not this time
not this time
not this time
not this time...

you just wanna dwell on my issues
you just wanna call me out that i cant fix you
i just wanna feel safe within your arms
just when i f*cking thought im past that part

you know i love the rain
you know you saw my face, face
you know i cant take pain
and will you miss me when im down in the grave?

when my head down trying not to break
just to live through my life had to be brave


...
im trying my hardest so just f*cking trust me
no matter where i head i just fall apart
im on these f*cking drugs trynna fix my heart
im nearly given up to delete my part

i thought im past that part (ft. shinigami) (prod. evan jolley)

til i saw u on the floor
wish i didnt do it
wish i could just forget 

u were asking me to go
could tell u were upset
but i couldnt feel it 

u just wanted me to know
as if i was ur mind reader
my love was the bait to ur feeder

no, i couldnt forget 
could never just forget

n everytime i play bk that part
the truth shines brighter in the dark
u never tended to my heart
and it’s still

like medusa ive became stone cold
u no longer have a hold of me
and my hopes and dreams

i saw our future flash before my eyes
u had me shackled, you had me tied
i had to break out of ur lies
and leave u

on the floor
wish i didnt do it
wish i could just forget 

u were asking me to go
could tell u were upset
but i couldnt feel it 

u just wanted me to know
this whole time what was it for?
this whole time u’ve been a creature

how could i not see it?
or did i really just forget?

to kill the monster
had to kill the monster.
monster

ur a monster

on the floor (prod. coreystax)

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Lyrics -

(Swamp)

Yeah it’s painfully obvious that I’m not in control 
Feel like a vessel for the negatives that I find in my lows
It’s eerie you see me then say it’s like you’re seeing a ghost 
But how long has it been since I’ve been this cold 

(Brecken)

this shi getting old
feels like you stompin on my face
i lose all control
one lil push gon make me fold fold fold
i dont wanna do this no more
its the soul soul purpose why i hit the floor

and what i thought was all wrong
ate dirt when i thought that id been strong all along
lost worth when you saw me layed out heart stopped on the lawn
i put you first even though i shoulda put my health on top
and it still hurts when i think of you grippin on your purse

(Swamp)

Yeah but you know me best, there’s no need to hide
You’ve seen through the cracks of my faulty disguise 
What do you see when you look in my eyes do you look past the dead inside 
I’m 20 something that’s barley alive 
But I’m wastein away for the rest of my life 
Haven’t gained only lost time 
Just a ghost in a shell that is not mine 
Like what do I do when I run out of vices 
Walk in that room finding me laying lifeless 
wake up and don’t do this to me 
But I’m caught in the cycle and can’t hear a thing 
I’ll Shake it off, this must be a dream 
The sensation of me finally free 
I’ll sober up and be back in a week 
But just as bad or prolly worse than you think 

(Brecken)


swear i had the worst week
ill fix it up with sum tape
it aint as good as it seems
nothing im needing is outta the cage
thought you were on my team
everything seem to fade
cold cries telling everybody how i feel
whole time i aint even realize this was real

sideways car im whippin a beetle
think u a star u is not one them people
export the product get it for retail
im makin bank it make feel well

(Swamp)

Yeah it’s painfully obvious that I’m not in control 
Feel like a vessel for the negatives that I find in my lows
It’s eerie you see me then say it’s like you’re seeing a ghost 
But how long has it been since I’ve been this cold 

(Brecken)

this shi getting old
feels like you stompin on my face
i lose all control
one lil push gon make me fold fold fold
i dont wanna do this no more
its the soul soul purpose why i hit the floor

and what i thought was all wrong
ate dirt when i thought that id been strong all along
lost worth when you saw me layed out heart stopped on the lawn
i put you first even though i shoulda put my health on top
and it still hurts when i think of you grippin on your purse

Painfully Obvious

Prod. addy exo
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Lyrics -

(Swamp)

Do you feel it getting cold everyday 
Crab ya coat get high and let’s escape 
Do you even wanna be here anyway 
If you say no that’s fine cause same 
Ion even wanna talk we out let’s go 
Before the wave comes crashing through this home 
Feel the storm coming soon but 7 fold 
You don’t wanna get caught and left alone no no 

I only give it a couple of weeks 
Until all that we said comes to wither the trees 
Slowly but surely to touch it’ll freeze 
Creature come to ruin all we see 
It fucking sucks it was a masterpiece 
Always dread this part and you say same with me 
Ok it’s almost here quicker than we think 
There’s no looking back 
All that we hads being left in the past 
I feel the tremors itscoming in fast 
Are you prepared for the crash
Surly you couldn’t be ready cause baby you’re barely intact 
Lump in your throat and unable to stand 
And at any moment you’ll shatter like glass 
Ok it’s here don’t be scared grab my hand 

Do you feel it getting cold everyday 
Crab ya coat get high and let’s escape 
Do you even wanna be here anyway 
If you say no that’s fine cause same 
Ion even wanna talk we out let’s go 
Before the wave comes crashing through this home 
Feel the storm coming soon but 7 fold 
You don’t wanna get caught and left alone no no 

(Brecken)

oh no i knew i got too comfortable with their trust
so i keep a distance from
(Im far enough)
white lies riddled in my tongue
tongue tied from everything ive done
WHAT HAVE I done
I dont wanna die when im alone
(BUT HAVE I?)
but everything try they hate i dont
i dont wanna lose the one hope loves me
i know you wanna cry when it gets cold
just please let it go and grab the bowl
it dont matter to me if you face it all

(Swamp) 

Do you feel it getting cold everyday 
Crab ya coat get high and let’s escape 
Do you even wanna be here anyway 
If you say no that’s fine cause same 
Ion even wanna talk we out let’s go 
Before the wave comes crashing through this home 
Feel the storm coming soon but 7 fold 
You don’t wanna get caught and left alone no no

moments before disaster

In My Head (BASS BOOSTED)

FILTHY AWFUL W/FiSH, POLTERGEIST PRINCE$$

VILLAIN

PHEM

Written by: Kurumi Violet 
Produced by: Sorrow Bringer
Mixed & Mastered by: Kurumi Violet 
Artwork from: Wuthering Waves (Gacha Anime Game)
Artwork Edited by: Kurumi Violet

Lyrics:
[Verse]
Wars breaking out between the ones I call friends 
Wanna leave the past behind but it feels impossible 
As all the comments become unstoppable 
Everyone ask why I complain but my life is such a cruel riddle 
With all this "friendly ridicule" 
Woah
Anxiety got me shaking with uncertainty
Pain urging me to disconnect the line
(Disconnect the line)

[Outro]
Sick of the back & forth 
But I know you can't 
Fix it with a bandaid
I'm sorry

Cruel Riddle (Prod. Sorrow Bringer)

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That’s Where I’m At

She doesn't care when I'm gone
She don't text at all
She on the gram saying i'm bored who wanna call
It doesn't even cross her mind i'm like a ghost in the hall, in the hall

I remember those days you said you loved me so
I kept staring at your eyes they were so beautiful
So how the hell we ended up is unpredictable 
Spend my life waiting for reciprocal

And I don't wanna wait too long
Distance got me weak not strong
And to them don't wanna be no flop
I'm hoping that I go up
To show them what could've been us
Spent years living in these bluffs
I'm alone with my ear muffs
One moment of attention just got me in a bubble
I never get to talk about one of my troubles
I'm starting to think this will all fade again 
I guess everything has to come to an end
And they won't say nothing unless i'm the speaker
And some of them just want the wood like a beaver
And it doesn't have to be from me
There's always another to take that seat
And I may be lonely, but I give it all that I got
I put all this luck inside of this pot
Hoping that it just strikes gold one day
Now I stay away, from this fed up trait

Don't hit me if you're not gonna hit me back
I'm just too attached
And I get detached real fast
Why do I gotta feel this way
Gotta feel this way?

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