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can’t take no more of your lies
i’ve been tryna find reasons why not to die
i don’t wanna decide
i jus wanna get high
yeah, i lust for the sky
put me into the ground, yea im tryna hide

my heart, yeah it’s colder than ice
got a bottle & im gonna sip it all night
can’t take no more of your lies
i’ve been tryna find ways to leave u behind

i can’t leave u behind
no matter how hard i try
rain it falls, falls from the sky
all our conversations dry

i’m jus tryna meet u in the middle
but you’re breakin’ all my bones
they’re brittle

yeah, you make me feel so fuckin’ little
you don’t even care
you jus call me mental

i jus write & i rhyme
do we fight all the time?
do i make you feel sad?
or do i get you high?

i said i wanted to die
then she told me goodbye
i guess we don’t see eye to eye

nothing here feel’s right anymore
i jus hide anymore
& i cry in the floor

i don’t wanna get high anymore
i jus died in your floor
we can’t go back to before

i can’t give you no luv anymore
you were the one i adored
but now i locked all my doors 

i been cryin’
there’s blood on the floor 
& a pain i’ll ignore
yeah, my heart, it’s so sore

hate me ‘til the end of your life
i know it’s all outta spite
i can’t do anything right
so jus leave me behind

break me baby, i’ll say im fine
although you shattered my spine
you’ve extinguished all light 
…i’ll jus die

spite

feat: @yungscuff
prod: Callisto Blue

PAIN SUFFOCATES THE SAME
I'M ON A RUNAWAY TRAIN
SHE GOT ME IN CHAINS
IN PAIN

Welcome to a world where you can never see where you are
Your footsteps have left a trail but then you can't see in the dark
And once you follow on the path that still ends in the same exact result
Trying my only luck with a struck from this sudden lightning bolt
CUS THATS MY SPARK

Taking things so sudden where I cannot even process
I would live more dependently but I ain't dealing with bosses

And every time my life has changed I proceed more and more with caution
With my temperature below the cold breeze feels like that I'm in Boston
And I'm cutting the connects I feel like that i'm living in Groton
Me & Yung Scuff yeah we know we bout to start a moshpit

Yeah I always surround
These people that give me frowns
But I just gotta calm down
I'm gonna make my own sound

I gotta do it for myself now
Even if everybody’s let down
Cus every endings all the same
And every time it ends in pain
But these chains don’t phase me
they barely even wear me down
And I’ll only break free
No matter what my fate allows
I’ll only break free
It’s just a matter of time now
NO MATTER WHAT MY FATE ALLOWS

Oooooo
I'm not afraid to lose
Your love is so true
But i'm always confused
Save me from this endless desire
But you let me rest your soul on fire

Endless Desire (feat. Yung Scuff)

walk in louis on me and this glock loaded
im the best u ever had, hate me cause u know it
i be riding in this foreign like this bitch is stolen
u a whole different person when the cameras rolling

wasting away, take it day by day
i dont wanna talk i got nothing left to say
im a sinner baby had to tat it on my face
walking thru the fire dont get caught up in the blaze

working like the rents due
left on read "i miss u"
ur the reason im falling apart
i cant forgive u

im out cold, mouth froze
teeth look like an igloo
i still got her name next to a heart
u see the issue?

dozen dead roses, my casket closing
radiate my body i walk in n i start glowing
hollowbody loading, killing shit like boeing
she think im the problem i got errors in my coding

walk in louis on me and this glock loaded
im the best u ever had, hate me cause u know it
i be riding in this foreign like this bitch is stolen
u a whole different person when the cameras rolling

wasting away, take it day by day
i dont wanna talk i got nothing left to say
im a sinner baby had to tat it on my face
walking thru the fire dont get caught up in the blaze

here to take over baby im on the way
hollowbody shit im riding round w the gang
im hitting the road n im changing my name
u knew me back then but nowadays aint the same

yea
it aint the same now 
u cant get the same love
had me but u changed up

yea
it aint the same now 
u cant get the same love
had me but u changed up

out cold (taurs x brknglss)

lyrics: 
ive been out of dopamine
shawty got control on me
heart its put on ice
she touch my hand that shits like 444 degrees
the cigs are loosing potency
i still miss uuu holding me
DC's on my feet it look like Margiela loafers

got a zyn up in my lips
it tastes like nicotine, my kiss
i was rockin True Religion then i switched into my Tripp's
it tastes like plum up on her lips
i chase the blackout luvv the spins
she chasing me all through my dreams 
i hopped some planes i had to switch

i think of all the time i wasted on uuu
some how i still keep coming back right 2 uuu
im getting faded im so faded for uuu
this shot Patron and imma chase it with 222

the sheets all black up in this hotel
might take my life right in this hotel
i think luh shawty know me so well
maybe 222 well
dont want uuu back i wanna move on
when im gone i know she'll move on
this shot is quad im getting 222 gone

BACK2UUU (hloye)

lyrics:

i know who u are
can u see my scars?
is it a maybe?
ur driving me crazy
i wear sweaters and hoodies
to cover my scars
oh my gosh i’m lazy
i don’t give a fuck
oh and i’m trapped in ur backseat trying to get out
why would u trap me
i won’t leave
oh u messed up
u won’t get apology
trapped in my own thoughts
i’m anxious and it’s tiring
u rlly fucked up
now you’ll see a part of me
i keep him locked up
and now he’s unleashed
i wear sweaters and hoodies to cover my scars x2
 
u don’t care about me
i’m left in the dark
all my thoughts surrounding 
i’m left here to rot
all my friends are playing, toying with my heart
don’t care if it’s a joke, u took it too far

do i ever lie and say ur not the one
no i don’t, i always say that ur the one for me
i’m in my own head, i’m crying
yea i swear it’s blasphemy 
don’t try to pat me on my shoulder
yea ur the enemy
u cannot tell me that it’s over
yea ur a fucking beast 
u don’t care about my feelings, u don’t care about me
i’m a new man, i’m not the same from 23
u think it’s funny when u lie to my face and then u cheat like

sweaters & hoodies (p. nevrfall)

lyrics


i just sealed my own death
time to turn back
i cant live inside your head
im just left out but im blessed
i cannot die
but i get close when on these meds

im on my own now
oh i know
its ok love, ill see it thru
i cant be left inside the snow
i must push thru now all alone

take it back
take in what u said now
want it bad
but i dont want it near enough 
on attack
i cant change
my soul is firm
what u lack
vs what i know u need from me

this my final departure 
ill see u gain soon
i take back my words
but leave what i knew
i live inbetween heaven and hell
but when i return
ill come back for myself

i will see it through

Fake

A slow, reflective piece on moving at your own pace, staying grounded while others rush and burn out.

One Step Behind (remix)

Fractured

new album out now
tour tickets: https://ffm.bio/joshiguess

Endless Desire (feat. Yung Scuff)

JoshIGuess