//lyrics//
(verse)
all the pain can't take fucking up my brain alone inside my bed taking all these meds i don't wanna deal with you i don't wanna deal with the world i just lay in bed and cry no longer i feel alive i wake up upset u wake up feel dead repeat repeat I'm so sick of it can't find the meaning of life i can't find my purpose I'm searching so hard imma misery don't go away i need you now
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(hook) 
walking in this party slit my wrist I'm sorry wanted to say something guess it's fucking too late and you don't see me in the crowd I'm too busy fucking up my life 
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(verse 2)
look at me when you're talking said you fucking love me but just partly i feel so stupid and disgusted matter fact imma jump off when the sun down 
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(bridge)
imma emotion less and i don't feel no pain all this fake ass love can just go away listen to me when im talking saying you don't want something more 
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(verse 3)
imma fall inside a fucking comatose overdose don't you hear my word and please hit my phone and I'm just dying on the floor imma joke and please just stop try to hit my phone why am i like this I'm so useless worthless i don't wanna be alive anymore i hear it i hear it it's getting so louder don't wanna be here no more
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(hook) 
walking in this party slit my wrist I'm sorry wanted to say something guess it's fucking too late and you don't see me in the crowd I'm dealing with anxiety 
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(verse 4) 
agony is killing me depression and drugs is killing me i just wanna wake up feel happy instead i feel so sad the reaper is still calling me trapped in a cage i can't escape feel so fucking empty someone save me 
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(outro)
and i don't wanna wake up no more don't wanna feel fucking numb i fucking can't take this shit 


comatose (thersx)

ghosts.

beat by buhguul (his beats are amazing)
vocals by coginthemachine
mixed and mastered by coginthemachine

[LYRICS]

i'm so lonely,
i just talk to myself all the time,
so i hit up my crush,
and i told her, 'damn, you fine'
she said, 'thank you,
but i do not really like your style'
i'm like, fuck,
sad face,
think i'm gonna cry,
think i wanna die,
she don't like my style,
i won't waste your time,
guess i'll fucking die,
she don't wanna talk to me,
but baby, that's alright,
you don't wanna talk to me,
i guess i'll fucking die.

i guess i'll fucking die. (prod. buhguul)

smoking weed with coffee got my louis purse did i make it fuckin obvi?

smoking weed with coffee feat. FRØSTBITE x destroythatwall (sor x 2001)

fucked up - aloneonafriday

Featuring: @emptychest
Written by: Kurama SD & emptychest 
Produced by: Syndrome 
Mixed by: AkiraDoves & emptychest 
Mastered by: AkiraDoves 
Artwork from: Steins Gate

Lyrics:
[Chorus]
nothing left to say,
I was in it,
when you left,
I was waiting,
I was waiting for another chance,
but I get tired,
Tired of waiting for you,
Tired of the lies
Never to say that I bowed out

[Verse 1: Kurama SD]
I feel every emotion 
Clutch tighter to the picture I’m holding 
No way of knowing when my eyes won’t open 
People all around me smoking 
Everyday I think of bolting 
But stick through the motions 
Because I don’t wanna stay broken 
Remember us joking 
About what comes after 
Now Everything is just a rapture 
From breaking away 
All the dreams we were making 
Seems you were faking 
Now I can’t stop shaking 
Heart is breaking and aching 
Now I can't stop shaking 
Heart is breaking and aching 

[Pre-Chorus: Kurama SD]
All the drugs you were taking 
Now My heart is aching 
Now my heart is breaking 
Heart is breaking 

[Chorus]
nothing left to say,
I was in it,
when you left,
I was waiting,
I was waiting for another chance,
but I get tired,
Tired of waiting for you,
Tired of the lies
Never to say that I bowed out

[Verse 2: emptychest]
did u ever see him
like u said u meaned it
and i would never be him
maybe cus im not even a him 
in the first place
get it thru ur brain
i would stay at my place 
but they know im insane
did u get out?
im alone
what was my name?
i dont think u got it
cus u were fucked up off the every fucking thing
now my hearts broken and i simply cannot take it

[Pre-Chorus: Kurama SD]
All the drugs you were taking 
Now My heart is aching 
Now my heart is breaking 
Heart is breaking

[Chorus]
nothing left to say,
I was in it,
when you left,
I was waiting,
I was waiting for another chance,
but I get tired,
Tired of waiting for you,
Tired of the lies
Never to say that I bowed out

Nothing Left To Say w/ emptychest (Prod. syndrome)

Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: jolst 
Mixed by: JoshIGuess 
Mastered by: AkiraDoves
Beat cuts done by: AkiraDoves 
Artwork from: Sword Art Online (Anime)

Lyrics:
[Chorus]
Ran to your car
Ran to your car 
Ran to Ran to Ran to your car
I'll never get that far 
I'll never get that far 
Never get that far cause of my past mistakes 
Cause of my past mistakes
Cause of my past mistakes 
They always haunt me in the fray 
In the fray aye

[Verse 1]
Fuck this shit I wanna die
Ain't no time for suicide 
(Suicide)
Fuck this shit they talking shit 
I don't understand why they a bitch 
Just give me the shit in the back 
Ain't no time to clap back

[Chorus]
Ran to your car
Ran to your car 
Ran to Ran to Ran to your car
I'll never get that far 
I'll never get that far 
Never get that far cause of my past mistakes 
Cause of my past mistakes
Cause of my past mistakes 
They always haunt me in the fray 
In the fray aye

[Verse 2]
Fucked up on a Sunday
I'm going one way
Your going the other
I'll never be that mf
Fucking talk shit
But you toxic
Ain't nobody want it
I'ma flaunt it
While I'm up in the comets
(Up in the fucking comets)

They Still Haunt Me (Prod. jolst)

(Lyrics)
 
cut down, cut loose I'm nothing but a bad news to you and i just fucking breakdown suicide and everytime she looking at me i wanna die 

we're going out and you treat me like I'm trash and I'm asking why and the way you fucking answer you don't even try i don't wanna wake up and i just drown wanna drown 

let me drown let me rot going down let me rot nothing's the same without you

and you talk too much put that shit on fucking dnd blow it up like that creepy with the tnt fuck it up you're no fun say it to my dead face you dead weight space 

cut down, cut loose I'm nothing but a bad news to you and i just fucking breakdown suicide and everytime she looking at me i wanna die x2

nothing but bad news (johnnyfriend)

KINK

All real

featuring https://soundcloud.com/emoflytrap
prod https://soundcloud.com/nejdos
mixed/mastered by me 
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don't @ me,
you've been warned,
that you hurt me,
like piles of thorns, 
hit me hard, 
like you were thor,
 but you gave me, what i asked for,

waste of space, 
thats what i am, 
while you rise up,
 i sink in sand, 
when one picks up,
 one just ran,
 when i mess up,
 can't take my stance, 
hard to take,
 more romance, 
when i know,
all won't go as planned

 i dont wanna pay
 i just want the cake
 sorry that im late
 im just hella fake
 back it up in the club 
got my lights in the puff,
i know life sucks 
im just tryna get by, 
you hurt me, 
and the words gone away,
dont hurt me im just tryna stay away
you hurt me, 
and the words gone away,
dont hurt me im just tryna stay away

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