I sit down here thinking what's this for what is the meaning?
I just wonder why they're fleeing is it me just misbehaving
Was this meant for this to happen, but I can't continue slacking
There's this package I've been tracking wondering when it is coming
I can't find out if there's loving or if they just keep on shoving me
Out from the other picture feeling like they photoshopped me
Some others seem to just rob me cuz they faked liking the hobbies
Just for them to turn out stopping friendships with me I went shopping
I went through the other isles saw laptops with all the files
Documents from memories that I can't forget
Was this all a threat to me as myself?
Down in the underground and tryna climb back up
What happened to my luck I used to be the best
Now others be hating but some are still obsessed
And even the obsessed like to cause me stress
Can someone just please me? please don't tease me
Can someone just please me? please don't tease me

Past is beating me with the thoughts in hand
And I feel lonely they can't connect to LANS
Because they are just banned from ever seeing me
Because the hand carries a simple part of me
That I can't take back because it's in the past
And I have to start life new but it's not so fast
I don't want this pain I just don't feel the same
What care do you have? not what care did you have
I need to figure out what has been wrong with me
Question when others get along with me
Cuz when they do they seem to just use me
Or continue possibilities and those options chose reliability
Has not seeked its worth but I still can't leave
It's not like I can leave them in grief
But if I don't feels like that I won't succeed

Do I feel in life or just digitally?
Cuz I can't foresee the future that's in me
What I'm doing now not the loser me
I'll be playing shows but is that who I be?
Remember back at school when you were told present
And you put your head down because you couldn't see
The point in making little summaries
Has improved I can say at least
I still look nervously back at everyone
Hoping I get through just another one
Just another day of me existing here
And I walk through halls while others like to leer
And there's still more fears that I need to get through
You keep heading up but your head is down
Should I really be next or give up the crown?

Why Do You Always Look Behind You? (Noetic)

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Why Do You Always Look Behind You? (Noetic)

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