lodi setlist 2/10

featuring & engineered by @mjmadeit
produced by @fantom-instrumentals aka @fantommuzik

(Intro)
Tell me what's on your mind?
I know what's on mine
You and me tonight

I just wanna hold you tight
Make you mine
All the time

(Chorus)
I don't wanna fuck around too much and leave you down and out again
I know your heart is set somewhere and i'm just fighting to get in
I know I treated you better without no one else
You know I love you so much even by myself

(JoshIGuess Verse)
And I said why'd you do me like that?
Arguments the only time you hit me right back
I'm sorry I'm not around I've been getting sidetracked
I've gotten comfortable with life while you still feeling attached

I want a simple life not no complications
Wonder if I'll ever last forever dating
I've been tryna work out I've been staying patient
But it's tough knowing things you did were blatant

(Chorus 2)
I don't wanna fuck around too much and leave you down and out again
I know your heart is set somewhere and i'm just fighting to get in
I know I treated you better without no one else
You know I love you so much even by myself

lyric video

Myself w/ NightDreams (Fantom)

prod https://soundcloud.com/1wayza

shawty wanna back it up like I'm backing up a hard drive
they replying on my story spamming me with heart eyes
creating all this music is just getting me thru hard times
perform like every month like it's my job, yeah it is part time

heading to the top yeah I be on that hard grind
just like yo bitch who tryna do things with me in my car tonight
had to stop giving opps attention it will be their kryprtonite
cus they invested for rejection, like their crypto that declined

i just made a bag off of a fucking mix and master
camera in my face soon it will be a broadcaster
that bitch thinking she the one but im walking right past her
and they try to hit me up but ima ghost her like casper

if you try to reach out yeah im a fucking silhouette 
someone asked me after i performed for a cigarette
i said go ask someone else bitch i don't ever do that shit
grew up seeing someone passing by it i just wanna live

yeah i just wanna live
so i stay relevant
you talking all that shit
can you do better bitch?
you way too sensitive

shawty wanna back it up like I'm backing up a hard drive
they replying on my story spamming me with heart eyes
creating all this music is just getting me thru hard times
perform like every month like it's my job, yeah it is part time

heading to the top yeah I be on that hard grind
just like yo bitch who tryna do things with me in my car tonight
had to stop giving opps attention it will be their kryprtonite
cus they invested for rejection, like their crypto that declined

back to back shows in the city all these people that I gotta invite
i got a fast pass like we at disney so you can be the first person to ride
if you a day one you better stay one cus I don't wanna lose all of you to time
yeah it's joshiguess and I'm up next and you know I always stay on the grind

yeah you know i always stay on the grind
yeah i just wanna have a good time
and i do not wanna cut no ties
yeah i just wanna keep my close ones tight

silhouette (wayza)

music vid https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cdMxIrKfnmo
prod tykun

And i'm searching for the one inside a flower field 
Looking into her eyes would make a coward yield
And I don't know if this life will ever make me feel
I feel confused every day don't feel like it's real

and I just wanna leave it all in the past tense
No one used to hit my phone now it's all mass texts
They try to tell me Josh you can hook up with a bad bitch
and I'm like no she can just stick to using her lovense, fuck sex

And I got nothing to lose and I got nothing to gain
And all this boredom & cluelessness driving me insane
Feel like absolutely nothing when I'm not using my brain 
And I wanna go outside but no one hanging out today

Tired of being lonely no matter where I go
And I wanna move out then I'm like hell no
One little thing will turn me off and it's no longer a goal
I just hope that I will keep on getting stronger I suppose

And i'm searching for the one inside a flower field 
Looking into her eyes would make a coward yield
And I don't know if this life will ever make me feel
I feel confused every day don't feel like it's real

Don't feel like it's real get me out this illusion
How could I find love in my life if i never had a cupid?
And i'm falling to cement so I intentionally get bruises
Nah I'm playing showing pain will make me look too fucking stupid

And i'm searching for the one inside a flower field 
Looking into her eyes would make a coward yield
And I don't know if this life will ever make me feel
I feel confused every day don't feel like it's real

And all these artists around me they tryna make an image
Sorry I'm not with y'all I don't do this all for business
I respect my boundaries and push myself to the limits
After performance I celebrate with a shake, like I'm grimace

And i'm searching for the one inside a flower field 
Looking into her eyes would make a coward yield
And I don't know if this life will ever make me feel
I feel confused every day don't feel like it's real
Don't feel like it's real get me out this illusion
How could I find love in my life if i never had a cupid?
And i'm falling to cement so I intentionally get bruises
Nah I'm playing showing pain will make me look too fucking stupid

flower field (tykun)

prod https://soundcloud.com/whymillyy & maestrowons

It's time to wake up make up right after a break up
Yeah i'm stuck in this stupid lust, yeah i dont give a fuck
I just want to treat life like no one ever really does
But you can never do that only do it in a camouflage 

Pull up with a garage band performing on a macintosh
Been working on this shit for years you be staying slacking off
Tried to ship my energy to you but then the package lost
People around me wanna swish only if its basketball

I just want my peace
Give it to me please
I just want my peace
Give it to me please


I need to live life with way less company
You ask to hang but they just wanna get buzzed with me
And i'm stuck living in a different fantasy 
Vacuum all these thoughts cus im my own manatee

I just want my peace
Give it to me please
I just want my peace
Give it to me please

It's time to wake up make up right after a break up
Yeah i'm stuck in this stupid lust, yeah i dont give a fuck
I just want to treat life like no one ever really does
But you can never do that only do it in a camouflage

manatee (whymillyy + maestrowons)

https://youtu.be/CsHkrGFgkSI?si=zbjE0t3whXV3635k
So i packed up and i said see you later
She begging don't leave while i'm signing off the papers
I should've known that i couldn't escape her
She getting too close, to my heart she was my neighbor

Did i just fuck up the canon like it's spiderverse
All the memories i had and i'm wishing i could reimburse
And all these emotions are recycled into what i rehearsed
Tryna destroy the home in my heart, call it saboteurs 

We were on call that day didn't know what to say
And now i contemplate on what i could've then
Would it really be worth it to be more than friends?
Or would you be like the others and it's just start to end?

And love's too complicated and confusing for my heart to be
Gotta look at my life on my watch i'm my own yard duty
Answer my life's questions at my stake like it's jeopardy
It's hard to do when i don't know my own identity

So i packed up and i said see you later
She begging don't leave while i'm signing off the papers
I should've known that i couldn't escape her
She getting too close, to my heart she was my neighbor

These roads are too unstable cus they know i'm the pedestrian 
Said she from the country i'm like shawty you equestrian?
and I'm too inexperienced to call myself a gentleman 
But i guess it's just my life and what i gotta settle with

And when i'm gone
I'll control this music scene with a baton
They try to place me in a box when I'm not
Cus i'm making different moves
And creating different tunes 
What the fuck you got to do?

So i packed up and i said see you later
She begging don't leave while i'm signing off the papers
I should've known that i couldn't escape her
She getting too close, to my heart she was my neighbor

Did i just fuck up the canon like it's spiderverse
All the memories i had and i'm wishing i could reimburse
And all these emotions are recycled into what i rehearsed
Tryna destroy the home in my heart, call it saboteurs

music video

saboteurs (tykun x mandumé)

featuring https://soundcloud.com/hoshiestar
prod https://soundcloud.com/omgartixan

She only finds interest while she getting wasted (huh)
And I'm thinking bout all the fucking time I had to wait then

I'll take another, no reason to cuff her
For the rave I'ma take her out the suburbs
Watching cars pass on the edge of the gutter
When she stay the night, she spread it out like it's butter

Yeah we stay up all night yeah we on mario party
Yeah we download play we connect to the lobby
And she want my paste but I just want a copy
And the two of us pair like we're walkie talkies

Like we're walkie talkies
What you doing walking with a bag of takis?
And i don't see a reason why you should love me
Realize I'm a star and I'm feeling like I'm hoshie

And I only have interest
In all the drugs that I ingest
And I know that it doesn’t serve a purpose
But tonight I'ma see if it's worth it

I tried to take her to the top
I tried to put her on
There's some work I gotta do
But I'ma put it off
Designer all up on my fit
You know I put it on
Live my life like its a role
You know I took it on

She only finds interest while she getting wasted (huh)
And I'm thinking bout all the fucking time I had to wait then

And yea we got too drunk another passed out on the pavement
And no one was in the right state of mind to say it
And there's been days I thought of going faceless
But I want to hear people scream my name and say it

Stay inside and bleed
I just wanna be me
And I just wanna feel free
But she begging on her knees

And she only find interest while she's getting wasted (huh)
And I'm thinking bout all the fucking time I had to wait then, huh

counterfeit! w/ hoshie star (artixan)

https://soundcloud.com/youngburial
https://soundcloud.com/polearm
prod by: https://www.youtube.com/@QUITAllBeats
https://open.spotify.com/track/72fWpzdKn2tPeY3m7e13iQ?si=33ca61b0fd0a4383&nd=1&dlsi=2a7bb40ccad7477d

I try to discover my self love
Really all those times I do not give a fuck
I try to rest my head but it's never enough
I'm up at 4am recording another song

And can you tell me once again if it's a lie
I just wanna know before my health declines 
I don't wanna go thru this shit again
And I'll crush these thoughts like I put em to the blend

And every time I go zzz
Up at least til 3
No it's not that easy
And I remember memories of you just cheating on me
But I just gotta hold myself together

I try to discover my self love
Really all those times I do not give a fuck
I try to rest my head but it's never enough
I'm up at 4am recording another song

It's never enough
I'll just spend my night feeling down and I'm out of luck
Closer at the wall for an hour shutting off
I'm going mad I just need someone to trust
Laying in my bed disassociate again
Can't stop running back all the little things you said
Can't stop turning down all the chances that I get
I've become a fraction of the person that I was

I try to tell myself I’m over it
But I can’t stop endorphins
Still riding on the hope of it
But I might not get to close to it
And I know you raised the bar but could you lower it?
There’s nothing that I wouldn’t do for something more than this
But i wish you’d bring me down
But you got bored of it
I gave you all the time I had but you want more of it
All we do is sit inside
I think there’s more to this
I think there’s more to this
But you’re not supporting it

And can you tell me once again if it's a lie
I just wanna know before my health declines 
I don't wanna go thru this shit again
And I'll crush these thoughts like I put em to the blend

spotify

blend w/ fats'e & polearm (quitall)

feat. https://soundcloud.com/ihateshinigami
prod https://soundcloud.com/1wayza
pic taken outside of @screwyounick first show
https://open.spotify.com/track/3FbODgk1VXlMKjrG9O6S09?si=80b008bca4214fea

Yeah
You know it's JoshIGuess
And we do it once again yeah 

Wake up in the morning and I reset the power
Cus I want it all different I can pass all the hours 
Taking elevators to the top of the towers 
Putting dirt on my name bitch I gotta scour

Bitch I gotta scour
My connection so lost like I unplugged my router
If you coming to my shows well here's a fucking voucher
I'ma break the fourth wall like it's fucking chowder


Drift in my whip but it ain't no joycon 
Staying all alone all these bitches wanna boycott
When I finna blow up you know ima put my boys on
And I gotta make a name on this world I deployed on

Tryna take my shit but all you ever attempt is from my pocket
It don't make no sense when everything is out my digital wallet
And whether you hate this shit or not 
I want the truth I would rather hear honest
Bet you never expected this from someone always staying modest

Wake up in the morning and I reset the power
Cus I want it all different I can pass all the hours
Taking elevators to the top of the towers
Putting dirt on my name bitch I gotta scour

Bitch I gotta scour
My connection so lost like I unplugged my router
If you coming to my shows well here's a fucking voucher
I'ma break the fourth wall like it's fucking chowder

Staying ground I can't be a coward
Chasing bags getting racks by the hour
Smoking sour good flower
I don't want an upper need a downer
Gave a fuck tho up every day so what
You so fucking frail why the fuck you acting tough
I was in the lunch line only had a couple bucks
Now I don't give a fuck get the check and throw it up

Throw it up yeah yeah throw it up
Throw it up yeah yeah throw it up
Throw it up yeah yeah throw it up
Throw it up yeah yeah throw it up

Wake up in the morning and I reset the power
Cus I want it all different I can pass all the hours
Taking elevators to the top of the towers
Putting dirt on my name bitch I gotta scour

Bitch I gotta scour
My connection so lost like I unplugged my router
If you coming to my shows well here's a fucking voucher
I'ma break the fourth wall like it's fucking chowder

I'm a beast spitting fire and I'm feeling like I'm Bowser
It's an alternate reality I'm feeling like the Prowler
Your girl hit me up while I'm tryna take a shower
And you better watch out she wanna take off my trousers

throw it up! w/ shinigami (wayza)

oakland + sonora tix https://ffm.bio/joshiguess