not this time
not this time
not this time
not this time...

you just wanna dwell on my issues
you just wanna call me out that i cant fix you
i just wanna feel safe within your arms
just when i f*cking thought im past that part

you know i love the rain
you know you saw my face, face
you know i cant take pain
and will you miss me when im down in the grave?

when my head down trying not to break
just to live through my life had to be brave


...
im trying my hardest so just f*cking trust me
no matter where i head i just fall apart
im on these f*cking drugs trynna fix my heart
im nearly given up to delete my part

i thought im past that part (ft. shinigami) (prod. evan jolley)

Tell me why she came running to me
Her life has been a whole on movie
I can't take even trying to sympathize
Cus even if I step in it won't feel right

She fell out of love with her other guy
That she left me in the dust for
So lustful
I don't know if i'll ever feel trustful
Around her knowing how fast she let go
But my heart still cries
My heart still cries

Our eyes locked and I just can't help but feel bad
Is this manipulation or actual status
I don't know if I should return to her
She didn't think about me in reverse
Only forward
Like how she should move right now
I'm worried that I might be the only way how
I don't ever want her to find her way out
I care too much she don't deserve constant frowns

I made this album with the mindset of being detached
Now she coming back fuck how about that
She probably listen whether or not I come back
That's the biggest problem music always in tact

Tell me why she came running to me
Her life has been a whole on movie
I can't take even trying to sympathize
Cus even if I step in it won't feel right

reconcile

til i saw u on the floor
wish i didnt do it
wish i could just forget 

u were asking me to go
could tell u were upset
but i couldnt feel it 

u just wanted me to know
as if i was ur mind reader
my love was the bait to ur feeder

no, i couldnt forget 
could never just forget

n everytime i play bk that part
the truth shines brighter in the dark
u never tended to my heart
and it’s still

like medusa ive became stone cold
u no longer have a hold of me
and my hopes and dreams

i saw our future flash before my eyes
u had me shackled, you had me tied
i had to break out of ur lies
and leave u

on the floor
wish i didnt do it
wish i could just forget 

u were asking me to go
could tell u were upset
but i couldnt feel it 

u just wanted me to know
this whole time what was it for?
this whole time u’ve been a creature

how could i not see it?
or did i really just forget?

to kill the monster
had to kill the monster.
monster

ur a monster

on the floor (prod. coreystax)

In My Head (BASS BOOSTED)

Written by: Kurumi Violet 
Produced by: Sorrow Bringer
Mixed & Mastered by: Kurumi Violet 
Artwork from: Wuthering Waves (Gacha Anime Game)
Artwork Edited by: Kurumi Violet

Lyrics:
[Verse]
Wars breaking out between the ones I call friends 
Wanna leave the past behind but it feels impossible 
As all the comments become unstoppable 
Everyone ask why I complain but my life is such a cruel riddle 
With all this "friendly ridicule" 
Woah
Anxiety got me shaking with uncertainty
Pain urging me to disconnect the line
(Disconnect the line)

[Outro]
Sick of the back & forth 
But I know you can't 
Fix it with a bandaid
I'm sorry

Cruel Riddle (Prod. Sorrow Bringer)

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Dopesicx- Fading Lights Ft 209 Boat (SoundCloud Exclusive) prod.Northeast Lights

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