a virtual representation of the custom blue splatter vinyl @leafcassidy and @stellathepixie made for me for my birthday of my own songs. art by @stellathepixie

dire, dire comp

can’t believe i literally made this shit in garageband 


i can play a guitar solo if you want one
or you can splash water over me in the sun
if you want me then were gonna have fun
just like the year that punk broke in 1991
26 but i wanna be everybody's everything
wanna put my finger in your motherfuckin wedding ring
after the beach wanna go and get ice cream?
i got a copy of beach house teen dream

now i ride the blue line all the way to wonderland
now i wonder if im ever gonna find a man
listening to sebadoh
dye my hair blue again
wonder how i let you go
ocean turns it green again

watch you play mario 64 evermore
speak now or forever know me nevermore
then we get tired and hold hands in the moonlight
fall asleep, windows open, linen just right

i had a dream about you last night

i can play a guitar solo if you want one
or you can splash water over me in the sun
if you want me then were gonna have fun
just like the year that punk broke in 1991
26 but i wanna be everybody's everything
wanna put my finger in your motherfuckin wedding ring
after the beach wanna go and get ice cream?
i got a copy of beach house teen dream

now i ride the blue line all the way to wonderland
now i wonder if im ever gonna find a man
listening to sebadoh
dye my hair blue again
wonder how i let you go
ocean turns it green again

watch you play mario 64 evermore
speak now or forever know me nevermore
then we get tired and hold hands in the moonlight
fall asleep, windows open, linen just right

now i ride the blue line all the way to wonderland
now i wonder if im ever gonna find a man
listening to sebadoh
dye my hair blue again
wonder how i let you go
ocean turns it green again

watch you play mario 64 evermore
speak now or forever know me nevermore
then we get tired and hold hands in the moonlight
fall asleep, windows open, linen just right

produced by joysick

wonderland

produced by joysick with hugs
art by @stellathepixie
ok guys its DANCE PARTY TIME!!!!!

lyrics:::::

i dont even want to talk!!!
im sick of you trying to forgive me
cant you just go fucking live please?
and do it alone!!!
now i dont have to dance on my knees and hands
all of this was once the original plan
it's true, i don't wanna go back to you

I DONT WANNA GO BACK TO YOUUUUUU
BUT I DONT WANNA GO ON WITHOUT YOUUUUU
I CANT MAKE UP MY MIND IM LIVING WITHOUT YOUUUUU
YEAH IM LIVING WITHOUT YOU!

im not gonna text you back!!!
careful when you wish for love
im sick of tryna decipher:
1. what yr dreaming of
OR,
2. do you wake up alone?
im not gonna crawl back on all 4s like a cat
cause you just couldn't put that shit on GameFAQs
baby it's #facts: i dont want a love who needs no PLAIN TEXT!!!!

I DONT WANNA GO BACK TO YOUUUUUU
BUT I DONT WANNA GO ON WITHOUT YOUUUUU
I CANT MAKE UP MY MIND IM LIVING WITHOUT YOUUUUU
YEAH IM LIVING WITHOUT YOU!
I DONT WANNA GO BACK TO YOUUUUUU
BUT I DONT WANNA GO ON WITHOUT YOUUUUU
I CANT MAKE UP MY MIND IM LIVING WITHOUT YOUUUUU
YEAH IM LIVING WITHOUT YOU!
yeah… i'm living without you ._.

lets party!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i woke up with eyeliner on my hand

shine aqua illusion

@xxkintsugi kaiizu

you’ll never take me alive because i’m already dead
think you’re sucking me dry, but there’s nothing left
you say it’s a lie, but there’s scars on my neck
i just keep it inside, my final line of defense
maybe some part’s alive
but i’m leaving tonight
i can barely survive
i need stars in my sky

can’t quit my job and i can’t get fired
can’t get a new one and can’t get hired
there’s no future and i can’t retire
i’m so, i’m so, i’m so tired
i just wanna go home, i just wanna sleep
i don’t wanna do my dishes from the past 3 weeks
ate maybe one thing this weekend
i’m diving in the deep end
tryna keep my breath in
baby are you counting
i can break my record and anybody else’s
i feel like im deckard, i’m questioning my self image

you’ll never take me alive because i’m already dead
think you’re sucking me dry, but there’s nothing left
you say it’s a lie, but there’s scars on my neck
i just keep it inside, my final line of defense
maybe some part’s alive
but i’m leaving tonight
i can barely survive
i need stars in my sky

too many broken VSTs on my computer
i been dyin in the city and i know that im a loser
im a freak up in my tower
i’m a beggar not a chooser
i’m returning to the tavern with the fireplace and pewter
now i look at my ancestor
guess i kinda see it through her
i’m not really a princess or id be able to impress her
i sit in fetal position, blocking out my vision
so many bad decisions, i just can’t resist em
never mind the tavern, we know how to party
underwater cavern, they’re lookin for the body

i need stars in my sky (kintsugi+kaiizu)

@strkzbtx

i dont see the glass half full i see it frosted
i need a beverage that i can get lost in
i dont think i signed a contract but im locked in
so long & thanks to all the dolphins
if you need me then ill be downtown
like, underground
like, maybe you can find me in the lost and found
if were gonna play this game ill go all in
if the game’s not rigged what would you call it

i cant pay the rent and my rooms a nuke test site
royalty free starfish on my website
wifis fucking shite cant download a megabyte
i just got my check but my desk like a best buy
ya, ya my desk like a best buy
imac g3 at my bedside
spend money on the shit that i need, right?
fucked up but ill get it on the next try
i just wanna get nuked but i got some shit to do first
you can skip the clues i just wanna feel the truth hurt
hoppin out the plane like im db cooper 

i dont see the glass half full i see it frosted
i need a beverage that i can get lost in
i dont think i signed a contract but im locked in
so long & thanks to all the dolphins
if you need me then ill be downtown
like, underground
like, maybe you can find me in the lost and found
if were gonna play this game ill go all in
if the game’s not rigged what would you call it

megabyte.wav (prod. strkz)

@mandemm
Second single from farella & mandem album, 'Sprinter'

Lyrics:
Start over, I got it, she know what she wants 
Tell me it’s over, but I don’t feel done
I’m done feeling sober, I’m missing your touch 
Tell me why
Hold me tight 
Tell me lies

Talk to me,
Only thing that I see (oh yeah)
Walking in my sleep, 
Stay up all night 

Just say you’re feeling me
Promise you, I’ll never leave
Take my heart, give you the key
Stay by my side 

Time after time, I dream that you’re mine
Dancing on ice, I’m making it shine
Changing your mind, I’ll be there on time
Need you for life, I can make it right

Turn me up, turn me up
Just one time I can make you mine
I was feeling fine, until you let me go
(Turn me up)
Can’t do this alone
(Turn me up)
Hold on my hand
(Turn me up)
Do you wish I'm someone else?
(Turn me up)

Sprinting back to you
I’m sprinting back to you
Tell
Don’t tell 
I need you by my side 
Don't tell 
Don’t tell 
Don’t tell me you’re not here tonight 

Talk to me,
Only thing that I see (oh yeah)
Walking in my sleep, 
Stay up all night 

Just say you’re feeling me
Promise you, I’ll never leave
Take my heart, give you the key
Stay by my side 

Talk to me,
Only thing that I see (oh yeah)
Walking in my sleep, 
Stay up all night 

Just say you’re feeling me
Promise you, I’ll never leave
Take my heart, give you the key
Stay by my side 

I’m sprinting back to you 

Tell me when I'll meet my end
All
You

ONLY THING THAT I SEE (prod. mandem)

Lets step out on the balcony lets hit a cigarette
And it all feel so different now ever since we met 
I couldn’t make this up cus
It don’t even make no sense
What do you want from me?

We’ve done this over and over 
This feeling grew older
Ill fall back to the old ways
But lets do it again

I’m getting dumber and dumber
But I ain’t getting no younger
I messed it up such a bummer
Could we try it again?

Lets step out on the balcony lets hit a cigarette
And it all feel so different now ever since we met 
I couldn’t make this up cus
It don’t even make no sense
What do you want from me?

Tell me whats the move baby what you do tonight?
Yeah I’m tryna make it happen see I already got me fly
See my shoes match your dress, even threw me on a tie
Had to step out for a sec yeah I had to take a flight
Pour me up yeah once again I’m tryna make me gone
I walk into your spot I tell you no we ain’t normal
I told the chauffeur bout the secrets that you told me igår
I see they tryna be my friend I ask them ”what for?”

Till the dawn put it on watch you teleport
You could always call me back if you gone want some more
End it all with a (shh) that’s a of course
Wanna tell me another story? 
Take it off court

Lets step out on the balcony lets hit a cigarette
And it all feel so different now ever since we met 
I couldn’t make this up cus
It don’t even make no sense
What do you want from me?

We’ve done this over and over 
This feeling grew older
Ill fall back to the old ways
But lets do it again

I’m getting dumber and dumber
But I ain’t getting no younger
I messed it up such a bummer
Could we try it again?

Lets step out on the balcony lets hit a cigarette
And it all feel so different now ever since we met 
I couldn’t make this up cus
It don’t even make no sense
What do you want from me?

Cigarette ft. Buffalobang (prod. Silver & filip)

Lingo (+Rubbish)

prod @flesh
aless k & @colesether
cover art by @magicholder

Moonee River freestyle w/ Cole Sether (Flesh)

ft @plasticgirl1
prod @zuuloh
cover by Eva Lister 
mdm x spazzz <3

ghosts inside my home +rezlaine [zuuloh]

little monster

Rit, farella & nox - Surveillance (zuuloh)

Sprinter
@mandemm

Lyrics:
Turn me up, got two drinks at the party 
Can’t be posing in the photos, I’m an OG 
Why they keep on talking like they know me?Me and mandem fuck it, up we ball like Kobe (Kobe!)

Mandem send the beat, this shit get gnarly
Up all night, and I can’t feel my body
I go rockstar, Ed Hardy
Mandem moving out just like the army 

I- I don’t do pills, these boys fake enough
Signed a deal and he get soft 
I’m in the hills, I got the guns in a trunk
Hitting the stage and I’m fucking it up 
Ask for a feat and you pushing your luck 
I step on the beat, 
Bitch, I’m stepping in blood

All new margielas
these boys can’t tell us, no 
All black, Goodfellas 
Prada on, no filas
Ride with the felons 
Cross on my necklace 

I been living reckless
Shooters on my guest list
Keep it true, don’t turn around 
Keep it true, don’t turn around 

Chain on my neck but don’t change on me
Chain on my neck but don’t change on me
Chain on my neck but don’t change on me
Change on me, yeah yeah 

Turn me up, got two drinks at the party 
Can’t be posing in the photos, I’m an OG 
Why they keep on talking like they know me?Me and mandem fuck it, up we ball like Kobe (Kobe!)

Mandem send the beat, this shit get gnarly
Up all night, and I can’t feel my body
I go rockstar, Ed Hardy
Mandem moving out just like the army

MANDEM (prod. mandem)

Sun Damage™d

Pozdrawiam Słuchaczy 🙌

Thank you for 500 followers on soundcloud and 1K on ig
You are the reason im still going 
Shout out doeboyz and my friend Ethan aka 99k

i woke up with eyeliner on my hand

joysick

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