Songs to cry yourself to sleep

prod written by vocals by Me
art by 8 4 8 5

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OMEN

spoti: https://open.spotify.com/track/3yZueO8TUXxGNettYqIRKw?si=ea2af00ec1e94b2c

where do we go when we fall in love w/ zebatin and fallen oceans

worse 3-1-2021

prod @rosesleeves 
@bronzestandardlistening

(joss)
i can’t speak at all
without hearing somebody else’s opinions

made me wanna crawl 
outside my skin and never see people again 

it was killing me
dont need it
not a bit 

for all the good things said 
i just hid
almost quit 

always another thing 
damn it stings 
i hate these things

(rose)
wish i was in control
its been a while since i truly knew what was going on
don't ask me why i'm still going at this point idk
this place no longer feels like home
at one point i belonged

(joss)
at one point i belonged
it’s been a while since i could tell you what was going on
at this point i don’t know
and i can feel reality is slipping from my throat 

(boysinblush)
it feels like 100 times could never be enough

sometimes its like im runnin with my feet up off the ground

and i wanna keep goin when u say u want it rough

i know u didnt mean it when ur sayin all that stuff

i gotta let it go, but im a psycho

you got me burnin the house that i built in my head

and i cant even kick rocks cuz im stuck in my bed

and this shits never gon change its gon haunt me forever

(joss)
it was killing me
dont need it
not a bit 

for all the good things said 
i just hid
almost quit 

always another thing 
damn it stings 
i hate these things

(rose)
wish i was in control
its been a while since i truly knew what was going on
don't ask me why i'm still going at this point idk
this place no longer feels like home
at one point i belonged

(joss)
at one point i belonged
it’s been a while since i could tell you what was going on
at this point i don’t know
and i can feel reality is slipping from my throat

don't need it w/ Rosesleeves & boysinblush

Mydrug

i’m falling apart
you’re falling asleep
i wore my favorite dress
you’re in your worn out jeans
you said you think you need space
said i don’t know what that means
i didn’t see you today
i guess i’ll wait for my dreams

i’m falling asleep
you’re falling apart
and i was taking a leap 
when i fell into your heart
when it rains it pours and i can’t swim in the dark
cause i swear i’m yours but you don’t think of that part

i can’t believe that you’re mine
i dreamt you up in my room
forgive me if i forget
hard to take in that it’s true
hope i don’t push you away
really don’t know what i’d do
maybe i’d just blame myself
the same way i did to you

i don’t believe that you’re mine
i said i’d give you the moon
i think of you all the time
miss the smell of your perfume
when it rains it pours and i can’t swim in the dark
cause i swear i’m yours you never think of that part

when it rains it pours

halations

halo3

HOWTOGETAWAYWITHMURDER

Conclusions (interlude) (prod. wixxy) ft J.A.S.E

This album is not monetized by me nor is it mine. All of the artist's work is linked below. All credit goes to the owners.
Youtube Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DYcUt0DGK6w&t=1271s
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Josh A - Suicide Benz

thank you for everything <3
i hope you enjoy this is much as i do

guitar: @jude18

lyrics:

oh fuck i'm drunk went and did it again
i cut my ties guess i'm losin a friend
i'm stuck your lies makes it harder to mend
my heart self harm makes it easy to pen

i'm not the monster i get painted as
but i bite her neck like i'm a maniac
i love when she screams, when she cuts me i bleed
i get high as the stars, then i fall like the leaves

my minds gone bad yo whats the date
my hearts so cold bet a few could relate
now i'm fucked in the brain, now i'm fucked in the tub
i'm fucked so often i'm prolly up on the hub

i'm prolly out of my luck, i'm prolly stupid as fuck
cause every time that she hit me i feel adrenaline rush
i feel my energy thrust, its like i like being hurt
i feel the knife in my gut, i think i'm cryin too much

i've been playin to much, 
one minute you hate me and the next you wan fuck
just look at my love, yeah look at it goes
every time i'm up it seems like you want me more

and that sucks my heart's inside my lungs
i hit my plug he fill me up
i don't want nothin but your love
you hit me up and said we done

oh no oh god what have i done
become all the things that i've been runnin from
i thought we were done talkin shit, were above that
but words turn to fists its becoming a  blood bath

but i'm drunk so i run back, if you call me an asshole
i don't have a comeback, i'm not just an asshole
i know that you know that, you're craving my soul but i already sold that

i'm bravin the cold, you already know that i hate this
fuck love i wanna be famous, at least i can't be shameless and
spend all my time gettin wasted, but that's you wanted right
i don't wanna hang on right, i'm on my own tonight
you make me wanna die, i'll let you kill me some other time

oh fuck i'm drunk went and did it again
i cut my ties guess i'm losin a friend
i'm stuck your lies makes it harder to mend
my heart self harm makes it easy to pen

i'm not the monster i get painted as
but i bite her neck like i'm a maniac
i love when she screams, when she cuts me i bleed
i get high as the stars, then i fall like the leaves

my minds gone bad yo whats the date
my hearts so cold bet a few could relate
now i'm fucked in the brain, now i'm fucked in the tub
i'm fucked so often i'm prolly up on the hub

i'm prolly out of my luck, i'm prolly stupid as fuck
cause every time that she hit me i feel adrenaline rush
i feel my energy thrust, its like i like being hurt
i feel the knife in my gut, i think i'm cryin too much

cryin too much w/ koi & lil xtra

SPOTIFY + APPLE

nowhere left to go

stream ❄️

to clear u from my head w/ 8485

prod. Beverly Valley (pierce the vegan on youtube)

im low on gas and u need a jacket (pierce the vegan)

drunk

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i dont want to live in a world where we dont end up together (っ˘̩╭╮˘̩)っ [p. recycleBin]

oh, but, babе, you know
it happens all the time
you givе your heart to someone
but they go and change their mind
you don’t have to stay you know
if it’s all a waste of time
'cause i’m used to having no one
to lay here by my side

don't need it w/ Rosesleeves & boysinblush

joss lockwood

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