song is amazing, great albums and features, I love VAF!!

just self reflecting, follow my main @squiblers

i just need a hug, i need a bit of love right now
talking shit in my uber, am i really bouta break down
deep breaths, getting told i'll be fine
but i'm always overthinking, what if they all were lying?

calm down, you already know the outcome
you have all your friends and they let you feel welcomed
you know that they love you, you know you're important
if you disappear then you know they'd report it

i don't know why you're like this
you always assume the worst, you never hide it
emotions are fragile and yours are no different
so then why the fuck are you keeping them hidden?
away from your friends so then they never notice
thats so fucking harmful, you need to control it
im not confrontational, im just being helpful
please can you listen i dont want you to hurt anymore

we're in this together, forever, i promise i promise

i just wanna see you happy,
i never expected what this all would cause for you
but its all for the best,
its a tiring process but please try to pull through

i know it's hard, i know it is
just try your best? our motive is
to see you smile, that's all we want
but if you're tired, then we can stop

even if it's for a moment
you're doing so great and i'm so fucking proud of you
look at you go, do you see where you're headed to?
honesty led you here that-

don't listen to them cuz you know they are lying
you're doing so poorly, are you even trying?
give up, throw yourself into your bed
write your last words, put a gun to your head
let it end

note to self <clearlyyy>

timepasser

stream

timepasser w/ lucas lex

prod guda & swiftslash & me
written and sang by me

lyrics:
- part 1 -
never been the same since i was that day
i'm so tired of attention cuz i wanna run away
people always act out but they never wanna change
and my life is like a book the wear i'm tearin off a page

and i've never been the same since i was that day
i'm so tired of attention cuz i wanna run away
people always act out but they never wanna change
and my life is like a book the wear i'm tearin off a page

i know how it ends but i still really wanna give up
i hate that you're persistent, can you give me this and let up?
i'm always fucking hurting, always told to keep my chin up
so i'll just buy a rope and make a promise to keep it up

you know i'm tired, and i'm very unstable
i'm constantly looking for reasons to label
myself as dead and have no one bat an eye
cuz they'd never wanna question why the fuck i'd wanna die

i don't wanna make them sad
i always make my parents mad
i'm still hurting really bad
but i know how it ends up

- part 2 -
i need to sleep
i'm so exhausted from my medicine
why am i so weak?
am i really goin through it again

day five, i wont speak
i think it's probably cuz of medicine
why am i here?
i thought you said you'd never call them

pick me up, they throwin me into a small, brown room
another person says "hello, who am i talking to?"
i'm introduced and then they took my phone away
i'm fucking terrified of who i even was that day

they told me that i would recover here
and that they'd always lend me an ear
but when i tried to talk about my problems
they kept me round and told me that they'd solve them

do they think that i'd be happy here?
these fucking walls are stained with all my tears
they never even fucking cleaned my window
they kept me locked inside my brand new limbo

晚安

nextgenhacker101 will always be the goat
prod. swiftslash, mixed & recorded by naku ki

lyr:
i don't really wanna cry at all
i've been doin that way too much
if i'm dying will they give a call?
will they try to reassure n such?

if i'm dead would they care at all?
i've been thinkin that way too much
it'll never even be their fault
but i think i might've said too much

talkin shit, all the time, i don't get it
people always wanna argue and they never wanna end it
i think i should log out, go outside and be alone
and if i get another message then i'm turning off my phone

go, leave, cope, seethe
i don't wanna be around a bitch who never even sleeps
you, want, i, need
can you read the fucking difference from these possibilities, oh no

i think i fucked up
im feeling so exhausted from everything that i loved
i don't think i have any more of this energy
did you even get all the shit that you need from me?

are you done with abusing? you still tryna use it
against me, and i didn't do anything
can you stop all the lying? i'm tired of trying
to trust anything that you said past our end point

counter strike v1.6 free no scam <swiftslash>

moobloom accidentally sets off the third impact. how will they survive in this in new biome??? find out in "moobloom, volume alpha"

moobloom's declassified biome survival guide

feat. @fuckjamesy
prod. @nbmusic098

[Verse: JAMESY!]
Been a minute since the last time, we...
Been a minute since we last fucked
You was fuckin with a couple guys, and...
I think I'd had enough
Leveled up from the last one, and...
I been in my bag, goin rough,
Saw that you got a new one, but
You know damn well he ain't nothing
Everybody tryna be me
I thought I'd let you know since you was tryna reach me
And I'm foolin cause you acting like you need me
And you've been wanting reparations like a treaty
Yea, Stop playing with a nigga,
I could make him disappear, wit some tapping of my fingers
And I'm feeling Aiko, you know a nigga triggered
But we made it, yeah we made it, so I know these niggas bitter 
(Yeah, yeah)
Tryna fuck my life up
(Yeah, yeah)
These niggas pussy like Pfeiffer 
Don't gotta fight now
I miss the times when we would fuck with the lights out,
With him I see you wearing your least favorite tights now,
But Ima move on cuz shawty right now 

[Chorus: JAMESY!]
I hope you know that I'm away from what matters 
I'd tell you where I am but my mind's been scattered
Been so collected since my heart's last been shattered
That's cause these days, I'm away from what matters
I hope you know that I'm away from what matters 
I'd tell you where I am but my minds been scattered
Been so collected since my heart's last been shattered
That's cause these days, I'm away from what matters

[Verse 2: me!]
I know you don't wanna talk
But you're all I need
(all i need)
I just need somebody
'Fore I leave
(Fore I leave)
I'm at the top of a place I've always wanted to be
Runnin through these people
These fans are like all I can see
In a limbo stuck between myself
And all I can have
If it fits, I wear it 
This shit is like is all I can grab
Singin through myself
I know you wanna take it on me
I'm just sleeping through the pain
That you inflicted on me
I'll just be myself, I know I can't just leave tonight
Never goin home, I hope I only leave it riiight

[Chorus: JAMESY!]
I hope you know that I'm away from what matters 
I'd tell you where I am but my mind's been scattered
Been so collected since my heart's last been shattered
That's cause these days, I'm away from what matters
I hope you know that I'm away from what matters 
I'd tell you where I am but my minds been scattered
Been so collected since my heart's last been shattered
That's cause these days, I'm away from what matters

away from what matters

contortion X Nas Jee - TWERK

Show N Tell/Whip (Session) ~ Juice Wrld

we're falling again.

prod. https://twitter.com/prodbykhail
cover art: https://twitter.com/sir_blooper

falling again (p. khail)

thanks for 600 followers n stuff
prod. @louaea

lyrcs

im scrollin through my instagram n all i see is bullshit
all my friends just run away until they feelin worthless
and i don't wanna deal with them, cuz im dealin with myself

cuz people always hate on me n people always hate on them
so i'll be in the middle even tho i know that's really dumb
but i don't wanna deal with this cuz i think it's boring


get the fuck out my dms because i know you are a bitch
dealt with this before, all you gonna do is bait n switch
i don't wanna fuck around with a bitch like you
all you wanna do is use my name on youtube

drinkin aquafina cuz you know i don't got ice
twitter.com, ya my timeline full of lies
super chill, people always thing i'm fuckin high
shut the fuck up and look me in my eyes


i don't wanna fuck witchu if you don't wanna fuck with me
still gettin the green, like my name is johnny appleseed
20 percent cooler even tho this is not mlp
call of duty quickscope, like we on that mlg

but i don't wanna fuck witchu if you don't wanna fuck with me
still gettin the green, like my name is johnny appleseed
20 percent cooler even tho this is not mlp
call of duty quickscope, like we on that mlg


yayaya, shut the fuck up, imma be that
ignorin all yo comments sayin that my autotune is wack
im writin every song from the comfort of my bed
i just wanna do this shit until i'm fuckin dead

but all ya mothafuckas seem to never believe me
i'll prove you all wrong and you'll get down on your knees
n fuck a joke song, i'm not tryna be funny
don't care about a title but i feel like a cyberqueen

cuz people always mad at me and i don't even know why
twiddling my fingers in my head because i am shy
people just assume im cis but i am not a guy
you bitches make me wanna die

but as i was just sayin i don't feel like i'm the best
i'm still usin audacity cuz FL is a pest
like sure i can produce, but i feel misunderstood
shoutout to louise, cuz she made this shit sound good


i don't wanna fuck witchu if you don't wanna fuck with me
still gettin the green, like my name is johnny appleseed
20 percent cooler even tho this is not mlp
call of duty quickscope, like we on that mlg

20%COOLERTHANU (prod. louise)

prod me!!
hope y'all like this, worked v hard with naku on this one <3

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0G2KMKkfn1L2YzZHcevmS7?si=ijxod-gYQbOWvOjqon-PNg

naku: https://soundcloud.com/squiblers
https://twitter.com/miskeeping

lyrics:
flying so high in the clouds
i'm never comin back now
is it too much to ask from u
when u say u got my back, but ur covered in blue

in the end you'll stab me in the back, i know it
my contemplating thoughts are in the back, but i'll just bring it to the table
no more tales and fables
i ain't signing labels
i'm on my new shit now!

i'm only 17 and i live inside my dreams
i cannot go back now, i ain't steppin down
to who i thought i was supposed to be
i realize everything in the end didn't matter to me

i cannot think of u now, i can't afford to be down
when u got everyone around u with their head in the ground
and u be talkin smack, but i be gaining racks from all ur silly sounds
i can't afford to be down, becuz ur dead to me now

i said it, i can't bring it back, i ain't fuck with that
and honestly i fuckin hate ur guts and that's a fact
it feels like i'm never enough! but i don't care no more
i'm lookin for somebody else, well not really no more

i'm inside the clouds
and i won't function anymore
in the end, i wont fuck with u anymore

there u go, u stabbed me in the back, i knew it!
and part of me just wants this to be over now
but i'm thru it, and i'm fluent
in the shit u say to ur friends abt me

but i won't stop it now, cuz i'm up now
and i don't care what u say abt me
all my thoughts are caving in, i cant see past the dark sea
i won't give up now
cuz i'll keep moving forward in the end

they all want me dead and i'll never see why
so i'm hiding in the attic like i'll never survive
and they're sayin that i'm dumb because i never reply
i know that you're just mad because i didn't say bye

yeah, go and talk your shit
go and talk your shit
i don't really give a fuck
because i know that you're toxic

i know you're mad at me
i know you're mad at me
but i don't apologize
and i hope you aren't sorry

i know you aren't feeling well
i know you hate me i can tell
but i hope you get better soon
even if this is our doom

away from what matters

joshua lanuarii

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