I did not expect the transition this is fireeeee

a virtual representation of the custom blue splatter vinyl @leafcassidy and @stellathepixie made for me for my birthday of my own songs. art by @stellathepixie

dire, dire comp

https://soundcloud.com/ray-mat-187817909
https://soundcloud.com/sshinju

medicine (ft. suda) [prod. shinju]

i still think of u when im turning up a show

@keifermoon
@oritachi-sama


alone at sold out show (metlast)

@rit_hk
@fxrella

[Dk Shawtyy]

It’s okay I’m about 
I know they do it for the clout
Wanna know my whereabouts 
I keep my head up in the cloud 
Bby you should check the seams 
Mdm religion jeans
Bby you should check the seams
Mdm religion x2

[Rit]
U kno that we looking fly
Im feeling some like a pigeon

He tryna stunt oh he think he the guy
Only a lil bit a smidgen 

He tryna spit on a beat
Spit on my meat
He said its from the dome but its written

That boy yea he wanna collar and cuff me 
he said he think im a kitten
Im saying shoutout to women
Shoutout to dk 
Im on the freeway 

She on my hand like a mitten 
I need a mouth i can spit in
How the fuck u always switch on ur bros u a switcher
We smoke his ass like a swisher
I get ur ass if u calling me mister
She said she miss me i dont even miss her

[Dk Shawtyy]
It’s okay I’m about 
I know they do it for the clout
Wanna know my whereabouts 
I keep my head up in the cloud 
Bby you should check the seams 
Mdm religion jeans
Bby you should check the seams
Mdm religion x2

[farella]
MDM religion we jus fucking up this club 
walking in my sleep i put 2 up in my cup 
i got rockstar jeans
i be stepping thru the mud 
everyday a modern day im on the stage covered in blood 

radio on speakers they shake when we walk in 
old dog can’t teach us like 5 bands we talking 
Prada look like sneakers this shit too easy it’s boring 
keep sleeping on us we blow up then they crawling back

mdm religion

Mdm religion +Rit, farella (prod. 1bigoli, proxnsx, hxlcyon)

never felt so alive (deadat18)

can’t believe i literally made this shit in garageband 


i can play a guitar solo if you want one
or you can splash water over me in the sun
if you want me then were gonna have fun
just like the year that punk broke in 1991
26 but i wanna be everybody's everything
wanna put my finger in your motherfuckin wedding ring
after the beach wanna go and get ice cream?
i got a copy of beach house teen dream

now i ride the blue line all the way to wonderland
now i wonder if im ever gonna find a man
listening to sebadoh
dye my hair blue again
wonder how i let you go
ocean turns it green again

watch you play mario 64 evermore
speak now or forever know me nevermore
then we get tired and hold hands in the moonlight
fall asleep, windows open, linen just right

i had a dream about you last night

i can play a guitar solo if you want one
or you can splash water over me in the sun
if you want me then were gonna have fun
just like the year that punk broke in 1991
26 but i wanna be everybody's everything
wanna put my finger in your motherfuckin wedding ring
after the beach wanna go and get ice cream?
i got a copy of beach house teen dream

now i ride the blue line all the way to wonderland
now i wonder if im ever gonna find a man
listening to sebadoh
dye my hair blue again
wonder how i let you go
ocean turns it green again

watch you play mario 64 evermore
speak now or forever know me nevermore
then we get tired and hold hands in the moonlight
fall asleep, windows open, linen just right

now i ride the blue line all the way to wonderland
now i wonder if im ever gonna find a man
listening to sebadoh
dye my hair blue again
wonder how i let you go
ocean turns it green again

watch you play mario 64 evermore
speak now or forever know me nevermore
then we get tired and hold hands in the moonlight
fall asleep, windows open, linen just right

produced by joysick

wonderland

MV - https://youtu.be/FOGLLAMu-S0?si=qu-QMu-rIh5y9eb4

Home Alone (prod. frevel)

liketht w riviXP + thinkiexist

nokia2k - crashing w/ keifer moon

drink & drive

produced with hugs by joysick
art by @stellathepixie
music video soon

lyrics:

lying in the fields with a vision in my brain
and i think it’s gonna rain now
dreaming in the clouds and my head is very loud
and i’d stop it if i knew how
don’t really have a plan, that’s okay though
i can think of something, help your best friend out
life is going slow now, i don’t mind though
these days it’d be okay if i just drop out
the only things that matter are the butterflies in the sky
and the businessmen in the suits are just demons in disguise

sometimes life lets you down and that’s okay
we can find each other’s selves and find out a way
sometimes i just give up but not this time
this time i’ll figure out why i am alive

we can find a meaning and figure it out
i’m swimming with the dolphins and the starfish now
i can breathe underwater
i’m not your daughter, and if i was her
i’d have more fun than her
i’m living in the lisa frank dimension now
ballista letting all of my tension out
not quite a perennial, i’m a late bloomer
not quite a millennial, but barely a zoomer
think about you and me, it’s not like that
have fun with that, and go way back down to the background
don’t wanna fight now, i don’t want you on me now

late bloomer 🦋

lyrics~Baby it’s a 
Ugh 
Yeah ughhhh

3x
Baby it’s arena like where in a battle 
I don’t wanna fight girl 
But I lost my smile 


I know it’s been a while 
Can I get some ketamine 
I’ll take an addy 
Maybe take some adderal 
Cuz my head is hurting 
I wanna focus 
But I’ll  need a moment 

I i I I 
Ughh
Don’t
Yeah  
Know 


Aaaa arena it’s lllike like in a battle 
When I’m with you I’m a clown girl 
but to me you’re my world 


I know I’m not perfect but mistake have been made 
Both of them on my end 
I’m sorry that  I lost it 
Never held my temper 
You did it  disappoint me
I disappointed you 

I didn’t disrespect you 
I know I didn’t harm you but my word hurt like bullet 
Didn’t Mean to trauma 
I just wanna love you
It’s okay girl you have every right to run away 
Ughh 
You have every right 
You don’t need to see my face again 
I’m the last person in you’re mind 
But you’re the person in my heart 







Aaaa arena it’s lllike like in a battle

Love Battle </3 (Prod.ilybeam)

(PROD BY SIDTROY) ALASKANEBRASKANEVADA

shine aqua illusion

@xxkintsugi kaiizu

you’ll never take me alive because i’m already dead
think you’re sucking me dry, but there’s nothing left
you say it’s a lie, but there’s scars on my neck
i just keep it inside, my final line of defense
maybe some part’s alive
but i’m leaving tonight
i can barely survive
i need stars in my sky

can’t quit my job and i can’t get fired
can’t get a new one and can’t get hired
there’s no future and i can’t retire
i’m so, i’m so, i’m so tired
i just wanna go home, i just wanna sleep
i don’t wanna do my dishes from the past 3 weeks
ate maybe one thing this weekend
i’m diving in the deep end
tryna keep my breath in
baby are you counting
i can break my record and anybody else’s
i feel like im deckard, i’m questioning my self image

you’ll never take me alive because i’m already dead
think you’re sucking me dry, but there’s nothing left
you say it’s a lie, but there’s scars on my neck
i just keep it inside, my final line of defense
maybe some part’s alive
but i’m leaving tonight
i can barely survive
i need stars in my sky

too many broken VSTs on my computer
i been dyin in the city and i know that im a loser
im a freak up in my tower
i’m a beggar not a chooser
i’m returning to the tavern with the fireplace and pewter
now i look at my ancestor
guess i kinda see it through her
i’m not really a princess or id be able to impress her
i sit in fetal position, blocking out my vision
so many bad decisions, i just can’t resist em
never mind the tavern, we know how to party
underwater cavern, they’re lookin for the body

i need stars in my sky (kintsugi+kaiizu)

@strkzbtx

i dont see the glass half full i see it frosted
i need a beverage that i can get lost in
i dont think i signed a contract but im locked in
so long & thanks to all the dolphins
if you need me then ill be downtown
like, underground
like, maybe you can find me in the lost and found
if were gonna play this game ill go all in
if the game’s not rigged what would you call it

i cant pay the rent and my rooms a nuke test site
royalty free starfish on my website
wifis fucking shite cant download a megabyte
i just got my check but my desk like a best buy
ya, ya my desk like a best buy
imac g3 at my bedside
spend money on the shit that i need, right?
fucked up but ill get it on the next try
i just wanna get nuked but i got some shit to do first
you can skip the clues i just wanna feel the truth hurt
hoppin out the plane like im db cooper 

i dont see the glass half full i see it frosted
i need a beverage that i can get lost in
i dont think i signed a contract but im locked in
so long & thanks to all the dolphins
if you need me then ill be downtown
like, underground
like, maybe you can find me in the lost and found
if were gonna play this game ill go all in
if the game’s not rigged what would you call it

late bloomer 🦋

joysick

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