Lyrics:

oh i hope you're sleeping good now
i'd like 2 try again somehow
it's just been a really long time
your touch could save this really bad night
i been digging deep to see if i could find my powers
i know there's people backin me but it feels less so by the hour
"that's jus bout as forward as i can take"
there's a billion other ppl who move like her jus the same

when you run out of questions you don't just run out of answers
you run out of hope

-

i couldn't save him
he's our family too
you can't save everyone like that
but you can try

superman

Lyrics:
We gon fuck all night (uh)
Yeah she like that
I be grippin on her waist, I watch her throw it back
I hit it slow, and then I fuck it fast
Me and you + 69 like can you do the math  
~
Ohhh when it's raining and pouring
Know I'll be there
~
But our love goes much deeper
I'm looking further beneath her
when I'm with her I'm at peace
but when without her I'm bleaker
I know this world is so crazy
Each day our soul's getting cheaper
Go-head and trade you attention
To fill the void of a dreamer
~
So I just fuck to forget
I fill the hole in her pussy to patch the hole in my chest
~
We gon fuck all night (uh)
Yeah she like that
I be grippin on her waist, I watch her throw it back
I hit it slow, and then I fuck it fast
me and you + 69 like can you do the math  
~
She hit my phone for the D
She like "I been waiting hours let me know when you're free"
Told her gimme like three
Babe I need some space when I be killin these beats
~
Temptations
I can't get away
all this lust is my downfall
eve ate the apple
~
I wear my heart on my sleeve cause I got nothing to hide
I hear the devil, He whispers when I am lost in the night
And sometimes I can't resist it, my mental is twisted
The silence it screams, a spotlight shines on my blisters
~
We gon fuck all night (uh)
Yeah she like that
I be grippin on her waist, I watch her throw it back
I hit it slow, and then I fuck it fast
me and you + 69 like can you do the math  
~
Dopamine fiend, I be fucking up my dreams again
Feeding all the problems in my noggin this will never end
Gotta get a handle on myself and learn to breathe again
Pray god sets me free amen

All Night Long

Shinigami's Kawaii Summer Adventure

dearly beloved ❤

▫️SLEEP WALK - VAILS X THE SOUND CLOWN▫️🤘🏽

Music Video : https://youtu.be/m-M_esH4EE0?si=B8hndYelzuQIC_HU

Beat production + Master - The sound clown
Additional production from gxdrays, money kidd
Vocals, mix, editing - Vails 

A song about sleep problems, which I have . (I really don’t sleep enough ) 😅 Hope you enjoy! 👊🏼

Lyrics:

I don’t think these pills are working
Gfeel so incredibly  shit 
It’s concerning 
Think I’ll double up my dose
Maybe i could get sleep
Been awake for fucking ages

Fighting the paranoia
That I might sleep walk again
and fuck up something else
God I wish this shit would end 

Why can’t I sleep ?
Close my eyes and my bodies already giving up, like what the fuck? 

Uh oh
Can’t find anywhere for me to 
Go - oh
Should of fucking stayed home on my 
Uh- own
Feel the pills  control, I’ll make it
Know - own 
Il make it known

Uh - oh
I see demons in the corner of my
Ro- oom
I can’t move or even speak I’m all
Alo - one 
Hope this lucid nightmare doesn’t last
Lo - ong
It don’t last long

In the dead of night, I roam in shadows deep, Caught in a trance, where nightmares creep.
My mind adrift, in a realm unseen, Where sleepwalkers dance, in a ghostly routine.

Sleep demons whisper, in the silence of the night,
Guiding my steps, under the pale moonlight.
Lost in a dream, where reality is blurred, Haunted by visions, in a sleepwalker's world.

Through the mist of dreams, I walk a twisted path,
Chased by my fears, in the aftermath.
Sleep demons lurk, in the corners of my mind, Unleashing chaos, of a darker kind.

Uh oh
Uh oh
Uh oh
Uh oh

I don’t think these pills are working
Gfeel so incredibly  shit 
It’s concerning 
Think I’ll double up my dose
Maybe i could get sleep
Been awake for fucking ages

Fighting the paranoia
That I might sleep walk again
and fuck up something else
God I wish this shit would end 

Why can’t I sleep ?
Close my eyes and my bodies already giving up, like what the fuck? 

Uh oh
Can’t find anywhere for me to 
Go - oh
Should of fucking stayed home on my 
Uh- own
Feel the pills  control, I’ll make it
Know - own 
Il make it known

I’m sleepwalking. Again
I Hope that I  reach the end
Im hearing voices all around me
Think these entities surround me 

I’m sleepwalking. Again
I Hope that I  reach the end
Im hearing voices all around me
Think these entities surround me

Sleepwalk

(order: hope, joshiguess, reaper)
https://soundcloud.com/hopewithindarkness
https://soundcloud.com/reapers-shadow

mixed by: joshiguess (+ hopewithindarkness self mixed)
mastered by: joshiguess
production unspecified: provided via loui jay

No we not the same, get out of my lane
I hate when people talk shit
They never live up to their expectations
So why the fuck you say what you say in the first place?
Cus you never fucking lived it
I got a life I got a purpose
While your shit's just fucking worthless
Your music is garbage throw that shit in the trash
Never coming back yeah make a track
Subtract flows like math
I'm cracked at this music shit with this autotune
I can pop off any day I want to

Don't need love for me I just need the guidance
Look at me straight into my eyelids
So I know that you're being real
Don't cut a deal just to cut me off
I'd do it myself but I'm not a shop
To be honest I don't want this to flop
Every time that you see me drop and
Every time that you speak I swear that I 
Just wanna feel love deep down, not me frown
In my bedroom, you in bed too
Facing away so you don't have to
See me in pain or see me in vain
Don't want you to overthink, but I get if you sink
Back way down to your emotions 
Like a shipwreck inside of the ocean
Never want to cause commotion so I drank the potion

I drank the potion
She told me to pick my poison
It's life or death, hold you to the end
And I ain't riding trends, yeah I just genre bend
Huddled in a tent with a ten out of ten
And I won't forget all the time we spent
(yeah, oh-oh-oh-oh)
And yeah it's hard to say goodbye
And now im' sitting here wondering why
That you never call me

Falling in love is like a dart 
you either hit the mark or miss it outright
Will I ego death like quad or will I deflate 
Like I'm brakence either way 
I'll feel like a (deep fake) deep fake of myself
Maybe a la carte & a second dish for the entree ya

I don't want you to fade out
Like it's the next day
I just wanna help
JUST WANNA HELP
Don't you let this be the end
Because I wanna see your face again (see your face again)
Ice filled cracks in your heart will mend
Just know you're not alone in the world 
There is someone you can call a friend
Someone you can call a friend

spotify

in a dark shadow of hope, i guess.

day 4

lyrics

well the cold has much importance
the stories gold, immortal
when those “passing” clouds are storming

hold me close like this every night the skies might fade from grey
and if you’d take the time to read between the lines 
then there wont be more to say
I wanna help u out but u turn me down

dont go miss me now 
jus coz the air is thin and frail

forever

forever (jacob vallen)

BAD LUV

self guided [prod icami]

[Intro] (Yeah) (It’s heavy in here) (Look...)

[Chorus] Room spinning slow, velvet on the sheets Ghost in the corner, staring back at me I don’t want the hype, I just want the peace But you bring the war every time you leave.

Yeah, every time you leave (Woah) Heart froze over, 20 degrees (Ice) Silence is the loudest thing that you speak Velvet and ash, falling at my feet.

[Verse 1] Okay, look at the time, 4 AM vibe Fog on the window, nowhere to hide No city lights, just the dark and the tide Ego is bruised, gotta swallow my pride.

I’m scrolling the text, reading the thread Taking back every single thing that I said The mahogany table, the empty glass Watching the sand run out of the glass.

You say you’re done, but you watching my story Looking for signs, looking for glory Ain't nothing bright here, nothing to see Just a hollowed-out shell where I used to be.

[Pre-Chorus] And I know, and I know, and I know That the comedown hits when the high gets low. Yeah, I know, yeah I know, yeah I know We were built to crash, we were built to slow.

[Chorus] Room spinning slow, velvet on the sheets (Yeah) Ghost in the corner, staring back at me (It’s staring) I don’t want the hype, I just want the peace But you bring the war every time you leave. (Brrt)

Yeah, every time you leave (Woah) Heart froze over, 20 degrees (Ice, Ice) Silence is the loudest thing that you speak Velvet and ash, falling at my feet.

[Verse 2] Back-to-back, heart attack, why we do it like that? Sent a text, want it back, cut me strictly no slack. Got the matte black Range, switching lanes in the rain Tryna outrun the memories, outrun the pain.

I don’t need a spotlight, I don’t need a club I just need a remedy, I need a drug Not the pills in the cabinet, I’m talking your touch But the price that I pay is a little too much.

Shadows are dancing, they climbing the wall Waiting for you to pick up on the call But it’s voicemail again, yeah, it’s voicemail again Tell me, are we lovers or are we just friends?

[Bridge] (Ooh-ooh) Burn it down to the filter. (Ooh-ooh) Nothing left but the silver. I can’t find the door in the dark. You left a mark... yeah, you left a mark.

[Guitar Solo]

[Chorus] Room spinning slow, velvet on the sheets (Spinning, spinning) Ghost in the corner, staring back at me (Yeah!) I don’t want the hype, I just want the peace But you bring the war every time you leave.

Yeah, every time you leave Heart froze over, 20 degrees (So cold) Silence is the loudest thing that you speak Velvet and ash, falling at my feet.

[Outro] Falling at my feet... Just ash... Just dust... (Click)

produced by : https://www.instagram.com/slattangelo/

VELVET & ASH

PURPLE / Romee - Vee

produced by Jolst 
twitter: @prodbyjolst 
instagram @jolst_

engineered by skrwd

mixed and mastered by patrick gardner
twitter: @hella_patchy
instagram: @just_patch


done losing sleep over you, cause you always seem to let me down.
i wish you'd felt it too, but you're too busy living with your head in the clouds

no more of that ex shit
i be on my next shit
i been making hits
serving looks like it's breakfast
shorty see me up now she wants some of the action
tmm the clique, best believe i aint switchin
you kiss me
then diss me
now you say that you miss me
i think it's funny the way that everything seems to be shifting 
don't talk to me
don't acknowledge me anymore
i dont wanna be another score
i been on the low getting bills paid
dropped the coop, took a chance like ten day
i've got a past so im terrified to feel pain
i don't really give a fuck what your friends say

let me down (prod. jolst)

oakland + sonora tix https://ffm.bio/joshiguess

in a dark shadow of hope, i guess.

JoshIGuess