featuring @elavity
prod. wxrst @96jcc6igupwj
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC8Lqxzhz3KVrClW5kXzroYg/videos
mixing/mastering
joshiguess-mixed by @akiradoves & @joshiguess
elavity-mixed by @elavity
mastered by @joshiguess
lyrics:

I’ve been at the party and i’m sitting on the sidelines
Wondering if i should dance when i know the one that’s mine
Never has her time to shine i wish that i was by her side
Cuz the awkwardness around this place is killing me all up inside
Quarantine always having me wanting to go outside
When i finally do i realize i would just wanna fly
To a whole different state so i can meet with my mates
Hoping that they won’t hate when i’m playing other shows
Knowing that these other hoes would literally kill me

i wish they would know i changed directions of feelings
and that i took the time to just continue this healing
i pray to stay alive with this music i'm kneeling
i'm in my bed and i stare at ceiling
with this imaginary sword pretend that i'm wielding
shield above me so you know who you're dealing with 
this power these thoughts when i be killing it

They could Murder me burn me yeah
I was here suffering 
Oh no, it’s the weirdo Lavi
Two shows under his belt
Headphones on where does he go

Story to be told, hidden in my notes
Wrote a tale, never tell
In the dark, not alone
Accompanied by many
Who would’ve known
One brain, three heads
Guess that’s the way it goes
When you’re with blank walls

I don’t want a bankroll
I just wanted you to call
My thoughts are never home
Knocking, not a single soul 
Deep in thought
Walking sideways, comin hot 
Gone before the needle drop
Maybe one day I’ll stop, fuck

2014 couldn’t see past the twenty’s
Long sleepless nights
On a pointless drive, wasted nothing
I’m staying in side 
All these frequencies got me sliding
Fuck you, and these text I’m ignoring

sidelines w/ elavity (wxrst)

oakland + sonora tix https://ffm.bio/joshiguess

sidelines w/ elavity (wxrst)

JoshIGuess