Faded as I sip my cup 

Pretty bitches want me dead 

I just want some fuckin head 

First please just pour me up 

Xanax bars are what I’m fed 

Pop em till fuckin I’m dead 

Mr fog all on my breath 

Nicotines my only friend 

Nicotines my only friend 

Nicotines my only friend 

You say you love me it’s pretend 

But that’s okay you lost me when 

You lied 


Hate it when you lie to me, cry to me, fighting me 

Like what the fuck do you want from me 

I tried my best, you mistreated me 

Ripped my heart out so easily 

Running outta time, back to the future call me Marty Mcfly 

I can’t take this no more and I’m not playing when I say I wanna die 

Take a hit off the cart, Isabel when I play Mario cart 

I just rolled me a blunt someone give me a lighter to spark 

I’m outta my mind po me a fo and I’m feeling fine 

I can’t trust me a bitch, so tired of hoes wasting my time

N!COT!NE (p. buhguul) +lyrics in description+

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lyrics:
i saw the look in your eyes
you're hiding something beneath
the scars on top of your arm
they meant everything to me
but the picture of you
still lays in my room
my eyes wired shut so i don't think of you
and you said your goodbyes
but is this one forever?
cause you walk out my life
then come back in december
i'll be back soon
if you're wanting me to
no matter where that i go
it reminds me of you

it's like i can never win
i'm fucking breaking again
so many thoughts in my head
i'm fucking anxious again
i'm walking through all the flames
ash falling down just like rain
i got nobody to blame
i did this all to myself
and i think you made it clear
i don't mean nothing to you
i'm stuck with all of these memories
when we met back in june
all the walks through the evergreens
catching sunlight and bad dreams
when we said we meant everything
guess forever aint everything no more
so it's time to move along
realize that it's done
damage on my arms
scars all on my heart
fucking up my lungs
feeling fucking numb
i feel fucking dumb
baby where did it all go wrong?

(love's not real
there's no such thing
therefore there's no sorrow
atleast that's what i thought)

i saw the look in your eyes
you're hiding something beneath
the scars on top of your arm
they meant everything to me
but the picture of you
still lays in my room
my eyes wired shut so i don't think of you
and you said your goodbyes
but is this one forever?
cause you walk out my life
then come back in december
i'll be back soon
if you're wanting me to
no matter where that i go
it reminds me of you

reminds me of you w/ kana

Yeah I wanna go and travel
But every plan's just buried in the gravel
Wish I could tell everyone where I'm at tho
But if I did everyone would just go and tattle

And you know I'm not one to start drama
Don't want either memory to go and cause some trauma
Your girl feeling kinda freaky she gon pull up in pajamas
And every time I speak I freak out with too many commas

And I can't even reach a sentence
Cus nothing I can say to anyone is comprehensive
They just ghost me and act like that I never message
Been awake too long and you know I'm feeling restless

Everything I want to do is so verboten
And my head won't shut up it's causing all the commotion
And all the memories are pain maybe get some ibuprofen
Wish I could feel love again maybe boost some oxytocin

But I know that I'll feel better if you just
Leave me alone
And all these dreams that I see with my eyes but it'd be best to
Take me home
It's all I know

Start great
Then it's heartbreak
Then I partake
In being prostrate
But I behave
And I know I'll be okay
I'm on an infinity train
But I'm waiting for fall break
So I can hear the wind and the rain
I can't sleep today

But I know that I'll feel better if you just
Leave me alone
And all these dreams that I see with my eyes but it'd be best to
Take me home
It's all I know

Yeah It's all I know
Doing what I can only hope
Least my life has pericopes
Looking way too far with a periscope

And we barely spoke
Yet she wants to go call it an elope
Leave me alone (it's all I know)

verboten (tykun)

prod. https://soundcloud.com/poisonseed
I tried to reach out but you left me alone in the dust
I try to leave now i'd rather be on my own than distrust 
They try to get advice but i can't when i'm never in love
And i try to be what i can but be honest i dont wanna bluff

I just want someone that can't easily replace me
For someone else it's mental hell
But yet when i get what i want
It's too hard to tell what i fell into
I don't want no issues

I've been eating and sleeping lately too many times
Watching the clock tick away staying in my eyes
And I stay on the block cus it's crazy outside
But i just wish that someone would put me aside

I tried to reach out but you left me alone in the dust
I try to leave now i'd rather be on my own than distrust

distrust

distrust (trynacommunicate)

This Love pt. 2

lyricz
Glass half full, ive been waiting on the plus side
We aint even half way but damn its been rough ride
With you til the end until you break our trust tie
I gotta make the first move? Must I?

Confidence aint the highest
But boy im feeling the flyest
Best fit here, these motherfuckers aint trying
Designer mixed with the thrift find, double downed to the riptide,
Boy you falling on slipslide, rearrange ur thoughts see the flipside
With a womens 19th century watch see my wrist shrine
You might think u fly, but u aint coming close this time

Running through a field, saddle me up a horse
I be at max caliber srt4 of course
Or a dodge neon, i dont want a porsche
My drip cause a flood, yeah u might an oar

Glass half full, ive been waiting on the plus side
We aint even half way but damn its been rough ride
With you til the end until you break our trust tie
I gotta make the first move? Must I?

GLASSHALFFULL [prod.  ETERNETY x inuyasha]

Love it when you paralyze me
Like a demon in disguise
Tell me something my dream
Where's your master in the sky
There's a part for the dark
Don't mind me when i say
You're the cause and effect
I was loved, that's when you take it all away

Lock me in a fractured paradise
With a thing of broken bones
I see darkness in angelic eyes
Heaven seems like hell to me
I know why you'd want me
Somewhere near is darkening
Broken trace, and broken pace
Hope you die after you take it all away

all away [+ Voidrave99 X Kozishi]

groggy! (p. BIGWAR)

baby don't leave
you own me 
you own me

i keep seeing shapes in the corner of my room now
i don't feel okay, im not a bitch so i won't back down
girl we're young
girl we're young
yeah i know 
but im fucked
in the head
my vision slowed
when i walk in, no one ever fucking knows
day n night
everynight 
im dying slow
i don't mind
smoke a blunt
watch me choke 
alright,rewind
i need you home
blue eyes
my arms
tight rope

bitch im never going back
i can't even smoke a pack
anxiety fucks my head
keep thinking i'll have a heart attack

i can't even drink so im dying with no comfort 
she don't wanna link so im dying in my converse 
pick me up, let me in, take me home
i hate this view i call my own

baby don't leave
you own me
you own me
me me

i don't even know whats fucking real
i can't even tell whats fuckin real
shell of who i once was
im just a shell of who i once was
i won't sip it till i see the seal
i will pop that pill if it's real
i am just a shell of who i once was
i don't even know who i once was 


when will this feeling fucking end?
they don't even notice what i said
if you point the gun i won't run
if you point the gun i won't run
i don't even care anymore
i just throw up on the rug then i sleep on the floor so
bed sweats every night when i wake up 
im soaking in the sheets with my own blood

baby 
don't leave
you own me
you own me
me me

You own me :( (Prod.stillvanishing)

Knowmyworth [prod. sg]

25 (Prod. FlowerPop)

new album out now
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verboten (tykun)

JoshIGuess