#scfirst
Produced by @chained2

@51five
I Feel Trapped , I'm Tryn Run
But I Can't , Can't Get Up
I Feel Trapped , I Try2 Run
But I Can't , I Feel Stuck
I Bn Falling, Can't Get Up
I Wish I Just Spent more Time, With Us
Like a Bug, I'm Not Worth Very Much
Talk 2Me and I'll Call your Bluff
Wish I woke Up To you Calling Me, But I Won't and it Suck
Wish You Woke up Next2Me, But you Don't Anymore and it Suck
And Now I Don't Have any Love
Honestly, I Don't Have much At All
Honestly, Wish that You Cared Enough
2Give me a Second To Talk
Give Me a Second to Talk.
For a Second can you Not,
Ignore me Like you Always Do. 
I Need a Second Shot

It's 2Much I Still Wish, 
You Still Had, Love For Me
It's 2Much, It's 2Much
I Need you, You Need Me
I Ain't Shit and You See, That's why You Ain't With Me
I Know that it's Fucked up, But I Wish I Was what You Need
I Know that it's Fucked Up, But it's Reality For Me
I Just Fucking Want you, But I Know That it's Hurting Me
I Know it Don't make Sense, But it's just how it's Gonna Be
That just How it's Gonna Be.
Gonna B.

I Feel Trapped , I'm Tryn Run
But I Can't , Can't Get Up
I Feel Trapped , I Try2 Run
But I Can't , I Feel Stuck
I Bn Falling, Can't Get Up
I Wish I Just Spent more Time, With Us
Like a Bug, I'm Not Worth Very Much
Talk 2Me and I'll Call your Bluff
Wish I woke Up To you Calling Me, But I Won't and it Suck
Wish You Woke up Next2Me, But you Don't Anymore and it Suck
And Now I Don't Have any Love
Honestly, I Don't Have much At All
Honestly, Wish that You Cared Enough
2Give me a Second To Talk
Give Me a Second to Talk.
For a Second can you Not,
Ignore me Like you Always Do. 
I Need a Second Shot

I'm Not Feeling Clean, I'm UnFixable
I Cannot Stop Thinking About Her, it's Irresistible
Like I'm Not Living. Am I? This Life's Unlivable
I'm Not Worth Anything.
I'm Not Worth Anything.
I'm Not Worth Anything.
I'm Not Worth Anything.
I Want You in My Life, The Happiness You'd Bring.

I'm Not Worth Anything.
I'm Not Worth Anything.
I'm Not Worth Anything.
I'm Not Worth Anything.
I'm Not Worth Anything.
I'm Not Worth Anything.
I'm Not Worth Anything.
I'm Not Worth Anything.

Trapped (Chained2)

@rprezo1 @rprezo1 @rprezo1 @rprezo1 
@rprezo1 @rprezo1 @rprezo1 @rprezo1 

It get cold out here, Ima Northerner
Dis my Forest bitch, I'm the Forester
I know things bout this, that you couldn't Learn
Follow me, I know a Lake No-one has Heard of
Northerner, Northerner, Northerner
Dis my Forest bitch, I'm the Forester
I know things bout this, that you couldn't Learn
Follow me, I know a Lake No-one has Heard of

Trust in this True Love, Then it Won't Burn up
I Have been Searching for This, it won't turn up
If you made no Mistakes, Then what did you Learn From?
Thought it was an Easy Game, We Just might Ruin your Day
You Can't Ruin my day, Cuz I'm Chillin by the Lake
In Order 2 Find the Spot, Travel the Road Less Paved
In Order 2 Get 2 Thaa Guap I'm Bouta do Anything
I'm Bouta do Anythingg 4u I'm Bouta do Anythingggg

If u Feel like u Can Change me Then Enlighten me
I Don't think I've Ever Seen Somebody Fight4 me
Itz Hard 2 Trust when they Look me Right in my Eyez and Lie 2 me
bby I Don't wanna Fuck, ur gonna Cry 2 me
That's the Last thing I Need I'm tryn Survive the Week
Yeaa If u Travel w/Me then Don't lose Sight of me
Angsty caught a Timmy in tha Woods im Glad he's on my Team
They luv Listening 2 me, 4U they Fall Asleep

It get cold out here, Ima Northerner
Dis my Forest bitch, I'm the Forester
I know things bout this, that you couldn't Learn
Follow me, I know a Lake No-one has Heard of
Northerner, Northerner, Northerner
Dis my Forest bitch, I'm the Forester
I know things bout this, that you couldn't Learn
Follow me, I know a Lake No-one has Heard of

If u Party w/Me we Gon Turn up
Bro Just sent Tha Code, he Sent a Bird Call
If u Got a Message then ur Involved
Been Doing Good but now I'm Crying n I Can't Stop
I Think it Hurts Even More, Cuz I am Wrong
Can't call u an Asshole, Cuz I am One
Think bout Everything tht I Pass up
Tryna Find me? prolly in tha Back, Passed Out

Northerner Prod Redpriest

featuring @pinkperc
prod @1gokami
@synthetickids
cover by nox
i love uuuuuuuuu
hate will never win

#matter +pinkperc [gokami]

ft. @olus440
prod. @ton_bo0

cover art by me
lyrics visualizer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wnl-BccQaTM
ep soon...

lyrics:

seven months and I've started to recover
these haunted visions keeping me at night when these moths flutter
something tells me that we lost one another
but i don't know now with these things that I've uncovered

ohh take the mask off
it's seeping through the cracks now
the sludge is falling out and i'm fearing what i can't stop
take a snap now
so you see where you're at now
it's creeping to the top and you need to understand how

you show your true colours
you left me in the back at the start of last summer (do you remember)
our walls, you're tearing down our walls
just treat me like a doll 
i don't think i'll ever recover (i wonder)

olus:
Got a habit, its so bad
I’m sipping on tea all night
Thought I loved it ’til u left
I guess its time I realise
Don’t mean to hate but u know what,
Unlike you I know my stuff
You wanna get caught in everything
Think u look tough but the girls like ‘what?’
What we had it was enough
Just my luck its bad as fuuuhk
Over it, taking it slow
Dressed up, got on new diesel 
Might be too harsh, you want to leave though 
You’ve got no thoughts if they don’t
Okay okay, but there was no harmony 
You left me on my back and I would do it again

ohh take the mask off
it's seeping through the cracks now
the sludge is falling out and i'm fearing what i can't stop
take a snap now
so you see where you're at now
it's creeping to the top and you need to understand how

ohh now the mask's off
i bet it's feeling quite rough
it's lying on the ground bleeding out onto the asphalt
i find it ugly
the person you turned out to be
i'll leave it in the past till it's my turn to unplug me

SPOTIFY

sludge +olus [tonari]

Produced by Sapjer + Soldy + William Lamoureux

Tripping over broken glass is something so familiar
I'll fight for it again, are you using me?
(are you using me?)
She took my hair and my accessories
What's next? You're a messed up witch
Not in a cutie way, you a jealous one
I get sick of the same old days
Call it what you want, when my thoughts get loud
I can't ignore it, I know I can't ignore it
Gotta ignore it, you can call it what you want
It's getting me excited
Now you know I'm shy
That's why I don't come outside and,
They don't see it all necessarily
I do nothing at all, got nothing to call for
Nothing at all

Been so afraid, 'Cause in a way
I try to do everything so perfect that I end up
Doing nothing at all
Thinking that I've got to live up to my full potential
Look up to the image in my head
It's not how I wanna be
But in life you've got, got to deal with it

Grieving time is something we do too often
At least this way I won't set fire to myself
I'll get over it, I'll get over it
Try to do everything so perfect that I end up
Doing nothing at all
Leave the guard to watch

(Go, go, go, go,)

Tripping over broken glass is something so familiar
I'll fight for it again, are you using me?
(are you using me?)
She took my hair and my accessories
What's next? You're a messed up witch
Not in a cutie way, you a jealous one
I get sick of the same old days
Call it what you want, when my thoughts get loud (oh, yeah)
I can't ignore it, I know I can't ignore it
Gotta ignore it, you can call it what you want (Huh)
It's getting me excited
Now you know I'm shy
That's why I don't come outside and,
They don't see it all necessarily
I do nothing at all, got nothing to call for
Nothing at all

Winx (prod. Sapjer + Soldy + William Lamoureux)

if all i ever wanted was to be a star
i don’t think that i could ever get very far
driving fast in my hypothetical car
but we can already see the stars where we are
lying on the roof bumping @sxckerfish
i can spark joy but i’m still sick
got a star rod i’ll grant u a wish
what so u just want a kiss
superstar i just felt the high now
wanna do shows in my next hideout
in your arms i’m feeling alive now
i’m so charmed i feel i can fly now
im diving into a deeper ocean
no shark cage way out in the open
i was locked out but i broke in
ice queen and i don’t mean frozen

dedicated to riftia pachyptila, nine foot tall tube worms that live in clusters by thermal vents at the bottom of the ocean

superstar (prod. joysick)

Push Me On The Wall

Get A Life Bitch /w. Lady Juliette

@scarletchoir
new tape soon <3 
cover by evalister
come see me live in sweden 24/10