feat https://soundcloud.com/akiradoves

Looking at the sunset
Are you feeling upset?
I hope you won't forget
Hope you won't ignore this
Hanging on the door hinge
Hoping you will let me in
I need all your oxygen
I can't breathe without it
Do you really like me?
I know you wouldn't doubt it
Am I your guy? I might be
Let's prove it with an outing
Will you ever find me?
I'm in the water drowning
Of tears from the past tense
Hoping I won't go again

My eyes feel like blurry lens
Should I just put down my pen
Looking at the message that you sent
Wonder if I should've went, feelings that I should've kept
Cuz I can't make decisions I always make predictions
I do it thru a diction, is this just addiction?
I am on a mission hoping that one day you'll come back and listen
Your eyes will always shine and glisten
Always in my dreams, they're most innocent but evil
Craziest I've ever seen, that you'd think I'm off a bean
I wish you know what you mean you mean everything to me

Looking at the sunset
Are you feeling upset?
I hope you won't forget
Hope you won't ignore this
Hanging on the door hinge
Hoping you will let me in
I need all your oxygen
I can't breathe without it
Do you really like me?
I know you wouldn't doubt it
Am I your guy? I might be
Let's prove it with an outing
Will you ever find me?
I'm in the water drowning
Of tears from the past tense
Hoping I won't go again

Hoping I won't go to bed, hoping I will never rest
Hoping this will never end
Hoping for more, hoping more
Holding me more, hold me more
Don't stop, I promise i'll be there
You're gone, why'd you have to go away
It's almost like a tragic story
It's almost like that you don't know me

Looking at the sunset
Are you feeling upset?
I hope you won't forget
Hope you won't ignore this
Hanging on the door hinge
Hoping you will let me in
I need all your oxygen
I can't breathe without it
Do you really like me?
I know you wouldn't doubt it
Am I your guy? I might be
Let's prove it with an outing
Will you ever find me?
I'm in the water drowning
Of tears from the past tense
Hoping I won't go again

Visualizer

oxygen w/ akiradoves

BetterOffWithoutYou(prod Taurs x thislandis)

Mixed/Mastered By Me
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Prod By https://soundcloud.com/siemspark
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//Lyrics//
(Verse 1)
you said what I said didn't matter didn't mean to hurt you in awhile now I'm sitting by my porch feeling hurtful now you were just making fun of me 
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(Hook)
you said there's something stuck in my head you said you need me once again I cannot focus when you are around let me disappear from you and I can't focus I'm like a fucking bot alone inside the crowd i'm fucked up I'm fucking sorry for what I did to you
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(Bridge)
and the reaper is waiting for me tryna be transparent with me he killed my family my soul is dead to begin with you said you would stay here till the end now you're gone oh well guess girls are the same they just break my heart and they run away away
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(Verse 2)
you said you would stay here till the end now you're gone oh well guess girls are the same they just break my heart and they run away I'm just sick of all this bullshit 
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(Hook)
you said there's something stuck in my head you said you need me once again I cannot focus when you are around let me disappear from you and I can't focus I'm like a fucking bot alone inside the crowd I'm fucked up I'm fucking sorry for what I did to you

all girls are the same (siemspark x ayoleybeats)

Mixed/Mastered By Me
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Prod By https://soundcloud.com/nadiakuk & https://soundcloud.com/killedmyself

why am i like this ? (nadiak & killedmyself)

i don't know who i am anymore
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(Lyrics)

[Verse 1]
and for the better 
remember all the sleepless nights
It was me by your side
it's so hard to wake up no love
and It don’t make sense why won't you show up
And doesn’t feel real who the fuck am I 
I just look at myself 
Look around all so fake 
 
[Chorus]
Who am I don’t know 
Identity crisis 
I don’t know where I’m going
Please take me so 
 
[Bridge]
Cause I’m looking at photos Reminiscing
All the memories are gone 
Like they don’t know fucking exist
Everything far away 
 
[Verse 2]
Feeling retarded she left me for him 
Crying out loud and I’m begging for more
Louder and Louder the voice just won’t stop
Make it all stop I’ll kill someone else
You already killed me once 
Suicidal thoughts are killing me 
I Hope it will stop
Just more sleepless nights
I’m seeing all red 
My hearts getting blue
 
[Chorus]
I’m losing myself 
From who the fuck am I 
Identity crisis
I’m losing myself 
From who the fuck am I 
Identity crisis

identity crisis (afterlife)

fucked up - aloneonafriday

u guys suck :'( |prod. SHR|

Featuring: @emptychest
Written by: Kurama SD & emptychest 
Produced by: Syndrome 
Mixed by: AkiraDoves & emptychest 
Mastered by: AkiraDoves 
Artwork from: Steins Gate

Lyrics:
[Chorus]
nothing left to say,
I was in it,
when you left,
I was waiting,
I was waiting for another chance,
but I get tired,
Tired of waiting for you,
Tired of the lies
Never to say that I bowed out

[Verse 1: Kurama SD]
I feel every emotion 
Clutch tighter to the picture I’m holding 
No way of knowing when my eyes won’t open 
People all around me smoking 
Everyday I think of bolting 
But stick through the motions 
Because I don’t wanna stay broken 
Remember us joking 
About what comes after 
Now Everything is just a rapture 
From breaking away 
All the dreams we were making 
Seems you were faking 
Now I can’t stop shaking 
Heart is breaking and aching 
Now I can't stop shaking 
Heart is breaking and aching 

[Pre-Chorus: Kurama SD]
All the drugs you were taking 
Now My heart is aching 
Now my heart is breaking 
Heart is breaking 

[Chorus]
nothing left to say,
I was in it,
when you left,
I was waiting,
I was waiting for another chance,
but I get tired,
Tired of waiting for you,
Tired of the lies
Never to say that I bowed out

[Verse 2: emptychest]
did u ever see him
like u said u meaned it
and i would never be him
maybe cus im not even a him 
in the first place
get it thru ur brain
i would stay at my place 
but they know im insane
did u get out?
im alone
what was my name?
i dont think u got it
cus u were fucked up off the every fucking thing
now my hearts broken and i simply cannot take it

[Pre-Chorus: Kurama SD]
All the drugs you were taking 
Now My heart is aching 
Now my heart is breaking 
Heart is breaking

[Chorus]
nothing left to say,
I was in it,
when you left,
I was waiting,
I was waiting for another chance,
but I get tired,
Tired of waiting for you,
Tired of the lies
Never to say that I bowed out

Nothing Left To Say w/ emptychest (Prod. syndrome)

pisces

got that steel

featuring https://soundcloud.com/emoflytrap
prod https://soundcloud.com/nejdos
mixed/mastered by me 
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don't @ me,
you've been warned,
that you hurt me,
like piles of thorns, 
hit me hard, 
like you were thor,
 but you gave me, what i asked for,

waste of space, 
thats what i am, 
while you rise up,
 i sink in sand, 
when one picks up,
 one just ran,
 when i mess up,
 can't take my stance, 
hard to take,
 more romance, 
when i know,
all won't go as planned

 i dont wanna pay
 i just want the cake
 sorry that im late
 im just hella fake
 back it up in the club 
got my lights in the puff,
i know life sucks 
im just tryna get by, 
you hurt me, 
and the words gone away,
dont hurt me im just tryna stay away
you hurt me, 
and the words gone away,
dont hurt me im just tryna stay away

spotify

what i asked for w/ emoflytrap (nejdos)

oakland + sonora tix https://ffm.bio/joshiguess

what i asked for w/ emoflytrap (nejdos)

JoshIGuess