Klangmoebel-Soundtracks, Vol. 4: Harry

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I Feel Empty Inside

It creeps in slowly.

First, a line that feels too familiar.
Then a melody that writes itself a little too easily.
It’s theirs, but they don’t know where it came from.
It’s just there. And it creeps them out.

When artists break, they make noise.
When academics break—
they carefully examine every possible cause.

They do what they’ve been trained to do:
Ask a question.
Test a hypothesis.
Document everything.

So, they go granular.
They map verse lengths.
They chart emotional pace.
They count refrains.
They rank self-awareness—
per measure,
labeled, tagged, time-stamped, scored.

The results are clear.
Uncomfortably so.

The lyrics aren’t random.
The tone shifts aren’t intuitive.
They’re… too deliberate.

Like the songs were written
by someone watching their lives from the inside.

Theo squints at a spreadsheet.
“There is a pattern,” he says.
“But I’ve never seen anything like it before.”

Kate doesn’t answer.
She’s busy color-coding irony.

Eventually, they stop analyzing.
They write,
not to understand—
but to just see what’s left.

Ava’s pencil stops.
She smiles, remembering how Julian laughed
at her terrible attempt to rhyme “solidarity” with “clarity.”

At that exact moment, Julian’s pen hovers.
He pictures Ava in the hallway—
her dimples catching the light,
that little nod she does when she approves
but won’t admit it.

The cat settles in Kate’s lap, purring like a soft engine.
Kate sighs—low and content—
and for a heartbeat, everything feels right.

They looked for a variable.
But the answer didn’t come in an equation.

It came in something worse.

A feeling.

And feelings—
scientists hate feelings.

They’re messy.
They don’t converge.
You can’t replicate them.
And you definitely can’t explain them
without ruining the effect.

This is Test Eleven.

The method failed.
The emotion broke through.

And this is a song about what happens
when you feel everything—
and don’t know why.

Song: I’m Not Sure Why

I'm not sure why I'm shouting, but I feel I must
The silence weighs heavy, and my voice is dust
I'm not sure why I'm crying, but I feel I need
The tears flow like rivers, my soul to feed

I'm not sure why I'm running, but I can't stay still
Chasing after shadows up a lonely hill
I'm not sure why I'm fighting, but I can't give in
The battle's my refuge, where the pain begins

I'm not sure why I'm hoping, but I cling to the thread
A whisper of faith in a mind full of dread
I'm not sure why I'm dreaming, but I hold on tight
To a vision of peace in the darkest night

And every question burns, like a flame on my tongue
Every answer fades, like a song unsung
But something inside me keeps pushing me on
Though I can’t explain what I’m searching upon

I'm not sure where I'm going, but I won't turn back
The road may be winding, but I've found my track
I'm not sure why I'm shouting, but I feel I must
In this echoing void, I will place my trust

Test 11: Why Do You Feel What You Feel? (I'm Not Sure Why)

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Schlagerbunnys

A song about human isolation and loneliness, but also about the power of overcoming those conditions through dreams, hope, imagination, redemption, living life to its fullest, realizing anything is possible, and turning our most vivid dreams into reality.

Lyrics:

Never felt this way before
So alone
All alone
My computer is my best friend 
No one calling me on the phone

Never felt this way before
So alone
All alone
My computer is my best friend 
No one calling me on the phone

So I dream

Dream in color
Dance in the night
We once were broken
Now we stand in the light

Mmmm yeah

Searching for the reason out there
on my own
on my own
My computer is my best friend 
No one calling me on the phone

Never felt this way before
Stay at home
Stay at home
My computer is my best friend 
No one calling me on the phone

So I dream

Dream in color
Dance in the night
We once were broken
Now we stand in the light

Mmmm yeah

Dream in color
Dance in the night
We once were broken
Now we stand in the light

Mmmm yeah

Dream
Dream 
Dream
Dream

Dream!

Production: Lyrics and music composition - DJ Joshy B (Aka Joshua Bryan); Software - Cubase 14, Fabfilter Twin 3, Fabfilter Pro L and Pro Q, Synthesizer V Studio Pro 2 (Stardust (Minus) and Solaria II voicebanks), Serum, Moog Mariana, Sitala, Valhalla Supermassive, Reason 13, Output Arcade.

Dream in Color

Depression

Verse 1: F#/A > E/A > D/A > C#/A
Numb, how I feel?  So lost within this fog.  Withdrawn, too hard to cope
And time, eats away, at my brain, till I’m just a hollow shell

Pre-Chorus: B > A > G
This weight, this burden I protect
All the voices in my mind, driving me toward suicide

Chorus: B > A > G
Depression – this pressure
Depression – Depression

Verse 2
Alone, my fatigue?  When the color in my eyes, gives way to my disguise
These lies, I tell myself, are losing their effect, consumed by my regrets
                                                                                                                                                                                       
Pre-Chorus
This pain, thickens in my veins
This monster in my mind, I’ve nowhere left to hide

Chorus
Depression – this pressure
Depression – Depression

Bridge:  em > BM > CM > GM > F#M (4)
A black cloud is following me, it swallows me whole, invades my sleep, only one way it lets me go
Isolate myself from everything, the only pleasure in my life, comes from getting high, the only way I know to get by
< SOLO: B > A > G >

Verse 3
Goodbye.  All the fear, these whispers telling me, only one way to be free
To see, to escape, quick and painless sounds so nice, hand full of pills to say goodbye

Pre-Chorus
This waste, my mother on my mind
Drowning in a river of tears, so ashamed to leave her here

Chorus x2
Depression – this pressure
Depression – Depression

I’ve got to get me out of here 
It’s time to let me go 
Place this noose around my neck
As all these pills go down my throat 
I just take another drink
And I’m drifting off to sleep
It’s time to say goodbye 
Please just let me die
Please let me go

depression

why she isnt ever here


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K-boob

Electronic music enthusiast producing loop and MIDI based tracks primarily in  Cubase and Logic Pro. People have described my music as emotional and  creating stories and scenes in their minds.  

I use a combination of digital audio workstations, virtual instruments (VSTs), MIDI, audio processing, live vocals, audio samples, and vocal synthesis to create my sound.  

I’ve been inspired heavily by artists from multiple genres including Hans Zimmer, Enigma, Peter Gabriel, Moby, Linkin Park, Trance DJs like Paul Van Dyk, BT, Armin Van Buuren  and Tiesto and producers like Timbaland as well as contemporary electronic, trap and pop artists.  Always enjoy collaborating with musicians and vocalists across genres.

Dream in Color

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