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mixed mastered written & recorded by me
produced by the goat 1wayza

lyrics:
So like who the fuck is love jai (tag)

Time and time again
I keep fucking up and losing all my friends
I cant trust a soul they all play pretend
This time I think that its all me and not you
This time I wont tell you anything that's not true
No I don't wanna talk about it, don't wanna argue yeah I'm cool
I like all my women just like Barbies make me drool hmm whoa
Okay this time I think that I'm the fool
Fool fool fool

Okay its kinda true
You cant say its my fault that I don't wanna be kind to you
Boy I grind my ass off, and I'm hotter than the Asphalt
She say I'm a asshole, I get it from my dad though mm
Okay I'm fucked up
You should never trust us
Take a take a crushed up
Duh
Oh oh show no love
I bet they'll all love me when I'm dead or when I'm up
Huh its so unfortunate
I don't plan on forfeiting
And I'm not ever forcing this
Yeah ima run these racks up the wall is where my back stuck
I don't wanna act up but you might make me act up
Oh you acting funny ima show yo ass hilarious
Once you break the trust with us I promise I'm not hearing it
I'm just not feeling it
Yeah oh oh
Guess ima asshole

Time and time again
I keep fucking up and losing all my friends
I cant trust a soul they all play pretend
This time I think that its all me and not you
This time I wont tell you anything that's not true
No I don't wanna talk about it, don't wanna argue yeah I'm cool
I like all my women just like Barbies make me drool hmm whoa
Okay this time I think that I'm the fool
Fool fool fool

ig ima asshole lol

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ig ima asshole lol [p. 1wayza]

w/ @splashgvng

lyrics:

I'm so tired of falling in love
I tried giving a fuck
But every time
You just leave me waiting (on you)
I don't wanna wait in the dark
I wanna kiss in your car
But every time
You just watch me break (and it's too)
Damn much, so you
Get drunk, I'd let you
Suck my blood for
One more touch
But every time I'm getting close to the edge
You let me go again
And just when I think this is the end
You pull me back in
Just when I think this is the last time I'll see your face
i fall in love again, and then you fuck one of my friends

And it was so irrelevant
Worth less than nothing, I'll admit
We stayed up all night watching movies
You made me feel like a kid
And like a child, I was so scared of rejection
Unbroken mirrors make me hate my reflection
Oh, and now we're driving to your place
Volume, no talking, interstate
And when I left you at your house
You treated me like I'm nothing
I guess I've never been enough
Write songs 'til someone gives a fuck
But when you see me on the stage
Just look at me like I'm nothing

Overthink my emotions until nothing means anything
Trying to sleep, mixing Xanax and ketamine
And you left the day that I bought you a wedding ring
Take all you can while I'm giving you everything
And now there's a hole where my yearning should be
And Xanax ate most of my earnings this week
And I never felt so fucking lonely back east
But nostalgia's a liar, I'm grinding my teeth til I

BREAK MY JAW
Oh baby, take it off
I wanna break it all
But I'm so afraid of being nothing to you

JAWBREAKER w/ splashgvng

prod https://soundcloud.com/1wayza

shawty wanna back it up like I'm backing up a hard drive
they replying on my story spamming me with heart eyes
creating all this music is just getting me thru hard times
perform like every month like it's my job, yeah it is part time

heading to the top yeah I be on that hard grind
just like yo bitch who tryna do things with me in my car tonight
had to stop giving opps attention it will be their kryprtonite
cus they invested for rejection, like their crypto that declined

i just made a bag off of a fucking mix and master
camera in my face soon it will be a broadcaster
that bitch thinking she the one but im walking right past her
and they try to hit me up but ima ghost her like casper

if you try to reach out yeah im a fucking silhouette 
someone asked me after i performed for a cigarette
i said go ask someone else bitch i don't ever do that shit
grew up seeing someone passing by it i just wanna live

yeah i just wanna live
so i stay relevant
you talking all that shit
can you do better bitch?
you way too sensitive

shawty wanna back it up like I'm backing up a hard drive
they replying on my story spamming me with heart eyes
creating all this music is just getting me thru hard times
perform like every month like it's my job, yeah it is part time

heading to the top yeah I be on that hard grind
just like yo bitch who tryna do things with me in my car tonight
had to stop giving opps attention it will be their kryprtonite
cus they invested for rejection, like their crypto that declined

back to back shows in the city all these people that I gotta invite
i got a fast pass like we at disney so you can be the first person to ride
if you a day one you better stay one cus I don't wanna lose all of you to time
yeah it's joshiguess and I'm up next and you know I always stay on the grind

yeah you know i always stay on the grind
yeah i just wanna have a good time
and i do not wanna cut no ties
yeah i just wanna keep my close ones tight

silhouette (wayza)

music vid https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cdMxIrKfnmo
prod tykun

And i'm searching for the one inside a flower field 
Looking into her eyes would make a coward yield
And I don't know if this life will ever make me feel
I feel confused every day don't feel like it's real

and I just wanna leave it all in the past tense
No one used to hit my phone now it's all mass texts
They try to tell me Josh you can hook up with a bad bitch
and I'm like no she can just stick to using her lovense, fuck sex

And I got nothing to lose and I got nothing to gain
And all this boredom & cluelessness driving me insane
Feel like absolutely nothing when I'm not using my brain 
And I wanna go outside but no one hanging out today

Tired of being lonely no matter where I go
And I wanna move out then I'm like hell no
One little thing will turn me off and it's no longer a goal
I just hope that I will keep on getting stronger I suppose

And i'm searching for the one inside a flower field 
Looking into her eyes would make a coward yield
And I don't know if this life will ever make me feel
I feel confused every day don't feel like it's real

Don't feel like it's real get me out this illusion
How could I find love in my life if i never had a cupid?
And i'm falling to cement so I intentionally get bruises
Nah I'm playing showing pain will make me look too fucking stupid

And i'm searching for the one inside a flower field 
Looking into her eyes would make a coward yield
And I don't know if this life will ever make me feel
I feel confused every day don't feel like it's real

And all these artists around me they tryna make an image
Sorry I'm not with y'all I don't do this all for business
I respect my boundaries and push myself to the limits
After performance I celebrate with a shake, like I'm grimace

And i'm searching for the one inside a flower field 
Looking into her eyes would make a coward yield
And I don't know if this life will ever make me feel
I feel confused every day don't feel like it's real
Don't feel like it's real get me out this illusion
How could I find love in my life if i never had a cupid?
And i'm falling to cement so I intentionally get bruises
Nah I'm playing showing pain will make me look too fucking stupid

flower field (tykun)

prod https://soundcloud.com/whymillyy & maestrowons

It's time to wake up make up right after a break up
Yeah i'm stuck in this stupid lust, yeah i dont give a fuck
I just want to treat life like no one ever really does
But you can never do that only do it in a camouflage 

Pull up with a garage band performing on a macintosh
Been working on this shit for years you be staying slacking off
Tried to ship my energy to you but then the package lost
People around me wanna swish only if its basketball

I just want my peace
Give it to me please
I just want my peace
Give it to me please


I need to live life with way less company
You ask to hang but they just wanna get buzzed with me
And i'm stuck living in a different fantasy 
Vacuum all these thoughts cus im my own manatee

I just want my peace
Give it to me please
I just want my peace
Give it to me please

It's time to wake up make up right after a break up
Yeah i'm stuck in this stupid lust, yeah i dont give a fuck
I just want to treat life like no one ever really does
But you can never do that only do it in a camouflage

manatee (whymillyy + maestrowons)

https://youtu.be/CsHkrGFgkSI?si=zbjE0t3whXV3635k
So i packed up and i said see you later
She begging don't leave while i'm signing off the papers
I should've known that i couldn't escape her
She getting too close, to my heart she was my neighbor

Did i just fuck up the canon like it's spiderverse
All the memories i had and i'm wishing i could reimburse
And all these emotions are recycled into what i rehearsed
Tryna destroy the home in my heart, call it saboteurs 

We were on call that day didn't know what to say
And now i contemplate on what i could've then
Would it really be worth it to be more than friends?
Or would you be like the others and it's just start to end?

And love's too complicated and confusing for my heart to be
Gotta look at my life on my watch i'm my own yard duty
Answer my life's questions at my stake like it's jeopardy
It's hard to do when i don't know my own identity

So i packed up and i said see you later
She begging don't leave while i'm signing off the papers
I should've known that i couldn't escape her
She getting too close, to my heart she was my neighbor

These roads are too unstable cus they know i'm the pedestrian 
Said she from the country i'm like shawty you equestrian?
and I'm too inexperienced to call myself a gentleman 
But i guess it's just my life and what i gotta settle with

And when i'm gone
I'll control this music scene with a baton
They try to place me in a box when I'm not
Cus i'm making different moves
And creating different tunes 
What the fuck you got to do?

So i packed up and i said see you later
She begging don't leave while i'm signing off the papers
I should've known that i couldn't escape her
She getting too close, to my heart she was my neighbor

Did i just fuck up the canon like it's spiderverse
All the memories i had and i'm wishing i could reimburse
And all these emotions are recycled into what i rehearsed
Tryna destroy the home in my heart, call it saboteurs

music video

saboteurs MUSIC VID OUT NOW (tykun x mandumé)

@fleshgolem // @jolst
art by me
single 4
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lyrics:
i remember catching up in december
iridescence in the snow on your face
being healthy is a lot to remember
even worse when someone new’s in your place
i could tell you how i’ve been bout whenever
but who i am isn’t a gracious parade
i know i should’ve written this in a letter, nah
its better written so it loops in your brain

its all silence, it fucks with me, merely
oxygen, saving me, nearly
posthumous, i’m given what fears me
and with the life i’m given, i’m steering
off of a, cliff hoping it kills me
honesty won’t change how i’m feeling
talk to me, cold shoulder, no meaning
so with the life i’m given, i’m healing

it’ll all make sense in time
it’ll all make sense in time

i remember how it felt when you kissed me
time froze when you looked my way
on your neck a keepsake if you missed me
still i feel my heart sink when i think about

it snapping, you fucked with me, dearly
oxygen, saving me, nearly
posthumous, i’m given what fears me
and with the life i’m given, i’m steering
off of a, cliff hoping it kills me
honesty won’t change how i’m feeling
talk to me, cold shoulder, no meaning
so with the life i’m given, i’m healing

it’ll all make sense in time
it’ll all make sense in time
it’ll all make sense in time
it’ll all make sense in time

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twist the knife

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twist the knife [flesh x jolst]

https://soundcloud.com/youngburial
https://soundcloud.com/polearm
prod by: https://www.youtube.com/@QUITAllBeats
https://open.spotify.com/track/72fWpzdKn2tPeY3m7e13iQ?si=33ca61b0fd0a4383&nd=1&dlsi=2a7bb40ccad7477d

I try to discover my self love
Really all those times I do not give a fuck
I try to rest my head but it's never enough
I'm up at 4am recording another song

And can you tell me once again if it's a lie
I just wanna know before my health declines 
I don't wanna go thru this shit again
And I'll crush these thoughts like I put em to the blend

And every time I go zzz
Up at least til 3
No it's not that easy
And I remember memories of you just cheating on me
But I just gotta hold myself together

I try to discover my self love
Really all those times I do not give a fuck
I try to rest my head but it's never enough
I'm up at 4am recording another song

It's never enough
I'll just spend my night feeling down and I'm out of luck
Closer at the wall for an hour shutting off
I'm going mad I just need someone to trust
Laying in my bed disassociate again
Can't stop running back all the little things you said
Can't stop turning down all the chances that I get
I've become a fraction of the person that I was

I try to tell myself I’m over it
But I can’t stop endorphins
Still riding on the hope of it
But I might not get to close to it
And I know you raised the bar but could you lower it?
There’s nothing that I wouldn’t do for something more than this
But i wish you’d bring me down
But you got bored of it
I gave you all the time I had but you want more of it
All we do is sit inside
I think there’s more to this
I think there’s more to this
But you’re not supporting it

And can you tell me once again if it's a lie
I just wanna know before my health declines 
I don't wanna go thru this shit again
And I'll crush these thoughts like I put em to the blend

blend w/ fats'e & polearm (quitall)

prod. heyzbee & acey
feat. @yungcray

i fly away 
like doves in chains
you used your fangs 
and bite my wings 

this my last song that i’ll ever write about you
it’s nothing personal, i just finally have withdrew
a lot has happened recently, i actually got a tattoo
i’m finally done with my past i even changed my shampoo
like a lonely dove
i’m actually out of love
it took me all these months
now i’m finally done
flying away, i’m not same
sometimes i wish that i didn’t know your name
low-key miss when you used to call me lame 
but it’s  too late now i know actually have to change 

i fly away 
like doves in chains
you used your fangs 
and bite my wings 

pull me down 
straight to the ground
you can hear me scream 
as my heart starts to pound
i never thought 
my heart would rot 
now i just think 
will this ever stop 

yungcray:
girl ur presence really kept me alive, it’s been 2 months and I just feel fine, never thought I’d let go of this life, I’ve gripped on  so hard it’s time I dropped the knife, it’s time I healed my wounds, cuz its passing, passing by, and I can’t even move but I think is cuz I’m high, I looked up in the sky no the stars did not align, it was never meant to be simply  a chapter passing by, 

now my life’s so changed I’m going full throttle they not even catching up, all my life in this pain, I open a bottle I know this gon pick me up, I wish I had new ways to drown out the feelings, but I’m just so fucking stuck, i will find a way I will find a way

(2x)
i fly away 
like doves in chains
you used your fangs 
and bite my wings 

flying away, i’m not same
sometimes i wish that i didn’t know your name
low-key miss when you used to call me lame 
but it’s  too late now i know actually have to change

dove (feat. yungcray)

lyrics 

doubled up cups we jus sinking
baby like what r we thinking
i'm taking shots 'til my eyes fully shot
next thing u know we'll be linking

i'm tryna face all that shit from the past
while live in the moment and have a blast
i'm open minded, don't be double sided
'coz i'll let u in before before i crash and burn

straight to the face 
straight to the dome
i call the shots since u been drinking alone

i'm outta town i’m out on the road
there ain’t an excuse for not picking up phone
i'm out in space, i'm out in rome 
if u touch my heart ill be turning to stone

lift up my, lift up my, lift up my soul

calling me to play in the grapevines
its not like u missed my other 8 signs
wanna get to know u with these late nights strolls
wanna know who raised u when i take u home

my home, my home
is ur home, i know
this heartbeat ain't stopping
for no one else, with this pain i been rubbin'

i been living in the past
wanna savour moments but i been moving to fast
wanna take this moment to just sit back and give thanks, thanks, thanks
if u really knew me then you'd want this shit to last

think i better move on
i cant stay here too long 
think i'll rip a few bongs 
new songs, think i'll just stick to blue one's
nah fuck that it's time to get my groove on

in the past

in th_past (ivn)

Poor thing, thought it went missing 
Darling yeah caught up on a listening 
For why could it end up this way 
Can’t lie yeah I thought they would miss me 
Poor thing, thought it went missing 
Darling yeah caught up on a listening 
For why could it end up this way 
Can’t lie yeah I thought they would miss me 

Hope you got your lenses I'm tough to read like
Like a poem there's meaning that you just can't see oh
And whether it's meant to be or whether it was left to me ah
Yeah I've gotten this way without forcing keys don't force the bleed no
Would you really resent me if I let go of these maladies in my head
Leaving me lessening my pain in such a way that leaves me dead

Poor thing, thought it went missing 
Darling yeah caught up on a listening 
For why could it end up this way 
Can’t lie yeah I thought they would miss me 
Poor thing, thought it went missing 
Darling yeah caught up on a listening 
For why could it end up this way 
Can’t lie yeah I thought they would miss me 

She placed her hand on my collar bone 
Said I wasn’t even going home alone  
Try to keep it alive even though we were doubtful 
Keep telling lies yeah I’m sure it's a mouth full 
Yeah I’m sure it’s a mouthful 
And I’m sure it feels good to believe 
In each and every thing you say 
But it won’t but it won’t be my way

poor thing (dead spyro)

Grey

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blend w/ fats'e & polearm (quitall)

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