produced by me (dawsin)
guitars by (michael warren)

I hope to take you on a trip with my pain ;l

lyrics ♡:
oh my god- 
im not enough
please-
leave me alone
save me
"dawsin"-
JUST A BLUFF
i cant do this anymore man-
god it hurts
"dawsin"-
ROUGH
ITS KILLING ME- 
"dawsin"- 
FROM THE INSIDE
YOU DONT GIVE A FUCK
"dawsin"-

oh no i know shes a narcissist
I know now that she cannot resist
me and my peakest form
its the calm 'fore the biggest storm

i would write a love letter but its not enough
cause I would know cause everytime she talks its just a bluff 
so dont compare our lives like you always had it rough
but when i tell you that you just say you dont give a fuck

I woke up and im ready tea-r-r shit down
your the only one that i want around
and no i am never seen
what do you want that's best for me?

I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY BRO BUT YOU NEVER EVEN SHOWED UP
NEVER THOUGHT YOU COULD BE A PRICK THATS ALSO STUCK UP
I THINK YOUR RIGHT WHEN YOU SAID THAT YOU WERE A FUCK UP
ITS NOT MY FAULT THAT I GOT THE SHIT SIDE OF LUCK

*laugh*
I
AM
ATOMIC

IM RUNNING OUTTA TIME NOTHING ABOUT THIS IS FEAR
I WILL SHOW YOU WHAT IS NOTHING I WILL SHOW YOU THE DESPAIR
AND WHILE YOU SIT THERE AND CRY ILL MAKE A KNOT IN MY HAIR
SO YOU FEEL PITY WHEN IM GASPING FOR THE AIR

despair

($ADTHRAX)
I just wanna be the one but I can’t ya 
Doing all this shit I never planned ya 
I don’t fuck with no one im just getting bands ya 
You just a fake and someone I don’t understand ya 
You ain’t making sense 
If you ain’t making money 
You got me all fucked up 
And you act like it’s nothing 
You knew from the start I’m not someone you fuck with 
Everybody mad because I keep it 💯

(HKFIFTYONE)
bitch i speak the truth you dont like that
come at me again ima bite back
slide and hit a lick, thats a life hack
said fuck it anyway it just be like that

now im just a monster i could give a fuck
watch me crash and die real slow while i get my bucks
ima do another line while i get the gluck
why your girl be all up on me homie you a cuck

random bitch but she got me fucked up tho
oh my god you a fraud just my luck tho
reel me in then you switch what the fuck tho
shoulda known you a hoe i just keep it a buck tho

when will this end, i just wanna know
fuck all this pain got me six feet below, so im focused on money and gettin my dough, im a fien for the fame so im chasin the glo

($ADTHRAX)
I just wanna be the one but I can’t ya 
Doing all this shit I never planned ya 
I don’t fuck with no one im just getting bands ya 
You just a fake and someone I don’t understand ya 
You ain’t making sense 
If you ain’t making money 
You got me all fucked up 
And you act like it’s nothing 
You knew from the start I’m not someone you fuck with 
Everybody mad because I keep it 💯

The Truth ft. HkFiftyOne (Prod. Metlast x Luffy)

self prod.

lyrics:

its you i crave, 
for more,
for more i say

rewind the time to when
you didn't lay in your grave
(grave)

you dont care enough to know what's right
sitting here wasting all my damn time
ohh but ur eye
never meant to make u cry


oh u know how i feel?
im feeling blue but i took the red pill
oh keep my heart sealed oh like michael

zaphkiel

prod by stezzyxl
enjoy^\^

lyrics:
every-time that ur ignored
i’ll make sure i record
every-time u weep and bawl
i’ll make sure ur never heard

i’ma show u how it’s like
to feel like u have died
ima do it 10 times
until ur not alive

do u wonder where i’ve been at
does me with someone give u heart attacks?
i bet it does, man i bet it does
i know u well, i know u well enough

paranoia kicks in, i know u haven’t slept
it’s been a bit, about a month? since i’ve been left on read
i used to find u so adorable 
(yes)
and now ur like a (no) ya
just super fuckable

back up, back up, back up
and throw my shit away
fill up, my cup, with blood
just to feel okay
shut the, fuck up, u slut
don’t wanna hear ur name
mixing ur love, with lust
u gotta price to pay

sell ur soul to the devil if u want it to stop
y’all are both a little evil, y’all relate in a lot 
ur words and actions are so lethal, and i think u forgot
that ur boyfriend is a weirdo, man this bro is a flop

do u wonder where i’ve been now?
i’ve been working, perfecting my sound
while ur out there getting fucked up
i’ve been laying low just cooking up

heart attack

lyrics:

show me how to speak
can u show me how to breathe
again, because darling i can see
everything you done to me

maybe then you'll learn
how it feels ur skin to burn
alive, so please dont u dare and turn
to someone else while ive been hurt

by person to claim to love me
by the girl who promised to stay
so where are you now
where are you
somewhere far away
so maybe when u come
you finally be done
but for now
but for now you won

my love, my love, i fear
ur touch i longed for years
my love, my love, my dear
the feelings that i feared
so where are you now
where are you now
somewhere far, far away
so where are you now
where are you now
i lost that girl in may 

show me how to speak
show me how to breathe
again, because darling i can see
everything you done to me
and maybe then you'll learn
enough to learn me
and maybe then you'll learn
enough to know my hurt

the girl was lost in may

prod auden

lyrics:
i had enough, nough yeah
step outside to run
run yeah, yeah
get up, lungs, yeah
cold air in my lungs
lung, yeah

feeling like a failure
i just need to s-
all i needa do is talk to me
and ignore my gut, yeah, yeah
ignore my gut, yeah

i know i can do it
i just needa focus
you're not on my phone now
now i can fo-
if i said i didn't think about you
i'd be lying
but instead of missing you now
i hope you're crying, yeah, yeah
i hope you're crying, yeah, yeah
i hope you're cry-

you know what you did
you can't deny it
you are a little bitch
i hope you're crying
now i know your mom was right
i should have listened
you wasted all my time
i won't forgive, yeah, yeah
i won't forgive it, yeah, yeah
i won't forgive it

https://soundcloud.com/akiradoves

cause I see you 
hurt me twice this year 
cause I see you 
and I see you running back I'm dying 

nothing compared to what we have had once before
and i know you're sending texts to me but i can't help but ignore
the moment you chose someone else over me
i realized to my own table that i never bring nothing
huh?, gotta sit back and pause
she only cared about my flaws
and now i'm out another job
hotel room that's booked for two but i'm the only one that's staying
but i guess i can't complain because i'm not the one that is paying
hiding in a maze that i created in the vineyards
cus i'm staying on my own but i still see you in the picture 

cause I see you 
hurt me twice this year
cause I see you 
I'll see you right back

i see you

prod me n @dawsin

lyrics:

I wade through the rubble
Feeling like a true rebel
And no one else is around
And i do not hear a sound
The birds all died
But they'll come back with time
I've never once prayed in my life
But im hoping hes on my side

Day 1 cant believe it
(Not a soul came to help)
Middle of nowhere cant leave it
(Left my bestfriend on the wall)
That place is in ruins
(I have no one left to call)
The rest believe what theyre spewing

Oooo its the season no ones lived through 
Theres a rumor locals wonder if its true
And i wonder too 
So i'll head out tonight
Dont know if ill die
But im sure ill be alright 
Yeah im sure ill be 
Yeah im sure ill be just fine

Darlene could care less  
Rylee wished the best
My brothers strong i know that he can take care of the rest 
Step into foliage  
And raise my head
(Dont go)
I hear something unsheathe my sword it comes closer 
Impale its chest

(Blood on my hands
And blood on my face
Dive into the river and cleanse my new faith)

@dawsin:
I'm yearning to hear someones voice
The only reply I get back is white noise
The weight of my backpack is breaking my poise
No nutrition within me stomachs a void
and im
CONSTANTLY LOOKING OVER TO SEE 
THE CREATURE OR BEING THATS FOLLOWING ME
(It's right behind you)
AND MY RIFLE STRAPPED TO ME IM READY TO FLEE
HEARD THE STEPS
SLOWLY TRYING TO CREEP
(huh what?)
CREEP
SWING IT OVER MY SHOULDER INHALE AND I BREATHE
BREATHE
STEADY MY SHOT SHOOT A HOLE IN ITS SPLEEN

lycora:
What is that I hear in the woods
Got the feeling it is not something good
But in there 
Lies the answers

I just wanna run and hide
I dont know what this is
Should i give up should i try
Someone tell me im homesick
But theres nothing to go back to

i see you

JoshIGuess