early 2025 sheet
prod, me

baby they'll be all gone, i dont wanna go run
after more bitches, i swear to you i'm so done
you're gon' be the last one, that i ever loved bro
that i ever loved bro

but i ain't bitter, i'm just broken and cautious
the way i shiver in motion, i'm nauseous
playing back our convos like tracks in the process
now i'm being ghosted, couldnt wrap mind around it
why does this feel hopeless?
keeping my face up like poker
life ain't that fair got no jokers
when you're low you go lower
keeping an eye up like mordor
still got my ring on
thought i could feel it, but no more
what should i go for now?

i got my feelings but can i trust them?
i got my heart, for you it's open
tell me why do i feel the coldness
losing track of time alone at home here
(nothing but my own time)

baby they'll be all gone, i dont wanna go run
after more bitches, i swear to you i'm so done
you're gon' be the last one, that i ever loved bro
that i ever loved bro

yeah, i been numb, but it’s safer that way
every girl feel like a rerun now, drains that smile out of my face

i decided to stay, even it kills me a little more every day
i hope you're doing okay, dont wanna see you just waste
it's beautiful that you create, i cannot let you just fade
still keep your song in my playlist

go run (demo)

I've got a better weapon.... 
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im on this plane, im bout to take off </3
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Production with tiresss, typhelicia, gk
engineering + vocal mixing - Wayside

to the people who've hurt me the most

https://open.spotify.com/album/5pEbbekIsxupZCJ3cshmDT

prod. wyfy

"just try to breathe"
thats what they told me
with concrete down my lungs
she'll touch my face so softly 

she'll wrap her arms
say "you smell good"
i'll "smile" and hug her back
as tightly as i could

is it so hard
for someone to just love me?
"late night eyes"
"and a soda would be lovely"

am i that hard to find some interest in?
with no face involved
people's love runs thin

only doing this now
cause i cant find a point
i was proven right then
so i wont bother making noise

it hurts me so that its the way it is
i hate that i cant be loved without some pretty privilege

struggling to find the good
in all that is me
as she looks into my eyes she asks me 
what do i think?

is it so hard
for someone to just love me?
"late night eyes"
"and a soda would be lovely"

late night eyes and a soda

prod. whymillyy & living puff sorry my mixing equipment broke probably sounds bad

She’s going thru struggles
Everyone’s just got me in a bubble
And i’m wondering if we should stay a couple
They on my downfall, they betting double

They getting drier like every week
I’m feeling higher, but not off of weed
I’m getting tired, minds on repeat
Without you, i’ll never feel complete

So look me in the eyes and tell me you don’t lie
I’m tired of getting done dirty every time
I know that i’m not like the other guys
But that grin shows you’re a demon in disguise
What am i?
Are you just tryna pry and you just wanna take my life?
Well stop being so shy

(Guys with j names are consistently the worst I think about this all the time cus every time there has been a j name guy in the room from my experience he’s been the villain)

She blocked me on her birthday
Man I couldn’t think of a worse way
My world is going thru an earthquake
Wonder why you’d ever want me in the first place

Your loss, my grief
Guess we both breathe
The same air still
Since I know that we both living in the hills

So look me in the eyes and tell me you don’t lie
I’m tired of getting done dirty every time
I know that i’m not like the other guys
But that grin shows you’re a demon in disguise
What am i?
Are you just tryna pry and you just wanna take my life?
Well stop being so shy




nebulous (whymillyy x living puff)

@camertin @ybcmiley

at long last,
enjoy ☺♥

backstage ‧₊˚ ⋅♡

All plats on the 16th

feat. @crizzywhite @kryst3n @mar_22k @assperrr @p3nkrt 
prod. @truereligiondenim @prodtrashboat 

lyrics:
@s3ll
i just saw u
i just saw u in my dream
ur the one i need ur the one for me
holding on everything u told me
hold ur words so close
i was feeling so cold

wouldn't want it any other way
praying that u die by ur words
i would go out my way
i would go all the way
just to hear u say my name
praying that u'd do the same

my fault my bad
just a shot in the dark
want you, my bed
pls just don't break my heart
bloody tears cry for you
found my soul lost in u
loving every part
loving every last of u

@crizzywhite
my fault, my bad
i ain't know it was like that
you been fucking with my head, you're a psychopath
she been on my line complaining every day
i ain't ever lie, i'm gonna say it straight
two cups, pour it up
mix it with the Fanta
you ain't with the clique, ain't with the gang 'cause you a random
said she never loved me i'm like why the fuck you say so
lying in my bed with all these fears that i can't shake now

@kryst3n
and every day i wonder how i
got u in so close that i
could mend
broken hearts left in the dirt
heads left on the floor

you say u want this and more
i know u want me the same way
take my hand we can see more
baby you helping me breathe
youve been the bandage when i bleed
i know i need you on my team
holding that love knowing it wont deplete

@mar_22k
you make me feel complete
you right here, thats all i need
if you need i could sing you to sleep, like
do re mi fa so la ti
cleanse me, show me purity
bby youre my fleur-de-lis
one call and ill be there
ill be there when you need me

its all done, its all said
its my fault, bby its just my bad
i still hear you in my head
repeating words i never meant to say
bby i swear 
it aint like that 


@assperrr
i feel like times slowin down 
im gon find out
fienin for a feeling
that shit aint got no meaning

but i only loved her 
will i ever recover 
its all in my mind
or will i fall forever

its hard to keep on going when i fuck up 
its hard to be alive when im messed up 
im at peace when im alone 
its the only reason i hate my life

@p3nkrt

shes saying beg on your knees
I pull my hair out oh please
Like bitch i’m begging to leave
Like bitch you better believe

I see you down in these streets
You’re getting down in them sheets

You got me twisted up
Spin around that block bitch
Like what up i made it yuh

Ya aint got nothing
If I ain’t your mirror
Wipe out this whole scene
They call me Akira

last of u w/ crizzy, kryst3n, march22nd, asperr, p3nkrt (01dec trashboat)

lyrics

only thing i wanna buy is time
when i blow up, selling tickets for free like shots at the line
you dont wanna play those games no more and thats fine
baby imma be alright
its like you know im waiting for the end when you drive straight to my house and you lift me up
wonder how i made it to my house when im this fucked up
none of this shit was ever in the playbook but i cant take the bus
half the shit i do, the moms on facebook like "control your son"
but this is all of my doing
havent been inside of my head as of late but now im tryna move in
tryna move on if you standing in front of me get out my way
i got them waiting on the next track, dont know what imma say yet
been going to sleep so high i cant tell if im even awake yet
should be a picture perfect life, somebody smeared up the painting

jai's lyrics soon...

chrysalis w/ love jai (p. under the maple tree)

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