lose lose lose my fucking mind
win win win until i die
theyre not like the other guys
you cant tell from ur disguise

lose lose losing so much time
as a year just passes by
i can't live another lie
so ill win win win til im compromised

paranoia fills my brain
i wanna push them all away
theres nothing i can do but wait and let my heart decay

fuck the world and fuck this screen
i wanna make my insides bleed
but a knife in my chest won't fix the issues in this galaxy

baby i suffer inside 
nature makes me feel alive 
poison makes me wanna die
and all that poison's online

i dont want a poisoned mind
its feeding everyone lies
ill let the pain out by painting all of these red and blue lines

lose feel like a loser
my heart! i loved her!
i understand every side but this is mental torture

win im fuckin winning
even in between decisions
it's just a matter of time before we know it's working

LOSE LOSE LOSE

plug me in (cover)

Kittydog - No Inbetween

!!This is NOT my song!! Credits to the owner, I will take it down if they ask.

Kitt and Kittydog - Intergalactic fractal

u are my favorite! // Kittydog

stream everywhere: https://fanlink.to/inmyheartwkd
prod. @nbmusic098, featuring @kittydoggo

[verse 1: kd]
Straight from the heart
You cannot take me apart
My words can
Hit u like darts cuz
All my messages sharp
Don't forget
Love is an art
So fall right into my arms
I want to paint u with colors
That are as bright as the stars
Open your eyes, spread your wings so u can fly
I could be by your side as the time goes by
But every moment's forever, even when you're not with me
Two different spots and call your number that's a colon three

[chorus: both]
I want you
Right in my heart
I want you now
I want you
Right in my heart
I want you now
I want you
I want your love
i want you now
I want you
Right in my heart
I want you now
I want you
Right in my heart
I want you now
I want you
I want your love
I want you now

[verse 2: lanuarii]
Oh, you're always in my mind and it's got me hypnotized
I'm tricked by the colors that's got you by my side
I wish I could fly every time you rock my mind
You'd give me all these powers and I'm higher the the sky

I just wanna feel your love and I cannot choose
I'm always dancing, romancing, it's got me up in the blues
Riding right with the waves is all I can do
But I'm swearing, I'll never leave unless it's true
Yeah

[chorus: both]
I want you
Right in my heart
I want you now
I want you
Right in my heart
I want you now
I want you
I want your love
i want you now
I want you
Right in my heart
I want you now
I want you
Right in my heart
I want you now
I want you
I want your love
I want you now

in my heart (w/ kittydog)

Ps:This song doesn't belongs to me, it belongs to Kittydog and Joshua Lanuarii

Kittydog - RIP Creativity (feat. Joshua Lanuarii)

high like us (prod. ultra)

hood girl/ good girl

I SHOUD LET YOU KNOW

im m  proud of this,,,,   :)
animation: 

lyrics:

COPE!

dreams become reality but not in the right way
motive in my heart to create something that i crave
if its not straightforward then ill curve to make it straight 
its a paranormal parasocial selfish masquerade 

I AM JUST AN ANIMAL I BELONG IN YOUR CAGE
I COULD BE YOUR SERVANT I DESERVE IT ANYWAY
TAKE BACK FROM THE BROKEN PIECES REWRITE WHAT I GAVE
IM A TWISTED NARCISSISTIC BASTARD LIVING IN FAER BRAIN

COPE!

dreams become insanity 
fiction is my reality
flopp a way from my imminent fatality

dreaming of another world
where they took my morality
if it was real
the blacklight would be pointed at me

dont have to be scared you see
my visions aren't misery
555
change is what the angel's telling me

coping with our history
i wake up and i go to sleep
but next time ill make sure
we'll wake up in another dream

in my heart (w/ kittydog)

joshua lanuarii