TRACY SETLIST

mix/master and feature by @autumndropsdead
prod @windyboi

Glass jars full of candy bars
You're so close but no cigar
People stare and they real bizarre
I'm so deprived and I need to charge
Haunting me she still in disguise
I'm over here still acting shy
Once I'm confident again, she too dry
In response to me and I try to hide

Mouth is dry but, i can try this
Conversation shit is terrifying
So annoying, all the shit you fuckin' did
Being genuine is something
That you couldn't fuckin' win over

When you're on top of the world
What's the point in getting points across
You're already heard
And it hurts a lot more, when you're stuck with the girl
Who doesn't have a sense of reason while you vomit and hurl

I feel like Adele the way we could have had it all
I'm on an emissary for you, and I ain't talking brawl
Got this app inside my brain that I can never uninstall
These voices all inside my head cause paranoia in the halls

Saves her words for later
Got em wrapped in small tin foil
They act dead to me, till I'm no longer free
Now they're rising out the soil
And i'm burning all my past memories
Stare at pots while they just boil
And all my opportunities were taken to despoil

Mouth is dry but, i can try this
Conversation shit is terrifying
So annoying, all the shit you fuckin' did
Being genuine is something
That you couldn't fuckin' win over

When you're on top of the world
What's the point in getting points across
You're already heard
And it hurts a lot more, when you're stuck with the girl
Who doesn't have a sense of reason while you vomit and hurl

I feel like Adele the way we could have had it all
I'm on an emissary for you, and I ain't talking brawl
Got this app inside my brain that I can never uninstall
These voices all inside my head cause paranoia in the halls

Paranoia, paranoia 
In the halls
Emissary for you
I won't be here for that long
Wait another second
I can make it out
It hurts a lot fucking more
When you walk through the door
That I let you in, in the first place

emissary w/ autumndropsdead (windyboi)

Mix & Master: JoshIGuess
Produced by @wetgropes
Directed by @kurama_sd

And I'll be honest
I'm beyond stressed
When our bond ends 
I'm on production
Although I turned up 
At the function
I've been tired of
Dealing with this fuck shit

Oh man does it suck
Friends always switch up
I swear I had this all cuffed
But I never was enough 

But I guess she broke the lock
And she shattered through my heart 
And I hate to rid of people
I don't wanna cut off
If it's getting this hectic 
Guess it's best we won't talk
Like I'm looking at a flower 
And the petals fell off


And I'm beyond stressed
After accomplished
People saying that I ain't ever done shit
Look at me now I'm starting moshpits
But I couldn't even handle an apartment

Oh man does it suck (does it suck does it suck)
Friends always switch up (switch up switch up)
I swear I had this all cuffed (had it cuffed had it cuffed)
But I never was enough (ohhh)

Would you be better off if I had vanished
I can't stand this place and I never planned it
If I don't got control you don't got demand then
If you don't got me you don't got a man then

Oh man does it suck (yeah it does yeah it does)
Friends always switch up (can you tell me who to trust?)
I swear I had this all cuffed (yeah i'm never in love)
But I never was enough (woah)

And friends are catching on they realize I'm not worth it
There's no reason to call when they don't got a purpose
They just sit and wait til I hit them up for service
Can you tell me if I'm just being a burden

Oh man does it suck
Friends always switch up
I swear I had this all cuffed
But I never was enough 

I wish that I could give my full love and attention
Past trauma and everything wants to prevent it
And even if you like me you know that I'm always venting
It's always to myself cus my listeners left me

Oh man does it suck
Friends always switch up
I swear I had this all cuffed
But I never was enough
Yeah

lyric video

beyond stressed (wetgropes)

@joshiguess

and i try to blend in like it's camouflage
all the love you had for me yeah its sabotaged
you said I'll bring you to my castle this ain't camelot
you want to hit but all I wanted was a back massage

all the colors in my eyes yeah its led lights
red lights ain't stopping me this a fast drive
last night I was at the rave in the spotlight
that's tight heard within the crowd, that's my plot line

and they hating on me saying that my times up
least I'm focusing on tryna get my life up
you got no one and i'm leading off a lineup
in the back of the club we staying fried up

i've been living life like it's a movie
and these drums be kicking in like it's bruce lee
your girl tonight she wanna try and seduce me
and i've been diving in the crowd like a blue sea

i've been running through all of these tracks like it's a pacer
and she wanna light it up but that's not within my nature
only time it's in the light is when i'm lighting up my paper
don't hit me on my socials only hit me on my pager
i remember rolling down the block with a razor
i remember when i used to talk with my haters
now i always just be hitting block on the fakers
if you ain't up and jumping then you not a true raver

and i try to blend in like it's camouflage
all the love you had for me yeah its sabotaged
you said I'll bring you to my castle this ain't camelot
you want to hit but all I wanted was a back massage

all the colors in my eyes yeah its led lights
red lights ain't stopping me this a fast drive
last night I was at the rave in the spotlight
that's tight heard within the crowd, that's my plot line

joshiguess - camelot (kuva) [MOST REJECTED EXCLUSIVE]

prod https://soundcloud.com/whymillyy & maestrowons

It's time to wake up make up right after a break up
Yeah i'm stuck in this stupid lust, yeah i dont give a fuck
I just want to treat life like no one ever really does
But you can never do that only do it in a camouflage 

Pull up with a garage band performing on a macintosh
Been working on this shit for years you be staying slacking off
Tried to ship my energy to you but then the package lost
People around me wanna swish only if its basketball

I just want my peace
Give it to me please
I just want my peace
Give it to me please


I need to live life with way less company
You ask to hang but they just wanna get buzzed with me
And i'm stuck living in a different fantasy 
Vacuum all these thoughts cus im my own manatee

I just want my peace
Give it to me please
I just want my peace
Give it to me please

It's time to wake up make up right after a break up
Yeah i'm stuck in this stupid lust, yeah i dont give a fuck
I just want to treat life like no one ever really does
But you can never do that only do it in a camouflage

manatee (whymillyy + maestrowons)

Yeah I'm a fucking threat
And you know I'll never forget
Yeah I'm hanging on by a thread
Least I wish I was, yeah it's fuck this love

I've been thinking life's too impossible 
To continue the way that humans do
My excuses never seem to be plausible 
It just seems like all of these illusions fused

Every break up that I've been through
Was always my fault and never you
I guess my words can never just quite construe
And all these chances that I just overthrew

And any time I fall for something it's just so overdue 
And then they hit me up once they break up with their dude 
And I'm like I don't want what their ex has been through
Not only that but why you talking to me confused

I don't want that
I don't want to be the one that you feel comfort with
Cus I know you'll just use me til you find someone who clicks
Fucking better than I, wishing that was my life

I just waste away the days completely dark and no light
Just waiting for someone that is worth enough time
Do you consider something further without any reside?
And consider past journeys to be pesticides

I don't have feelings anymore
Not just for you but for anyone
Don't want one and dones 
Don't even want some fun
Cus happiness is temporary but music lives on forever

I'm on my own on my own on my own 
I'm on my own on my own on my own 
Just in my zone on my own on my own 
It's just me and myself

my life in detune.

https://youtu.be/CsHkrGFgkSI?si=zbjE0t3whXV3635k
So i packed up and i said see you later
She begging don't leave while i'm signing off the papers
I should've known that i couldn't escape her
She getting too close, to my heart she was my neighbor

Did i just fuck up the canon like it's spiderverse
All the memories i had and i'm wishing i could reimburse
And all these emotions are recycled into what i rehearsed
Tryna destroy the home in my heart, call it saboteurs 

We were on call that day didn't know what to say
And now i contemplate on what i could've then
Would it really be worth it to be more than friends?
Or would you be like the others and it's just start to end?

And love's too complicated and confusing for my heart to be
Gotta look at my life on my watch i'm my own yard duty
Answer my life's questions at my stake like it's jeopardy
It's hard to do when i don't know my own identity

So i packed up and i said see you later
She begging don't leave while i'm signing off the papers
I should've known that i couldn't escape her
She getting too close, to my heart she was my neighbor

These roads are too unstable cus they know i'm the pedestrian 
Said she from the country i'm like shawty you equestrian?
and I'm too inexperienced to call myself a gentleman 
But i guess it's just my life and what i gotta settle with

And when i'm gone
I'll control this music scene with a baton
They try to place me in a box when I'm not
Cus i'm making different moves
And creating different tunes 
What the fuck you got to do?

So i packed up and i said see you later
She begging don't leave while i'm signing off the papers
I should've known that i couldn't escape her
She getting too close, to my heart she was my neighbor

Did i just fuck up the canon like it's spiderverse
All the memories i had and i'm wishing i could reimburse
And all these emotions are recycled into what i rehearsed
Tryna destroy the home in my heart, call it saboteurs

music video

saboteurs (tykun x mandumé)

https://soundcloud.com/youngburial
https://soundcloud.com/polearm
prod by: https://www.youtube.com/@QUITAllBeats
https://open.spotify.com/track/72fWpzdKn2tPeY3m7e13iQ?si=33ca61b0fd0a4383&nd=1&dlsi=2a7bb40ccad7477d

I try to discover my self love
Really all those times I do not give a fuck
I try to rest my head but it's never enough
I'm up at 4am recording another song

And can you tell me once again if it's a lie
I just wanna know before my health declines 
I don't wanna go thru this shit again
And I'll crush these thoughts like I put em to the blend

And every time I go zzz
Up at least til 3
No it's not that easy
And I remember memories of you just cheating on me
But I just gotta hold myself together

I try to discover my self love
Really all those times I do not give a fuck
I try to rest my head but it's never enough
I'm up at 4am recording another song

It's never enough
I'll just spend my night feeling down and I'm out of luck
Closer at the wall for an hour shutting off
I'm going mad I just need someone to trust
Laying in my bed disassociate again
Can't stop running back all the little things you said
Can't stop turning down all the chances that I get
I've become a fraction of the person that I was

I try to tell myself I’m over it
But I can’t stop endorphins
Still riding on the hope of it
But I might not get to close to it
And I know you raised the bar but could you lower it?
There’s nothing that I wouldn’t do for something more than this
But i wish you’d bring me down
But you got bored of it
I gave you all the time I had but you want more of it
All we do is sit inside
I think there’s more to this
I think there’s more to this
But you’re not supporting it

And can you tell me once again if it's a lie
I just wanna know before my health declines 
I don't wanna go thru this shit again
And I'll crush these thoughts like I put em to the blend

spotify

blend w/ fats'e & polearm (quitall)

https://soundcloud.com/smoke-fusion
https://soundcloud.com/user-45054345-11058102

grew my hair out now it's fluffy (yeah)
rich bitch i feel like muffy (yeah)
i'ma go and cop a duffy (yeah)
these record labels wanna study (yeah)

and i've been getting busy but i never wanna forfit
and i wanna make new music but i never wanna force it
and it'd be nice to have the money but i will never go corporate 

cus this shit is my own business
tryna talk that shit when you were never a witness
you should watch your girl she ain't loyal like these bitches
i'm running out of oxygen but i am on a mission

sorry i had to clear my throat
cus i ain't ever used to this never sing monotone
scouting my every move feel like they watch just like a drone
i'm a fucking grave digger cus i'm bad to the bone

grew my hair out now it's fluffy (yeah)
rich bitch i feel like muffy (yeah)
i'ma go and cop a duffy (yeah)
these record labels wanna study (yeah)

i'm sipping on that yerba in that fucking hydro flask
i'm with a bad bitch and she wanna throw it back
and i just made a stack off a motherfucking dash
and if you ain't know we just got the car back

usually i'm not this confident
and no offense to these artists but i got common sense
and yeah she calling me honey i put the pollen in
and if this shit not enough let's start a poly then

grew my hair out now it's fluffy (yeah)
rich bitch i feel like muffy (yeah)
i'ma go and cop a duffy (yeah)
these record labels wanna study (yeah)

she got a dress on yeah it's burgundy 
she reminding me of some fine
it's hurting me knowing i won't drink
but i take in what she said to me
going on a road trip i'm going to yosemite
that nature is peaceful and there's never my enemies
finding me in my anemone 
and no i ain't taking ketamine
cus fuck drugs, fuck love, fuck trust yeah
i'm staying as i am (huh)

anemone (smoketopanic + smokefusion)

oakland + sonora tix https://ffm.bio/joshiguess