This is as far as I got for this weeks challenge. This song (the original and the Adam K and Soha Vocal Mix) means a lot to me, especially the theme this week. I am... extremely codependent on relationships and other people. Without them, I fail. I become depressed.... lost. Very much the way I am now. A lack of self esteem... a desire to feel love. This weeks theme stung in some ways.

Giving my heart is what I was raised to do, and I feel lost without someone to give it to. My heart longs for people who abused me simply because I can not bear to be alone in my own skin... in my own mind. I am a broken person in many ways... and the subject of self esteem for the Moose Card that was drawn Sunday was... to me.. a reminder of the road ahead. That I need to be okay on my own. That I have something to work on and toward.

Vocal Trance is a big reason why I fell in love with electronic music, between that and DnB xD. These beautiful sirens bleeding their hearts out... I just... fell in love with something I knew would never ever go away as long I was breathed air and had ears to hear it. The original song this is based off of lives in that world.. and I may have bit off more than I could chew again taking such vocals and running with them but I figured it was a way for me to say fuck it to low self esteem and push myself anyway. The chord prog is an tiny variation on the original, at a much higher tempo. The vocals are available on an acapella album, where I got them from.

Much Love, Always.

Joshua

Reflekt - Need To Feel Love Ft Delline Bass (JP Bootleg)

This track was made between me and my best friend of 27 years. Her and I hadn't seen each other in over a decade. So we wrote a song about it.

Can't Wait

i made a new friend (first AC)

In The Deep End (on Spotify now)

Green Daisy

Every Time I'm Sad I'm Making Something [unmixed concept]

TOSCF Supa's Back

Junebug (Single)

Released: August 1, 2020

Lyrics:
Where you going junebug? I heard your lost in time
Is the feeling over now, has it crossed your mind?
Does it remind you of a better time?
If things were easier, would it still be right?

And so you love another now, does he treat you right?
Do you look into those eyes, the way you once did mine?
Do they remind you, of a different time?
If things had stayed the same, would it still be right ?

Memories seem nice these days
It's been quite a dream
I fall behind in so many ways
In ways that you can't see
Because we're not looking

Where you going Junebug? I heard your lost in time
Is the feeling over now? has it crossed your mind?
Does it remind you of a better time?
If things were easier, we'd never grow inside...now ain’t that right?


Background:
Initially Written around 2013-2015 prior to Daydream Time Machine's forming, and re-visited around 2019 where this recording was conceived. 

Recording, Mixing, Editing done by Daydream Time Machine
Video Edited, Produced & Mixed by Daydream Time Machine

Junebug

Joshua Pettey.
A music lover and creator.
Learning every day. 
We are stardust...we are golden..
Contact: joshuadpettey@gmail.com

Every Time I'm Sad I'm Making Something [unmixed concept]

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