OAKLAND SET

mix/master and feature by @autumndropsdead
prod @windyboi

Glass jars full of candy bars
You're so close but no cigar
People stare and they real bizarre
I'm so deprived and I need to charge
Haunting me she still in disguise
I'm over here still acting shy
Once I'm confident again, she too dry
In response to me and I try to hide

Mouth is dry but, i can try this
Conversation shit is terrifying
So annoying, all the shit you fuckin' did
Being genuine is something
That you couldn't fuckin' win over

When you're on top of the world
What's the point in getting points across
You're already heard
And it hurts a lot more, when you're stuck with the girl
Who doesn't have a sense of reason while you vomit and hurl

I feel like Adele the way we could have had it all
I'm on an emissary for you, and I ain't talking brawl
Got this app inside my brain that I can never uninstall
These voices all inside my head cause paranoia in the halls

Saves her words for later
Got em wrapped in small tin foil
They act dead to me, till I'm no longer free
Now they're rising out the soil
And i'm burning all my past memories
Stare at pots while they just boil
And all my opportunities were taken to despoil

Mouth is dry but, i can try this
Conversation shit is terrifying
So annoying, all the shit you fuckin' did
Being genuine is something
That you couldn't fuckin' win over

When you're on top of the world
What's the point in getting points across
You're already heard
And it hurts a lot more, when you're stuck with the girl
Who doesn't have a sense of reason while you vomit and hurl

I feel like Adele the way we could have had it all
I'm on an emissary for you, and I ain't talking brawl
Got this app inside my brain that I can never uninstall
These voices all inside my head cause paranoia in the halls

Paranoia, paranoia 
In the halls
Emissary for you
I won't be here for that long
Wait another second
I can make it out
It hurts a lot fucking more
When you walk through the door
That I let you in, in the first place

emissary w/ autumndropsdead (windyboi)

19 and feeling blue, and i don't know whats gotten into you
so sick of all the bullshit and lies
so sick of all the fake love
so cry
i won't be there for you, even if you want me to
can't face the complications
i don't want negotiation
so

don't hold my hand when it gets rough
you know i'll just call your bluff
i know you'll just call it love
when hurt is all that is does

so hard to forget about you
why won't our plans go through
i know you wanted me
i know i wanted you

so hard to forget about you
why won't our plans go through
i know you wanted me
i know i wanted you

i'll light up a cigarette for us
is that your idea of love?
i just wish you'd pull me closer
cos' i'm only getting older
and it hurts to say you're fake
but i can't say it any other way
hope my memories fade
don't wanna see you today

don't hold my hand when it gets rough
you know i'll just call your bluff
i know you'll just call it love
when hurt is all that is does

bluff

unsteady (jolst)

@cpt_sad

prod 
https://soundcloud.com/irby314
https://soundcloud.com/imcaves

every way w/ yesterday (prod irby x caves)

cover by @savehurtsouls

lyrics 

i am cooked
i cant look at all
off the books
dying in a bathroom stall
i am shook
the world just feels so small
i need to get booked 
before u kill me off
i cant comprehend what ur talking bout
every time i see u u try drag me down
this house is not a home guess i know now
im inside the chalet with the blinds down

holding on to life while i run out
ur getting too loud , need to tone it down
licking at my wounds as they bleed out
i aint feel this way since ur in town
time out
time out
holding onto hope aint helping me out
time out
time out
i jus hope ur happy when u find out

hate the thought of leaving u alone
i pick meat off human femur bones
i saw travellers succumb to cold
and self sabatoge on the winding road

who saves u
when hell freezes over
im made to
make sure i see over my post
i thank u with torso asunder
i hate to
imagine ill forget this toast

i am cooked
i cant look at all
off the books
dying in a bathroom stall
i am shook
the world just feels so small
i need to get booked 
before u kill me off
i cant comprehend what ur talking bout
every time i see u u try drag me down
this house is not a home guess i know now
im inside the chalet with the blinds down

Chalet

we back i guess 
prod by: www.youtube.com/@QUITAllBeats

i'm standing there wondering who we are?
the more i stare it all looks bizarre
but yet i don't ever wanna say au revoir
cus going back to this city just makes shit hard

i'm standing there wondering who we are?
surrounding ourselves around stars in stars
i'm staring at the fountain at the garden park
and all my torment turn to crystal shards

maybe my bliss uplifts when i'm staying by the mountains
got more clarity and time in peace, getting used to my surroundings
but the better health, means better funds, so i might need an accountant
but for me to want to stay forever, i seem to always doubt it

cus do you want to know?
the place that i stay is barely livable
but i'm just lucky that i have a home
but to express my feelings i'm on the go

quote on quote friends only want me when they need me most
i used to think the same with outside of town
but maybe that's not what they're all about
some people bat an eye when they hear my sound
site so unreal my head in the clouds

cus who are we for real?
we don't know til the end of time
but i don't wanna set myself behind
gotta know that that's just life

i'm standing there wondering who we are?
the more i stare it all looks bizarre
but yet i don't ever wanna say au revoir
cus going back to this city just makes shit hard

i'm standing there wondering who we are?
surrounding ourselves around stars in stars
i'm staring at the fountain at garden park
and all my torment turn to crystal shards

turn to crystal shards
don't know where the fuck to park
and so i found a random spot
cus who are we for real?
we don't know til the end of time
but i don't wanna set myself behind
gotta know that that's just life

we, who? (quitall)

feat and prod https://soundcloud.com/1mosh
Baby if you want me back
Then never say that shit to me because you make me mad
Oh girl you way too bad
I just want someone no, someone that i never had at all
Stop, i don't wanna go
Baby you want me to move it slow?
You've been coming at me way too bold
Got me fucked up but i don't even want it all


I've been looking for the one way too fucking long
All this love in a deposit but slowly watch it withdraw

I'm just stuck on this never ending carousel
Never close in contact cus we always staying parallel
You're a princess, us two had a pair of cells,
Parasol, broken tower and the line service is terrible
And because of you, light struck the power like a pikachu
Waiting next in line feel like applying for these interviews
Better choose anything it's impossible to never lose
And i'm jumping place to place, i'm a modern major kangaroo

Look in the eyes you jaundiced, i'm more joyful than i ever was
You probably thought that i would never have known what the pressure was
It was slowly building up, you put my mind inside a measuring cup
But it would never fill up

Baby if you want me back
Then never say that shit to me because you make me mad
Oh girl you way too bad
I just want someone no, someone that i never had at all


And so, onward
I don’t really give a fuck if my life hurts
Or if we’re meeting at the function and it’s awkward
I just want to feel the magic like it’s hogwarts
But she doesn’t take it farther

Forever Friendzoned

Forever Friendzoned (prod. MO$H)

back
produced by me ._.
mastered by @dawsin
featuring @daywxtch
thank you both dawsin for mastering and daywatch for featuring <3
hope you enjoy 🤍
___________________________________________________________________
Lyrics

{RiRi}
tell me how you lose control
tell me how do you what you do
tell me, tell me, do you know, 
all the hell that i've been thru?

oh no,
i guess i got no good friends
everybody just pretends
thats why i cut out off the outside
this week i cut again
last month i cut off friends
last year i tried to cut it all 
'n put my life to end
        (UGH)
OKAY OKAY OKAY
HAVE YOU EVER FUCKING PLAYED?
NO!
OKAY OKAY OKAY
THEN HOW 'BOUT WE FUCKIN' PLAY? 
hahahahahahaha
that was funny,
i was laughing
now its back to what im doing;
did you hear that?
js the wind
i dont know him,
i dont know him.

{daywatch}
jesus christ, you're difficult
you want me to side with wherever you stand, force me to fit that mold
like, baby, we are not a cult
i'm not cutting off my friends 'cus they're the reason i'm still here
and even if you don't like them it's my choice
so, don't even start
i'm so tired of these people tryna rip me off
say some kind shit to my face then turn it to a shard
sudden fire in my back, i couldn't see the signs
don't you ever fucking ask me why i'm on guard

{RiRi}
tell me how you lose control
tell me how do you what you do
tell me, tell me, do you know, 
all the hell that i've been thru?

they call it ego,
but im just matching your energy
honestly,
imma treat these people how they treating me,
honestly.
imma keep it real, fuck if it hurts me
honesty,
imma stay this way no matter where it's landing me
TAKE IT AWAY,
ALL OF THIS HURT;
AND ALL OF THIS PAIN
GIVE ME MY ESCAPE,
I CANT HANDLE THIS BRAIN
CIRCLES UNDER EYES,
DO I SEEM OKAY?
whats that over there? 
polluting the air,
just some broken bones beyond all repair
its rude to stare,
rip out their hair,
gasoline feels nice when sparked by a flare
yeah, life isnt fair,
they learnt their way,
growing up taught them some new ways to hate
they wanna be safe;
running away,
when it is them that they want to escape

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...okay

ok ft. daywatch

okay ft. daywatch

x @shinoboi
prod Number48

i cant remember ur name
it wont ever be the same
i cant feel its just a symptom
of the drugs i take invade my system
cuz i die a lot
i dont know what to do so i just write a song
i dont got much to lose so if i lose it all
it doesnt really matter bby not at all (at all)

a.w x satyrn - call ur name :3

I said again, I don’t wanna be a victim no more
You take your time, to make me weaker 
You see me bleed on the floor
It’s a miracle how I keep getting up for the same old shit
Think it’s time I dip 
Into the water again 
Water again
was there a subliminal message from all those voice notes you sent
Cus I can’t decipher guess this isn’t my sixth sense and I been
So lost for so long,
I’m bugged out 
And I 
Need a reason cause I’m flat out 
On my face again 

Crying in the corner cause you can’t overthink 
Doubt it cause your older falling further away 
Stomped on like a roach while your crawling away 
Forget that I exist I know I can’t escape 
Why I know I can’t change 
I’m just so tired tryna run away
I’m just falling deeper down I know I’m just afraid 

I’m just tired sitting in the corner again
I’m so tied up I can’t call none of my friends
I just wanna fade away till I don’t exist 
So I can’t complain 
I’ve been falling again 
Everyone they turning me down 
Like the grit and the gain 
Now they Spit in my face 
I’m left unfazed 
Pacing around 
Stuck inside a spiral or maze 

falling into the same trap
A thousand times
Tried to find my way out, 
But the guidance always lies
no need to go boast
Had me crawling like a roach
Think it’s time we made a toast
I’m forever as a ghost now

Crying in the corner cause you can’t overthink 
Doubt it cause your older falling further away 
Stomped on like a roach while your crawling away 
Forget that I exist I know I can’t escape 
Why I know I can’t change 
I’m just so tired tryna run away
I’m just falling deeper down I know I’m just afraid

Roach (feat. Vails Prod by. The Sound Clown and lvposeidon)

Bitch it's time to show you off
Mix some drinks inside my cup
Let's knock our fucking socks off
Yeah you know we pop off
Bitch it's time to show you off
Show that this where you belong
We be spinning like a top
Give and take another shot

Treat this night like it's your lifes final option
Lit in the warehouse but it's not a fucking auction
We staying PLUR so still approach with caution
We turn up anywhere, even here in stockton

Take a fucking breathe, hope these people show respect
Cus i don't want no threats, so please let me stand correct
You already know who i am yeah it's fucking joshiguess
Well guess what if you didn't well you ain't gonna forget it

Spending the night all fired up on whiskey
Turn a normal conversation, something fucking risky
Better watch yo girl before she get way too frisky
She'll keep a secret, then come out like its lewinsky

She dance in circles 360 like its xbox
Her voice so clear like she's speaking thru a text box
Holidays bitch we sippin on some egg nog
Better not come to close before my fucking breathe stops

Bitch it's time to show you off
Mix some drinks inside my cup
Let's knock our fucking socks off
Yeah you know we pop off
Bitch it's time to show you off
Show that this where you belong
We be spinning like a top
Give and take another shot

Treat this night like it's your lifes final option
Lit in the warehouse but it's not a fucking auction
We staying PLUR so still approach with caution
We turn up anywhere, even here in stockton

Costume party yeah its dress to impress now
Afterparty yeah i never go to bed now
Bad bitch colored hair she give me head now
And maybe now its time to reassess what i said now

show you off! 🧛‍♀️ (artixan)

this song's for the valentines haters <3

No not again, it's fucking February
Even this earth doesn't think that it's necessary
Month cut short, with another day here and there these
People out here really think they find the one to marry

Have you ever heard a 14th anniversary?
Come to think of it I've not, I'm still searching these
People never last so I skip my turn on hurting me
Cupid shot a black heart, now it's cursing me

No one ever asked me nor I ever asked them
School life wasn't really well for me back then
The only valentine I had was listening to atlas
Awkward moments and random candy grams
And I never went to prom cus I don't give a damn
All the songs were clean how the fuck i'm supposed to dance
But when I look back it may have been my only chance
But would I really know the true meaning of romance

The true meaning of romance
I was pressured in relationships i didn't understand
That power outage at the alley should've been my sign
That someone born in February shouldn't be mine
(goodbye)
Friday the 13th at that, No Jason
But I just felt too attached
She was taking all my time but it's over now
I'm just glad I matured to know that it's just foul
But wait

No not again, another more than friends
Tried to make a month we hate into one we celebrate
And the result just made it like hella fucking worse
Cupid shot me from the back again, an even darker curse

I need a fucking refund, I need a reimburse
Cus all these bad bitches, ain't talking one with curves
Manipulate my mind until it's the end of this world
JoshIGuess in a tilt-a-whirl

I took some v cards, don't overthink it
Valentine's, yea Virginia was memein'
Commodore Clique, miss my friends at recess
We all did our own thing and we split into pieces

And I hated that year I was fighting inner demons
The whole school listened to x and peep then
So love's always been just out of the question
So fuck a valentine get it out of my mentions

No not again, it's fucking February (get me out of here)
Even this earth doesn't think that it's necessary (28 days)
Month cut short, with another day here and there these
People out here really think they find the one to marry

Have you ever heard a 14th anniversary?
Come to think of it I've not, I'm still searching these
People never last so I skip my turn on hurting me
Cupid shot a black heart, now it's cursing me

february

february (lmg x niketaz)

Provided by Biteki

Lineup:
@lullabyboy
@lilskeleskrrt
@itsyungvan
@sleyeofficial
@kingtheta
@d1vv
@erisu-san
@darkblu10314
@ohsobrkn
@brushogun
@lilgloom
@kaiesofly
@yvngaxstn
@frvrndalwys
@deadbrokeofficial
@thatonexguitarist
@deadfishpoland
@t_shan
@cruelife
@irby314
@diamoonofnhg
@lilduckk

D1v - Freezing

(prod.capshu)

lyrics

(chorus)
she knows the motto 
I haven't been myself its been a while
im feeling bottled up and now im riled
I hope you hear me scream im going viral

(verse)
and this for all the females that done told me I was wack
heart full of malice and im never coming back
you told me that you love me but I knew that it was cap
its been a couple years and now you say you want me back
I can't go out sad
girl you know im bad
im so bad at this
how you want me back
its been a couple years I don't miss you
blood tears covering my tissues
you prolly fucked my friends yeah I hate you
so possessive how you think that I need you
stay away far from me, hate your guts and your energy
feelings come and feelings go, everything between us girl is history

#haventbeenmyself (prod.capshu)

it's not enough (ft. caspr + morgan bates)

new album out now
tour tickets: https://ffm.bio/joshiguess

Forever Friendzoned (prod. MO$H)

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