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The Upload june

The Upload

you don't act like you used to.


cover art by .philo  
twitter @philosophimage

neither here, nor there.

another story

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your eyes my eyes

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prod: @8rokeboy

raging in my basement ,
love me till I die slow </3

Youtube:
(https://youtu.be/KJCdH7i9Ig8)

Lyrics:

Gucci sweater roll me up a blunt ,
so much money but it aint enough ,
got my counter booted up if you trynna run ,
22's by the shoe I dont wanna shoot ,
show me money do not move ,
I dont trust a suit ,
got a check and a four ,
if you wanna pour it ,
I remember I was broke now im in a foreign ,
people looking at me weird when I couldn't afford it , 

how can you say you were there though ,
heart cut to the sleeve cant repair those ,
how you never came around till I blew up ,
now I hear you run around saying I knew uhm ,
lv leather Money blue and I dont share ,
whipe you eyes ,
let it out ,
I dont care ,

and I won't take you down to my grave no ,
I was rich you were dumb I dont save hoes ,

Gucci sweater roll me up a blunt ,
so much money but it aint enough ,
got my counter booted up if you trynna run ,
22's by the shoe I dont wanna shoot ,
show me money do not move ,
I dont trust a suit ,
got a check and a four ,
if you wanna pour it ,
I remember I was broke now im in a foreign ,
people looking at me weird when I couldn't afford it , 

you made it easy on my mind m
evertime i gotta leave look at the time ,
I do anything to really freeze the time ,
sailor moon in this bitch cause I really wanna cry ,

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sailor moon - 美少女戰士 🌙 (Prod.8ROKEBOY)

thank you all for being with me

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through the bad

prod: @8rokeboy

I scream and cry I just wanna die....

youtube:
(https://youtu.be/OIKBXWhqYfQ)

lyrics:

you hate me and thats okay ,
I could never ask for change ,
you dont even know my name ,
yet you said that you love me ,
you were just trynna fuck me ,
and I dont need no company ,
please dont dm my ig ,
I dont care if you like me ,

I dont care if you like me ,
its my life to decide ,
and I would rather just die ,
then tell my friends suicide me ,
theres to many just like me ,
hear the demons inside me , 

and id rather just die ,
then live ,
this is my life to give ,
fuck you and all your friends ,
I push to start the whip ,
I felt so dead inside ,
40 right by my side ,
does anyone wanna die ,

does anyone wanna die
you die I die inside ,
hate I feel left behind ,
hate I was left behind ,
you died I died inside ,
nobody left to fight ,
now all I do is cry ,

uhateme... 💔 (Prod.8ROKEBOY)

so much blood... all I see is blood.. and you gasping for air as you bled out... 

prod: @8rokeboy

lyrics:

now im stuck on how your dead ,
now I hate the color red ,
just know that all this luxury could never fix my head ,
I can never go to bed now ,
nothing satisfied me ,
saw you die inside ,
I decline ,
know im fine please ,

saw you die ,
die inside ,
do not find me ,
how you lie ,
waste my time ,
with no time piece ,
wanna die ,
oh your sad ,
no im good I aint mad no ,
your a sad hoe ,
fuck you and your plans though ,
aint your mans no
no flights to Japan oh ,
now you mad wow ,
30 in my hand no..

I know were left to fight ,
no one in death can cry ,
I hate the thought of you ,
make me just wanna die ,
you say your sad inside ,
you said you wanna die ,
thats just a fuckin lie ,
youre just a fuckin lie

nøw ∔ ha✝︎e thɇ cølor reȡ  🌺 (Prod.8ROKEBOY)

Prod: @apes-prod

so many people were there that I had never seen before.. but you were dead already...

lyrics:
when I die you will love me x3
and all my luxury 
you couldn't fuck with me

know im there everytime you cry , yea 
know im there everytime you lie , yea
know im there when you're with a guy ,
make me wanna die ,
even though im dead ,
do it all again ,
never be your friend
how I let you in ,
and you just let me end ,
my life ,
hate you ,
you were never right ,
my mind ,
probably killed you plenty times ,
im right fuck you and your petty life ,
how you didnt wanna die ,
told me I was dead inside ,

how you lie ,
told me that you wanna die ,
now im dead ,
baby but you're still Alive ,
I could've lived ,
never should believe your lies ,
in my soul ,
how I didnt realize ,
im done ,
im gone ,
hope you hear the pain in my sad song ,
hope you tell your parents they were dead wrong ,
sad you only love me when Im dead and gone ..

☆lil skyscraper☆ - whɇn I die y☼u will løve me 🥀 (Prod.Apes)

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show my mans some luv @tothegood

lyrics
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your love can't save me now i'm broken
lost and was never found i'm hopeless
your love can't save me now i'm broken
i'll never come around you know this
i'm broken (x8)
i'm tired of loving someone
who don't care bout enough
so i take my drugs and i
numb the fuck up love

your love can't save me now i'm broken
lost and was never found i'm hopeless
your love can't save me now i'm broken
i'll never come around you know this

this was a curse from the get-go
my head is a trip and i feel like i'll let go
of everything that i care about
and if i wanna leave then i'll get the fuck out
and i'll pack up my shit and i'll go
run with the feeling of feeling alone
missin' your touch when i know that you don't
i just want love but i find it in drugs in my coat

and i hide inside
and i cry every night i'm alive
cause the flesh in my chest is a lie
when i smoke and i look to the sky
this'll be the end of everything we know
i can't really think about the future and i won't
waste another day inside just scrollin' on my phone
stitch my broken heart and then you wrap it with a bow

your love can't save me now (x4)

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pyramids (prod. by tothegood)

don't sleep on my bro @stationsix

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lyrics:

i dont think theres anybody left to save me
been barricaded in my head and i cant break free
i fight myself on ways to stop feeling so lazy
i say goodnight to rising suns but it dont phase me

i been up and i been down i feel em both
i got nothing left to stop myself from sinking, i dont float
i been craving something more, why cant i back what i promote
am i creating value, nope, and i been running low on hope

so lets pretend that i control whats in my skin
like im falling back in line without a care of tearing thin
if i hit the hay ill meet tomorrow with an honest grin
but im too terrified of shaking so ill stay awake in sin

let me breathe, capture air, i exhale and dont ask why
because i know that any breath could be my last before i die
maybe one day ill be fine and i can write just what i like
but until then imma ground myself in fear before i cry

and i dont know if ill survive the static in my sleep
but imma go until i find the undertow that pulls me deep
imma let it take me out and bring my body to the sea
and when it rots, imma drop and watch my bones become the reef

and i don’t think that anyone can save me
been barricaded in my head and i can’t break free
i fight myself on ways to stop feeling so lazy
i say goodnight to rising suns but it don’t phase me

save me (feat. thebreathingbackwards)

no samples

prod: @orphan1

100% original vocals

lyrics:

leave me right when I arrive ,
ima be alright ,
wanna take a life ,
rather take my life ,
wanna make you cry ,
understand the way I really see my life ,
and the reasons why I always want to die ,
please leave me alone ,
no you'll never know ,
why im never home , 
demons in my dreams ,
why I never sleep ,
I could never be ,
who you want to see ,
and it hurts ,
yea I know ,
im not from this earth ,
im a god , I could never fall ,
love me now or I will never call ,
never care ,
never fade ,
never love ,
I could never change , 
in my heart ,
sold my soul ,
see my pain ,
let me go ,

☆lil skyscraper☆ - ɨ want tø makɇ yøu ȼry... (Prod.Ørphan)

neutron (idealism)

All I Got (Prod. HXRXKILLER)

3 am..... im regretting dropping all of these already

my girl might not like this one

[+] i think im over it
* prod by @boyfifty *

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LYRICS:

[verse: 1]
said i loved you and i meant it
but i had bitches on me when i sent that text
maybe this is all for the best
you just goin' fuck with my head
can you kill me instead?
why the fuck you always gotta hate
i've been sippin henny, no chase
got some weed on my plate
roll it up, smoke slow
same hoodie, burn holes
bitch you know how it goes

[chorus:]
bitch you know how it goes
shorty so bad, tryna fuck on the low
see her face when i look out the window
she just want a chance, i don't think that i will though

[bridge:]
like god damn, i hate that
you were the one,
how the fuck could you say that?
"we should just be friends"
thought we'd never end

[verse: 2]
don't miss me now,
but soon you'll come right back
spit in your mouth,
cus i know that you like that
freaky bitch, he can't fuck you like me
king of the sheets, lil shawty call me
got the gas in my bag, you can smell it
tryna get up in my head, ima let it, slide
cus i'm busy making music, getting high
don't give a fuck about you bitch, or your guy

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king of the sheets

prod by me ;)
@buddy_official
Lyrics
Chorus:
I’ve been doin too much too much than i used to
I don't wanna give up cause drugs not the issue
I just really miss us  just wish i was with you 
And i know you don’t care but baby i miss you

Verse:
If you see me with her don’t let it confuse  you
I’ve been lyin a lot I’m sorry i used you 
We do this a lot we play with our issues 
It’s hard to let go cause baby i hurt you
I noticed you changed so baby what’s with you
you
I been feelin kinda strange cooped up in my bedroom
I know I’m in the wrong don’t let it confuse you
But give me a chance cause baby i need you

Bridge
I need you baby i need you 
I need you baby i need you 
Chorus:
I’ve been doin too much too much than i used to
I don't wanna give up cause drugs not the issue
I just really miss us  just wish i was with you 
And i know you don’t care but baby i miss you
Drexdful Verse:
Baby i miss you im losin sleep too
Felt like im in a car wreck and you're in the car too
Been broken and scarred for far too long 
Just hold my hand while i write you a song
Just drinkin all my problems away  cause i didnt mean it
Yeah you're barely smokin but you're still leanin
I thought i was dreamin but you are the reason
Baby your the reason

Chorus:

I’ve been doin too much too much than i used to
I don't wanna give up cause drugs not the issue
I just really miss us  just wish i was with you 
And i know you don’t care but baby i miss you

a lil too much

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a lil too much (feat. 3gz)

lyrics:
my eyes r wide open
hearts wired shut
dis 40's for hopin
N the other is just to numb the cuts

i keep my water warm 
in case i cut my wrists, hoe
just want you to b informed
that i wont feel that shit flow

give a thanks to all my demons 
that i conjured up
all their screamin
finally got me to loosen up
chrome on my veins
time to let that shit slip
babe your smeared makeup
aint gonna save shit

life gets a kick
makin me a joke
its like im the bitch
God trynna spit n choke
born in the suburbs 
but raised dirt broke
im comfy in the gutters 
but wanna live in the reapers home

keep tweakin off the lies u spun
to help u cope off the things u done
when u see me bein lowered in the sun
u cant save me none 
too late to show ur smeared makeup 

my eyes r wide open
hearts wired shut
dis 40's for hopin
N the other is just to numb the cuts

i keep my water warm 
in case i cut my wrists, hoe
just want you to b informed
that i wont feel that shit flow

give a thanks to all my demons 
that i conjured up
all their screamin
finally got me to loosen up
chrome on my veins
time to let that shit slip
babe your smeared makeup
aint gonna save shit

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smeared makeup (prod.HXRXKILLER)

do you see the lights now
i could really feel how
baby im doomed 
said she want it back
i took the love she had
and buried it too
i feel the pain in my head 
letters unread
you promised i'd come back to
i lost the one that i love
light it all up
throw it out with my old brown shoes

i hide behind the false news
(supply the lies, no i cant deny)
we run and run from the truth 
(the tide is high, no ones getting by)

we wait forever 
our chances are never
i wanted to know if you're rid of your temper

i still hear you 
i want nothing
to do with you
i know you

it's been a hard life
i can tell it's calling 
the end of mine
i will miss you all
don't start crying 
or feeling sorry 
i feel a kiss as i
begin to fall

everyday you fall and get back up 
it doesnt really matter if you have bad luck so run with what you got and you just might see me there
everytime you lie you get so high from
all the bad energy inside that mind so 
run with what you got and you just might pull your hair

do you see the lights now
i could really feel how
baby im doomed 
said she want it back
i took the love she had
and buried it too
i feel the pain in my head 
letters unread
you promised i'd come back to
i lost the one that i love
light it all up
throw it out with my old brown shoes

i know you (prod. blade901)

dead like a willow tree without the rain </3
mixed by tha god @oh_lucifer 

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cut the feedback!

w/ @lilskyscraperintheclouds
mixed by @officialkidez
visual: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=55BzYaVNnSg

Sunlight! (w/ ☆ lil skyscraper ☆) 日光 [+ Jammy Beatz]

heartstrings (prod. dead spyro X northeast lights)

The Eyes (Music Video) https://youtu.be/7mY5uRnB_DU?si=zXH_ZB7SYXUbgpW7
✧ let’s make it out of the darkness together ✧
✧ follow the path ✧
✧ i’ve been through this before ✧
✧ do not fear ✧
✧ do not be discouraged ✧
✧ critical hit ✧

Sunlight! (w/ ☆ lil skyscraper ☆) 日光 [+ Jammy Beatz]

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