LOLOKAYBUDDY(prod. Nativ X Northeastlights)

https://soundcloud.com/joshigues/vacation-nightcore-jxsie-beats

I've been trying my best, but I can't take it
She's been wanting the rest, while she is taken
She's been loving me less, she seems to hate it
Why don't she just take a vacation

She only love me when on anti-depressants
When she's off of them I can't get her attention
Her minds been going in every direction
But you know I can't follow directions
Cause anywhere I go
Can't make it back home
To the place I used to call
Everything and all

Feeling like I'm Autumn now, faded into fall
And I'm feeling like I'm Casperrr, now that I'm a ghost
And I'm feeling like Eternal
Cause I want you to say hello

I've been trying my best, but I can't take it
She's been wanting the rest, while she is taken
She's been loving me less, she seems to hate it
Why don't she just take a vacation

She thinks I'm falling out of love, but I'm just falling out of trust
She thinks it's falling into dust, I wish you knew I give a fuck
Ex-friends coming up to me I know they always fuss
Wanna turn 'em into goldfish, so I can name 'em Hush
Maybe then that'll be the time that they could shut up
I just know I had enough, and know that you have had enough
We can never get enough
In this thing called love

I've been trying my best, but I can't take it
She's been wanting the rest, while she is taken
She's been loving me less, she seems to hate it
Why don't she just take a vacation

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vacation (jxsie beats)

beat by buhguul (his beats are amazing)
vocals by coginthemachine
mixed and mastered by coginthemachine

[LYRICS]

i'm so lonely,
i just talk to myself all the time,
so i hit up my crush,
and i told her, 'damn, you fine'
she said, 'thank you,
but i do not really like your style'
i'm like, fuck,
sad face,
think i'm gonna cry,
think i wanna die,
she don't like my style,
i won't waste your time,
guess i'll fucking die,
she don't wanna talk to me,
but baby, that's alright,
you don't wanna talk to me,
i guess i'll fucking die.

i guess i'll fucking die. (prod. buhguul)

Mixed/Mastered By Me
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Prod By https://soundcloud.com/nadiakuk & https://soundcloud.com/killedmyself

why am i like this ? (nadiak & killedmyself)

SEE U IN MY DREAMS [prod. metlast]

i don't know who i am anymore
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(Lyrics)

[Verse 1]
and for the better 
remember all the sleepless nights
It was me by your side
it's so hard to wake up no love
and It don’t make sense why won't you show up
And doesn’t feel real who the fuck am I 
I just look at myself 
Look around all so fake 
 
[Chorus]
Who am I don’t know 
Identity crisis 
I don’t know where I’m going
Please take me so 
 
[Bridge]
Cause I’m looking at photos Reminiscing
All the memories are gone 
Like they don’t know fucking exist
Everything far away 
 
[Verse 2]
Feeling retarded she left me for him 
Crying out loud and I’m begging for more
Louder and Louder the voice just won’t stop
Make it all stop I’ll kill someone else
You already killed me once 
Suicidal thoughts are killing me 
I Hope it will stop
Just more sleepless nights
I’m seeing all red 
My hearts getting blue
 
[Chorus]
I’m losing myself 
From who the fuck am I 
Identity crisis
I’m losing myself 
From who the fuck am I 
Identity crisis

identity crisis (afterlife)

mixed/mastered by me
prod by @st1x51

Lyrics:
it's a bad sign of a bad time
it's that one kind thats in your mind
stars won't align like a retrograde
gives me this feeling that i cant ever escape

when you hit me up it's like a bookmark
 leave you alone then i go back to restart
now you in the back of the seating chart
need to pay a toll whenever you're the one to park
you show no remorse

you're envisioning my corpse
if i'm not interested i'll cite another source
feel like i'm playing sports
always a competition
 not easy living
 this life being a musician
 cast a spell i'm a magician
i just wait on this transition

(like just worry about your own life what is mine to you?)

it's a bad sign of a bad time
it's that one kind thats in your mind
stars won't align like a retrograde
gives me this feeling that i cant ever escape

i can't hang around these people
when they acting way too evil
i'm just stuck at home 
while my friends are hanging at the regal
gonna see the view of the ocean like a seagull
i'm consuming water you're consuming what's illegal

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bad sign, bad time (st1x51)

produced by : mitchxy x 2cellphones
mixed and mastered by : 2gleam

~lyrics~
we can't make up bad bitch 
give me face yeah
yeah shawty just face up
ima mess up your make up
yeah shawty just shake sum

yeah shawty just chasing
yeah time to just triple the hoes
change em out just like my flow
yeah hit them all with a peace sign
dissappear like im retired
i go too hard like a beat drop

swear im way too high like a tree top
yeah needa update like it's desktop 
they cannot keep up with none of my swag
swear they can't keep up 
with none of my hoes
dripped in designer from head to the toe

they cannot kick it wherever i go
my fits too fire i make em look broke 
they gonna hate 
because i got the code
they gonna hate 
because im gonna blow up
gotta get the daimonds
froze up in the studio they know us

pour up till i throw up i swear to god
they cannot catch up to me
if they tried they cannot catch up
to me if they want they cannot 
catch up to me if they run 

they cannot try me like that 
beyblade let it rip like that 
with a gun on my hip fight that 
with a blunt in my hand light that
had to double my cup i sip that

sit back told that bitch
better get back
glock got a lil kick back
popping a pill jetlag 
im ridin round in a new maybach 
ridin round town like drift that

walk in the store drip that
im with the gang smoking pack
boutta cop me a chain
where the daimonds at
that bitch is a thot she getting pressed

we can't make up bad bitch
give me face yeah
yeah shawty just face up
ima mess up your make up
yeah shawty just shake sum

yeah shawty just chasing
yeah time to just triple the hoes
change em out just like my flow
yeah hit them all with a peace sign
dissappear like im retired
i go too hard like a beat drop

swear im way too high like a tree top
yeah needa update like it's desktop 
they cannot keep up with none of my swag
swear they can't keep up 
with none of my hoes
dripped in designer from head to the toe

they cannot kick it wherever i go

Vanish [Produced By Mitchxy & 2CellPhones]

Lyrics:
It was just as much my fault as it was yours i shouldn't have stayed out so late anyway
But you're the nicest girl i've ever met and we have so much fun together i'd sure hate to ruin everything 
 

 Baby oh i know this shit seem bad (tell me if you need some space) i know i'm the worst i admit that baby yeah lets go you get in my soul feel you close to home baby you're my home 

ohhh took too much to drink last night now im all fucked up i called a million times you know i miss you why 

baby oh just tell me why why is it always a fight i don't want to leave this time i don't want to lose you why 


Did me so damn wrong so many times do you even love me tell me why

Why would you do that why would you do that why would you do that why would you do that tell me why

tell me why (prod. kaydo)

FURHUSSY (prod. esc)

featuring https://soundcloud.com/emoflytrap
prod https://soundcloud.com/nejdos
mixed/mastered by me 
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don't @ me,
you've been warned,
that you hurt me,
like piles of thorns, 
hit me hard, 
like you were thor,
 but you gave me, what i asked for,

waste of space, 
thats what i am, 
while you rise up,
 i sink in sand, 
when one picks up,
 one just ran,
 when i mess up,
 can't take my stance, 
hard to take,
 more romance, 
when i know,
all won't go as planned

 i dont wanna pay
 i just want the cake
 sorry that im late
 im just hella fake
 back it up in the club 
got my lights in the puff,
i know life sucks 
im just tryna get by, 
you hurt me, 
and the words gone away,
dont hurt me im just tryna stay away
you hurt me, 
and the words gone away,
dont hurt me im just tryna stay away

what i asked for w/ emoflytrap (nejdos)

new album out now
tour tickets: https://ffm.bio/joshiguess

what i asked for w/ emoflytrap (nejdos)

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