've been eating and sleeping lately too many times
Watching the clock tick away staying in my eyes
And I stay on the block cus it's crazy outside
But i just wish that someone would put me aside

I tried to reach out but you left me alone in the dust
I try to leave now i'd rather be on my own than distrust

distrust

distrust (trynacommunicate)

In my basement, where my secrets lie
Speaking to my therapist, my only line is fine
Hide my sick thoughts til the ends of time
I'll play it off til lamb is steppin out of moral lines
In my basement, where my secrets lie
Speaking to my therapist, my only line is fine
Hide my sick thoughts til the ends of time
I'll play it off til lamb is steppin out of moral lines

Grip force and pitchforks, sick heads will rip whores
Loud screams and locked doors, my mind just wants more
I wanna eat her out while she screams my name
I wanna feel her round if she feels the same
Oh lord of torture, my illness moves forward
The thoughts of the rope gets my dick hard, disorder
Rotten the odor, I would never mourn her
She uses me for sex while I use her for horror

In my basement, where my secrets lie
Speaking to my therapist, my only line is fine
Hide my sick thoughts til the ends of time
I'll play it off til lamb is steppin out of moral lines
In my basement, where my secrets lie
Speaking to my therapist, my only line is fine
Hide my sick thoughts til the ends of time
I'll play it off til lamb is steppin out of moral lines

In my basement, in my basement
In my basement, I watch her body rot
In my basement, in my basement
In my basement, I watch her body rot

REJECTEDREYNA - BASEMENT [PROD. ACE THE CREATOR & LAMB]

I'm free...

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lyrics:

riding a setting sun
live fast
burn red
die younger then
clouds changing shapes
day by day

the horizon
hides what gifts I gave
rising, left behind 
to wonder
where I’m meant to be

the answer is nowhere
dying to go there
why do I keep on pushing through

why is it harder
been there before
know what to do

why do I fall so far
I’m spiraling
burnt out
rewiring
writing new ways to say
I finally found my
home where
nowhere means I’m free

I lied
when I said I could fly
always climbing
hands are cut
but the blood wipes off fine
I wear my scars with pride

but how many more climbs
and new scars earned with time
til I get to know?
(I don’t know how I don’t know)
where I will fall
when I finally learn to let
go

the answer is nowhere
dying to go there
why do I keep on pushing through

why is it harder
been there before
know what to do

why do I fall so far
I’m spiraling
burnt out
rewiring
writing new ways to say
I finally found my
home where
nowhere means I’m free

I’m free
I’m free 

the answer is nowhere
dying to go there
why do I keep on pushing through

I know this will hurt me
why do I deserve to be
the one to lose
why can’t I 
find my way back home

RIGHT
(spent all these years
spent all this time
not enough to 
face the fear
I’ll never find)

LEFT
(I’m finally nowhere
dying to go there
I know this will hurt me
why do I deserve to be
the one to lose)

I know where I’ll fall
it was here when I
faced my fear
of falling too far behind

and I think I know why

I know what’s mine
I had lost it before
I’ll take what I’m owed
take everything I’ve earned
and more

I’m who I’ve learned to be
and who I’ve earned to be
learned to leave
their trust at the bottom
every time I fall
I leave it to die
but I’m still alive

the answer is nowhere
dying to go there
why do I keep on pushing through

why is it harder
been there before
know what to do

I’m falling in time and time again
I’ll make this hole my friend
the one who’s home
is me

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lyrics

is her touch magnetic
makes the thoughts like static

its something in the way she moves me

well she talks prophetic
it makes the life ascetic

its something in the way she moves me

Magnetic (Single Release)

Я УБИВАЮ ЛЮДЕЙ

GOD SYSTEM

DOLLARS OUT ON TOP ON GOD

song is out on all platforms now, check my bio :)

it seemed way more than tragic
all of it's gone just like magic
why did i act so dramatic
i swear it's just my habit
what interest do i have?
investments i should take
this world is action packed
well how come it seems all fake

how come it seems all fake
how come it seems all fake
how come it seems all fake
how come it seems all fake

lies on the ground all seem to rake
why you keep robbing the bank
why do you all just hate
why you keep stealing my fate

lies on the ground all seem to rake
why you keep robbing the bank
why do you all just hate
why you keep stealing my fate 

it seemed way more than tragic
all of it's gone just like magic
why did i act so dramatic
i swear it's just my habit
what interest do i have?
investments i should take
this world is action packed
well how come it seems all fake

how come it seems all fake
how come it seems all fake
how come it seems all fake
how come it seems all fake

get up and pack my bags
i want to leave this place
to the great escape
embark do the race

get up and pack my bags
i want to leave this place
to the great escape
embark do the race

get up and pack my bags
i want to leave this place
to the great escape
embark do the race

So Fake

so fake (livewre)

slid in dms, i let you in, i became your medicine, i'm always the cure,
i wanted it more, i wanted it more, i wanted it more, i wanted it more i always felt a different thing,
spending time with you, i just take this time to sing, to express my feeling past and present, i worry about the future too much,
but honestly it's looking good now, couldn't feel a thing, anything but you really got me in a mood now,

gotta get through this won't complain, i'm glad about what we have today, we got a reward at stake, and we always got the goals to chase,
you know what we got to get through, in this life there is a maze, of these choices we give or take, and impress it to our amaze,

i am nervous, to serve this purpose, but it's just the way life goes now,
do i deserve this, of course it's urgent, now you know you'll never feel alone now,
i just got to take past actions with a grain of salt, 
cuz even when things were my fault, i put those things to a halt now,

and i just got to improve every day that i can, i need to prove, that i'm a man, that really cares so deeply, for his beings in his presence,
and i can be your medic, even when its hectic, i promise i won't let it,

ohhh-- ohhh--- ohhh--- ohh---

live perfomance <3

medic (kudyo)

i've been on this hiatus, im in bed feel vibrations,
life has gone to vacation, but it's been so frustrating,
aaaaaa aaaaaaa aaaaaa aaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaa aaaaaa aaaaaa
this lockdowns got me crazy, this lockdowns got me failing,
but i need to find my way back up, to the point that i used to handle,
what you think? what you think? what you think? what you think? what
you think? i can't sleep, i can't sleep i can't sleep i can't sleep
what you mean what you mean what you mean what you mean, this repeats
this repeats this repeats in my brain,


i can't feel the way i used to when,
i can't see them, i can't see friends
even tho there were the enemies, i don't know cuz i can't get ahead of me,
 you know that i let it get to me, and i say that i am 
i'm not really ready, for this future now,
it seems every year gets ruder now,

lockdown (valley mountain)

w / soundcloud.com/athrynb
soundcloud.com/akiradoves

Heart eyes, heart eyes when I see you
Inspirational I really wanna be you
Doors locked and I need to find the key thru
Lock into the heart that you see thru

Heart eyes, heart eyes when I see you
Inspirational I really wanna be you
Doors locked and I need to find the key thru
Lock into the heart that you see thru

You're the one, that ends the pain
You're the sunlight to my rain
We won't sit, talk and complain
But we'll get better at the end of the day
We'll get better at the end of the day
We'll get better at the end of the day
We'll get better at the end of the day

Look around it's hard to see through
All the hardships, you have no clue
Inspirational, heart is what I come to
Take what I've said for redo

Clouded minds fill the open air
Heart eyes come but so rare
Life's hard you make it fair
Heart eyes cleanse the despair
Heart eyes, heart eyes when I see you
Inspirational I really wanna be you
Doors locked and I need to find the key thru
Locked into the heart that you see thru

All the pain, all the hate
Disappears without a trace
Heart eyes, opens our fate
To the new things for debate

You're the one, that ends the pain
You're the sunlight to my rain
We won't sit, talk and complain
But we'll get better at the end of the day
We'll get better at the end of the day
We'll get better at the end of the day

Yeah you're the sunlight to my rain

Yeah you're the sunlight to my rain

Yeah you're the sunlight to my rain

I know that it's hard sometimes baby come and hold me tight
I've been lost, and I'm lost
Every time I start to cry you were never there at night
Why were you gone, when I was lost
Kinda wonder why you hate me
I kinda want you to love me (woah-oh-oh-oh)
Do you ever say goodbye?
I don't want this to ever end
So we'll fly like the doves yuh

You're the one, that ends the pain
You're the sunlight to my rain
We won't sit, talk and complain
But we'll get better at the end of the day

performance

heart eyes w/ athryn & akiradoves (redmosk)

new album out now
tour tickets: https://ffm.bio/joshiguess