OAKLAND SET

mix/master and feature by @autumndropsdead
prod @windyboi

Glass jars full of candy bars
You're so close but no cigar
People stare and they real bizarre
I'm so deprived and I need to charge
Haunting me she still in disguise
I'm over here still acting shy
Once I'm confident again, she too dry
In response to me and I try to hide

Mouth is dry but, i can try this
Conversation shit is terrifying
So annoying, all the shit you fuckin' did
Being genuine is something
That you couldn't fuckin' win over

When you're on top of the world
What's the point in getting points across
You're already heard
And it hurts a lot more, when you're stuck with the girl
Who doesn't have a sense of reason while you vomit and hurl

I feel like Adele the way we could have had it all
I'm on an emissary for you, and I ain't talking brawl
Got this app inside my brain that I can never uninstall
These voices all inside my head cause paranoia in the halls

Saves her words for later
Got em wrapped in small tin foil
They act dead to me, till I'm no longer free
Now they're rising out the soil
And i'm burning all my past memories
Stare at pots while they just boil
And all my opportunities were taken to despoil

Mouth is dry but, i can try this
Conversation shit is terrifying
So annoying, all the shit you fuckin' did
Being genuine is something
That you couldn't fuckin' win over

When you're on top of the world
What's the point in getting points across
You're already heard
And it hurts a lot more, when you're stuck with the girl
Who doesn't have a sense of reason while you vomit and hurl

I feel like Adele the way we could have had it all
I'm on an emissary for you, and I ain't talking brawl
Got this app inside my brain that I can never uninstall
These voices all inside my head cause paranoia in the halls

Paranoia, paranoia 
In the halls
Emissary for you
I won't be here for that long
Wait another second
I can make it out
It hurts a lot fucking more
When you walk through the door
That I let you in, in the first place

emissary w/ autumndropsdead (windyboi)

unsteady (jolst)

prod @freveltrothy
with @akiradoves & https://soundcloud.com/mrtruereligion
Lyrics:
i'ma-i'ma decay 
i'ma die inside this grave
told me you would stay
now you left without retrace
was it something that i did
something that i said
i'ma open up your heart 
i'ma fucking die inside
pave me too weak for me
i don't need you no more
you told me that you care
and that's a simple lie
despite of your demise
you're coming from afar

okay i've been high on my mind since sunday
shit's gas but i'm still on the runway
skip class so i learn things the long way
get the fuck off my back i'm just doing my own thing
took some time but i get it now
i was trying to run things the wrong way
see if i can shut it down
why the fuck did i do things the long way

i'ma-i'ma decay 
i'ma die inside this grave
told me you would stay
now you left without retrace
was it something that i did
something that i said
i'ma open up your heart 
i'ma fucking die inside
pave me too weak for me
i don't need you no more
you told me that you care
and that's a simple lie
despite of your demise
you're coming from afar

@joshiguess
and you don't even care about me
you just sit there and stare you on trees
tryna move asap like rocky
why you tryna start drama we not even talking
i'm tryna change like out of pocket it's the wrong side
i'm always on the pro and you're always on the con side
but it would be hard for me to ever want to cut ties
i can't ever trust you when you coming with these dumb lies

spotify

a simple lie (frevel + 5head)

we back i guess 
prod by: www.youtube.com/@QUITAllBeats

i'm standing there wondering who we are?
the more i stare it all looks bizarre
but yet i don't ever wanna say au revoir
cus going back to this city just makes shit hard

i'm standing there wondering who we are?
surrounding ourselves around stars in stars
i'm staring at the fountain at the garden park
and all my torment turn to crystal shards

maybe my bliss uplifts when i'm staying by the mountains
got more clarity and time in peace, getting used to my surroundings
but the better health, means better funds, so i might need an accountant
but for me to want to stay forever, i seem to always doubt it

cus do you want to know?
the place that i stay is barely livable
but i'm just lucky that i have a home
but to express my feelings i'm on the go

quote on quote friends only want me when they need me most
i used to think the same with outside of town
but maybe that's not what they're all about
some people bat an eye when they hear my sound
site so unreal my head in the clouds

cus who are we for real?
we don't know til the end of time
but i don't wanna set myself behind
gotta know that that's just life

i'm standing there wondering who we are?
the more i stare it all looks bizarre
but yet i don't ever wanna say au revoir
cus going back to this city just makes shit hard

i'm standing there wondering who we are?
surrounding ourselves around stars in stars
i'm staring at the fountain at garden park
and all my torment turn to crystal shards

turn to crystal shards
don't know where the fuck to park
and so i found a random spot
cus who are we for real?
we don't know til the end of time
but i don't wanna set myself behind
gotta know that that's just life

we, who? (quitall)

feat and prod https://soundcloud.com/1mosh
Baby if you want me back
Then never say that shit to me because you make me mad
Oh girl you way too bad
I just want someone no, someone that i never had at all
Stop, i don't wanna go
Baby you want me to move it slow?
You've been coming at me way too bold
Got me fucked up but i don't even want it all


I've been looking for the one way too fucking long
All this love in a deposit but slowly watch it withdraw

I'm just stuck on this never ending carousel
Never close in contact cus we always staying parallel
You're a princess, us two had a pair of cells,
Parasol, broken tower and the line service is terrible
And because of you, light struck the power like a pikachu
Waiting next in line feel like applying for these interviews
Better choose anything it's impossible to never lose
And i'm jumping place to place, i'm a modern major kangaroo

Look in the eyes you jaundiced, i'm more joyful than i ever was
You probably thought that i would never have known what the pressure was
It was slowly building up, you put my mind inside a measuring cup
But it would never fill up

Baby if you want me back
Then never say that shit to me because you make me mad
Oh girl you way too bad
I just want someone no, someone that i never had at all


And so, onward
I don’t really give a fuck if my life hurts
Or if we’re meeting at the function and it’s awkward
I just want to feel the magic like it’s hogwarts
But she doesn’t take it farther

Forever Friendzoned

Forever Friendzoned (prod. MO$H)

Bitch it's time to show you off
Mix some drinks inside my cup
Let's knock our fucking socks off
Yeah you know we pop off
Bitch it's time to show you off
Show that this where you belong
We be spinning like a top
Give and take another shot

Treat this night like it's your lifes final option
Lit in the warehouse but it's not a fucking auction
We staying PLUR so still approach with caution
We turn up anywhere, even here in stockton

Take a fucking breathe, hope these people show respect
Cus i don't want no threats, so please let me stand correct
You already know who i am yeah it's fucking joshiguess
Well guess what if you didn't well you ain't gonna forget it

Spending the night all fired up on whiskey
Turn a normal conversation, something fucking risky
Better watch yo girl before she get way too frisky
She'll keep a secret, then come out like its lewinsky

She dance in circles 360 like its xbox
Her voice so clear like she's speaking thru a text box
Holidays bitch we sippin on some egg nog
Better not come to close before my fucking breathe stops

Bitch it's time to show you off
Mix some drinks inside my cup
Let's knock our fucking socks off
Yeah you know we pop off
Bitch it's time to show you off
Show that this where you belong
We be spinning like a top
Give and take another shot

Treat this night like it's your lifes final option
Lit in the warehouse but it's not a fucking auction
We staying PLUR so still approach with caution
We turn up anywhere, even here in stockton

Costume party yeah its dress to impress now
Afterparty yeah i never go to bed now
Bad bitch colored hair she give me head now
And maybe now its time to reassess what i said now

show you off! 🧛‍♀️ (artixan)

produced by jozzu

Images spark through my head, yeah
We were juxtapose back then
You never knew how much you meant
But to me I just suppose I'm dead

Went to five below 
Eyes directed to the matching necklaces we always wanted
And I'm getting signs like every day this telepathic haunting
No one reaches out the way you always did to me they're boring
Never should've believed it would last the way my life is going

These images spark through my head, yea 
We were juxtapose back then
I wish I knew how much you meant to me
Because to me I feel so dead

And if i'm ever on my way out
Just please take care of yourself for me
I still got love in my heart
So the future isn't worth ignoring
And I can't tell if anything will end up back to normal
I treat these songs like i'm sharing my own personal journal

juxtapose.

this song's for the valentines haters <3

No not again, it's fucking February
Even this earth doesn't think that it's necessary
Month cut short, with another day here and there these
People out here really think they find the one to marry

Have you ever heard a 14th anniversary?
Come to think of it I've not, I'm still searching these
People never last so I skip my turn on hurting me
Cupid shot a black heart, now it's cursing me

No one ever asked me nor I ever asked them
School life wasn't really well for me back then
The only valentine I had was listening to atlas
Awkward moments and random candy grams
And I never went to prom cus I don't give a damn
All the songs were clean how the fuck i'm supposed to dance
But when I look back it may have been my only chance
But would I really know the true meaning of romance

The true meaning of romance
I was pressured in relationships i didn't understand
That power outage at the alley should've been my sign
That someone born in February shouldn't be mine
(goodbye)
Friday the 13th at that, No Jason
But I just felt too attached
She was taking all my time but it's over now
I'm just glad I matured to know that it's just foul
But wait

No not again, another more than friends
Tried to make a month we hate into one we celebrate
And the result just made it like hella fucking worse
Cupid shot me from the back again, an even darker curse

I need a fucking refund, I need a reimburse
Cus all these bad bitches, ain't talking one with curves
Manipulate my mind until it's the end of this world
JoshIGuess in a tilt-a-whirl

I took some v cards, don't overthink it
Valentine's, yea Virginia was memein'
Commodore Clique, miss my friends at recess
We all did our own thing and we split into pieces

And I hated that year I was fighting inner demons
The whole school listened to x and peep then
So love's always been just out of the question
So fuck a valentine get it out of my mentions

No not again, it's fucking February (get me out of here)
Even this earth doesn't think that it's necessary (28 days)
Month cut short, with another day here and there these
People out here really think they find the one to marry

Have you ever heard a 14th anniversary?
Come to think of it I've not, I'm still searching these
People never last so I skip my turn on hurting me
Cupid shot a black heart, now it's cursing me

february

february (lmg x niketaz)

oakland + sonora tix https://ffm.bio/joshiguess