feat: @yungscuff
prod: Callisto Blue

PAIN SUFFOCATES THE SAME
I'M ON A RUNAWAY TRAIN
SHE GOT ME IN CHAINS
IN PAIN

Welcome to a world where you can never see where you are
Your footsteps have left a trail but then you can't see in the dark
And once you follow on the path that still ends in the same exact result
Trying my only luck with a struck from this sudden lightning bolt
CUS THATS MY SPARK

Taking things so sudden where I cannot even process
I would live more dependently but I ain't dealing with bosses

And every time my life has changed I proceed more and more with caution
With my temperature below the cold breeze feels like that I'm in Boston
And I'm cutting the connects I feel like that i'm living in Groton
Me & Yung Scuff yeah we know we bout to start a moshpit

Yeah I always surround
These people that give me frowns
But I just gotta calm down
I'm gonna make my own sound

I gotta do it for myself now
Even if everybody’s let down
Cus every endings all the same
And every time it ends in pain
But these chains don’t phase me
they barely even wear me down
And I’ll only break free
No matter what my fate allows
I’ll only break free
It’s just a matter of time now
NO MATTER WHAT MY FATE ALLOWS

Oooooo
I'm not afraid to lose
Your love is so true
But i'm always confused
Save me from this endless desire
But you let me rest your soul on fire

Endless Desire (feat. Yung Scuff)

walk in louis on me and this glock loaded
im the best u ever had, hate me cause u know it
i be riding in this foreign like this bitch is stolen
u a whole different person when the cameras rolling

wasting away, take it day by day
i dont wanna talk i got nothing left to say
im a sinner baby had to tat it on my face
walking thru the fire dont get caught up in the blaze

working like the rents due
left on read "i miss u"
ur the reason im falling apart
i cant forgive u

im out cold, mouth froze
teeth look like an igloo
i still got her name next to a heart
u see the issue?

dozen dead roses, my casket closing
radiate my body i walk in n i start glowing
hollowbody loading, killing shit like boeing
she think im the problem i got errors in my coding

walk in louis on me and this glock loaded
im the best u ever had, hate me cause u know it
i be riding in this foreign like this bitch is stolen
u a whole different person when the cameras rolling

wasting away, take it day by day
i dont wanna talk i got nothing left to say
im a sinner baby had to tat it on my face
walking thru the fire dont get caught up in the blaze

here to take over baby im on the way
hollowbody shit im riding round w the gang
im hitting the road n im changing my name
u knew me back then but nowadays aint the same

yea
it aint the same now 
u cant get the same love
had me but u changed up

yea
it aint the same now 
u cant get the same love
had me but u changed up

out cold (taurs x brknglss)

And now im crying in the club
I'm just trying to have fun
I'm just thinking about us
While im geeking off the drugs
I'll just bury my head in my hands
And one more cup before the plane lands
And one more cup before I make plans
And one more cup and its out of my hands  
And now I'm crying in the club
I'm just trying to have fun
I'm just trying to have fun

Know you hate me
Call me crazy
I'm a goner
As of lately
I keep finding
My worlds colliding
The suspense climbing
The tension is rising
Back and forth
you keep pushing you keep pulling
Even if I want to
I know I really shouldn't
I can't keep on going around in circles
When I know that i'll be the one that hurts you
I've done all that I've can
Guess its out of my hands
But I'm still holding on to
Something I don't want to
But I'm still holding on to
Something I don't want to

And now im crying in the club
I'm just trying to have fun
I'm just thinking about us
While im geeking off the drugs
I'll just bury my head in my hands
And one more cup before the plane lands
And one more cup before I make plans
And one more cup and its out of my hands  
And now I'm crying in the club
I'm just trying to have fun
I'm just trying to have fun

Crying in the Club

lyrics: 
ive been out of dopamine
shawty got control on me
heart its put on ice
she touch my hand that shits like 444 degrees
the cigs are loosing potency
i still miss uuu holding me
DC's on my feet it look like Margiela loafers

got a zyn up in my lips
it tastes like nicotine, my kiss
i was rockin True Religion then i switched into my Tripp's
it tastes like plum up on her lips
i chase the blackout luvv the spins
she chasing me all through my dreams 
i hopped some planes i had to switch

i think of all the time i wasted on uuu
some how i still keep coming back right 2 uuu
im getting faded im so faded for uuu
this shot Patron and imma chase it with 222

the sheets all black up in this hotel
might take my life right in this hotel
i think luh shawty know me so well
maybe 222 well
dont want uuu back i wanna move on
when im gone i know she'll move on
this shot is quad im getting 222 gone

BACK2UUU (hloye)

Schizophoria - ILostMyWay Ft Camertin

lyrics:

i know who u are
can u see my scars?
is it a maybe?
ur driving me crazy
i wear sweaters and hoodies
to cover my scars
oh my gosh i’m lazy
i don’t give a fuck
oh and i’m trapped in ur backseat trying to get out
why would u trap me
i won’t leave
oh u messed up
u won’t get apology
trapped in my own thoughts
i’m anxious and it’s tiring
u rlly fucked up
now you’ll see a part of me
i keep him locked up
and now he’s unleashed
i wear sweaters and hoodies to cover my scars x2
 
u don’t care about me
i’m left in the dark
all my thoughts surrounding 
i’m left here to rot
all my friends are playing, toying with my heart
don’t care if it’s a joke, u took it too far

do i ever lie and say ur not the one
no i don’t, i always say that ur the one for me
i’m in my own head, i’m crying
yea i swear it’s blasphemy 
don’t try to pat me on my shoulder
yea ur the enemy
u cannot tell me that it’s over
yea ur a fucking beast 
u don’t care about my feelings, u don’t care about me
i’m a new man, i’m not the same from 23
u think it’s funny when u lie to my face and then u cheat like

sweaters & hoodies (p. nevrfall)

theres too many silhouettes to tell apart
faceless figures lurk inside the voided dark
left a mother sore left a father lost
just a stillborn without a beating heart

pure bred hatred nothin but agony
tell us that we need peace look at the irony
bloods been shed as far as the eye can see
we cant breathe when they take all and leave us to

our own amends
i wont play pretend
anymore make it end
what if youre not a friend
you can take what you want
cuz im already dead
and i dont wanna front
so

im a mess without a purpose
im so fucking worthless
dont you ever fall for me i never could deserve it
you might get deserted
hope i made you nervous
please just stay away from everything that i reverted

pure bred hatred nothin but agony
tell us that we need peace look at the irony
bloods been shed as far as the eye can see
we cant breathe when they take all and leave us to

rot inside this mess of a world
take a look and find what youve never been told about
somewhere deep inside you theres a part of you thats holding out
please embrace the fact or itll haunt you til ur coming down

silhouettes

silhouettes (tothegood)

Dropping on Spotify October 9th! https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/heyleemanzeron/cenobite-2

The reunion that I always wished would happen finally happened, this one is for the longtime supporters <333

produced by Ari Vega
mixed/mastered by Alexis HeyLee Levay

lyrics:

You hit me down like a basketball
After all this time, you don’t care at all
With the way you treat me like I don’t exist
But it’s my fault, lets get on with it
Yeah
Like i don’t exist
It’s my fault lets get on with it

The way you strike me, my lungs feel like their set alight
Iced out baby, you’d melt me like a forest fire
The way you do it, you hurt me like a cenobite
And i wouldn’t have it any other way tonight
But your heart’s too jagged, with that video game chemistry
Come on baby, play me like final fantasy
The way you do it, you hurt me like a cenobite
And i wouldn’t have it any other way tonight

Glitter and mascara running down your face
Got that apple lip balm, I know how that tastes
Damn it, what would I do if you weren’t here
Please don’t leave me alone
Please don’t disappear

Cause that’s a throwback to that earlier song, but you already know that
You keep me around because you wouldn’t know what to do if I never called back
nail polish is all black

Gotta see you every night or I think i’d go insane
Cause i need you in my life, i can handle all the pain(cause you a simp, bro!)  


The way you strike me, my lungs feel like their set alight
Iced out baby, you’d melt me like a forest fire
The way you do it, you hurt me like a cenobite
And i wouldn’t have it any other way tonight
But your heart’s too jagged, with that video game chemistry
Come on baby, play me like final fantasy
The way you do it, you hurt me like a cenobite
And i wouldn’t have it any other way tonight

The way you flick that match into my heart
Light my eyebrows with kerosene, tear me apart
I know that you wanted me dead right from the start
And now you just want to do it again

Takin’ me back to the ways you wanna see me in an early grave
But you know i would have followed you to the end, until there’s nothing left to save
Gonna stab me in the heart, like i worked at the host club
You’re a yandere, and you got me with that sick love
You could stab me to death and i still would have let you play with my blood again

CENOBITE! | prod. Ari Vega

Devotion in chaos. Fighting through the storm, refusing to be pulled under, determined to hold on no matter the tide.

—

Released via Phantomline Records — © 2025 Phantomline Records

Beaconwake

Between the Waves

Spin the wheel, red pill, blue pill,
Prescriptions stackin', no room to feel,
GP said, "Just give it a go,"
But my head's like a kettle, ready to blow.
Numbness served with a side of dread,
Voices echo, they're renting my head.
One capsule, I'm hollow, next one, I'm wild,
Bipolar roulette, spinning exile.


Take a breath, but it's poison I’m takin',
Heartbeat skips, then the floor starts quakin'.


Round and round, roulette of numbness,
Spin it fast, till I'm reckless, tumblin'.
Choir wails while my veins run static,
Shadows chantin', and my pulse turns manic.


Zoloft’s a liar, Prozac’s a thief,
Effexor’s a blade that cuts my belief.
Doctor’s notes like hieroglyphs unread,
Pharma gods dance while I hang by a thread.
Dynamic riffs, but I’m trapped in stasis,
Screams in layers, I’m lost in mazes.
BPM in my brain outpaces,
Chemical cocktail erases faces.


What’s real? What’s fake? What's left to break?
Choir echoes my panic, can’t catch a take.
Drums pound like the clock in my chest,
Techno flickers—neon unrest.
Chanting, chanting, voices rise,
Screaming "spin again," devil in disguise.

Round and round, roulette of numbness,
Spin it fast, till I’m reckless, tumblin'.
Choir wails while my veins run static,
Shadows chantin', and my pulse turns manic.

ROuLetTe_oF_NuMBneSs

Love is the key
Written, recorded and performed by Pages in Clouds 2025


Love is the key — yeah, that’s the truth,
Unlock your heart, let it shine right through.
When the world feels cold, that’s what you need,
Love is the key, love is the key.

 don’t fold to the madness,”
Keep your heart pure, don’t drown in the sadness.
World full of hate, man move in disguise,
But love still lives, yeah, deep in the eyes.


You can’t buy peace,
You can’t heal pain,
It’s deeper than the drip, 
Love is the language that make man breathe.


Love is the key — yeah, that’s the truth,
Unlock your heart, let it shine right through.
When the world feels cold, that’s what you need,
Love is the key, love is the key.

From ends to the globe, that’s the creed,
Break down walls, plant that seed.
When you can’t find light, just follow the beat,
Love is the key, love is the key.


See, hate builds chains, but love breaks free,
Turn pain into power, that’s legacy.
We all bleed red, no enemy,
Just souls tryna heal, that’s energy.

Love is the key — yeah, that’s the truth,
Unlock your heart, let it shine right through.
When the world feels cold, that’s what you need,
Love is the key, love is the key.

She said, “babe, don’t get lost in the noise,”
I said, “nah, I’m just finding my voice.”
No cap, real talk, that’s choice,
Love’s the road, yeah, that’s the poise.


Open your chest, let the light in,
Even when dark clouds start ridin’.
It’s the only thing that don’t fade or lie,
Keep it strong till the day you fly.


Love is the key — yeah, that’s the truth,
Unlock your heart, let it shine right through.
When the world feels cold, that’s what you need,
Love is the key, love is the key.

From ends to the globe, that’s the creed,
Break down walls, plant that seed.
When you can’t find light, just follow the beat,
Love is the key, love is the key.


Yeah, for real, that’s how we move,
No hate, just love, that’s proof.
If the world gets dark, then you be the flame —
Love is the key, always the same.

Love is the key — yeah, that’s the truth,
Unlock your heart, let it shine right through.
When the world feels cold, that’s what you need,
Love is the key, love is the key.

Love is the key — yeah, that’s the truth,

Love is the key — yeah, that’s the truth,

Love is the key — yeah, that’s the truth.

PB2025


Love Is the Key

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Endless Desire (feat. Yung Scuff)

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