produced by @histarkey & @dreamno7e
mixed by me

i'm sorry for being gone for awhile,
i needed some time on my own to grow.
a garden needs healthy soil to thrive
I had to learn to love myself 
for me to love you
and I hope you do the same

I have a wonderful world I want to show you
my love, and i'll hold your hand walking through it.

yours truly,
- joie

lyrics:

i ain't do this before
we both did our best
you know we're new to this
of course
i can't keep trying to
fix what i've not broken
i feel paralyzed i'm frozen
you wear a mask
disguise your emotions
do you like me after all?
after all?
is it likely the afterthought?
and adderall?
and the light green pastel walls
covered in alcohol and I can't find

you there
and you only love [me]
when you're pulling my hair
you always tell me i dont care
when you know you
act like im not there

why is it so hard to be mad at you
hard to be mad at you
you know I just wanna be happy
I’m done with the attitude
I climbed too high on top of the ladder
I’m numb to the altitude
I thought that I was doing much better 
I did what you asked me to
took my heart through the holes 
of my sweater and still I was happy to
keep you in the warmth of the 
leather my Italian jackets use
and everyday I’m under the weather
it’s hard to get back into
the last time I went out don’t remember 
I don’t know what happen to 

me I know
so tell me more about 
what I don't know
and you take 
from me more
all the life I show
and you ask me
these things
like I might
just know
(i dont!)

i ain't do this before
we both did our best
you know we're new to this
of course
i can't keep trying to
fix what i've not broken
i feel paralyzed i'm frozen
you wear a mask
disguise your emotions
do you like me after all?
after all?
is it likely the afterthought?
and adderall?
and the light green pastel walls
covered in alcohol and I can't find

grapefruit

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Joie